WESTLIFE! :)
cant wait for their new album man.
rocks rocks rocks.



oh so sad...bryan =(



westlife! aww.
suddenly i think im so in touch with them again.
yeah shereen's motto: once in my life, always in my life :)

Awwwwww so cool!!! :D
totally mesmerised lah.
ive been there last year, oh i miss it man.
cinema paradiso.
and leehom speaks english is totally amazing!
wah im melted. lol.

coffee doesnt work to keep me awake. lol.
had ss remedial today.
then went to have lunch with ruby after that.
i think its bad to have saturdays now.
cos i dun seem to be making full use of my day.
although i did study lah, but still...wasted quite some time.

leehom's coming to singapore tmr! :D
aww. so near yet so far.

countdown 5 more days!
October's coming.


我所为分心，是因为我情不自禁。
oh im so proud of myself for using new words to form sentence.

1. What time is it?
9.42pm.
2. What is your name?
Shereen :)
3. What are you most afraid of?
being stress. lol
4. What do you drive?
drive people nuts. xD
5. Have you ever seen a ghost?
naah.
6. Where were you born?
Penang, malaysia :)
7. Ever been to Alaska?
er no.
8. Ever been toilet paper rolling and decorating trees?
huh no.
9.Bacon Bits or crutons?
none. cos i dunno what are they. lol
10. Favorite day of the week?
Friday :D
11. Favorite restaurant?
Breeks!!!
12. Favorite Flower?
Rose!!! :D
13. Favorite sport to watch?
i hardly watch sport actually.
basketball? sometimes.
14. Favorite drink?
Milo!
15. Favorite Ice cream?
erm havent had one.
16. Disney or Warner Brothers?
Disney :)
17. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Pizza Hut! and breeks! haha
18. What color is your bedroom carpet?
no carpet. my room's not that royal.
19. How many times have you failed your driver's test?
i dun even noe how to drive.
20. From whom did you get your last e-mail from?
er cant rmb.
21. Bedtime?
11pm.
22. Who will respond to this the quickest?
hahahaha :)
23. Who is the person that is least likely to respond?
anyone?
24. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their response?
nah i dun really care.
25. Favorite TV show?
i hardly watch tv. but as long as theres yaodong im in it! :D
26. Ford or Chevy?
dunno.
27. What are you listening to right now?
bai se feng che - jay chou
28. What are your favorite colors?
black. sometimes white.
29. How many tattoos do you have?
oh i never like tattoos.
30. Do you have any pets?
nah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM :D
you're the best mum in the world.
and always you'll be in my heart.
love yaaaa :)

okay. i think i screwed physics up.
and then, english lesson i laughed my head off,
cos i expected such things to happen. lol!
and a teacher being dressed up like a peicaian is so funny.
like who will even want to wear uniform?!
(especially pcss uniform. lol)

em mock was sucha killer.
totally killed my brain. zzz tiring.
ruby ruby, cheer up!
its not the end of the world.
its just nothing but a dumb paper.
it'll be over soon. so dun worry. smiles! :)

running against timeeeee.
gotta stay awake for as much as possible during the weekends.
coffee!

stupid rain spoilt my mood early in the morning.
luckily theres cass, if not i'll be so so drenched.
i know im gonna die if i dun bring umbrella even if the sky seems bad,
but just too bad im that stubborn.

ms nai's got snoopy's plaster!!!
aww so nice :D haha.
went to help out for the donation thing with jiaxin.
quite fun lah, lol :)
and some people really believe i will give my number when i simply just blabbered some numbers. come on ?! -.-
well but didnt complete the whole thing, cos the other half niko went.
haha.

i hope tmr doesnt rain anymore,
cos the weather's so cold today,
and i hardly have the mood to even study,
cos my brain's not very active. ha.


i didnt realise i can actually be distracted.
for once, just that moment.

i spelt Neuron wrongly for bio test today.
stupid right. its written in the question.
argh i wrote Neurone. lol extremely dumb.
i hope ms sae wont penalized me. whatever.
the way she laughed today and gave us the test is like ~!@#$%
like as if shes taking revenge ON US. *speechless*

and i seriously think that when mr lim is scolding people,
its super humorous can.
i dunno whats so funny but its just....l-o-l.
and the frisbee hit my head today.
oh thank god it wasnt basketball, if not i can wave goodbye for eoy.

