Saturday, May 31, 2008

Off to malaysia :)
dont miss me! xP

Friday, May 30, 2008

YAY! finally end of all lessons in school :D
hahaha, so happy.
bio prac was damn funny.
we kept playing the stopwatches until ms sae had to stop us.
haha, it was very funny lah overall.
and anchal said i looked sporty today o_o"
and mr koh's words was quite inspirational today.
haha he mentioned about "you will never know who you are until you face a life and death situation."
and eventually said alot of stuffs..."it's when what you do means everything."
yeah, so after everything went home.
but before that accompanied four friends to night market first.
although i was only there for like ten minutes. haha.
and i was very busy the whole night until now where i settle down.
cos im going back msia tmr morning, so gotta do quite a number of things.
anyone if theres anything can just send me an email, as i will be online sometimes :D
oh, and i painted my toes red! heh.

woohoo, cant wait to go back.
i need relaxation :)
although im going back to study anyway.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

as usual, lessons and more lessons. sigh.
andy's chocolates are very nice :) lol!
didnt went for the last two hours of geog,
cos was seriously turned off. hurhur.
eventually went to j8 and had lunch.
talked about all the teachers and stuffs.
then saw royston and rowell in a distance.
so decided to think of some nice joke to play.
den after thinking much, called him and asked where was he.
and in the end we popped out suddenly.
HAHAHA his expression WAS SO AMUSING. lol xD
rowell looked as if she just woked up like that. hah.
oh well. yeah, den went home after that, slept for awhile and went for tuition.
my mum went to draw her eyebrows lah! omg.
i was shocked when i came home.
"woah wad happened to your eyebrow?!"
"nice or not?"
"you look so fierce!!!"
and the next moment she start calling her friends and told them what i said -.-
but her eyes seemed to be bigger somehow.
my dad was damn good. he actually told her it was nice. LOL.
maybe it was cos he didnt had to pay for it. ha!

anyway, ms nai's shirt today wrote "a friend in need...is a friend indeed."
and so:




lol. whatever.

tmr's the last lesson of holiday lessons! yeah CANT WAIT :)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

mr lim changwei looked so cool today! hahaha ^^
another day of extra lessons, which was equally boring and torturing.
luckily today ended one hour earlier, although it made no much difference.
ha, ate sushi and bun in school(pathetically).
maybe i should learn to appreciate the school canteen more before i graduate.
so yeah. went home after, and got my second haircut.
hais, thanks to that stupid barber previously.
and after the second time, my hair is shorter now -.-
oh well, but its okay, cos hair will grow.
and best thing is I GOT MY TAIL BACK ALR! haha :)
so nevermind about it.
just that felt a little uneasy when suddenly my hair was shorter by so much. hurhur.
feeling so tired now.
how i hoped that the time will pass faster...i cant wait to get outta this.

was talking about my laws of life today.
shereen's laws of life:
1. i dont repeat.
2. i dont say or ask things for no reasons.
3. i only say/answer things when i feel like.
4. i give incomplete answers to people.
5. you cannot ask me questions that i asked you.
6. i always smile for a reason.
7. i always mean what i say.

hah.




如今我还是能感觉到.
那一种...
1. Today is: wednesday
2. I should be: dont know?(dont tell me study-.-)
3. The last text message I received was from: ruby
4. And it said: forgot?
5. I am currently pissed off because: er im not actually.
6. My cellphone rings and the song that's playing is: bad day by chipmunks
7. I would love to see: ____________ :)
8. If I could change one of my attitudes, it would be: erm dont know
9. After school, I love to: go home and sleep. lol!
10. My favorite subject is: ha dont have one.
11. I liked yesterday because: i wasnt sad?
12. But I still sort of didn't because: nothing good happened to me
13. My favorite song right now would have to be: erm dont know lah
14. I sometimes forget to: i hardly forget things xD
15. I currently have a crush on : nah.
16. My favourite number(s) would be : 7! :D
17. When I'm in a bad mood: just dont talk to me.
18. I really can't stand: people who misunderstands me
19. I'd break up with my boyfriend/girlfriend right away if: i find out that he dont love me alr/ have another girl in mind alr/cheated my feelings?
20. If I were to get stuck in an lift with someone, it would have to be: some cool guy that i can get to know? hahaha!
21. I'd really like to improve my grades on: PHYSICS!
22. The last thing that I bought with my own money is: a bag
23. The name of the district where I live is: uh? serangoon?
24. I have never ridden: a horse? lol
25. If I won the lottery, the first thing I would buy is: wah alot of things actually. lol
26. One bad habit: lazy?
27. I go to school in: uniform?!
28. One friend who is not from my school is: royston
29. I am currently stressed because: alot of work needs to be done in june

