Sometimes I wonder, will there ever be a somebody who will always understand me.

I think I'm becoming more and more heartless, lol.

Anyway, work is really draining :(

My panda eyes are all out, feeling so lethargic ever since my week started :( Real work is officially kicking in now, our big project is out and starting to also "train" on my job scope at the reservations department. This aunty that is supposed to show me as we move along is damn funny and crude, lol. I hope I can learn fast bcos she is VERY fast and next week onwards I will be the only one handling all the emails etc, omg.

So deprived of sleep everyday :(

It is really just a tiny matter and that we should all just move on. What's with the dwelling into it again and again? Explained alr, don't believe. Worse still, keep thinking of wrong things and assume things. I don't think it was very nice to keep coming back and be skeptical about things. When you do or say something, don't forget that you were the same as well.

1. I see no point in making a big fuss out of a bloody small matter.

2. It is ridiculous to have people speaking out of heart and not head.

3. If there is no trust, NOTHING IS LEFT TO SAY.

So tell me, which part of last night was worth the friendship?

Finally another week over. Today had been very busy, me and sheena started on our very first project in relation to our reservations department, haha. Next week onwards really will get very busy everyday le :( Celebrated Cathay's 65th birthday today as well, I helped to cut the cake and distribute them -_-" Yeah, very lol. Happy that weekend is here!

I think I'm becoming more and more low profile till I don't blog much now, lol. Life's too mundane to blog about anything.

Intern's starting to get busy, I think probably next week I'll go over to the reservations dept already. Sian, the hours after noon are always passing by so slow. Just can't wait for weekends.

Everyday feels so longgg.

Anyway, forgot to mention something. Some people in life are so practical, they only look at dead things and facts to determine and choose. A very typical example: if you don't reflect well in academics, you don't appear and seem to be of much potential. Ha, what a world out there.

I don't know.

I think my life's too complicated to comprehend. But anyway, I just hope everything can be as it is now, because I don't want to step out of my comfort zone yet. Although right now is not really the optimum but I will live with it. One day things may really have to change, and one day I may really have to take a step, but whatever the future will become, I just hope that I will live it through each day.

Week 1 of internship over.

I will try my best to be positive for intern.

I had my lovely day yesterday, and today onwards is gonna be just intern and more intern life. Sianz.

I just want to focus on completing my diploma, graduate and earn a living for myself. This is my motivation in life.

2 more days to a whole new phase of life.

Tell me what is it that I've gotten over all these years.

Just the thought of it can kill, imagine experiencing it still. I wonder how did I got through the past ones. But anyway, I will live up to my words and my stand.

Some people are so ridiculous. Some people just cannot move on from the past. Some people are so childish I wonder why.

Sooo many things can happen in a day, amazing.

I'm just trying to face the reality. Because there is absolutely nothing that I don't have to accept.

I just wanted to be professional about everything and keep quiet and be myself.

I JUST WANTED TO.

I think I'm now more jialat than mugging for exams previously - only slept 3hours last night! Wowowowowow. I'm just gonna work and chiong and not think and be bothered by anything.

At least, I'll try.

Work work work work work, then start intern.

Life is just about to begin.

I think it's very true that when we change mindsets, our actions and behaviours follow accordingly as well.

HELLO FREEDOM IS HERE, YES AH :)

I think I screwed up mice paper today like shit, oh well but praying hard it'll turn out fine. EXAMS ARE OVER. Can't believe that i actually stopped mugging and sleeping at wee hours and yawning every minute of my life away recently. NO MORE EXAMS ANYMORE CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. Unless I go further studies or something lol. Man, felt like it has been a few months over the past week. Really glad to have friends company i guess, if not I don't know how to pass through the horrible season myself and face things alone.

Ok time to pig my life away now! Mwhahahaha.

Face damn cui now after so many days of sleepless nights. Until I've lost track of the times of the day. I think I will screw up the paper for today's afternoon, haha. But whatever, just waiting for paper to end today, & then it's back to reality again.