during cs tutorial,

mr g: shereen does your group has this piece of paper i gave last week?

shereen : (oh no)

(mr g walks over to my area)

mr g : this one(showing the paper), i gave it to your last week rmb? 

shereen : erm i think we didn't keep it 

mr g : what?! you threw away the model answer i gave?! 

hurhur oops. 

lunched at pizza hut with clique after school.

and they said they know me a little more now, hahaha.

looks like i'm really the closed book huh...hmm.

sian to the max now.

fb test tmr :( 

i think i shall spend most of the time studying tmr rather than now cos i'm so tired. 

Knowing you is the first best thing in my life ♥

i don't need that, thanks.
it's about the same in any way.

in school now having tutorial.
boringgggg.

maybe it's true that i'm always tired?

Ha.

econs result was not up to what i wanted, so yeah :(

think i shouldn't have high expectations already...hurhur.

no pom lecture today, don't know if it's a good thing or not also.

but anw, still reached school early to rush proposal and ppt for iht project.

finally this freaking stupid dumb annoying frustrating project is over.

didn't have a good time at all doing it i swear.

hmm so was pretty busy during the day, except during econs tutorial...

not busy but was trying to digest what he was saying.

i was feeling so damn hungry lor :( and i was tired too.

then when he gave back the papers i just sat there and ate some sandwiches. haha!

cos i was the first he called and returned my papers plus telling me what are my errors.

and he didn't mind so yay. but the sandwich not nice la.

&&& i went for rht lecture! nobody wants to go so i was trying to be special.

my clique went to eat while i was rht-ing. but vic came to pei me anyway. hahaha.

vic was like trying to 'entertain' me and herself during lecture -_-"

talked about boyfriends and ex boyfriends.

she's damn weird la seriously, until i can totally give her that stunned face.

i told her "i don't get amused by people easily actually. tats why maybe you dun see me laughing or smiling most of the time."

so she said "then i wonder how will your boyfriend make you smile/laugh."

i should have answered "if he can't then he won't be my boyfriend already!"

HAHA.

sansan: why shereen today like so quiet.

shereen: i am always quiet!

fb test coming on wed and i haven't studied, crap.

i have tons of surveys to be completed for two subject projects.

can't believe i'm doing such wuliao stuffs.

and my parents are going to book air tickets tmr.

oh well.

Nevermind about it, i understand your busyness.

- 

seriously, i think i'm so very nice.

esp. today and always.

Oh well. .

haiz i'm so moodless now.

why are there so many things to do! 

damn sian. 

super tired, sighs.

i don't know when will i not be tired leh, seriously.

just got to know eleena will not be with us anymore.

sad uh, every year sure got this kinda thing. 

but anyway, played some funny game during cell(cos i suggested not to have lesson proper).

game was pretty cool la, i didn't talk at all and was concentrating.

so poof, i was the winner. heh. (and yh also)

but it was amusing when judith kept talking to herself and trying to psycho us to do so.

i think i have good willpower, i didn't get tempted or tricked. 

HAHA. 

service was at chapel, i think gurmit has some hair loss problem though.

(haha no offense). 

and there was this baby infront of me kept looking and smiling at me.

i think she likes me :D (and the others too) 

ok whatever, sermon was about when you're shaken and eventually leads to stronger faith.

which is true la i guess...for me. 

skipped CL meeting today and came home to do school work!

Boring stuff, haiz. 

should i??? maybe???

matte black or remain white? 

aiya much later then see how.

Above everything else, I just love you for who you are. 

i'm still tired and sian(except during morning).

seriously hope monday won't have to come. 

went to national library to do project.

finally finished the annoying proposal which killed billions of my brain cells.

now still left with the annoying ppt presentation.

it's annoying cos after you write a whole chunk of things and tried to crap amap,

then after that you have to summarize all the chunks into only point forms for ppt slides -.-

this is then what i really call nuts.

landed up at the cafe cos the annoying library was so packed.

study rooms and the upper levels all no space so went outside eventually.

and what's more i had no lunch so rk told me to grab smth cos he didn't want to bother if i fainted or smth -.- whatever man. 

and their chicken cheeseburger was really chicken + cheese + the burger :O 

well anw, we saw mr pras there. hahaha but too bad he didn't know we're from tp.

so discussed about some stuffs and did abit of work then left. 

and i'm really superbly tired now.

tired to the max.

proposal ppt proposal ppt proposal ppt proposal ppt.