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

still i have to say, once more, but perhaps not the last time.
its just too bad, just like that, it comes and it goes.
how real it seemed, so close. too close that we were blinded to see.
maybe it could have way better, much more perfectly it could have been.
like a kite it flew away. i didnt hold it, and you didnt catch it either.

then we wonder, what's life without this.
and there goes my thoughts, like the wind, it blew and, gone.


the clock ticks.
i cant wait for friday to be over lah!
blahhh. goodnight world. lol.
im bored.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hurhur get lost first.
2. If the person tagging you loves you, what will you do/say?
what can i say/do ?
3. What's your take on the same-sex marriages?
eew -.-
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
maybe.
5. What is your ideal lover like?
haha ask me if you wanna know :D
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
both? :)
7. If the person you like doesn't accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
dont think so...
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
forget it then?
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
yes that stupid barber who cut off my tail yesterday. grrr!
10. What do you want most in life?
happiness i guess.
11. Is being tagged fun?
uh? like that lor.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your Bf/Gf, how would you react?
i think i will be jealous. lol
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
woah good question. but i dunno how to answer. ha!
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
haha i stole this also xD
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
errrrr. none. LOL
16. If the person you secretly like doesn't recognize you, what would you do/how will you react?
i wont like someone who doesnt recognize me.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
perhaps almost all?
18. If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
dont think i will ever do that lah. i dont two time.
19. What type of friends do you like?
nice ones? LOL hmm preferably can get along with me one?
20. If you played a prank on someone, and she/he fell for the trick, what would you do?
laugh? hahaha!
eight hours of studying in school isnt some great thing.
but anw, ritter sport dark chocolate is very nice though! hahaha :D
today's only the first day of extra lessons, and im alr feeling so restless.
sigh, maybe you can call this warming up for term3.
so did quite alot of stuffs today. like duh? until 4pm leh!
and english lessons was kinda saddening. mr koh was so disappointed with us.
oh well, i feel for him. quite poor thing actually.
hope he will cheer up lah :)
got home and was drenched? its been long since i was wet. lol.
and here i am now, feeling so tired after the whole day.
three more days to go!!!

and ruby concluded that mr koh looked like hobbes(the tiger).
HAHA i think it was because of his black and yellow shirt lah.

yawnnnnnnn.


everyone moves on with life, dont they?

Monday, May 26, 2008

Espada.Kounashi My very purpose lies in you. says:
heys, come on, no matter wad style ur hair is in, even if u're bald or been to a plastic surgery, u're still the shreen i always will know :)
shereen` even just a tail mattered alot to me! says:
lol thanks...
Espada.Kounashi My very purpose lies in you. says:
its not how u look outside tht makes u beautiful. its within u :D
Espada.Kounashi My very purpose lies in you. says:
for ur personal message, it doesnt matter tht much coz it doesnt make u as beautiful as ur heart


i feel pretty much better now.
thanks kangy, you really know how to comfort me :)
chinese o's was fine. not that bad at all :)




I HATE THAT BARBER.
HE CUT AWAY MY TAIL.
HE CUT AWAY MY TAIL.
HE CUT AWAY MY TAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn it. i only said to cut shorter, i DIDNT SAY TO CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE.
HELLO? DONT MESS WITH MY HAIR!!!
idiotic irritating annoying. ARGH.
IM SO GONNA GET MY TAIL BACK ON WEDNESDAY.
I DONT CARE. whatever it is, I WANT MY TAIL BACK.
its my style. my hairstyle.
SO MIND YOU, IM NEVER GOING TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN.

im so depressed.
and im going to be for two days.
UNTIL I GET BACK MY TAIL.

