My day was very horrible cos i am still quite sick.

Feeling very weak and throat is still killing me as usual.

Cannot concentrate on anything at all.

Didn't really have dinner also, wasted alot of rice :(

Sigh, two test tmr, shit. I better be in a better condition.

Don't think i'm going for airport duty tmr night alr.

Need rest badly.

Mr tai called while i was resting just now and said my retest will be on this thursday.

Thank goodness i dun have to report like everyone else in the early morning.

I just have to report at tcc at 830 am :)

But just that after that i got to bathe and chiong for my first lesson.

But i'm still glad that it's mr tai and not that goh!

Dad was so nice, he called back home to ask if i was alright during his break time :)

So anw, two presentations and two tests in the next three days, hope i'll be fine enough to get through all of them.

It feels quite good to rest your whole day off actually.

Been very long since i really just rest and do nothing at home.

But too bad this kind of thing only last for a day, haha.

Just came back from doc.

Now i have so many medicines to take :(

Anw he told me to eat more meat during this period and drink more water.

Ok i shall eat steak everyday now, hahaha just joking.

K i'm off to rest.

Didnt go to school today.

Yeah, i freaking skipped ssm. Somemore today's wine serving test.

I woke up with my throat really dry and pain.

And when i started to get up, i felt very dizzy and stuffs.

So anyway, really didn't have the energy to even do my hair or whatsoever.

Ended up i decided not to go school, stay at home and rest.

Hopefully i'll be able to get a retest next week together with the test part2.

Going to see doc later.

Sigh, i think this is the first time i'm absent from school.

Going to rest soon!

Two project submissions today.

After napping and resting still did not feel any better.

My throat really hurts man, and i can't even speak normally.

It's like so funny when i tried to talk to people, sian.

Wine serving test tmr, sigh i dunno how on earth am i going to talk.

But good thing is because of ssm test i can come back home earlier to rest.

But only for tmr and next week.

Went to school today and supported yj's ssm day.

Bought some sweet delicacies back(although i not really in the mood to eat).

Returned jaslyn's shirt and went to print out my boe report.

Took me so damn long cos the stupid printer is very problematic and so many people are trying to print also -.-

Luckily freya was there to help me though.

Oh, and really thank kyann/gideon for delivering the book down to my school.

Saved me time and energy to go collect it in town.

5am tmr, sian!

Still having headache :(

Hope it'll be gone by tmr, if not need to see doctor alr.

Can't really talk properly also, sore throat sucks.

Wished i could rest at home today but sadly cannot.

Oh well oh well.

The day was fine, just that very very distracted over school work.

Kept thinking of it.

& now i have headache and sore throat :(

I hope i can grab some quality sleep tonight.

Gonna go school tmr to settle some stuffs i guess, even though there's no school.

& probably run some errands as well.

Another hectic week coming, haizzzzzzz.

Woah ok, i guess i can't stop being stress.

I think i'm falling sick soon cos i woke up with my throat in pain.

Shit, i better not fall sick anytime sooner if not my presentations are going haywire.

I've got spammings from my email last night and calls and smses.

Which none of it i attended to cos i was asleep and i really dun wanna care until today.

Sigh, one is in SGH, one is bleeding from her eye, one is rushing everything now, one is really cannot do anymore, and one more cmi -.-

Tmr is the deadline for two projects before noon and i tell you,

our freaking marketing is only almost done.

I still have to collate and edit all of their work (which i'll desperately try to).

& i still got to wait for them if not i can't have the complete report and stuffs.

Sigh, very very stressed out.

Sorry to make qad worry and think otherwise...guess it's really the stress :(

Haiya, i think i don't want to do alr la.

In order to feel less tensed, i shall stop chionging so much now.

I should love myself more.

I think i really need to destress.

Ok, so i shall start destressing myself like now...

Church tmr and mentoring with kyann~

I think i wanna go take a nap before i continue the rest of my work...stress.

Don't worry dear :)

Feeling more and more stress, zzz.

Today had been pretty mundane.

Feel like i'm running here and there all the time, haha.

Today's morning rain was totally a spoiler to my day.

Took very long to reach school and the weather was so bad and all.

Skipped accounts lecture, i better go study hard tmr cos i heard that topic was not easy.