SIAN!!!

don't provoke me ar, i'll explode.

ha-ha.

I do miss fate sometimes, don't ya? 

stupid draggy day.

tutorial whole day...iht cs and pom.

test papers returning next week(again), so annoying right.

if school closes then no need to get back anymore hahaha.

ok whatever.

i don't like iht project man, seriously.

damn sian when i think about it...let alone doing it. haiz.

no wonder i haven't been eating any sweet food lately cos i'm so sian with project deadlines. 

so i don't really have any comments to whether school should close or not. 

ahah.

i'm so tired man, i want to sleep.

yawn x infinity. 

your voice is the best, your smell is the best, your charm is the best,

your words are the best, your smile is the best, your hug is the best,

your kiss is the best, your touch is the best, your love is the best. 

because you're just simply the best in me, to me, and for me.

Ok I shall be nice and understanding so I'll just forget about it. 

sian-to-the-core day.

lectures and more lectures for the whole day.

iht project is driving me nuts still, until the stupid presentation is over in late july -.- 

iht lecture was horribly sian, literally sat there for like forever, turning into a stone and felt like exploding cos i can't talk & nothing else better to talk about also.

all i can just do is to listen to this stand-in lecturer who talks continuously without feeling any need to stop, and the things he say were like...nevermind.

nothing to look forward to today cos fb papers aren't returning until next week, same as econs  -.-

i'm thinking of making my macbook into a black one.

should i? 

Hot and wild

& whenever our eyes meet, it feels like the world is only just you and me.

i like tuesdays cos there're no lectures and tuesdays ends school so much earlier. 

& i like the tuesday today :D 

(although i've been perspiring very much since i'm out of the house hahaha)

and i guess i'm lucky enough to skip the attendance taking today for CS tutorial ^^

i reached school at like 910, and the horrible classroom at some other end of the entrance took me like 5min to brisk-walk over. 

so i reached at like 915 or so? i don't know cos the weird school only gives grace period of fifteen minutes from 9. 

but mr g. went to handle some disciplinary cases at the moment hahaha!

so he wasn't in class until much much later, so he just marked everyone present.

heehee! 

i need to get footwear =\

anyway, getting a grade A means scoring 80 and above, getting a Z means distinction of 90 and above.

so like if you get 65 it's counted as a C and 70 would be a B,

while back in the past in sec school 65 is a B and 70 is an A! 

so moral of the story? poly grading systems are just here to demoralise you.

and to know that i scored well for rht paper when i didn't go for its lecture sometimes and multi-tasking during tutorials?

my goodness, hahaha but i did study lah ok. 

my rht paper

HAHA, changwei don't even do this last time man.

(guess he's cool enough not to write such funny things)

but of cos i still prefer his drawn smiley face laaa :)

HAPPY OR NOT? :D

i forgot to bring my specs today!!!

dang, had sucha horrible time during lectures.

gotta strain my eyes to see the small words.

and i was having a slight headache due to not having enough sleep ytd.

haiya sian.

had iht project meeting during break time.

saw kcl and we all freaked out cos her subject drove us nuts -.-

econs is so much better, at least all my efforts were not wasted cos he said our grp is okay :D

iht is ~!@#% tourists are such problematic people. 

eh no, should be andaman and nicobar islands are problematic places.

rawrrrr! 

i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired.

