hopeless people?!
isnt it so conspicuous by now -.-

my com is going to be reformatted soon!
hahahas :D

woootz. saw gurmit in church today.
reminds me of phua chu kang. hahaha xD
well actually also not shocking lah, he's in my church all along anyway.
lol, just that today i first time see him infront of me. gees.
and for once in my life i brought umbrella out today!
cos i trusted the radio for once also, it said it will rain in the afternoon heavily.
so in order not to get myself wet today i brought it along.
and another reason also cos my bag too empty. lol!
yeah, and it really rained man. didnt waste my efforts. wahaha.
my mum kept saying im smart for bringing umbrella -.-
and i had a box of chocolates today afternoon.
feel so guilty now...napfa is like in less than a month!
and cos of the rain i didnt go jogging. ( but today felt lazy also)
haha, so went to sleep for like 1.5 hours.
mum was nagging at me when im 3/4 asleep.
seriously very annoying lor. no wonder i have such good patience now.
i guess it has greatly gotta do with her naggings since im young.
well well. its school again!


you caught my eyeeee :)
if i ever get to? hahas~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGEN :D

i think you have been celebrating your birthday for like so many many days alr.
lol, yeah but anyway, hope you like my present, although its not very big.
but small also got its value and significance! and its my thoughts that count! haha xD
and happy eighteenth birthday! wahahas.
so big alr, must be a nice guy and stop bullying other people. lol!
you're really a nice friend and you'll always be a special and precious one to me! :)
hope you'll have your wishes come true, and always stay happy.
dont always be so emo, cos your smile looks better! haha.
good luck for your violin exam coming soon and do enjoy yourself when your school starts.
and lastly, may your days ahead filled with happiness and joy too :)
best wishes and have a great day!

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐

~

& even if everything falls apart,

good friends like us will never be.

smiles :D

okay, finally got most of the things done.

went to meet andre to buy birthday card for my cousin :)

then waited for shirly to come.
slacked awhile, cos they dunno where to go.
i also got no plan already, so went home for dinner.
then they went to play pool. so sad i cant go :(
gotta go home for dinner today.
went to deliver some pictures. the guy asked me to go back after 20 mins.
then i was like some dumb people walking around serangoon just to kill 20 mins of my time.
my goodness. yupyup, nothing much today anyway.

pictures taken on last sunday:

all sorts of expressions xD
kinda blur, buts it our girls group pic! :)
yay :D

1 2 3 4 5 6 ! Lol

:)

i feel like reformating my com. hmms.

things yet to do:
- subway with andre
- movie(and popcorn xD)
- pen refill
- vocab book
- get black board
- go photo film shop for two purposes
- cousin's card

and i want an ipod! lol.

physics SPA today.
mr lim took two period to revise with us. like woah.
4 periods of phy and 3 periods of math every friday.
the timetable is rubbish man. out to kill us only. nuts.
oh well. my gradient is wrong anyway.
dunno how on earth i calculate wrongly also.
and mr lim kept smiling today! hahaha so amusing lah him :D
yeahyeah. and so it's over for now.
ms nai kept advertising me today in class -.-
i know im very dumb to lose one careless mark, if not i'll get full marks for the amath test alr.
but dun need keep reminding me, cos i feel like banging the wall myself also. lol.

got back report slip today! wooola.
i feel upset for not studying for humanities class test, cos i failed it.
it seriously pulled down my grades, from A2 to c5 =(
someone just kill me for that. hais.
and 0.5 more mark to A2 for my physics!!!!!!!!! sobs.
well but other than that, i got four As, so not that bad?
dad gave me some cash as an encouragement! hahaha :D
this is why dads always rock more than mums sometimes =P
yesyes, so gotta work harder for mid year.

fridays are so pleasant. tadaa, today's nice :)

some interesting thing:

so nice of them wor? hahas.

& IM STEPPING DOWN ON 16 APRIL! Yay :D

happy birthday jj? lol.
helped mandy to fold stars for him -.-
cant believe i actually did that.
oh yeah? but only folded one packet lah.
small token. afterall i do listen to his songs. haha!

fire drill today in school!
it was kinda crazy though, having it early in the morning during first period?!
i think mr razali is abit insane. lol.
we were having pe halfway then the bell rang.
haha, i think we're the only class there wearing pe attire xD
but still, it was VERY hot, so no much difference anyway.
ruby and me were talking and talking until the thing is over.
good way to be distracted from the horrible heat (:

was chatting with weiqin during geog lesson.
she said she always thought i was a very quiet person.
hahaha, i think i talked too much crap to her today. lol.
we were talking about food and stuffs :D
and she said we're totally opposite.
cos the things i prefer is the opposite of what she prefers.
is she abnormal? or maybe im just weird la. hahah.
but i think im quite deprived of food this year lor. sobs.
its been long since i ate pizza, fast food, junks, popcorns, sushi...whatever.

and i dont know whats wrong with my block area.
they are going to build lifts at every single floor now,
and its like, fifteen steps away from my house door i can reach the lift alr?!
omg thats like so weird out of a sudden. spoils the corridor scenery also -.-
whats worse is they are making ALOT of NOISE! argh.
my mum said i die alr, how to study like that.
sigh, how pathetic can my life get man.
lets hope it'll be done by june.
they cant possibly be doing that for more than three months.

and i didnt sleep today in the afternoon!
woo. that was amazing of me man. haha whatever xD

mum last minute dont want to go to the parents meeting this sat alr.
told her not to go at first liao. now make things so troublesome.
but good also la, dun have to spend my weekend in school. wahaha :D

anyway, i feel more stress when im at tuition than in school :(
sighs.

