Love is

Love is when you are sensitive to the other partner at all times.

Love is when you are always there to support the other partner with all means.

Love is when you repeat the things you say or do without getting sick of it.

Love is when you feel happy or at ease just by a small little thing the other partner does or say.

Love is when you accept the other partner no matter what he does or is.

Love is when you forgive all flaws the other partner exhibits.

Love is when you learn to understand everything single thing with time.

Love is when you let go of yourself and think for the other partner and put yourself second.

Love is when you strive to change to make things best for each other.

Love is when you are willing to give in without taking back anything in return.

Love is when you know and appreciates the other partner without having the other to say anything about it.

Love is when after everything that you've been through or felt, you can still say i love you.

:)?

didn't make alarm today and got woken up by joo's msg.

met her in the afternoon for lunch, and i'm still v slow in eating despite her having painful teeth.

so failure right haiz...but i ate so much more than her loh...so can't compare, hehe.

went to buy some stuffs then went home cos she needed to get home early.

so nothing much today actually.

sept's over! last quarter of the year more to go.

hope oct will be better than sept...?

October's Resolutions:

1. cya trainings & orientation :(
2. celebrations
3. someone's day :)
4. secclique meetup for dinner
5. bbq
6. cell lunch
7. start of school(sian!)

happy birthday to my mum yesterday & my cousin today!

finally had a proper sleep overnight...life resuming back.

parents came back home from malaysia last midnight...i was so tired until when my mum called me up this morning i was still in stagnant mode.

ahah but she just called me for fun only -_-"

so nua the morning until i meet up with ruby later on.

& she started saying about me and my not-convincing expressions again.

aiya diff people have diff way to express their emotions...maybe i'm the kind that uses other ways lor...not outwardly from my face maybe?

& my toe still hurts :(

goodbye paddock club!

hope i'll never see you again :)

yes, so finally ended my four days misery.

of course experience is there, as well as the professional skills haha!

but pain was excruciating for everyday.

was kinda nice working with the friends in a way la...bonded more or less from it.

so perhaps i'll get to see them in school when school starts or smth.

whatever the case, i'm v glad that it's over!

and seriously, i am so tired to the max.

only slept a few hours and worked the whole today...madness.

although might not show on the outside but once i close my eyes i can straight fall sleep alr.

and my days ahead are not going to be very free also.

a few days more have cya trainings alr :( very sian.

so goodnight!

all the best for your observation!

i believe everything that's from you would be the most awesome! :)

hamilton won again!

kinda stoned down there last night when it was like going to end, stood there to watch.

i think for the next few years all the other racers sian alr, don't need to go anymore.

sian, i reached home at 5am!

& i only slept for three hours! :(

which is sososo not me, cos i'm always sleeping and i always want to sleep, heh.

last night was madness la...after work at like 2 or 3 then we had a small "celebration" for the horrible work(although i still have last day today :( )

bet alot of them will be having hangovers today...i don't have! mwhahaha.

i got use my head and think one lor and i got control one ok...

&for qad also...so ya.

my toe is super pain now! hope it recovers fast though...sigh.

two more days two more days two more days.

must think positive.

sigh, but i'm damn tired now :(

& my poor toe, so pain :(

i bet the guests are so going to party after the f1 race tonight...especially the supporters.

cousin went to zouk last night and she came home later than me!

hahaha but she can rest today :(

luckily my mum's not in singapore now, if not i think she'll just freaked out by my schedule.

i bet she's gonna regret asking me to work for this...guess so lah.

saw ham's flat car last night though.

you know, i really dislike drunk people...i better hope i'll not see any tonight.

cos i didn't see any yesterday but a few of my friends saw and kena their bloody nonsense.

haha joyce got so pissed until she was sososo fuming mad.

i'm so very far away from those ppl cos i never step into the smoking area before.

it's just...zzz.

so today none of the girls are supposed to enter that area anymore after last night's incident.