FULL STOP.
dont bother talking to me, ive got no mood.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

church as usual today.
at the end the whole congregation prayed for the sec 4s who're taking o's tmr! :)
haha surprisingly only like less than 10 people went up.
and so suay i had to hold a guy's hand beside me cos we're supposed to -.-
pastor ronald was like "its okay, im infront here to witness. nothing will happen alright."
lol yeah whatever!
if only that guy was some hot guy then i dun mind lah hur. but too bad he isnt. oops?
ha okay, then after that went to buy a bag which caused me to be broke now. lol.
went home and watched tv, then slept immediately cos i was in my mum's room watching.
ahah mum had to scream when dinner was ready in order to wake me up.
and the sichuan people are really very pitiful. so please help them! :)


ITS CHINESE O'S TMR!!!
good luck to everyone :)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

woot. after watching some tv, decided to go out and have a walk.
lol...yeah and came back to buy dinner.
i love saturdays now. haha :)
and for taking away what you buy, you have to pay extra twenty cents?!
man, that sounds abit ridiculous isnt it? lol.

& im gonna finish chinese tys by tmr :)
真是闷死人了。
oh no, i just rmbed i said something totally crappy ytd during oral.
'what is your favourite food?'
'haha pizza!'
''cause its very different from any other food..."
"it is like a form of a bread...but not really in a way."
and she went "hahaha".
oh gosh -.- i think i really deserve a knock in my head.

i had a very nice dream last night! hahaha :D
and a long one also. cos i slept pretty early. gee.
shirly and andre called when theyre camping in school ytd.
for a moment her voice scared me man! lol.

blah blah, i should go and study chinese now :)

Friday, May 23, 2008

last day of chinese intensive! woohoo :D
and last day of term two! time really flies.
but nothing much also. still gotta go back school for extra remedials :(
so it isnt holidays at all anyway. oh well.

after school had english prelim oral.
oh my i was feeling so nervous lah!
"you're good but next time slow down abit..."
" are you very nervous?"
"er haha yes."
"i thought i took you last year?"
" uh ya."
" ya, so dont feel so nervous! okay turn behind and talk about the picture."
picture was still alright i guess.
conversation totally made me sound like some fools -.-
tell me about a wonderful meal you had?!
and why people are obssesed with looks nowadays?!
wah faints man...i was like trying to crap out the crappiest thing.
and i er-ed alot lah! i think i spoke naturally like how i used to. oops?
ahhh, and for a moment i thought i spoke for quite a long time.
telling lies within split seconds isnt very effective sometimes.

after that went back to imac room,
cos the dumb school got my cca records all wrong.
pathetically, all of my friends also the same. annoying?
ms jen and ms leow dont know anything lor!
sigh, then now dont know what alr. shall wait for her response on tuesday.
then slacked at imac room while waiting for the others to finish oral exam.
taught derrick how to do amath :)
i think it would be nice if he's my younger brother. haha :)
yeah, and glad that he's taking over my place in infocomm. heh.

oh, and cos i was asking for sweets previous days,
today suddenly everyone bought me sweets! haha aw.
the bunch of us behind now cannot function in class without sweets.
haha andy bought some, and weiqin gave me some too :)

three more days to chinese o's!
gonna study chinese all the way until o's are over.
华文华文华文.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

chinese, ss, and english today.
was feeling dead tired and restless during chinese intensive.
after school went for chinese o's briefing.
yeah...thats it. boring day.

and theres english prelim oral tmr!
woo. im gonna see ms komathi again.



就在某个时刻,不禁有些思想。
有时候也难免回想起。
我不否认,但这也并不含着任何意思。
真的好可惜。不是吗?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

currently listening to 92.4 fm online :)
while im studying chinese(again). hais.
i dont think my june holidays will be great this year.
definitely never will be.
after chinese o's will have extra remedials,
and then gotta be drowned in all the many many holiday homeworks,
still have to revise and study...sigh.

although sometimes i may be thinking too much,
but i know i should think this much this time. lol.
oh great. ms moo knows my chinese name.
my full chinese name -.-

nothing good happened today.
it was just chinese and chinese, and nothing else but chinese.
urgh, i really hate this :(
after a day of chinese, i dont even feel like doing the chinese tys alr.
i think i can just vomit out the chinese words. (lol too exaggerating)
but i really feel that way though. hurhur.
was feeling so dead after mockpaper.
i think my deadness level can be comparable to those in the graveyards.