& its physics o's SPA tmr!!!!!!!


please lah, get a life.
真是的。

no more sky of love :(
i think i'll watch it online someday.
yeap. nothing much today.
cca is such a waste of time man.
we were all trying to escape that place,
so went to the library, hoping to do homework or smth.
but sadly got caught by that mr tan. he was asking what are we doing here -.-
so no choice walked around the school like no one's business.
and then hanged around at some walls to kill time before going back.
i really think weiqin can be a good actor and a clown.
she can entertain seven of us. impressive right. lol.
mr koh is mad. his work is like, we'll take forever to ever finish it.
he's so against us doing math lar, i think thats why he gave us more than math.
lol whatever.
wednesdays are not nice.
i dont have time to do anything one. lol.


apple of my eye! :)

stress level increasing =\
seriously very restless, like whole day all i ever did was doing the dumb amath tys.
now my mind is all Y=mX+C stuffs -.-
sigh, if i could have just 25% of wanti's brain i would be very happy.
shes so smart lah, we were all impressed today.
junyi somehow turned into some zombie, cos he said his brain cells are all dead.
lol i think i cannot sit beside him, i'll help to kill his cells even more.
last two periods went to the hall for some o's talk?
the person who came for our workshop two months ago came back.
i think their purpose is coming here to exert pressure on us loh.
was having a headache when i got home. all thanks to the stress man.

i want chocolates. or maybe just candies.
anyway, toasted cheese rocks! or melted cheese. whatever you call it.
its sooooooo nice! :D

school's never great than you can ever thought it was.
well, at least im talking about this year.
so stressed. i mean im not very now, but going to be soon :(
hais. i spent two hours in my room looking at the stupid amath tys.
then after that was talking on the phone with ray,
and he just went "aiyoh why you ask me this?!"
for like a total of five times at least.
but he's amusing when he talks to himself. hahaha.
its always the same - i ask him how to do amath is just like getting nagged by him -.-

well anyway, assembly was so interesting! :)
our class is okay la, that video was good, just that i dunno wad was i doing in there. lol.
4f's very funny, especially the umbrella part. haha.
4e's one quite nice also, i supported shirly man! :D
ive been saying " i dont want ss remedial" since morning until after school,
and andre keep telling me that i repeated that like thousand times.
hahaha in the end really dun have lor! it works man. hehs xD

ahh okay. time to get back to my books :(
& take care elroyyyyy! :D
i think you better not touch the chairs in the hall anymore. hahas.



你们到底有完没完的? -.-
actually you see, you're quite miserable like that anyway.
*shakes head*

gosh. my muscles are aching.
i think i had too much exercise yesterday. lol.
tanglin mall for breakfast today! woohoo :)
although its kinda early. haha.
for once im early okay, not bad man.
yeapyeap, and we all celebrated kylene's birthday! (:
i was quite high today in church. wahahas.
after everything went to buy some things.
oh yes, i feel so broke again. march is a month of broke-ness?
hmm and there goes the weekends.
i feel like eating ice cream! but cant.
my voice kinda suck, abit off.
i think ruby will love my sexy voice -.-
& tmr's hall assembly is going to be interesting. haha.

shall upload pictures when i got them :)

seriously what is wrong with them -.-
just say it lah?!
procrastination doesnt make you go anywhere.
dumbness. zzz.

breakaway

alright. i wanna thank the manymany people for caring about me.
i mean like, i really appreciated your care and concerns LOADS.
though i didnt expect that so many of you would actually notice me and all.
yeah so kinda felt that im significant somehow. haha xD

yesyes. what can separate me now?
i got back my smile, i got back myself :)
although im still abit sick, but well, im still alive anyway.
this last bit of feeling no longer stays. gone and dead.
like i said, it will end very soon, and i'll make sure it does.
yeah. afterall, i find no purpose going on also.
so since it has come to this point, den just go with it.
that's it :)


woola. went to meet up with chia brothers and yy for badminton.
so hanged around there for a few hours, kinda tired after everything.
throwing ample shuttlecocks at one go is interesting.
haha, and went to some cafe for dinner after that.
there was a party going on outside there though.
man, its been so long since i went to such events.
gonna have one someday, maybe in msia or some chalet :D
yeah, and the brothers pei me until the bus stop/mrt.
first time leh. must feel honoured then.
black and white theme? it just rocks lah :)
thats my style man. 'i am' shereen!


resumed back. after three nights and full stop.
whatever, it doesnt matter anymore.
you go with yours, and i'll go with mine.
we'll still be who we are in the end =)

it ends tonight.