& i'm going to be late soon if i still continue to stone here...sobs.

i haven't finish my lunch and i haven't prepare to change&do my hair!

may time pass faster and hope i have super legs today!(although not quite possible)

it's 3am and i just got home.

ain't cool stuff because today was horrible.

my legs are seriously breaking like crap...and tmr's gonna be the bomb.

thanks to my mum who was the one who kept nagging at me and drag me into doing this -.-

goodnight, i need sleep very badly.

but i only got less than six hours...sigh two more days!

and i'm going to rmb this for life.

btw, other than my pain and tiredness,

the f1 sound tonight sounded much more nicer than yesterday's one though.

somehow.

v sian arrrrr.

time doesn't pass fast when you want it to,

but time passes very quickly when you don't want it to.

sigh x 10000000

byebye.

& rest well qad!

i just got home and i feel like dying.

my legs are killing me until i feel like dying :(

and i'm going to turn deaf after all the f1 sound for more than eight hours.

it's DAMN LOUD. like as if your heart can pop out anytime.

somemore v fierce also, heard some guests even said it was like bombing -.-

everything was ok except for the standing/walking ever since i step out of the house until i reach home :(

i'm so not going to wear heels tmr anymore...don't care alr some also didn't wear today.

champagne glasses are not easy to hold though...but i think i have some skill in it alr.

was so thirsty also until i gulped down a can of coke, for the first time :O

the paddock club was all the got money people, and the v rich and famous ones...

alot of ang mohs...and i think they're quite nice...at least nicer than some of the locals/chinese.

& i don't like some women. those who never say thanks or smile at you as a form of greeting or acknowledgement.

i don't like it. alot of women out there are like these, i know and i've seen before.

men are much more nicer in nature. they keep saying thanks whether they realise it or not.

oh well.

& to see everybody drinking i also v tempted to drink, will feel v thirsty one lor!

there were performances also...v singlish la, i doubt the ang mohs understood that they were part of their "humour" in the performances -_-"

sigh, my poor legs.

you know, when i grow old or die, i will never regret myself for not using my legs enough.

oh, and i seriously need to have ear plugs from tmr onwards.

if not i'm really going to turn deaf.

it's sososo loud and it's thundering in my ears(until now).

& it took me so damn long to walk out of paddock to city hall!

which is why i'm home so late :(

hope time can slow down now so i can sleep longer....?

goodnight, i'm v tired.

(just forcing myself to blog while getting a drink before i sleep).

omg i feel so cheena -_-"

and i've never been so neat with my hair before.

not even in school or whatsoever.

feels awkward. ok whatever.

i'm off to work. bye!

it has only been awhile ever since i woke up and now i'm feeling sleepy...?

my parents should be in penang by now though.

feel so pathetic la...first time missing a dinner in malaysia and stuck with work here.

gonna start in a few hours time.

& i'm not excited about it.

something's very wrong with me hor?

for fun, joy and laughter

i'm bored so decided to post up my candid unglam pics taken by my two cousins during the past week. a mixture of digital cam and dslr cam...it's quite weird to have two cameras infront of you snapping you ok...i guess the artistes or stars must have alot of ego leh.

it's been long since i have some pictures up on my blog alr, hurhur.

damn nice to be sleeping today morning cos of the rainy weather, haha!

but couldn't sleep long either, need to get up to go to the hairdresser at noon.

finally get to cut my long fringe...and i told her to trim my hair abit but somehow ended up trimming my whole head which took like ages -_-"

my parents are going to penang tmr,

and i can't send them to the airport cos it's v early and i need my sleep for work.

sigh gonna miss out a wedding dinner this time round...bye to all the food :'(

and i hope i won't feel too sian or out of energy for the four days man...

bon voyage to my cousin!

today's her last day and i sent her off at the airport just now :)

well, had been feeling really exhausted cos of the past eight to nine days...all accumulated up!

after i came home from the airport i slept all the way till now...ahah still felt very tired but dragged myself out of bed before mum nags again.

so anyway, i hope cousin had a nice trip here with me, i had been a very good company! :D

i mean come on seriously, i only reserved time for her and brought her all around singapore.

besides, i sacrificed my all time pig-sleep for her leh...so really wished she did enjoy herself la :)

i am so going to lose weight cos i guess i horribly gained weight for the past nine days! gasps.

had been eating quite alot everyday with my cousin(s) plus home food...omg so horrifying.

and i tell you i'm kinda sick of going to shop currently already, haha yes.

imagine shopping in singapore like day after day...when you are even not a tourist here?