Deeper.

i'm very very tired.

hate to wake up today morning, i was having such a nice dream.

sigh, then woke up and rushed to church.

audrey kept saying she's very tired too, making me even more tired. 

went to help out in the children's ministry for their woodcraft thingy.

so missed out service today, so sad la i wanted to go one.

then sister meilian wanted me to help(she booked the three of us alr), so no choice lo.

the rest of them went for service after the first help out.

heard that joel preached today, aw man missed the rare day. 

but ok lar, they were doing some ski plane out of the construction kit.

i was helping the boys to do. & i didn't know how to do also la, but not that bad actually.

just that i didn't dare to bend the thing cos i scared i'll break it. hahaha! 

and do you know that nowadays young children are already speaking the standard of what most of us do? like don't have generation gap that kinda thing :O 

gosh i really feel sleepy. 

what i did for two weeks:

- iht field trip report of four pages 

- rht questionnaire and editing

- comm skill questionnaire and editing

- two econs newspaper article analysis report 

- did econs project's country analysis part one(this is alot man)

- apel ppt slides 

- fb tutorial assignment

- pom project

- iht environmental impacts on a&n islands 

- iht general trends on a&n islands 

-  all researches 

others:

- bbq 

- zoo

- church

- class' lunch

- family day

- kbox

- m's issue 

- interview

- wc and psp 

- home movie

yes, at least i have some sense of achievement :D 

TODAY IS SUNDAY. 

:) ?

yawn, just got home like an hour ago.

nowadays checking my mail seem to be a sian thing to do already. 

everyday there would be mails regarding work and more work :( 

i mean projects la, school assignments are all on the websites. zzz! 

and you know today i planned to go out and enjoy my day off but can't enjoy in peace also. 

every now and then i got alot of msgs and calls regarding school work uh, sad huh?

so busy! 

went to k with ruby and jn in the afternoon. 

had been ages since i last went though.

and my chinese deproved alot man gosh, haven't been updating on chinese songs either.

haha oh well., but a nice session anyway. 

then i left early and went for dinner. 

and i'm tired enough to sleep now...

i think tmr i should write out a whole lot of what i've accomplished doing these two weeks.

it's incredible man i tell you. 

Almost finally.

When words are never enough, there is nothing else to say but I love you.

 - Shereen Leung

Dear You, 

Any time that is, I'll always be awake for you.

(so just text me if you need to reach me)

Greatest love, 

Me. 

I'm not the kind to let my feelings show.

who says holidays don't have stress? 

who says holidays mean cannot feel grumpy?

who says?

i got so irritated by the school's system today morning.

(i think everyone else was also)

i mean seriously, why can't they just use paper and pen.

you wait for an hour for just one page to load? what nonsense is this.

then you just sit there and get annoyed staring at the blank page. 

how great la, three more subjects in the next sem.

something is really wrong with the education system. 

and then i was late for project meetup, and i cancelled meetup with ruby cos i was late,

and i went home again after stepping out cos i forgot to bring my extra important phone. 

but it's dying on me, boohoo.

reached the library and rotted for an hour, did project for like 30 min and rotted again.

rot for what? i'm supposed to have an interview at 2pm in school. 

but apparently the queue was super long so decided to go there much later since makes no difference. so did project and rotted at the library for super long.

i had nothing to do, really literally nothing. so just sat there with the rest and stare at my phone. haha totally retarded.

to think that shiyu can still tell me "enjoy in your lovey dovey world".

haha, not funny -.- 

and the interview also a waste of time. 

some people went there at 2 until 5 also haven't got called la, super pitiful.

i went there at like 430, within an hour i was done already :) 

crapped my way through though, tried smiling but can't bring myself to do so.

maybe i did la, but i don't think i really mean it one. 

nothing made me smile today ah, sad.

&&& i don't wanna do work anymore already.

enough is enough. shall stop and really rest and relax now.

although only left like a few days but whatever!

actually i like this feeling of having no heavy and draining workload to do.

so relaxed and stress free. although not gonna last long but at least i feel better man.

even though i'm just slacking here resting...doing nothing like that. haha! 

and i've been sleeping late lately.

aw thinking of that, do you miss my waking ups? :D 

i think i'm so nice sometimes...

or rather all the time :P 

Are you..?