how good can friday be

i dont know if going to church today was to find some consolation,
or it was just trying to speak smth into my head.
played pool, amazingly won two games anyhow.
played daiti, won two games by luck somehow.
after that went to jog, maybe trying to find some peace in me.
oh well. my parents seemed to be pretty concern about me.

my throat hurts. i caught flu.
didnt speak yesterday, now i cant speak.
maybe its a good thing, cos i dont even feel like speaking.
whatever. i guess im falling sick. or maybe i am already.

mr lim cw : anw you looked distracted on thurs. please take care

even he noticed.

maybe this current change was simply too drastic.


i wont. cos you dont, when you think you do.

what you are you cant see, what is to you is what it is only.

almost whole day doing math.
madness? yeah absolutely. lol.
and then get home have to do so much math again.
kinda sad, cos i dunno how to do. most of them :(
so yes, i dun wan to touch them alr.
shall see them again tmr in class.
i got a feeling alot of people also dont know how to do lah.
hahaha, some sort of way to encourage myself. lol!

suddenly everyone's telling me to sleep early O.o
not that i dun want to, if i can i will lar.
whatever that is, im still alive anyway :)

the day seemed so looong.
but still able to stay awake before recess. lol.
mr lim cw really blew up today. like woah.
first time see him shouted at our class.
guess he must be really upset. hais.
assembly was boring. mr razali talked about hope.
yeahyeah everyone must have hope man! :)
(although i dun really know wad he was talking about lah lol)
eng remedial was a torture. i was like falling asleep alr,
yet feeling kinda warm in there, and still gotta finish compo and letter writing.
i looked out of the window, saw all the classes so empty one :(
sad right, when we're all stuck in that place,
and we're gonna be like that until the end of the year. sigh ming ku.

mr koh: alright you have 1hr45min to finish this paper.
shereen: tsk why always do paper one de?!
mr koh: yes what is the matter?
shereen: (oops) *smile* nothing.
people around me : *hahahaha*

didnt expect he would hear me lor.
and i didnt know he was like ten steps away from me. lol.

three-hour-call

i slept at 2am last night?
and i had less than four hours of sleep?
is this insane or cool? lol.
i think im gonna feel dead in class later.