Oh well...i think i can do it lah, i'm not that dumb la hor? lol.

But no regrets still, cos qad made me feel better :)

Thank you for taking the effort even though it was rushing. (♥)

I hope you weren't too late and hope you weren't too sian/stress over the rest of your day too.

Will be looking forward for the next time :)

So anyway, was having lunch at sugarloaf today.

Mr Neo came up to my table and,

He: You married huh?

Me: ??? No?

He: *looks* You got ring leh...

Me: -_-"

He: Ya wad...v deceiving leh like that...next time guys

see alr will all step back leh...

Me: Ya that's my purpose

He: Ahhh ok loh....*nods and walk away*

-.- so kpo leh him.

Yeah so had bese tutorial after that.

I agree with qad that it's ridiculous to be wearing formal for lessons.

But apparently my course and the subject is just nuts.

And also cos my tutorial fell on friday so no choice loh, zzz.

Would be having a few presentations next week, alot of tests coming up soon and project deadlines very rushing at the moment.

Gonna be doing alot of school work over the weekend.

Shall do as much stuffs as i can tonight while "waiting" for someone,

but of course i'll sleep first when i'm done or if i'm really too sian.

People like qad have plans tmr...i wished i was the one to go also lo haha...

Not like me, have to study and do project and finish so many things :(

But i guess qad will be there for me mentally, right right right?

Ok shall stop blogging and start my home-works.

Anw, some of the photos taken for bese dining task:

Ok i'm damn tired now :(

Tmr still need to wake up at 7 :(((

Today hasn't been any better though.

Morning was bad cos i forgot to bring my blazer out.

& I was running late, so i had to rush back to take and cabbed to school.

And apparently the lesson was so useless -.-

Went to top table for dining task, upload photos by this weekend.

Sian, tmr need to wear formal again. Boring.

Then had jap class and went for duty.

Super sian today cos time was passing slow and everything was so draggy.

Haiz, very upsetting cos other than monday, my tuesdays to fridays are damn packed :(

Hope qad's 50-50 would be 50 free...and better still at the time that i am free.

If not then next week alr i guess...aww qad.

Ok goodnight.

Morning world, another tiring day awaiting for me +.+

Went into tutorial class and the first thing i said was "teacher, tutorial qn 1 today i do."

She was very shocked lol.

She thought i loved accounts so much (-.-) until i told her cos the behind qns i don't know how to do, heh.

& for the sake of lame participating marks, bo bian.

Discussed alot of projects today during small breaks and free time.

I think everyone is stressing out cos deadlines are very near and packed.

There's like totally nothing to be happy about when you're in school now.

Uhhhh nothing much to blog about now...my mind's full of sch work...and you, haha.

Hope your week had been fine so far, continue to jiayou :)

*hugsss*

Very very long day tmr, gonna do bese dining task, lessons and duty at night!

6am to 7pm out for school, :(

Anyway, had a bad day.

Dun wanna talk much about it.

What else is bad other than ssm right.

I got like scolded from that goh lots of times today, his shouting and sarcasm and everything -.-

Wtf, outside tiam tiam but inside swearing alr.

First cos i dunno how to do wine procedure.

Hello, who the heck knows right.

Then subsequently for every small incident also kena from him.

(but of course not only me alone luh.)

He's damn ridiculous. It's seriously worse than army camp here.

But whatever luh, i don't give a damn.

Anyway i also can't score well for it, it's physical practical skills.

Cannot means cannot, i don't bother already.

Next two tuesdays would be prof test 2.

Hope i kena red wine next week instead of white, and hope it's not him who's testing me -.-

Following week would be table setting and captain's order and pick up chart.

Hais, screw ssm.

Damn tired now alr, just home not long ago.

Going to sleep alr, nights world.

Time to prepare for school already, vvv sian.

Sigh, hectic days coming along.

Anyway, I guess qad was too busy/occupied until forgot to msg me this morning.

(or maybe didn't even rmb that i asked)

But nvm, cos i just wanted to say jiayou to your very busy week ahead & press on! :)

My week is also very busy, in fact every week from now.

It's like the madness period cos it's all the way projects then final exams.

Oh well, what to do.

As usual, my phone won't be with me every tuesdays for the next six weeks.