when i was schooling i am pretty deprived of shopping, but now that suddenly i keep going out to the malls to walk, man...enough for now ahhh, haha.

it's great to go on a holiday to shop and eat, but apparently in singapore...if you just keep eating and buying everyday you can just go bankrupt easily -_-"

so next would be my another cousin coming here soon, and end of the year perhaps my aunt's family will be coming...still yet to know.

it feels really different when there is someone like...living with you?

as in...for a period of time. even though she's only here for about nine days but life seems a little different. like your daily circumstances is planned and there is an aim to what you are going to do. not like my usual days...everyday either rot at home or out for some reasons. haha.

and now that i'm so so wiped out i seriously need alot of rest tonight and for the whole of tmr cos i'm going to start work soon and i bet that one will kill my energy to the bottomless pit.

sept's quite a busy and happening month i guess...but there are also rotting days where i just sleep and play games the whole day :)

guess oct would also be quite busy? my calendar's starting to fill also...hope i can have some really free days to just rest at home.

all i wanna do is just sleep, sleep and sleeeeeeep now.

& i miss you!

got forced to wake up by mum this morning.

dad got stucked in the lift and mum came screaming at me,

to go out there and make a call to the person -.-

kinda suay also la my dad just stepped inside only then jammed.

oh well, then end up having a headache in the morning.

1. movie
2. carl's jr
3. uniform collection/pass/schedule(see alr v sian)
4. clarke quay

v tired.

guess i'm going to be really extremely seriously terribly tired for the week.

No time together will seem to be enough,

but no time together is ever too short to do without.

Every moment is a moment with joy and happiness.

♥

rotted the morning.

heh.

went to meet my cousins at taka later on in the afternoon.

tiramisu mooncakes are in my house now, hehe nice :D

then went to shokudo to eat, quite cool la like in some jap street like that.

& my another cousin is going to come singapore in oct!

wahahah, very happening hor...i didn't go back then all come out see me :P

but he's coming for the car show at expo also la -_-"

not confirmed yet though...shall see how.

had been drinking much coffee as well...sigh but still v tired.

sept's a very tiring month man...atlhough it's like holidays.

like no difference from school days.

anyway, happy birthday vincent!

& condolences to another of my cousin.

we should really cherish the ones we really love.

seriously, i really have ALOT of cousins.

sigh.

sometimes i just don't like human nature.

sucks isn't it?

i'm still awake now :O owling at home, hahaha.

kinda weird cos it's a monday now but i'm still living it as a sunday.

hmm, anyway church was as usual, just that the atmosphere felt a little different.

kinda moody la in the morning, think i woke up at the wrong side of the bed :\

then went to meet my cousins at suntec, then they accompanied me for lunch.

walked around there and then marina, then got some stuffs and went to raffles city for dinner.

nyny gave my cousin a bottle of red wine cos it's her birthday this month and she signed up for membership.

v funny la, and the wine was actually some cheap wine. haha!

then they asked me about my "life", so i told them some of my past relationship stuffs.

they're like so interested...and they said that my life v interesting. ahah!

ok la, they were pretty amazed by me though.

think my body clock's gonna get a little screwed alr...yawns.

extremely tired.

bugis&iluma today.

i'm like touring around singapore in a week...accompany cousin around everyday.

marathon uh, shopping and more shopping.

have money also got problem, can't make up mind.

no money also got problem, only can see see look look.

& it's quite amusing to see men standing all around and outside shops waiting.

haha!

k nights.

1. sims3

2. jigsaw

3. OC

4. wheelock

5. ion

6. gelare

7. fareast

8. a strand of white hair

9. irritated by mum

10. v tired

i think i'm getting old, feel so tired after a day out.

caught movie with cousin, and i think movies these days are really corrupting ppl's minds ah.

anyway, had been seeing many students out there at like early afternoons?

since when schools end so early? if not then why are students lately so daring?

tsktsktsk, the society is getting screwed man.

was at the game era earlier on and bought some stuffs from there.

cousin bought jigsaw and i wanted to get one too but end up didn't cos of the mismatched size of the pieces with the frame.

walked around and i saw this thing that yeejoo will surely love, so i bought for her! haha :D

so i met up with her in the evening to pass to her since today's her actual birthday.