royston 160507! says:
thats sad
shereen` until the day will be the day. says:
lol
shereen` until the day will be the day. says:
wadever.
royston 160507! says:
so fierce still
~~~
royston 160507! says:
royston is always nice
royston 160507! says:
mind u
shereen` until the day will be the day. says:
oooh izzit
royston 160507! says:
yup
shereen` until the day will be the day. says:
anything la. you nice or bad doesnt affect me
shereen` until the day will be the day. says:
lol
royston 160507! says:
so fierce again
royston 160507! says:
saddened

maybe this happens when you talk to me when im very restless. ahah.
nothing really great happened this week anyway.
but not like as if things will be so great back in school. Lol.
back to school tmr~

im very tired. and its only like around 2.30pm?
i think im just gonna die when school starts tmr.
cos suddenly gotta wake up so early again.
im hungry. and im broke. im like eating junks now? -.-
im feeling very restless. didnt talk much today also.
went straight home after church.
actually wanted to go walk around, but mood doesnt feel right.
chia brothers called, wanted to go out but didnt eventually.
so yes, im home now, kinda wet cos of the rain. hais.
okay wadever, im really tired. off to sleep.



which her?

and there goes the lyrics

was playing game on my com for the whole morning.
just feel like doing smth that can distract me.
i mean, im already distracted enough, but...just, dunno lar.
lol found the whole chunk of games cd my cousin burned for me in 2003.
yeah, hundreds of them o_o although some of the programme cannot work alr.
was playing kirby, and i havent game over lor. played for like three hours?
ahaha, so fun. my mum said i was so agitated -.- oh well.
yeah, but stopped playing cos gotta go out.
went to sing today! sing sing sing.
yes, ruby was irritating to "interrupt" my singing.
i nearly chang bu chu the words, all thanks to her...
aiya cant be bothered with her la. lol.
yup, had fun singing anyway. especially singing lao ge!
hahaha she got freaked out when i started singing 'em. heh xD
saw adrian and a few of the guys. too bad didnt catch eric.
if not i'll suan him for suaning me today. lol.
time was limited, so went off for dinner after that.
and my night was spent talking on the phone? yeah.
at first andre called, and we talked about lots of things?
teachers, church, band, studies, his msia trip...and dunno wad else.
and then ruby called, and started crapping about things.
was talking about complex and abstract stuffs? mm.
lol and i think she couldnt stand my crap so she decided to hang.
hahaha :) so here i am blogging at this moment.
tmr's the last day to rest before school starts again.
have to get back to the study mood by tmr. aw.

dont keep it inside, say your thoughts.
you wouldnt know if it matters alot.
let the cause of your sadness become the cause of your happiness.
cos in the first place... it should be this way.

:)

actually intended to go out with friends to do hw.
but is either they havent do, or not doing. ???!!!
okay, so forget about it. lol.
i just want to know how to do those that i left blank.
cos i think leaving too many blanks is not very good.
i mean its not that its bad, its good to have blanks sometimes,
but not in studies lar huh. Lol.
i think the only great thing about march holidays to me is sleeping lah.
seriously, what do i do everyday but sleep?
i wake up at like 10am everyday, and goes to sleep at around 2pm?
yeah, okay now i feel bad cos i didnt do much revision. lol.
oh well. no mood also.

anyway, eric wore the short i bought him for his bdae during msia trip!
:D :D :D yay, haha it should look good on him :)

& i want to watch Sky Of Love!
not that i want to cry lah, cos they said it teared million people.
im trying to break my record of not tearing when watching sad movies.
hahaha, whatever. but maybe its really that saddening i guess.
i think if the lead guy dyed his hair black and red he'll be hot. lol.
oh i miss my gunbound's game user. my hair in there was dyed red!
haha whatever, anything. anything, whatever -.-

and wo hui chang ge ok. lol how bad it is to say me. hmmph :(
ruby will know. i'm always her on-and-off radio xD
promised to go kbox, until now havent go.
lol, will do soon, soooon. i dont break my promise :)

anyway, saw this today somehow :

when i was two years old in msia at my aunt's house?
man, my hair's like...whatever -.-
well i think the reason why i love snoopy now is cos of that red doggie above.
actually i got a feeling its supposed to be pluto, but somehow its red in colour?
anything la, maybe if you turn it into black and white its snoopy already :D

formal day?

happy advance birthday junlong :)
seven-day-advance birthday celebration. lol.
next thurs got school, so kinda not free...so make it today.
you said it was the thoughts that count anyway,
so ya...i presented myself? haha.
met up with junlong and friend at cityhall there.
andy came somehow, to tell us hes late for some meeting?
lol and hes got seven appointments today?!
wad a busy guy. so yes, he came to say hi and left o_o
anyway, i dont quite like guys who're late.
lol especially when theyre very late! *ahhhhems*
wilson can take mrt but he took some 857bus? -.-
lol and he landed up at suntec convention centre there,
saying that he's meeting wuhong there first before coming to meet us.
and then, the both of them impressively dunno how to get to cityhall/marina.
dunno they trying to be funny or really so innocent. lol -_-"
so i went to get them while junlong and friend went to sakae first.
and dumb wuhong walked the long way when theres a shortcut!
seriously dunno wads wrong with guys. lol.
so went back and had our huge buffet at sakae.
and somehow we landed up playing some number game.
whoever lost will have to eat the food?!
and pathetically i kena the stupid peas. its so disgusting and awful lor!
bully man. lol but nvm lar, they got some worse ones than me. hahaha.
btw, stop calling me pig mr ng junlong!
first you said my hands are sure to be nice to hold -.-
and then you said one of my expression looks like a piggy,
and then you call me pig! lol horrible.
well anw, wilson started singing halfway. lol live radio beside me. ahaha?
so we were crapping the whole time, and they have jokes that are really jokes. lol.
also we all sang a "special" bdae song for junlong :)
and i left early after eating the very cool ice cream. hahah.
so...eventually kinda had a good time lar.
yeahyeah :)








im sorry its not a yes.

dont you get what im trying to say...?



oh well.
i'll just get drenched in the rain rather than waiting for it to stop.
dumb rain.

and the rain rained for the whole day.
every moment feels like night time,
which means every moment i feel like sleeping.
lol? whatever.

mum bought me a new wallet :D
and lunch was horrible.
i was so bloated i can hardly even talk.
dunno whats wrong with the food or whats wrong with me.
lol, i only had lunch for the whole of today?
saw mr leong at carrefour, and he was looking at me?
i think he knows im some peicai student la, although he doesnt teach me.
his look was horrifying can. thought i saw some ghost O.o
man, i keep seeing teachers lately. zzz.
anyway, royce chocolates rocks man. its sooo nice :)
they are back from msia tonight. woohoo? =)


this one?

yeah, finished my english.
what i said means wad i said. lol.
was trying to sleep in the afternoon but cant. oh well.
i saw my "wanted" sony mp3 today!
aw. after so long i saw it again. miss it man...
well anw, was meeting up with jay and jerome out to do hw.
then in the end jay didnt come -.-
i want to play psp de lor. lol...nvm.
so did only like five amath qns and had dinner with jerome.
haha, i go out do hw is like never do at all lah.
saw mrs leow when buying my dinner. she was just behind me o.o
gosh. luckily she didnt see me.
when going home they said there was a fatal accident somewhere in loyang,
so cannot take bus 53 home. only 58 available. like what..?!
so everyone went to take 58.
then on the bus almost everyone were looking around for direction,
and im included also. lol cos i dunno where the stupid bus will stop.
man, luckily im not that dumb to get lost. ahah.
mum was looking for me anyway.
she almost scolded me for not answering my phone,
when eventually it was she who dialled the wrong number.
goodness. she actually forgot my number.

and i didnt know got anybody would appreciate my previous poetry.
ha-hah.


choices are there for you to choose.
chances are there for you to create.

another unknown day ahead.
after yesterday i completely turned off already.


roses are red
violets are blue
if you have something in mind
why dont you say it or do

time may fly
and things may change
but what makes you think
that things will not be the same

so pluck up your courage
and have some faith
to believe in what youre thinking
cos there is hope for it



someone just get me out of my house?
oh, i better complete my english by today.
what a life man.

私のために十分より多くであるそこにあることは。






i guess i should be feeling sad now.

im too moody for anything.


received a mail letter from ruby.
thanks bud. it did make me smile a lil.
right timing.





i've said what it is.
believe it or not, up to you.
so wrong to actually wrong me.
its not even worth to make a big deal out of such matter.

slept for awhile and woke up.
not in the mood to sleep.
im very moody now.
stupid stupid stupid.
dumbest day ever.

eric sent me a msg from msia?! *faint*
goodness. and i replied. *more faints*
and its not any impt stuffs anyway. *fainted*

sigh :(





why dont you...do something?

i amazingly forgot how to do binomial :(
so here i am, infront of my com, trying to forget abt whats on my table.
lol as if. i still have to go back sooner or later. hais.

i need motivation, inspiration, whatever-tion thats in the dictionary.

rain rain go away,
dont you ever come again?
zzz lame.


& i feel like going out?!?!?!

look back; think back.

I smiled.

yada yada.
feel kinda "alone" though, dearest friends are in msia now.
wonder what are they doing. mmm.
maybe doing some reflections? dinner? haha.

after church went to do some self-walking-around. lol.
cant call it shopping, cos im out for some of my reasons.
kinda confused, cos i got no idea on what to do with wads on my mind.
i mean like, maybe i dun even have the chance to execute my plans.
oh well. but still will do it somehow by some way under the earth.
yeahyeah.

mum invited so many people to our house during evening.
for dinner. like woah? mum sorta cooked a feast.
dont know why lar, im too tired to give any expressions to them.
well, they cant be bothered with me also lar, so doesnt matter.
you have no idea how much noise there was just now. lol.

homeworks left :
1. english compre
2. amath paper
3. bio worksheet

oh dear. how long more will i get to complete them =(
starting to feel abit...sick of homeworks? lol.
blanks blanks blanks.


random: i feel like eating popcorns.