and mr hou's very high today.
very funny lah, we're all laughing with him.
especially junyi, debating with teacher over philosophy matters.
i think chinese lessons are the most relaxed and slack periods lah :D

ms nai said,
women talks double the times men talks in a day,
reason cos women have to repeat themselves so that men will listen.
well, i think i will be equal as my future husband.
cos i dont repeat myself one :D


i think im so dead.
ive no appetite for any food now.
as in nothing really appeals to my stomach. lol.


draw a line first.
at least there seems to be win-win solution now :)
its good for you. yeah.

happy mooncake festival :D

thanks ruby for your mooncake. hahaha.
school's boring.
today got so many disappointments lah.
zzz nevermind.
im feeling really stressed.
until i have nothing better to say as each day passes.

4 more weeks! gosh, why is time passing so slow.


我是你的天空-
oh what a nice song. sweet :)


若你是星星，
我是你的天空。
若我是星星，
你就是我的天空。

if you dont know, it still remains, as much as before.

i think the rest of the school days will be just doing tests,
and tests and tests, and eoy eoy eoy and extra lessons extra extrass.
pathetic.

i reached home at 2pm today. lol 2!
like whoa? my parents were shocked man.
lol dad was at home cos not feeling well.
and i think im not very updated to the things tats happening around in my family.
dunno for what reasons my house suddenly got alot of new furnitures 0_o
my parents were busy moving in lots of things.
new bed, cupboards, chairs, tables, and dunno wad else. all for themselves lah.
and seriously, they are very noisy. zzz.
i had sucha hard time concentrating on studying cos my house was in a mess -.-
sigh, oh well its over now, so yeah whatever.

it's better not to provoke me when im stressed. lol.
at least, not at the wrong time.

a breakthrough for the next month.
and im still wondering over my day. sigh.

random:
Lime is cool, i prefer lime than teenage now. haha.

i dont know if some things are meant to be said or better left unsaid.
maybe someday somehow it'll be said, at the right time.

it was very sudden that it rained heavily today morning.
well but anyway, church was hilarious.

dunno whats wrong with my mum,
but she didnt speak to me for the whole day.
hmm, did i offend her? no? im sure i didnt do anything wrong.
lol, aiya i think she mood swing lah.

i had sucha hard time studying bio, cos
1. tmr theres a test which is not tested for eoy,
so why the hell should i waste time studying it now?
2. i still have other things havent study, and this is really distracting.
3. the stupid workbook has too many questions that needs long answers.
4. i dun really understand the dumb textbook, so gotta fall back on notes.


and i start to wonder if i should celebrate my birthday this year.
im very likely to be feeling stress cos the next day is like geog and chem paper.
who the hell will in the mood to be happy?
but then birthday only once in a year, of course i have to be happy.
oh well, maybe i'll have a serious birthday this year.
but im very sure, im gonna have a superb belated birthday in msia :D
hahaha. but actually all i just want is just someone, or many ones to make up my day :)
if not, i can celebrate my own day happily. no problem. lol.

today's the only day that the sun shines so brightly :)
beautiful day huh.

without knowing i slept for like the whole afternoon.
lol actually intended to study after i woke up,
but i guess i was really too tired...
quiet afternoon is peaceful :)
and i had a very nice dream.
man, if i can i would rather stay in my dream. Ha.
wow if you tell me what you said in my dream,
i'll be so touched. haha alright im being imaginative. xD

i guess i'll have alot of plans during holidays.
mum was talking to me about them today,
and i told her off cos its super irritating when im trying to study,
and she goes screaming her lungs off like nobody's business -.-
but good heavens she went out and i had the peaceful-iest afternoon.

westlife's going to release their new album on 12th nov!!!! :D
oh gosh so cool. im so happy lah.
cant wait for it, it'll be another great xmas gift for myself this year again.
lol yes :D


i know this day, do you?

hope i didnt screw up my am mock.
didnt do matrix cos i dunno wad the hell ms nai is driving at.
partial fraction i dunno how the heck i got decimal, so is confirm gone.
i got no time to do last question,
so i just chionged within 6 mins, and my scale is wrong somehow,
cos i didnt follow the question.
but i still think im not bad into finishing it within 6 mins.
hahaha if i fail im so gonna have depression. lol.

was rotting today after school.
cos was not feeling very well.
and i dunno wad i was doing also,
chatting on msn with alot of people.

do you not know what i was trying to say?
well well, nevermind.

prince charming is the one who got the ability to charm.
and the beauty of this charm has got the power to melt one's heart :)

things to do:
- cut nails before ms nai chop my hands off
- study for bio test and do wb
- study em for mock exam
- start to revise geog and chem
- buy foolscap paper

From Julia:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagbacks.