and in this state of mind, still gotta study spelling! sigh.
and theres english prelim oral on friday,
and tuition tmr.
alright, what kind of stupid life am i living.
lol complains shall stop here...for every cloud has a silver lining...?
heh whatever.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

chinese, chinese, and more chinese -.-
and one lesson of english, plus two periods of cme.
yeah great? sigh, horrible.
oh well. after school had post-exams games.
went for the captain ball's game.
man, the 5Bs looked so tall and scary lah.
at first we were like, yeah darn, we're gonna lose like shit.
and true enough, they goal-ed like within 5 seconds? LOL.
hah, at first we were all awestrucked lah, yet frustrated.
but eventually after everything, actually realised that they are pretty nice peeps.
although they look so fearsome and all, but still theyre kind to us lah.
it was a good game with them anyway, although we lost :)
gee. then later on was with 4f.
wah i tell you i was so provoked by them -.-
they play rough. seriously irritating, annoying and aggressive.
especially that guy. grr.
first round got owned. second round we won by four points. heh.
and what. we played fair, not by rough.
in the end i think they still won us by one mark, still bu shuang.
whats the big deal? its only a dumb game right.
and man, i got blisters on my toes :( ouch, really hurts.

oh, mum went to buy the panda bread from breadtalk.
and i think she spent 10bucks on it, donating to the sichuan people.
ahahaha food works for her sometimes. lol.

Monday, May 19, 2008

and so i studied chinese.
still pending to accomplish doing the chinese tys. haha.
then slept for two hours.
watched doctor dolittle2 together with a packet of twisties :)
& tadaa.

anyway, i think june's pretty exciting.
theres like so many concerts coming up!
air supply, click five, steve tyrell...etc.
if i were to be older, i think my life will be much more alive. lol.

oh, i miss cq.

sorry for not talking to you, cos you pissed me off today.


tsk. dont talk to me lah.
cos i dont want to answer you.

i hate excuses. and i hate empty promises even more.

you said you would then now you changed mind.
dun understand how dad tolerates you sometimes.

ugh. shall stay at home and study today then.
zzz.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

woo im still alive! lol.
thought my mum would slap me for coming home at 8plus...?
oh yeah i just reached home. woah so tired~
she just scolded me. oh well.
i was out for thirteen hours o_o

i was like out early in the morning?
went to church, yeah and then after went to ps to meet up with the guys.
saw ruby and jiani, so they accompanied me first,
cos im like still early? yeah then andre and elwyn came.
and junyi came from east coast -.- wearing some beach-like shirt. lol.
ah yea, slacked at mac awhile, ended up being entertained by some ronald macdonal?
man, it was like....*faints*
then finally julia came(thank goodness), she was soooooo late. lol.
she said a total of 30 sorrys! ahahahas.
and the movie started alr la, by the time we reached cathay alr late by 20min,
so forget it. walked around cathay to cool off cos of the heat. heh xD
then walked back to ps and decided to catch the later movie.
and we watched made of honour! :)
hmm not bad lah, just that junyi got worked up cos of some sexual reference.
and elwyn paid for my popcorns! hahaha thanks :P
although i feel like some kiddo holding that white CAR with popcorns in it -.-
uh huh. so after the movie went to have dinner at subway. im like so bloated now.
and they started saying that my wardrobe has only black and white clothes -.-
lol gothic? maybe in a way, but come on, i do have coloured clothes okay! like red :D
haha, and i played junyi's psp! wahahahas.
he wanted to lend me home? lol nice of him.
and i seriously think he should at least comb his hair lah.
looked like some jungle man. or rather...mad scientist? HAHA!
okie dokie. that was my long day :)
nice and fruitful. oh but i didnt join them for pool :(
next time bah, when the sky is still bright. lol.
dun understand why guys dun have curfews.
sigh, why am i the only child??? lol nevermind.

woots. alright shall stop here.
actually i cant even on my com for coming home so late.
but for blogging's sake...heh xD
okay shall go and sleep now. im tired!
and also to avoid mum's naggings. gees.
goodnight world (:

Saturday, May 17, 2008

another day...wasted? maybe.
today's a good day :)
did physics homework(its alot man, and i really mean alot),
and studied abit of chinese.
then laziness took over me. ahahaha.
went to sleep, woke up and watch tv xD
then gb-ed, and there goes my day.
i think im more hardworking during weekdays then weekends. hehhh.
i dont know what can i do lah.
boring.