take care and enjoy your msia trip dearest friends!

see ya in four days' time :)

let's just hope andre dont buy some salted fish back for me -.-
he's been haunting me about them ever since he knew they were going there.
and i shall wait for eric to buy me the two twin towers in KL. hahaha!
was msging clarence and trevor just now.
and trevor told me "go and sleep with your dumb snoopy"
he's not dumb okay!!! lol. happy holidays to you guys too.
enjoy your trip and dont go find gang to fight. haha clarence told me that -_-
mandy also, take care over there. i think your boyfriend will have lovesick.
and ruby! stay happy there man, dont go emo anyhow. lol.
enjoy looking at your lake chini- the white and pink lotus! haha :D
she called me just now to hear my last voice before she leave.
hahaha aww.
okay, i guess they should be at the custom by now.
goodbye and misses! :)



well, i didnt regret not going anyway.
my decision always have a reason.

one of my friend was at harbour front.
another one was at escape theme park.
another one worse, at changi airport.
you know, like everyone's at the ends of the earth.

was kinda busy anyway.
i saw weiqin three times today! LOL.
at first was at the traffic.
later below my house.
and then when i was going home at night saw her again.
i think she was pretty shocked when she saw me for the third time.
took some time to get things done.
it's been long since i helped someone. haha :)

well but very sad also.
the white snoopy's file at artbox no more alr :(
hais. how unlucky am i. yesterday still got three down there.
its just one day okay! so depressed man.
wanted to skip dinner, but im starving since afternoon, so well, eat lor.
was trying to cook something but the gas finished.
im really unlucky right?! mum bought some stuffs back, so yeah, ate them anyway.
and my printer is officialy pronounced spoilt.
stupid print head. mr lim told me its quite expensive.
yeah so i can forget it. lol.

the taxi stand is totally weird.
i feel so weird standing there. lol.
i think next time i meet people better dun go to the taxi stand.
makes me feel like the cabs are waiting for me. ahah.
i miss msia man, where i always just hop into the car when i finished shopping.
hahaha.

gonna stay up to watch bewitched later.
no popcorns to accompany me. aww.

woke up at 3pm.
i merely slept for the whole day.
zzz shall not sleep anymore.
what a saturday.

still cant think of anything better to do.


Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
dial 995? or maybe i'll just try to rescue him.
Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
shocked. and then ask who. and then scold her. lol
When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
nah violence is never in my dictionary.
Congratulations. You just had a son. What's his name?
dont know lah.
Congratulations. You just had a daughter. What's her name?
dont know also.
What are you craving right now?
nothing.
What was the last thing that got you almost cried?
that fateful day.
When you buy something and your change is a penny, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
keep it lor.
What is the last voice mail you received about?
never received any.
Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
oh. her lor.
Are you happy right now?
not really, not very.
Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
im the only child.
Which do you prefer? Dark or light jeans?
dark.
What was the last movie you watched at home?
lol didnt watched any.
What is in your pocket?
nothing.
Where are you hurt?
no where.
When is your birthday?
7 oct :)
What are you going to do after this?
stop asking me this cos i dont know.
Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
nah.
Do you hate people?
i hate the noise people make. lol
Do you ever sleep with a light on?
nope.
How many hours did you sleep for last night?
ten :D lol
What do you wear to sleep?
pyjamas lor.
Do you swear at your parents?
nope.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i dunno...

still very bored.

[01] Are you currently in a relationship ?
no...
[02] Have you ever been given a rose ?
yeah. but not from a guy lah. lol
[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
all-time? dont really have one
[04 ] There's no number 4 question..
-.-
[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate ?
dont know.
[06] What's your current problem ?
unable to know people's minds.
[07] Have you ever had your heart broken ?
yes.
[08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?
no comments.
[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend ?
er...not really lar. unless we're more than friends lor.
[10] The person your with right now, do you want to spend your life with ?
im not with anyone now.
[11] How many kids do you want to have ?
future then say.
[12] What is/are & your favorite colors?
black? and sometimes white.
[13] Who are your celebrity crush?
wang lee hom :D but not crush lah.
[14] Do you believe you truly only love once ?
no. you loved before means you loved.
[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
no. i want to die at 77. lol
[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
er...sec 1 i guess.
[17] What song do u want to be played at your wedding?
leehom- forever love :D
[18 ] Do you like anyone?
what do you think?

very bored.

so somehow ended up finding myself doing this kinda quizzes -.-

1.Whats the connection between you and the last person that called you ?
good friends :)
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
er. hardly.
3. What happened at 9pm last night?
i was online?
4. When did you last cry?
when i watched show. lol
5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
bread lor.
6. What do you want in your life right now ?
haha.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
no i just get drenched.
8. Whats your favorite thing to have on your bed ?
snoopy!
9. Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
no.
10. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nah.
11. What was the last movie you went to see ?
leap years.
12. Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your player ?
nope.
13. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend ?
er. sort of.
14. Can you sleep in jeans ?
no? never tried before lah. lol
15. Have you ever been given an engagement ring ?
im just sixteen?
16. Where were you on July 4th, 2007 ?
in school.
17. What does the last text message you received say ?
lol some stuffs about leehom.
18. What did you reply ?
i didnt reply, cos i was sleeping xD
19. What is the last thing someone bought you ?
erm i cant rmb?
20. What do you want for your birthday ?
what can i want when i'm having my o's :(
22. Last item you bought yourself ?
cant rmb also.
23. What did you have for breakfast ?
bun? lol
25. What is your ring tone ?
wo bu pei.
26. How many hours of sleep do you get a night ?
as long as ten hours. hahaha!
as little as five hours. lol.
27. Have you ever been tied up ?
not really.
28. What do you wish you were doing right now ?
something that can make me happy?
29. Last time you witnessed a fight ?
dont rmb witnessing any.
30. What was the last alcoholic drink you drank ?
ha i dont drink.
31. Where do you rent your movies?
i dont rent.
32. Ever had a black eye?
i think so. cant rmb.
33. Last people u went out with?
shirly and andre.
34. Name three places you would like to travel to ?
paris, switzerland and london! :D
35. How is the weather right now ?
very fine i suppose.
36. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
andre
37. Have you traveled to Europe ?
nope.
38. Eye Color ?
brown.
39. Do you wear contacts ?
nah.
40. Favorite Holiday ?
er...dunno.
41. Favorite Month ?
hmm. june?
42. Have you tried crying without knowing why?
no, i always cry for a reason.
43. Have you eventually realized why?
yes duh. read above -.-
44. Favorite Day of the week?
friday :)
45. Are you too shy to ask someone out ?
sometimes. i dont really ask people out one.
46. Give me a name of a person ?
shereen
47. What does that person play in your life?
im that person. lol
48. What do you want today?
dont know lar.
49. Do you prefer to go out alone?
er. not really.
50. Do you wear necklaces?
sometimes.
51. Do you read novels?
er. not very often.
53. What will you do after this?
i got no idea also.

something's on my mind.

start of march holidays

last day of term 1 ! and its the march holidays.
should i be happy? dont know lah.
got loads of holiday homeworks to complete,
and revision to do. sigh.
maybe i can take my time to do, since im not going for the fieldtrip.
er nothing much happened today i guess.
class got lectured for the whole day. boo.
after school went to amk hub and had subway.
and i saw SNOOPY'S FILE there at artbox! :D :D :D
hahaha so happy can. it's high time i should change my file already!
im so gonna get the white one. yay :)
someday very soon i'll get back to it. haha.

maybe i should have some plans.
i cant possibly sleep and suffer my days away.

horrible assignments:
1. english compre paper
2. two emath papers
3. one amath paper
4. chem workbook
5. one bio paper
6. physics workbook




it's never too late.

numbed mood

thank you eunice for giving me all the small snoopy softtoys! :D
really really love it loads loads :)
today doesnt seem like a school day at all.
and the raining-blues are here again. oh well.
i finished "the five people you meet in heaven" book.
next up will be for one more day.
lol i think im just trying to kill time, when i cant even kill.
-.- ? nevermind.
ate chicken rice after school.
yay i think the only food i like in serangoon is chicken rice.
tmr's the last day of term 1! and here's march holidays :)
i can sleep already! wahahas.
okay but still...what fun can there be this year? completely no life.
yeah, so it doesnt make any difference in the end.
maybe it will, unless-




i like marco polo, cos he's the one who made the first pizza :D



so what's next now?

dddrenched

speech and sports day.
nothing much about speech day,
i simply just spent the time in hall talking about nonsensical things.
lol after that stayed in imac room cos of the stupid chargers.
for like one hour we were there using the coms until eleven.
and then cos we got to carry four cameras,
we saw mr francis lim and something interesting happened.
~~~
we : mr lim, can help us bring the cams to stadium? we get from you later.
him : oh? er okay. how many are there?
we : four lor.
him : oh four only. can can, put in my bag *gives us his bag*
(and cos our cams got the casing mah, so we tried to squeeze all four inside.)
we : okay thanks. *gives him back*
him : you all fill up my whole bag?!
we : hahaha ya.
(and the next moment he was carrying it)
(we thought he would put it in his car instead of carrying the bag himself lor!)
him : i cant believe im helping you people to carry the cams! *walks away*
we : hahaha thank you ah mr lim!
lol so i conclude, he is easily bullied. hahah but afterall a nice guy la xD