So in case you msg me or looking for me, sorry ah i'm stuck with my horrible ssm in school.

From like 7 am, but reachable again after 4pm :)

Was hoping for today but i guess i'll see my beloved sweetheart next week alr~

So for now, see you in my dreams!

& i hope tmr will end fasterrrr.

Should i start studying or should i just rest my last day of "freedom" ?

Maybe this sem isn't that bad with no school on mondays.

Ok i think i should stop stoning alr.

On a positive note,

in order for qad not to do that again,

i dun think i should ask of that so,

i shall first make sure that i won't let it happen.

Well yeah, easier said than done...

but i guess i'll try to do it by all means.

although sometimes i really dunno that it's the wrong timing,

so yes, it's best not to ask or say anything.

even if i'm dying to do so.

And thanks for telling me how you feel and how much i mean to you.

It reassured me alot...(smile).

I got scolded by you for the first time.

You were so fierce.

:'(

Feeling blue.

Gosh, i think i'm seriously having this severe school blues.

Still feeling as sian as ever even though i've slept for like twelve hours.

Sighhhhhh.

Today was mundane.

Done with my teaching for cc today.

Good thing that it went well and all.

So after that i went to get lunch and home.

No plans today either cos the rest were busy and so on.

The next holiday would be in september, aw :(

Don't know how am i going to survive.

& i'm starting to think that it would be hard to pull up my gpa or even maintain this sem.

Thanks to ssm uh.

Movie marathon - went to catch another movie today, lol.

Was so sian until dunno like what and since there's nothing to do/buy, then just killed time by catching movie.

Anyway also no time to catch after today alr since school's resuming.

Just didn't want to have any association with sch work, haha.

Shall wake up early tmr to prepare for the lesson.

Just wanna faster get over with today~

Going to koon liaooo.

Sian...dunno why am i feeling so restless and moody.

Either didn't sleep well enough or after-effect of all the projects or school blues or whatever whatever. Zzz.

I have lessons to prepare for tmr's children church but i very lazy :(

Sigh, either tonight or tmr morning bah.

Busy day tmr.

Life after tmr is so going to suck until july is over.

Sms/msn/emails is always only about projects or school work.

See alr also very turned off.

Karate kid is very nice!

Good movie...should watch it.

Did project in the morning, lunch with cousin, met up with friends for movie, dinner with cousin.

Yup that was my day.

Trying to "rest" abit before next week starts.

Shall sleep soon!

The weather's so unpredictable.

Flooding town yesterday but now it's so burning hot.

Zzz.

Cleaned my room today and repack everything :)))

Feel good now cos everything is so tidy and neat, haha.

Gonna do some things and then gotta prepare for duty tonight.

Sianzzz, can't wait to faster end duty!

So dreading the week to end.

I think i've never said this before, but my latest hobby is missing you.

Teehee.

I think i've produced at least one strand of white hair today -.-

Stayed home today and freaking did the damn marketing.

Walau i tell you, can really do until kisiao one lor.

Spent about...six hours? Yeah...did a six pages report, zzz.

Addition to my environmental analysis of two pages.

Man, i've contributed eight pages out of maximum twenty ok.

Madness, but i'm glad finally get over with it.

Sick of it already.

BUT the hell news is, i've still got much more out there waiting to do.

Grrr but for today, that's it.

I've enough le, brain no more cells.

Continue tmr, sobs.

Walao, marketing project v chim leh.

I'm going nuts!!! ~!@£$%^&*(

Yeah, i need to breathe.

Damn it man, got so overwhelmed by the amount of work i'm left to do.

Sigh, haven't stop using my brain ever since i woke up.

Till now still have got so much to do, disgusting.

And just when i thought i'm gonna stay home to do my work,

there was a project meeting today actually. *zzzzzzz*

My fault for not reading the email thoroughly and missed it out.

Sian, but luckily jairus smsed then i knew there was a project meeting.

So spent three hours at bishan trying to figure out how to do market analysis.

Gave up in the end and moved on to segmentation, positioning and targeting.

So dead by now alr...hope can faster chiong finish then tmr continue chionging again.

Stress.

Quality Time ^^

♥♥♥

Went to school today to collect ccn, then met up with joo for lunch.