& i hate pop ups -.-

solitude filled me with thoughts.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE HOM! ^^
aw, i dont know what should i put into words in saying my greetings for you,
but you really rock! :D
you're just simply too charming. absolutely mesmerising. totally cool and attractive.
and i love your songs too :)
i hope that may you continue to work hard in your career,
and produce many more songs in the future :D
i cant wait for your concert too! (hopefully not during my o's)
also, hope that you will stay happy always and always! =)
happy birthday homboy! (:


就算你改变自己,我依然爱着你,
就像永恒的forever love,因为你是我心内的一首歌
如果在星期六深夜爱错了,至少还有你爱的鼓励
一首简单的歌,让我可以放开我的心
你不在时,就在那遥远的地方,我此刻心里想起你
想起你所写的kiss goodbye,那是唯一留在我心里不完整的旋律
完美的盖世英雄,别问爱的哪里,因为我爱的就是你
不管落叶归根,还是在唱我们的歌,我不可能错过你
因为你说过爱无所不在,所以一直以来,你都是我心中的日月
我就喜欢这一天,而就在这第一个清晨,我想说声生日快乐!:)


yay, the above bolds are some titles of leehom's songs :D
specially dedicated! *smiles* :)

Friday, May 16, 2008

finally its the weekend! wahahaha :)
today was DEADLY boring -.-
purely boredom.
nothing much to say also lah.
had chinese mock after school.
was so not in the mood to do the papers.
ended up having headache cos think too much alr.
the paper wasnt easy anyway.

and it's ten more days to chinese o's!
need to be in the chinese-mood during this period.
ahahahas. so meaning, i shall speak more chinese now.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

alright...maybe tuition isnt that bad.
perhaps i shall endure until o's are over. guess so?
i need alot of recalling back...sigh.
gonna buck up real hard during june.
oh well. theres this thing just now said by tutor:

him: okay, lets say im the particle that moves from here to there.
and then i go back again. so my displacement will be zero right.
yes, so actually everyday our displacement is zero.
why? cos we start off from our bed, and ends up on our bed again.
and we are like just wasting our everydays?
or unless you sleep in class, then will make your life more meaningful. wahahahas.
us: *silence*
him: okay nevermind, lets move on.

sometimes he's really so funny -.-

chinese mock exam tmr.
sigh, im like trying not to get sick of doing chinese and chinese over and over again.
i mean like, you keep doing mock exams...? annoying.
okay, today isnt that bad yet.
did batting during PE.
oh my i think im lousy in it lah lol.
did practical during chem, and i think i laughed so hard until mdm faridah had to ask wad was wrong with me o_o
then later on we were all discussing about the post-exams games.
so blah blah, after a long time of commotion going on between the class,
i think almost everyone joined -.-
uhh whatever lah. last year alr, no harm.
did a page of reflection on earthquakes during ss.
man, i think i wrote alot of crap. trying so hard to think of smth to write.
oh i concluded something today.
the only way to stay alive and avoid earthquakes is to stay in deserts.
LOL you wont be killed in any way. ahahaha.
i think mr koh was being nice today.
walked all the way to me and gave me two worksheets for me and andre.
usually he will just pass to joyce to pass down the row.
maybe hes trying to do more exercise now. hurhur.
and it was damn funny also lah. kept laughing during english lessons.
i think only our class will laugh at him. heh.
& i finished a packet of fisherman in class today xD

tuition very soon.
sigh, i hope it doesnt spoil my day.
although it always does.
last three lessons. i dun wanna go on anymore.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

moodless

argh. boring.
tmr wont get any better.
finally got back all the papers.
uh huh. today was a very funny day.
everything's quite amusing in a way.
especially english and chinese.
but was also kinda bored...days are getting more restless.
maybe im just feeling a lil' moody...? dont know why.
have been listening to sad songs also. but i dont feel sad. LOL.
just no mood i guess. ahah.