Heart's condition:

a) bad shape 

b) empty

c) incomplete

d) all of the above 

Mind's condition:

a) missing you 

b) thinking about you 

c) always having you

d) all of the above

Soul's condition:

a) longing for you with utmost desire

b) believing in you with unlimited faith

c) still as strong here loving you with everlasting love

d) all of the above 

Overall condition:

a) love you

b) need you

c) miss you 

d) want you

e) all of the above 

Obviously, it's all all of the above. 

i think i should just go mia right, 

abandon my blog and go anti myself. 

just kidding. 

despite being already moodless and moody and every sad word you can find in the dictionary,

seeing G's email didn't make things better in any way.

gosh, his reply was like an essay(no wonder he's a lecturer in mass comm).

to be the most frank, really sian. 

went for my health appointment today.

totally waste of my time. 

anyway i realised nurses in singapore cmi. really cmi.

and the appointment lady at the desk counter has attitude problem. i don't like her.

after that went to taka, shopped around.

i think the best place i'd love to go in the future is to go buy furniture :D 

well anyway, yeah bought some stuffs and had dinner there. 

sleeping is the best la, seriously.

Cure me if you would.

look at the time! i'm still awake! 

ok i'm supposed to be like dreaming by now, 

but somehow i got hungry so i went to eat.

sighhh i think i gained 1kg or smth already...

aiya whatever...when you really have nothing to do, just EAT. 

uh okay doesn't mean i have nothing to do.

i'm officially left with my two econs articles! yays.

but unofficially left with...much more things. ahem, yes but oh well!

so gonna complete them tmr if not i've no time already. 

sigh ok la i think i should go and sleep now.

my eyes cannot make it alr...and my soul is like drifting away. 

ok whatever. goodnight, i'll wake up three days later.

HAHA just kidding. 

so, so much. 

So long...so long.

Zen me ban arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! 

1. went for haircut

2. nonya buffet with parents and two of mum's friends

3. i want to go to a peaceful and scenic place 

4. trying to complete my iht today

5. i want to sleep 

p.s/my mum's friend said i looked sophisticated ok. Hahaha! 

Ain't feeling well now :( 

pain pain go away. 

zoo pictures:

(only humans and a pic of animal here)

Even at the end of the day, it's still you that matters most. 

long day... feel so tired now. 

doubt i have the energy and mood to do work alr.

wahaha? ok shouldn't laugh, it isn't a good thing. 

went to the zoo today! with my ex-classmates.

there were ten of us who went, weiqin and yiling and choonlan didn't join us though. 

there was this noob woman who didn't know how to use a camera properly la.

xiaolong brought his pro cam there la so amusing, but went flat cos he didn't charge it -_-"

so uh, we covered almost the whole place except for maybe a quarter of it we didn't go.

weather was warm despite the constant rains recently though.

not bad la, the animals were all kinda nice to look at(except for those ugly ones). 

don't know why sometimes when you see animals you feel happier also,

they just look so innocent and naive la.

lazing around everyday getting super lots of attention by people and being admired at most of the time. 

the lion was cool la, fierce enough. i like. lol.

plus the cheetah/leopards... fierce enough also.

halfway through we went to some kiddy place(gosh) to grab a bite at KFC.

constantly being bumped by little kids luh, don't know why.

and i was "molested" by a boyboy la! he touched my leg while he was walking blindly -.-

andre was laughing like mad when he saw -.- 

okay he's just like less than five yrs old, so nevermind he's still very innocent k. 

he didn't hold my hand good enough already. lol. 

then we were supposed to play some game after eating.

and for crying out loud it was planned that the sabo-ed person is not me!

due to some faults with the players i became the victim la! (roars) 

and i had to go do that stupid forfeit, i knew junhao felt guilty.

haha oh well it's fine la, not really your fault also. count junyi lucky lo. 

then after the whole thing went to ben&jerry's and ended the day off. 

will upload pictures when i got them, i don't know where are they anyway. 

oh, i miss upper seletar reservoir and lower pierce reservoir. & keppel bay too.

i knew and recognised the roads and everything on the way there.

haha such things... they stay in my mind forever :)

Aww my. 

got the biggest sweet surprise of the year.