1. i only eat ice cream when im happy.
2. i spin my pen when something is on my mind.
3. i only use pilot pens.
4. i only buy iced mocha from serangoon's bubble tea shop.
5. i can take one whole day to think of what should i eat.
6. i have very lame tasks-to-do in my phone.
7. my house has no food to eat one.
8. i have a teddy bear on my table since one year ago until now to keep me company. lol.
9. i dun like chinese-like food. prefer western :D
10. i put my all-time favourite songs in my phone(which is like only less than 10. lol)

okay, i think im weird.

eoy's gonna last for 12 days. oh god.
see the timetable already can stress me out. lol.
am mock exam tmr.
im gonna pass im gonna pass im gonna pass.

i dont do things without any reasons.
but sometimes i do things without knowing whats the reason.
the things i say might not be what it seems to be,
but i dont say things for nothing.

sounds contradicting, but i still make sense.
hahaha.

seems okay to me. seems to be.
like back to your usual self.
the second impression back then.
hmm. oh well.
i got nothing to say, and i shouldnt have anything to say either.


its high time i must learn to control emotions.
cos feeling > emotions > feeling > mind > heart.
okay only i understand wad im trying to say myself.
yeah so im gonna achieve it. self-controlled emotion.
den one day perhaps i can be a psychologist.
hahaha, was thinking of taking psychology course yesterday during cme.
lol although i like Djs, but well, i cant possibly be one,
cos if i happen to be really down, the radio's gonna go upside down. haha.

eoy's not gonna be easy.
i guess i better think of how to relieve stress before i think of anything else.
chocolates doesnt seem to help now anyway.

alright nevermind.
i've found one way to control emotion.
yes im so proud of myself. lol
divert your attention to other things,
and change your focus to something else!!!
wooo shereen's an efficient problem-solver.
wahahas.

in life, you're just like drawing a picture.
there have to be some happy and sad parts,
but concentrate on drawing the happy side,
just leave the sad ones as black and white,
while colour up the happy ones :)

yikes im so enlighten suddenly.
thanks to two very funny people :)
haha.

Soon, i believe it'll be back to normal like it was used to.

i think nowadays ive completely ran out of words to blog.
after my eoy then i'll get back to my usual way.
maybe i think cos im quite abnormal lately. lol.

studied chem just now.
our blood has a pH of 7.4.
so if we get an injected, and the substance is not akaline or same as 7.4,
simple, we would just die.

things i learnt in school of the ways to die efficiently so far:
1. get choke upon a fishball ( biology )
2. poke a pencil at the left of your neck ( english )
3. get an injection with pH value different from your blood (chemistry)
4. go to the second deck when theres no people on the lower deck on a bus,
so that the center of gravity will pull you and when the bus turns you're dead. (physics)
5. dont put on seat belt, so when the car brakes, cos of inertia you'll be dead too. (physics)
6. live near places that have rivers, cos the place can get flooded anytime. (geog)
7. live at places with very little forests, increases soil erosion and rainfall, might lead to flood or drought. (geog)
8. go to other countries and make a religious fight, den war and riot ends your life. ( social studies)

yeah, i think the safest subject is maths.
but not really, it kills brain cells rapidly though.
whatever.

as the saying goes,
tmr is a brand new day, a fresh tommorow.
i wonder how many people in the world actually manage to follow that.



after tonight, it ends.
im sorry, i didn't mean to.
it'll be better for us.

life goes on, it still goes on.

i guess i have to.
this will be better.

i've never been so serious in writing something for one hour.
its hard on me to do this.

talked for so long.
thought for so long.

WHAT TO DO ??????



and im sorry eric for killing your brain cells.

Jaded.


make a change.
take the next step.

i know i cant do this.
deep inside my heart i just..can't.

cos...i never want to.

你烧得我有多难过吗.

theres nothing more to say.

Silence speaks louder than voice.