hehe so funny when she was so shocked :P

feeling so tired now, zzz.

my first thought in the morning and my last at nightfall;

you are always there on my mind all along.

red post for you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEJOO :D

hope you like my gift!

although this year can't celebrate with you, next year i will k :)

(but anw i did lah, just that it's a little advance :P )

thanks for always helping me to open your bottle's cap,

and always providing me tissues, always help me order drinks from itas,

always providing me junk food,

always accompany me to anywhere and bus-ing home,

always listening to my rubbish and hearing me saying sian for zillion times,

always helping me to print notes and always being there as such a great friend :)

may you have an enjoyable 18th birthday and stay happy! :)

Shopped at vivo today, and I went to the pet shop. Haha!

The puppies are so cute :D

There was an ang moh who approached me then asked where is the food court.

I wanted to tell him "the above level" but sounds quite wrong so I said "level 3 or level 4" instead.

Blue eyes are pretty scary actually.

Quite tired uh...woke up early to help mum with some kitchen chores :\

Cousin: how tall are you?

Me: around 160

Cousin: wah so tall.

Me: where got?! not tall at all

Cousin: at least so much taller than me mah

Me: how tall are you btw?

Cousin: i dunno...never go measure

Me: why not?

Cousin: i don't rmb depressing stuffs mah...

Me: hahaha!

Funny.

Dinner was good, although made him ate twice.

And seeing people changing from violence to gentleness.

Hahaha, but hope it had been a nice time lah.

:)

• went to airport to pick cousin from penang
• felt like some giant cos she's shorter than me...?
• walked around then went home to rest
• went out later again to mof for gelato
• tired & feel like sleeping

Woke up today with a headache :'(

Anyway, went out with joo today!

For celebrating her birthday in advance :)

Hope she'll like what I gave her...haha limited one man, only one of a kind.

Lunched at cartel then shopped around for awhile...

After that ended up eating again. Ha!

But she rejected my cake offer during lunch loh...aww.

Next time should just get one without asking then she got no choice already :D

We were at uni qlo, and then i was telling joo that they sell bra tops.

Which means it's just a piece like that la, kinda weird but i thought tank tops are suitable for it.

Me: woah shirts and dress also have leh, later will feel so naked like that..

Joo: ya later you also see they come out pants with boxers for guys also.

Me: HAHAHA!

Oh, and i realised that the elderly are getting pretty scary lately.

Aunties are very impatient with long queues and waiting,

'Cause today there was one who went all the way to the front and wanted to scold a person cos she kept asking alot of questions at the ticket office :O

And joo also told me there was an uncle who scolded several people on the bus for either sitting at the outer seat(so she could occupy both seats cos usually nobody will want to move inside) or for changing to another seat when other seats are empty.

Kinda scary la...like just imagine the aging population is gonna dominate the society?

Ahah...okay nevermind.

Sleep soon, tireddd.

Sleeping is the best!

Today

Ihmm²

They are never enough.

I did, I do and I always will.

another tiring day.

i think my days are like either very tiring(due to being outside) or very sleepy(due to stoning at home).

went for f1 training this morning, got lost in tanjong pagar area.

very sian la, then met this new friend audrey and we got lost tgt! haha!

very amusing but anyway, was lost until we were late -.-

then that guy called me and before he said anything i claimed that i was lost, hurhur.

so when we like FINALLY reached the place, had to sign attendance.

and that guy was like "what's your name?"

then i pointed on the list(cos paiseh lah) and then he goes "oh! so you're the one who was lost."

yeah just great -_-"

so had the briefing, and i'll be working at the paddock club where all the VIPs are.

hmm can get to see many people i guess.

sigh but got strict rules and stuffs to do and follow and adhere to.

& the guy taught us, "a happy smile is a smile which you smile with your eyes."

anyway, went for lunch after with gagagirl and her clique at bugis.

joined them there for the day then i came home and rested awhile.

then met up with joo for dinner later on, so tada.

& i helped hausan to solve some math problems, geees.

Accept, Adapt, Embrace.

It takes an initiative, an effort and a sincerity to make things better.

It may be the littlest thing, but what really matters is just the heart.

We learn as we love, and we grow as we love.