LOVE YOU ARRR :D 

idoidoido

distance is no barrier

doyoudoyoudoyoudoyoufeelwhatifeeeeeeeeel?

woke up later today morning, but got woken up by msgs anyway. 

was busy doing ppt, then went to school for some admin stuffs.

saw yg on the way and he was so shocked, saw yx in the library and he was shocked as well. 

got so shocking meh? 

anyway, did my stuffs then lenny rk yj and me went to tm.

met up with the rest of the class for our lunch gathering at swensens. 

so ya, quite overwhelming cos there are so many people,

but we sat two separate rows of tables. 

ate and crapped around with sansan beside me, making me listen to all her funny ringtones.

then ended up everyone came over and we had a mini game.

kinda disgusting actually lol. 

den went to have meeting with my project group people at starbucks after lunch. 

kinda demoralised cos i forgot how to fold straw hearts already :( 

but nevermind one day i'll remember hahaha. 

anyway yea, the guys took the same bus with me back after. 

things to do:

econs articles, fb and iht trends. 

ugh sucks. 

please just wake up and think properly.

sorry but i'm numb already. 

if you really don't cherish then forget it. 

once bitten twice shy. i didn't like that.

open your eyes and don't be so blind.

do you really think what is everything to you is really everything?

okkkkkk gotta do work alr.

taken yesterday. 

" Everything i think, i do, and i feel is all about you. "

one of  your heartfelt sentence i love best, you know?

my morning was fine.

had cell, celebrated yuhui's birthday.

had service, accompanied hj back to sk.

met up with friends at sk starbucks. 

did up apel lesson halfway, had lunch and left. 

went home and slept.

mum: why she so tired and sian?

cousin: dunno, she sleeping beauty.

mum: maybe she never eat.

okay this is damn hilarious. 

got woke up for dinner, and i felt super nua.

don't know why very tired and sian. sigh. 

i think cos i sian then become very tired.

like really, i could sleep until tmr. i'm so tired and i just want to sleep. 

i literally just stoned while eating luh, like some zombie eating. 

then bomb back onto the bed, but dragged myself out of it anyway. 

i do projects until i don't want to do already lar!

suddenly turned off. lol my evil side coming out.

really k, i'm so irritated by the amount of workload. 

i just want to sleep and sleep my days off. 

not like as if i don't have enough things on my mind now: 

- i've to do and do keep doing projects

- still experiencing budget deficit 

- feeling speechless and getting upset over a bond i cherished so much 

- i'm constantly thinking and wondering about you; i just simply miss you 

- trying to be busy and occupied despite the busy schedule i have still?

- i'm very deprived of sleep(maybe not but i feel like it)

sigh.

the days are still so long,

and it seems like taking forever.

Ultimately, it's the heart that never lies. 

big yawns. 

went to the pc show today with my cousin cos she needed to get something. 

so tempted to upgrade and change my desktop laaa. 

but should be next year if i'm really going to do so. 

but right now i gonna get my protection pack first. 

lunched at suntec in newyork then went to carrefour for some food shopping.

got home, rested awhile den had our fondue dinner with nachos and burgers LOL. 

watched two movies indoors and that's my saturday.

i sound like i'm some emo pig eating so much like there's no tmr right...

i'm surely going to gain weight...but i guess panther's owner is going to gain more.

cos there's no one to share food with me and no one to share food with him either. haha! 

maybe la i guess...just maybe. i don't know. 

sigh, food madness. holidays are just to make me eat and gain weight. 

ok i confess that i didn't do much work today :(

sigh, told you i can't be rotting or stoning away with nothing to do already. 

oh well...

gonna game soon la i swear :D 

but i need to find my biaoge first. 

It isn't just another three words, 

it's from the bottom of my heart. 

Are you dreaming of me? 

:(

woah so bloated now :( 

had bbq just now at bishan.

ate so much drank so much but still sober now. 

hahaha no la just kidding. 

i ate almost all the otahs la -.- everyone said it's too spicy. 

but the place was pretty nice though, woods plus the leaves. lol.

and some cat down there came to "join" us. 

almost everyone was scared though...and i'm like not scared anymore. hahaha. 

but she so ke lian uh, joshua kept bullying her. 