shall go nap now.
im hoping time could pass fasterrrr~


sometimes, you just have to go with changes you see.
'cause afterall, things are always changing.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

if you reeeeeeeaaalised.



pe was dumb.
throwing soft balls at each other is a skill?
so that we will know how to obtain some fruit if we're lost in the jungle?
oh my *faints*.
firstly, i wont even go to some jungle.
secondly i would rather be calling people to find my way out than to find some food.
lastly, there wont be even any balls for you to throw at trees for fruits -.-

chinese was crazy. copy out the whole newspaper article???
like as if we have nothing better to do.
i would rather listen to him talk non-stop man.
i think recently things are abit abnormal. lol.
chinese intensive starts now. sighhh warming up of this year's torture...

sigh, i think im so pathetic.
whats there to even look forward to?

Monday, May 12, 2008

i think im provoked within.
hurhur self-provoked.

i cant wait for holidays to be here.
and its two weeks to chinese o's.
sigh, disappointed in physics.
just passed leh omg. mr lim said i was careless :(
man, dunno whats wrong with me.

and i expected As but gots Bs. ahhh.
should have got it just by a few marks.
oh well. nevermind. shall work even harder then.

cant find anything better to do now but stone.
trying to get over with my current emotions.
blahhh.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

love for you

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :)
without your love, i wouldnt know how to love others.
without your care, i'd probably be a rebellious gone-case kid.
without your joy, i would have been a depressed girl till today.
without your comfort and shelter, i wouldnt be as alive as i am.
without you and your presence, i cant imagine how am i going to live in warmth and happiness.
thank you mum, i love you :D

alright. a very long day indeed.
ahhh. went to church as usual today morning.
service was good, i got revived :)
actually junyi wanted to treat me for movie(cos im broke cos of mother's day),
but i could only meet them up after church in the afternoon,
but the others could make it only in the evening, so in the end i didnt go,
cos celebrating with mum for dinner. oh well, too bad lor. haha next time then.
yeap, so called mum and met her up at bishan.
had my late lunch at subway, and i bought a cardigan :)
hees. "go out with you always buy things!"
HAHA oops. nevermind, dad will pay her back =P
uhh...then came back home, i slept awhile while waiting for cousin.
then we went out to have steamboat for dinner.
wooo i tell you im like so bloated now, mum kept giving food non-stop :(
i think i ate loads of sotongs o_o
yesyes a pretty lovely day :)

oh tmr's monday, school again.
results are out! *anxious*
first thing tmr is to get a real lecture from mdm faridah.
sigh. oh well. what will be will be.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

went out with mandy today :)
i was feeling so warm when the weather's like pretty cold.
anyway, yes, we went to suntec/marina to walk around :D
then after went to bugis, and we both bought shoes! gees.
yadayada, came back to mac and had dinner & homed :)
dont know why but mandy said hundred times of 'cute' today o_o
and i didnt know i was so funny.
or maybe weird enough to make her laugh at almost everything.
mwhahahas.



Guys Think You're Hard to Get


You're the furthest thing from easy.

You're proper, reserved, and maybe even a little shy.

While you don't need a mini skirt and high heels to attract Mr. Right, being a little more flirty couldn't hurt.

A sexy top or little smile may encourage new guys to approach you - and you'll still come off as a nice girl.



LOL oh really?

sigh

alright, it was cold last night cos it was raining,
plus the air-con. omg i think i was freezing or smth,
but was too lazy to move my body.
i cant believe i dreamt of you o_o
well i mean, seemed so real but oh well.
its weird somehow...hurhur whatever.
its-just-a-dream.
i never believe dreams will come true anyway.

rahhh its going to rain anytime now.
the clouds are grey~

sometimes i would really be busy rather than free.
okay so whats wrong with me now? 0.o