Like how the saying goes, wine gets better as it grows older;

Quality relationships gets better as it grows older too.

:)

Love with faith and not by sight.

Lean on trust and not only with understanding.

On the up, constantly.

cos²x + sin²x = 1

indeed a very long day, very tiring as well.

oh, this morning checked my results at 7am.
loaded damn fast alr! so much for the annoyance yesterday -_-"
& looks like i gotta treat joo alr...next time think i better don't make any unnecessary "bets" alr, ha!

so went for my CYA workshop...or rather the orientation they call it.
had talks and talks, and most people there were working adults to be, going to get their airport pass.
cool eh, i'm gonna have one too!
had activities(as usual zzz), and the older people are so much more active than us who are younger =\
but of course those noisy ones were the malays. ok i think i am stereotyping here but still, it's quite true.
then breaks, and then amazing race around the airport. super tiring(though it was just walking).
but anyway, its really a v pleasant place...peaceful and serene, i like :)

travelling home was dreadful, cos was feeling so tired and all.
no wonder it is said that usually it is the last experience that either makes or breaks your day.
most of the time true i guess, although not always..to me la.

oh well, hitting the sacks soon.
goodnight!

Zzz, alright, a totally sian and dumb day.
Actually intended to go out shopping and walk but end up didn't.
& the dumb school didn't sms me, maybe cos I REALLY didn't suscribe or something,
and the stupid page or connection was so slow, I couldn't get to the results page for the whole day!
Imagine me waiting for the page to load for like, the whole day? Madness.
I guess the page or service is down or smth of the sort.
So forget it, gonna check it out tmr morning then. Grr!

& Wasn't feeling that fine either.
V sian, so rotted around.

Sigh tmr's gonna be a long day.
Seriously don't feel like getting involve in activities tmr :(

Ok, i'm still waiting cos i can't log on into the page -.-
So slow, ugh.

& I didn't receive the sms :(
I thought all along I suscribed to it?
Aiya whatever la, still waiting to get into the page -_-"

Still waiting for results.......
results results results.

faster leh, tsk. 930 alr loh!

Yawn, tired.

I ate today.
I slept today.
I drank today.
I gamed today.
I home movied today.
I walked today.
I smiled today.
And you, I love everyday.

Joo told me I shouldn't be because I don't have to.

Headache day, :(

I think I didn't sleep well yesterday? I don't know.

Or is it that I slept too much? Can't be right.

Ha, fancy sleeping for like more than 12 hours...damn shuang de lo.

Woke up still nua for half hour before I really got up. & it was 1030am.

Gamed for the day, and it made my head more pain actually =\

Jiayou.

Smile, because it's the best thing of you I'd ever want to see.

feeling tired and sian.
i think i am seriously old inside, no active energy alr. haha?

did some serious stuff this morning, glad.
then went to meet ruby and we caught a movie.
and there's this person inside there who has a slower response reflex nerve.
when everyone finished laughing then he laugh. -_- ?
so anyway, went to look for some stuff and ruby kept saying nothing's cute to me except snoopy.
ahah but really, buying things for people(or sometimes yourself) can be a real headache.
uh then hanged around and did some quiz on some magazine.
haha my results always say the same thing..."don't trust people easily."
ohhh well.

& happy birthday huijun :)

seriously dread to go out on rainy days.
so anyway, nothing much today. the usual stuffs.

actually there's nothing much about holidays.
makes no much difference, except that i can like sleep more?
other than that everything's still the same.
busy when busy, bored when bored, sian and sian.

i dread trainings. i seriously dislike them -.-
zzz.


& four more days to release of results!!!

Under all circumstances, be sure to know that i'll always be here :)

fwah, very tired ah.

just got home from aud's place at bishan.

the "party" was kinda successful though heh :D

really gotta thank everyone for turning up so to make my activities livelier. haha!

and appreciated aud's maid for cooking and preparing all the food as well.

so had the video, the game and the eating and chatting session.

not bad la, at least eleena was v touched by everything :)

we'll miss you!

& her "thank-you" speech was :

1. thanking us that we inspired her and that we were a blessing to her

2. go explore the world while we still "can" &

3. grow spiritually and individually as a cell

:)

however, didn't eat alot today cos still haunted by the overwhelming buffet yesterday -_-"

but anyway, hope qad had a fine time as well...yeah.

tired, tired, v tired.