Bought some stuffs(but mostly food actually hahaha).

Thanks yeejoo for the gifts you bought from japan!

Heh, just came back then meet me alr, feel so honoured :D

Ruby and Andre have also got something for me from their overseas field trip!

Aww, nice friends i've got :)

Not bad, quite a fulfilling day cos i feel good and i bought stuffs that i needed.

Okokok, must start doing work!!!

Already spent the day away today -_-"

One week left before hell starts.

*Sigh*

Woke up very early today to go for first service.

Met up with audrey cos she couldn't make it for the afternoon one too.

Was feeling very dead during service cos it's the first time i attended sermon at 9am.

Wasn't really paying attention though the pastor was so loud, hurhur.

But reason being cos i need to teach children's church for these two weeks lor.

Today's lesson went well i guess, my box of chocolate candies worked pretty much, hehe.

Although i thought it was abit short but glad that at least they all learnt smth.

Prepared quite much for it also, and one more to go next week!

Oh, and i used the birthday gift qad gave last year today!

First time using it, and finally too hahaha :)

Cos i only brought my macbook & related things out, so everything else like my keys, phone and wallet gotta put inside my pockets. So i only took my ezlink and cash out today, felt weird actually lol.

Saw kyann at her working place in town today!

Hehe, missed her man...hopefully can catch up this week for mentoring.

& i think i'm like really going to die badly this week.

So many things undone..grr...time to wake up and chiong all the way.

Finally went to trim my fringe! Heh.

But the thing is i went back to the place i was yesterday.

Cos it was empty, so i was like drawn to go in.

Hope they didnt recognise me, hahaha.

Was trying to do some work today anyway.

Finally starting the real engine working, although still having the procrastinating side.

Um, and i got a little shocked today though...oh well.

Friendship is the maximum...hope i can get this message through.

Long day i had, how about you?

Sent my relatives and nieces off at the airport this morning.

Went out with my cousin for awhile and rotted my day.

Wanted to do some shopping but ended up with nothing lol.

Feeling so sian now, thanks to the hair salon -.-

I wanted to cut my fringe cos i feel like doing so cos my fringe is long.

But apparently i waited for like DAMN LONG and still haven't my turn.

Everyone there is like rebonding hair or dyeing -.-

I think the guys who were there waiting also got pissed off haha.

And some stupid lady just cut the queue when a customer left the seat.

Grr, so irritated loh, so i just left the place eventually.

Sian, booking appointment with my usual hairdresser is v mafan leh.

What's more only for fringe...haiz guess i can only bear with it for awhile longer.

Had dinner with my parents for advanced father's day.

My mum is really very fierce leh, everything she also can comment and complain about.

Sighhh, i seriously hope i won't be like her when i grow old.

Don't think i'll be like her la huh, haha.

Encouragement :)

Feeling so tired now, just got home not long ago from duty.

Had been out since morning...until like, now.

Boring day though, was just trying to survive my day through.

Project meetup was a almost-there thing, didn't really do much.

Duty was dreadful cos time passed super slow.

But v glad tat it's over now.

Nieces and relatives all going back msia tmr.

Finally it's time to settle down and start getting serious about sch work alr!

& Hang in there dearie!

I understand how you're feeling and what you're going through.

However things may be, do know that i'm always here for you!

I'd always be here by your side. Even like now, i'm still thinking about you.

You might not know or feel it but i really do~

I do care, think and feel for you...even though it may be in the silent form.

Just hoping to assure and be a comfort to you actually.

So no matter what we'll see how things go and indeed time will tell.

So don't worry, i'll be there to see it through with you. (even if it means emotionally and mentally)

& lastly before i sleep, just wanna say love you! :)

Days ahead will be better.

:)

It's true that sometimes things may seem unfair in the world out there,

but sometimes all we need is support and love and maybe even someone like me to be there for youuuuu.

Hehe, that's what i think! :)

Buying things to destress is weird but yet common i guess.

Want to buy also buy things for me mah, hahahaha :P

Cool leh, i also want to have ps3.

I'm so deprived of such leisure ever since sec 1 :(

Spent the day(and probably the last day) out with my nieces and cousin and relative.

The cat in shrek3 movie is sooooooo cute, i like!

Hahaha it reminds me of dotdot...