Friday, May 09, 2008

woot, just came home :)
pretty long day.
met up with ruby at cityhall for lunch.
we were talking about how bad ms sae was,
then after that we saw her!!! oh my, turned off.
so after lunch went to meet up with jiani,
and went to somewhere near parkway.
yeah, so the day was kinda spent singing in the ktv.
good day, i like singing.
den on the way home saw renfred! lol i was shocked -.-
and saw his girlfriend too. haha aww.
okay i realised most people around me are in love.
what about me??? lol whateverrr.

anyway, singapore's traffic's really bad.
especially when like youre going home during after-work hours.
man, it sucks.
oh and i saw the singapore flyer on the way home.
its nice! :)
uh huh, yeah and the day's over.
just a moment like this. haha.

sometimes i wonder.
oh well.

marking day =)

*smile*
playing game is good for relaxation.
suits to go with any kind of mood. haha...
i was back to playing gb today :D
heehee, until sunday before i stop.

yeahhh alright going out now.
anyone wanna join me sing???
hahaha :)

my mood's like damn good lahhh ^^
who cares about studies stress now? =P
at least three days of craziness is worth.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

guanyang just told me there are only a FEW passes for chem p3.
sigh. monday's gonna be bad, cos she's very angry. lol.
oh well. enjoy now first before getting back to serious shit (:
escaped my way through tuition.
sigh, dunno how long will this torture last.

well anyway, still feeling happy about having gotten over with mids :D
hehhh.

i slept my afternoon until tuition started.
which was pretty cool...? xD
i skipped dinner. now feeling so hungry.
okay that was random.

tmr is a good day. and my weekend is gonna be fabulous.
woohoo :)

woohoo!

EXAMS ARE OVERRR! :D
wahahahas, feel so free now.
no burden within! lol.

everyone's like out there enjoying themselves,
while im at home now...?
haha oh well, pathetically later still have tuition :(
so get over with it later then enjoy tmr xD

yesyes. im so happy now.
dont have the stress-ness anymore.
hahaha :)
okay im free and bored :D

Instructions:Remove one question from below,and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
uhh, dont know?
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
lol same lah
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
my closest friends?
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
so-so lah, depends on situation
5. What Will Be Your Last Wish If You're On Your Deathbed?
to tell my loved one that hes loved
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yea, ive seen before. lol
7. What is your goal for this year?
do well for o's! :D
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
er...yes i guess.
9. Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
nah im not that bad
10. What feeling do you love most?
being loved? haha!
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
lol ask me if you want to know
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
stress and jealousy...?
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah...i guess so.
14. Do you believe in GOD?
yup
15. What do you think is the most important thing in in your life?
how you live your life
16. Who cares for you the most?
my parents :)
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
i have nothing to say.
18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
regrets? dont have any.
19. If time were to rewind, will you want it to be?
hmm. maybe?
20. What is your definition of happiness?
a kind of inner love :)

didnt change any questions anyway.
mwhahaha.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

MR LIM SET MY NAME IN HIS PHYSICS PAPER again :D
hahaha! yayyy he remembers me in the midst of setting paper!
heh for all papers this is the first one i smiled upon leh.
and choonlan saw my expression! oh man. lol.
oh well. but his paper was difficult anyway.
but i really hope i wont disappoint him.

bio was -.-
she told us to study five chapters,
and she came out one chapter that she didnt told us to study.
arghhh. i dont like it. seriously.
then we went to look for her after that,
but she claimed that she did told us before, but not on the day when she told us the chapters.
and she insisted that we all didnt pay attention.
yeah right. my ears are always functioning.
blah whatever. hopefully i still can do well, despite this nonsense.

last day of mids tmr! quick quick quick.
i cant wait to get over it.
shall mug it all and finish my stress career tonight.
yeah :)

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

if picture paints a thousand words...

Snoopy says: dream, believe, achieve.
never ever give up...
but...
aaugh!
im so hungry :(
i need alot of food to replenish my brain cells.

geog was still okay...? yeah.
amath paper2 was uhhhhh. quite difficult?
quite a few questions didnt know. so traumatized man. lol.
and its upon 100. and paper one was like upon 80.
i cant believe i did a 180 marks amath paper. zzz sigh.
no wonder my brian cells arent in very good conditions lately.

oh anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TREVOR :D

yes okay going to study.
physics and biology tmr!
hais.