& i'm not potential ah lian ok :( eleena said i was quite gentle lor! 

i think i shouldnt be too fierce sometimes in the tone i use right.

and then i was called a mouse -_-" 

aiya whatever, so landed up reaching home at like 1030pm...

cos earlier on it was raining and we started late and there was so much food. 

at least finally there's one day i spent half of my day relaxing totally. 

just go there rot and eat and talk crap. 

ok i'm tired, goodnight world. 

i'm just like trying to spend my time and days away so times like these will pass by faster.

today is such an effective day. hahaha! 

things completed:

- comm skill questionnaire 

- rht questionnaire 

- iht field trip report 

- econs economic indicators 

so glad la :) 

the above are ALOT okay.

things to do:

- iht trends/challenges

- apel

- econs newspaper article 

- f&b tutorial assignment 

awaiting things: 

- iht impacts 

- iht intro 

- comm skill background info

- questionnaires approval 

byebye :D 

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.

I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time.

It gets hard but it won't take away my love. 

i think next time i better not have evening naps. 

woke up so reluctantly cos i still need to do some work,

and so many disturbances in between. 

i'm so going to wake up late tmr!!! 

went to school today again. 

thank goodness i don't have to go there until monday liao! :D 

but i sorta forget the days already, just living each day without even recognizing what day is it now. hahaha ok that's bad right.

met yixian on the bus so we chatted on the way to school today morning. 

he thought i was some single pointer la, so amusing.

busy, busy, busy. 

i hope i can finish most of my stuffs tmr though.

I WANT TO GAMEEE. 

i think i have this mindset of staying up as late as possible.

HAHA oh my gosh. 

i mean like really laaaaa, i wished i could just sleep and sleep so days would pass by faster.

but then all these works and projects also hindering me to sleep in peace. 

& it feels weird without the accompany for now. 

pom project iht project fieldtrip report commskill proj rht project apel lesson f&b assignment econs proj = siansation to the level of the bottomless pit. 

sigh x infinity. 

WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW COOKIE MONSTER? 

aiya do your work la shereenleung.

Nothing compares to you

How enjoyable can things be?  

you, of course yes. 

i thought i should be keeping myself busy this holiday, 

but apparently things had alr always been busy. not funny manz. 

another project day... forced myself out of bed cos i couldn't get up :( 

so spent the day in school with the four of them doing work. 

hmm can't think of anything else interesting or significant though.

i just know i had been serious and my mind is always thinking. 

& i tell you it sucks when you need to go to the toilet but you only can do so after an hour cos your travelling time home is an hour -.- 

totally madness. 

mum: you ate alr is it? 

me: no? 

mum: then why you eat until like as if it's so awful! 

me: aiya i thinking of things la.

mum: thinking of what things...nan ren ah!

& i guess this is the most and this is the max already.

i got home at like nearly ten? 

ok super tired now k. 

today was not so much of doing work.

went out with my family for super belated mother's day and super advanced dad's day. 

can't blame, but at least i do spend time with them :) 

but always will have conflict everytime -.- sigh, to used until numb alr. 

so yeah, they ate their favourite chinese food which is wad i least favour,

but oh well, just eat since is i pay. LOL.

went to shop around at marina then suntec to get some stuffs. 

but missed the GSS due to time, and i gotta do work also. 

reached home, had dinner and met up with people too. 

really too many things happening around...gosh. 

just thinking of school work is headache already.

plus all the other bits and pieces, so overwhelmed by everything. 

protection pack cost $59 :( 

damn i'm gonna get it one day, i need it for the sake of my macbook love. 

super sian cos i'm still up doing research and stuffs. 

i think my sleeping schedule is so irregular. 

it's nearing twelve and i'm still here awake. 

hmm can't get to sleep? or body don't want to sleep? 

ha, don't know. bed's tempting but work's empowering. 

ok got stuffs to do, shall stop blogging here. 

Time may revolve at its different phase, 

but two hearts as one beat just in one way.

The distance of fourteen.