so at the stadium, we were looking for the sec ones buddies.
cos they were supposed to do the camera thingy with us.
yeah, and can you like imagine, that boy called me GAO MEI MEI ? ( tall girl girl -.- )
goodness. and im like being fooled for so much of his craps.
lol but cant blame lar, hes just a sec one.
my buddy bryan is better. he guai guai follow me one. wahaha.
yeah and that cheeky boy keep suaning me. oh my thats so bad.
and the npcc people keep telling me to go behind the thing to get to the other side.
wah i kept forgetting, then make myself so malu.
and that npcc guy, dunno who is he, wear blue colour one,
also down there tease me dunno for what reasons.
i think i talked to alot of unknown people today. lol.
and it was raining/drizzling the whole day.
very sad to say, last time of my service to my cca,
i have to suffer such fate, which is to get drenched in the rain -.-
i was like protecting the stupid camera, as well as taking care of the sec one,
and to make sure i get some nice pictures taken in the rain.
woah it was so bad. seriously. during the inter class competition i was totally drenched.
took some time off to get to the washroom to dry up abit, although didnt much worked.
i was so wet until dont know what lah.
people said i was so ke lian down there. ya lor exactly.
all thanks to the rain :(

anyway, yellow house got the champion! :D yay!
and 4G won the first too! yay again :D
we were all so happy lar. hahas inter class was amazing.
that scene was so beautiful man.
hmm, kinda thought back of myself when i was in primary school.
i was back then sucha outstanding runner also lor.
haha okay whatever.
now i just hope i wont fall sick or smth.