(wonder how's panther there now....)

wa v tired man.

woke up v early, then was trying v desperately to break joo's score on fb.

hehe and i managed to do it! woohoo :D

great achievement! hahaha.

and i broke record of rushing to bishan in 15min.

goodness man, fifteen min from my house leh.

plus the walking distance and stuffs...incredible man.

finally saw cousin this morning when i got home.

cos she went her friend's place to stay over last night.

me: wa i like very long never see you alr hor?

cousin: ya i very busy lately ma...somemore every night i come home you slept alr.

me: hehe ya true.

cousin: ya la you holidays also sleep so early...thats why can't see me.

hahaha is that a good or bad thing?

someone's gonna be in malaysia for the day...aww.

i seriously wish to get out of singapore for a moment ahhhhhh.

stay here like caging myself...oh well.

all the best to you panther! :D

i'm gonna host for a party gathering at bishan lataaa :)

but don't know how to survive also, i'm feeling quite tired.

A very long day.

dragged myself outta bed this morning while still having some dreams.

went to aud's house to check out some stuffs, then went to ps in the noon to meet up with joo.

bought some things and we sorta "walked" the orchard area.

and i have no idea why are there so many new buildings and shopping malls coming up.

they think singaporeans must have been too rich alr.

oh and, i knew about that nkzy. walau-ed my way through. cheater loh!

i'm not that lame to play with you one ok.

so anyway, was at wisma cos joo needed to repair that cheater's phone.

ruby came later and we went to ion.

ahah, at our current financial status, only can afford B4 to L1 shops only.

higher than that only for rich people. hahaha! don't know la, only went to grab a drink actually.

oh, their toilets there are pretty luxurious though.

andre came later on then went to citylink to have sushi buffet.

ended up feeling so full and bloated, v sinful leh.

hope no gaining of fats though :\

then went to suntec, hanged out at the arcade for a little while.

i won for the kart racing :D :D :D

wahahah although my photo taken by the camera was so unglam -.-

legs very suan now la walked the whole day and ate so much.

very tired man, waiting to sleep :)

oh by the way, i seriously hate orientations :(

or whatever training you call it.

i have that CYA training for two or three days?

and i still have f1 training.

sigh, where got time to even work man.

but i do appreciate miner for her offer though, v nice to ask if i wanted.

oh, and there's a very nice chocolate store at wheelock.

&&& ion's royce is damn awesome. good stuff.

another day home! ok not exactly.
although i rested mostly again indoors.
but went out in the afternoon to get some stuff.
walked around and wanted to get all the birthday presents but ended up i got so stressed cos i don't know what to get :(
eventually bought some stuffs for myself instead :\
oh well, gonna hunt soon again.
came home and watched two movies.
so yeah, the next few days are not going to be rotting days alr!

gonna sleep now, so goodnight!

• rested mostly at home
• finished ppt
• finished video
• left with frame to be done
• watched movie at home
• need to buy and get some stuff
• cleared about 200 files in my laptop today, all were school work for the past sem
• house phone spoilt and mum told her friends to contact my number instead -.- (seriously wish that the phone will be repaired by tmr! gosh.)

nua day.

i have no idea what on earth have i been doing today.

i slept for like twelve hours yesterday,

woke up for five hours today and went to nua on my bed again.

packed my room this morning and i'm finally done with everything now.

and i'm supposed to be doing the frame and the ppt for this coming week's gathering,

but aiya felt very sian, not in any mood to do anything.

so ended up just stoning my day away.

i think sooner or later i'm going to end up on my bed again. hahaha.

better start to do some meaningful work tmr.

September's resolutions:

1. cell's gathering

2. alot of birthdays

3. release of exam results and overall grades

4. f1

5. cousin's arrival

6. hangoutsss

7. gaming

8. try not to gain weight

9. sleep more

10. try not to feel too bored or sian (haha)

11. do some sports(hopefully)

12. learn something new?

13. read some books

14. break yj's bejeweled score!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

because you were once so awesome, you'll always be awesome to me.

You're the best! ^^

"Just laugh about it, as life still goes on."