I think I've lost weight.

project today, nothing much. 

got a new nickname by rk and i repaired lenny's phone.

hahaha i'm so professional :P 

i told him "everything goes fine only through me". 

haha this is something call ego. 

was out during the night and had "supper" before going home. 

talk-out at coffee shop and stuffs.

ok but i admit that it was quite anti-climax of me to laugh at something suddenly.

can't blame uh. potato chips plus beer?

brain cells all used up today, sigh. 

ok i think i should sleep early right... but so many things on my mind :( 

so many things yet to do and no time and no time. 

although i really hope time could pass faster but urgh. 

i'm tired...i think i should sleep. 

and thanks for that msg tonight dearest, didn't expect a second one. 

goodnight :)

& SHEREEN PLEASE DO YOUR REPORT AND IHT TMR. 

Ironical enough to be waking up as usual when it's supposed to be short term holiday -.- 

Pros of two week term break: 

• Rest and relaxation :) 

Cons of two week term break: 

• my two weeks are packed by all projects! 
• still got to go back to school 
• doesn't seem to have ALOT of time to sleep anyway 
• more nagging from mum? 
• experiencing budget deficit 

Whatever, there is still such thing as work and more work. 

Things for Shereen to do: 

1. please finish up your report within a few days 
2. finish up projects ASAP and CHILL
3. dad's lunch 
4. health appointment
5. haircut maybe 
6. outing with secclique 
7. BBQ 
8. mandy's stuffs 
9. learn something if have time 
10. pack your room someday when you're free 
11. polish peretti 
12. go k if have time 
13. accompany and take care of panther 
14. interview & CYA form 
15. buy the necessary stuffs you've yet to get 

Refrains: 

1. stop looking or thinking of touching your phone so often 
2. stop having that thought of yours and thinking too much 
3. please sleep as much as you can so tomorrow can come faster 
4. try not to owl, be it at home or outside 
5. stop having questions in your mind 

Ok, i feel so lame. 

Ah, oh well... time to start engine. 

& till then; 

in mind, in heart, in soul.

really sbd. 

One more month to 7 July :) 

Anyway, was late for cell today morning.

& what was worse is that i got so horribly lost. 

Sigh after like walking for half an hour then decided to cab there cos i was like very far away from the expected place. 

Ok fine, i admit that i'm a lu chi then. 

but i seriously don't know that place lor :( 

then we were all late for service cos we ended late,

had to be outside until they had finish communion. 

so corn was also outside tsk-ing us cos he was doing ushering. 

hey, not our fault la! 

so sermon today was about :

1. I'll do it for you

2. I'll show Hesed to you

3. I'll be committed to you 

super enlightening la, although i didn't have any intention to pay attention but somehow just got into my head(sigh i think i should not be so bad anymore right.) 

Ok, apparently i have LOTS of things to do and settle and plan uh! 

sigh making my mind in a hectic status. 

projects and more projects, rawrrr! 

no much mood to start working today, sian :( 

so maybe start real work tmr and onwards. 

who says having school break means joy? ridiculous! 

i want to go i want to go i want to go i want to go anywhere and everywhere,

i wish to go i wish to go i wish to go i wish to go anywhere and everywhere,

i don't mind i wont mind i never mind i will not mind anywhere and everywhere,

just with you.

do you really think so?

maybe it will if you're enjoying everyday. 

just got home half an hour ago. 

another tiring day. 

see, this is call the childish + the mature one. Ha!

goodnight. 

just got home at 9plus. 

super tired.

ANYWAY. 

The two week break is here!
:) + :( 

It sucks big time cos NOW, when you buy a macbook you get a free ipod touch.

What's the problem with apple manzxz?!?!?!?! 

Can't wait for 12pm to come! Mwhahaha.

i'm very sian, thanks to rht.

Gosh. 

RHT is siansation. 

Haha goodnight :)  

Ok, but that loudness still rings. 

sigh.

Things always happen out of innocence. 

like seriously, i didn't know. 

Morning earthlings! 

i feel like my blog's getting pretty empty and boring lately.

hehe cause somehow i guess i don't really wanna write out so much like before.

and well sometimes there's nothing significant to write about also...

i mean come on, afterall since it's for memorial purposes, then should write something more meaningful. 

OKAY TIME TO STUDY.

RHT! 125 pages. 

econs is over. 

&i don't have anything more to say. 

My everlasting support and presence will always be here :)

poor brain cells of mine.

pom is over, :) 

Econs next.