"If you thought you felt a spark, go on and see if you can ignite a fire."

happy birthday to eric
happy birthday to eric
happy birthday to eric
happy birthday to eric :D

happy day to you :) hope you like what i gave ya.
it took me quite some time looking for it. haha.
may your wishes come true, and good luck in your studies this year...esp o's!
and thank you so much for being sucha a great friend,
to always be there for me and hear me speak rubbish and senseless things,
when im feeling down or low or emo or simply just sad over the same thing.
i really appreciate you for hearing me out and answering my dumb questions.
youre a great guy, and you'll always be =)


it's sports day and speech day tmr.
sigh, so reluctant to take pictures for sports day.
i would rather sit down there and slack. lol.
but nevermind, i think tmr will be the last time i''ll be serving for my cca.
so yeah...just get over and done with my last duty.

ang jun yi asked me if i want to go watch naruto -.-
what the heck? can he ask someone instead of me?!
do i look like i'm some sort of girl who likes that???
oh my come on, thats so wrong man. lol?


& it's three more days to march holidays :)


maybe i'm fine.
i dont really know.
something feels amiss.

its raining, its pouring

mdm faridah is bad today.
she should not have said all the harsh words to them.
man, sounds so hurting...although not to me lar. lol.
and mr lee was checking socks out of a sudden when we were doing pe -.-
then he caught a few socks with logos,
cos he said we are not supposed to wear socks with any logo.
since when has the school got such rules?!
so i was like trying to hide my socks and everything,
luckily he didnt catch me. wahaha xD
and we dont have to wear ties to school anymore!
good thing? bad thing? nah doesnt concern me much actually. haha.
oh yeah, and amath was horrible to the power of infinity.
only 18 out of 43 people passed. ms nai was depressed and angry.
like more than half the class failed under her teaching.
seriously disappointing to her, and she really not going to bother about us alr.
aw saddening :( but i believe she wont abandon us one.
well anyway, im the lucky few who passed :D
although not fantastic lar. but better than failing :)
after school had some crazy geog remedial which i see no point in it,
cos we were just merely dictating and copying.
and i couldnt even see a word when she wrote the answers on the whiteboard with an orange marker O.o
hello? its so bright, i think im like looking at the plain white board.
lol i cannot see lar, somemore didnt bring specs to school.
ruby said my body very hot. lol and she was like so cold! omg.
am i weird or is she not okay?
then there's the msia fieldtrip briefing thingy.
i left first in anyway, cos im not going.
and eventually i went home alone. lol.
i walked home today! hahaha, cool.
didnt felt like taking the bus... since im early den walk home lor.
the air is cool and weather's nice. perfect day to stroll, but it was kinda going to rain alr.
it was quite far lor, from school until my house leh omg.
but still i manage to get home alive in one piece :D haha.
okay whatever.
oh yes, thanks dinali for your lovely sweet gift! :D
haha, so surprised to receive smth in the middle of the class.
lol it must have took you some time man.
thanks alot, really appreciated it :D

and it's still raining. aw man.