Feeling kind of sian now cos tmr gonna meet up for project and i haven't done anything!

And more sian cos airport duty is resuming tmr too, zzzzzzz.

9 more weeks i think.

In my dreams, there's none other than you.

In my mind, there's nobody but you.

In my heart, there's just one and only you.

Yawns, feeling tired as ever.

Brought my relative and nieces out today for awhile.

Still left with tmr and thurs.

I think i'm really nice sometimes, hahaha.

Don't like the weather though.

Cold but still v warm, zzz.

& i'm still desperately trying to get myself to do my school works.

V busy and occupied to settle down and do things seriously.

I think my next week sure die alr, gonna chiong like mad.

IPHONE 4 IS OUT MAN.

Awesomeeeee! Go check it out, it's cool.

Shall get it when my plan's up...three months time, hehe.

Morninggg worlddd.

School trip yesterday was boring and sian.

Apparently nothing seemed to be THAT attractive.

Ducktour, funvee, flyer and chinatown.

Tried keeping myself awake for the whole day.

Like as long as i'm on the coach i feel like sleeping alr -_-

Oh, worst was the three hour lecture in the morning!!!

Anyway, i think the flyer is v not worth it leh.

30 dollars for 30 min...nothing much also.

I dread the chinatown trail the most luh.

It was raining, plus the guide kept talking and we can't even hear.

I think we spent more than an hour walking and stopping for a long time and walk again.

Hot and humid and stuffy and sticky.

Eeeew. Not that i love to complain but that was how sian it was yesterday ):

Need to start doing some work le!

At least a littleeeee bit.

Hadn't been doing much work lately cos my nieces and relatives are here from malaysia.

Not the same ones of course, everyone's like taking turns to come o_o

Anyway, so yesterday was out with them.

Feeling very tired now cos i had a long day as well.

School's field trip tmr, so sian.

So not looking to it...boring and hot and dry.

Sleepy...zZzzZ...

想你.

My day was short cos i woke up late.

Heh heh, other than sleeping, i just feel like sleeping :P

& i'm craving for desserts!!!

Back from church camp.

Extremely extremely tired.

Well honestly, this one wasn't as good as the ones i've been before.

Although i did enjoy my time with the kids,

but other than just this, nothing was really "great" in a sense lah.

There was like awkwardness, discouragements, unhappiness and many more emotions.

Don't understand why some people are like that and like this and like anything.

Oh well, suan le.

Though it wasn't a pleasant experience but at least i was there as who i am supposed to be.

It's over already anyway!

Can't wait to sleep liao.

Like the sunrise every morning, my love is just as everlasting.

Woah, i'm feeling v tired :O

Yesterday was a looong day. Finished accounting paper!

Although qad didn't wish me ytd but i know you vvv occupied with your stuffs so nvm :)

Anyway, glad that i managed to balance everything and finished on time.

Hehe, exams-free now :D

Although still got projects to do but at least its the shoooort breakkk :)

After that went to g2 church to help out with the vdc camp.

Today will be the last day of their camp and gonna be a very very long day!

Hope everything will go well.

Luckily i've no airport duty today cos its exam week, haha.

Hmm, and I think tmr night i not going for PnP alr.

Need to rest and settle workkk.

All the best to myself for accounts paper!

Although mid sem only have one paper but still v stress leh!

Hope i don't screw it up & i better make sure i do the qns faster.

Meeting joo for breakfast soon.

Gonna be a long day!

Ciao.

Ok, i seriously think that my twitter on my page is faulty.

It doesn't show my msgs like instantly here, it's blank :(

At first i thought it was just my browser but now i don't think so.

Will try to repair when i feel like doing so bah.

Other than that, i don't think anyone would actually go click on it to see.

Maybe only one, hahaha.

I'm bored.

Though i know i should be studying accounts but i'm feeling reeeally lazy.

Just want to faster get over with the paper.

If not keep looking at the notes makes me even more sian of it.

So better not study too much if not later tmr no mood to do, lol.

I'm hungry too...but very lazy to go and buy.

Maybe will do so in like fifteen mins time.

Feeling sleepy as well...i think i'm just going to rot my today away.

If not tmr onwards cannot rot like what i am doing now le.

Gonna be busy for the next few days....