Monday, May 05, 2008

we never realise until we realised it.
sigh, sec1 is like crap.
you only study less than half a book for eoy( mye and cts less to say)
sec 2 almost about the same. you write one sentence and you can get it correct anyhow.
sec 3 you have to write longer and more subjects, but still you only study half the book.
and you've got only not alot of chapters.

this stupid year. you learn everything,
and everything comes out within like a short period of time,
and you have to mug for everything.

this is madness. how nice were those days.
okay stop complaining, go study now.
havent been leaving my seat since like...i cant rmb when.

actually if i think again, im really quite sorry.
im starting to cancel workings nowadays,
and it doesnt seem neat in any way. oh well.
maybe it'll help my paper to look chim-er.

emath was okay? i hope i will do well.
chem paper3 was like _____!
to sound nicer, it wasnt easy. at all.
sigh, i shall score full marks for mcq. LOL.
forget it, shadnt be discouraged (:
it's overrrrrrr.

avicennia, sonneratia, rhizophora, bruguiera plants...?
what the -.-
sometimes i really wonder why plants, which are like not very significant,
have such long and complex and nicer names than humans.
seriously, if they were to change to some mary or john plant names,
i wouldnt have to freak out memorising them.
hais. oh well.

other than feeling stressed, i can only be feeling stressed,
and i cant be feeling otherwise, except for just feeling stressed,
cos i am really stressed.


hurhur. time's runnin'out.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

okay, pics taken today morning during breakfast:

coffee!
looked dumb -.-
hurhur
what?
candid shot
and tadaa!
*

and because of a smile, the day doesnt seem grey :)

707th post

met up with the girls at tiong bahru and had breakfast :)
but somehow after buying we went to some guy call gordan's( i think) house,
cos his cell was having cell at his house, so we just kinda join in.
or rather, went there to have breakfast. lol.
twin regent(the condo) is damn beautiful. he lives at the highest floor though.
yes, so when we got there, there was like so many people sitting at the living room.
woot, and i only know who's david -.-
haha okay whatever, so we went up to the 'rooftop' there.
my goodness. ITS SO NICE. looked like a garden, and theres a spa thingy also.
at night can go up and gaze at the stars. haha, indeed very romantic.
and when im up there i can actually see almost the whole singapore lah.
well i mean, that east-west area. so beautiful, and for a moment i felt so relaxed.
haha, but the weather was very very warm.
oh! and i love his doormat! its a SNOOPY doormat :D
hahahas, im gonna find it someday, cos he didnt know he has one at home -.-
uh huh, then they all went to church, while huijun and me went home. to study :)

stress level increasing.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

my brain cells are dead.
very tiring indeed. i spent my whole day mugging!
sigh, i feel like a total robot now :(
source of hope? lol maybe.

sigh, this is call no life to the outside world.
.

30 min break is just like a bird which flew past my window o_o
bye world, back to mugging.
mac breakfast is nice. and coffee is good for energy.

i will accomplish studying four chapters of chemistry today.
as well as one theme of geography.
i shall be a mugger today.
and i even switched off my phone to prevent disturbance.
oh, sleeping in the afternoon is prohibited today too.

Friday, May 02, 2008

i tried writing abit nicer for social studies paper,
but too bad lah. speed writing handwriting dont look nice at all.
as usual chionging like nobody's business.
and i didnt know what was "effective system checks on power" -.-
haiya whatever.
amath paper1 was still okay lar. i hope paper2 wont be torturous :)
four more days of exam to go...sigh.

man, after eating im still hungry.
oh no am i that stress? lol.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

maybe i should stop using the word 'resolution' this month.

In May, I wish/hope/want to :
` do well for midyear!!!
` have a great feast after exams. HAHA!
` get shoes? yeah with mandy xD
` stay happy :)
` you to be happier and less emo
` another you to not be so miserable
` other you to wake up and stop being so naive

i think im pretty caring. Lol.
and i believe may would be a better month (:

its absolutely great for today to be labour day.
i have indeed laboured today. lol.
im so amazing i didnt sleep at all today! hahaha :D
i woke up at like 7am? and studied the whole day.
oh well. really hope i wont forget, its horrible memorising so much stuffs :(
my stress level's building up as each day passes. sighhh.
back to exam hall tmr~