its all a mixed up feeling

i wish i could just fall sick.
a pastor came up to me and asked why i kept yawning.
there goes my image. the yawning girl. oh well.
based on the fact that i wore long sleeve,
i'm feeling ever so cold for the whole day.
aiya whatever.

just a moment can turn the day around.
was waiting for shirly and andre at ps.
somehow landed up with elroy and two other guys.
since theyre in the same place as me might as well go and find him first.
thanks for your sweet message, but still. i dun force out a smile you know.
and sorry if i "rejected" you somehow. cos i dont understand wad were you talking about.
and thanks for your fries, i know you dont feed people.
but i really dun want it. lol.
and so went to meet the two people.
went to city hall and marina and suntec and back to ps.
had dinner, which i dont even feel like eating actually.
mp3 went out of batt, guessed i was listening to it too much today.

kangy said i looked emo and said something was wrong.
andre said i looked troubled and asked if i'm okay.
and he called me emo today. i didnt know i could be so different in my emotions.
my mum tried to make me laugh after i went home(being late somemore).
your lame way worked, but for only for two seconds.

what a place. what a sight. what a day.
i know i'm good at this. good at keeping silent.
it was terrible plus horrible keeping to myself.
i dont smile for the sake of smiling.
dear me, just how low can i be.

i really dont know if i should be sad.

why not?

hahaha i felt so funny today.
i wore all white! *angelic*
hahaha. yeah i wore everything white out. lol.
went to ask ruby out cos i wanna buy something.
so i took like 45mins to get it.
not that bad already actually. hahaha.
so pei her go arcade cos she want to "vent" abit. lol.
it was quite scary seeing her hitting that thing so violently.
lol i'm like sitting there watching her o.o
and she actually clapped at one sentence i said.
" chances are meant to be given twice. "
oh, and im shocked she suddenly clapped cos she said it was profound. LOL.
saw keith, yixian and richard at long john.
yeah, so after dinner went home. kinda tired also after walking around.

suddenly, i feel so much like getting that snoopy comic again.
that 16.50 which i wanted to buy but didnt eventually.
lol i have been reading a comic strip a day...
i could have just buy that big book. haha.

hmm, good day to start of my month.
shereen's quote of the day : let it be known for what is in you.

its march today!
you know, it feels like as if it was only yesterday that i did feb resolutions.
this shows how fast time flies. sigh.

march resolutions:
` enjoy march holidays! :D ( but not too much la)
` buy some stuffs
` do chinese tys
` read papers and watch news
` maybe go catch a movie
` eat ice cream! :D
` try to read a book
` get a haircut
` buy a new wallet
` sleep while i can. haha

maybe theres more, but i cant think of anything now.

sppparked?

last day of feb! goodness.
why cant time just pass slower.
its leap day today :) special right.
i should have had a special day right?
lol no lah just crapping.
i dont like 29, and i dont like feb either. lol.

oh well. i feel so relaxed now!
common test is overrrr! yay :D
hahaha, gonna relax myself. woohoo.

but anyway, didnt get expected results though.
im so upset over physics.
sigh, then i told mr lim im so sad that i didnt do that well.
actually felt quite guilty to even face him already.
" mr lim, im so sad. 27 only."
" er. nvm lar, can do better next time one :) "
" *dunno wad to say* "
" i got ways to help you to study one. *grin* "
" secret method ah? "
" ya ya rmb to ask me on monday! "
hahaha see! he's sucha nice man :)
although i dont really trust secret methods one. lol.
oh, and i still think that he should get a black car instead of white one.
black suits him more. cool. volkswagon gti leh. he's so rich huh.
haha still cant imagine the "happy" him when he told me about his new car.

after school went to catch leap years with andre and ruby.
they wanted to watch that, so yeah, eventually decided to go.
yay popcorns again :D feel so happy eating popcorns. lol.
they both gave that box to me. haha.
and ruby teared! when that guy confessed his love in love letter.
man, it was really touching...but i resist myself from tearing. haha.
maybe its cos of the popcorns, den distract myself from tearing.
yeah aiya anything...
but anyway, the snoopy is still there! at the coffee bean there :D
so happy leh, like er...after 8 months alr. missed it.
i would appreciate if you people stop nonsen-ing. lol
and its not that i dont want to answer...
i dont have an answer, i dont know how and what to answer.
its just... nevermind. silence is the best.



it was when the eyes meet,
they speak in silence, both in you and me.
maybe its the feel within,
that touches the heart so dearly.

its been so long ever since i wrote such "poetry".
ha-hah.