summary of the day: thursdays suck big time. 

was late by 1min for IntHt tutorial. 

spoils nearly my everyday when i'm always running against time. 

without even driving i already can get annoyed, if i ever drive then surely will be worse. 

so was introducing ourselves + one interesting fact. 

pretty lame though, wasted so much time actually. 

and i think i eat the slowest in class(gasp).

although it doesn't happen all the time cos either i'm hungry or i started eating first. haha!

cos it was like "can we go now?" 

then someone went "cannot... our zombie shereen is still eating." 

yeah i know. i was called that cos i'm famous for always saying i'm sian and/or tired. 

went to the library and then most of the ladies were SLEEPING ok. 

and guess what, i wasn't one of them. HAHA contradicting right. 

the most tired one end up doing tutorial there ok... how cool. 

sansan beside me was reading some magazines while jaslyn beside me was reading some notes. 

'cos i know when i go home also too tired to do anything,

so there- time management. and i'm so not easily influenced! heh. 

although my mind was like "very tired, just stone lah." 

apel lesson, talked about effective living, purpose of it...

basically just success in life lah. quite enlightening.

and better than peicai's character education. hahaha.

anyway i realised female lecturers are like so... all one pattern only. 

no sense of humour, and they don't laugh, they don't smile. 

(random thought: i miss ms nai!)

and i don't think it's them being purely serious or strict, but more to like their "character?" 

like how they choose to be how they are like?

but coincidentally all turns out to be the same kind -.- 

don't know lah. they all only give one expression, and talks only in that way. 

unlike all the males, they're much more interesting.

even the most boring commskill tutorial: he managed to make us laugh today for the first time. congrats. 

oh, and i was quite lost at first cos i heard the guys saying my name in class.

renkai was telling lenny about me, and i was like "what?" 

i think i was quite fierce that moment la, he gave that omg-look -_-"

cos we had to form groups for projects?

every subject also got this issue, kinda troublesome frankly.

then until last tutorial during grp discussion gary was like "wah potential member".

then he added "no wonder your want to join her grp project right!"

like hello, they think what. freeloader uh. but too bad it doesn't go that way.

i told them can forget about that stupid idea lah.

but anyway they don't look like they're those cmi people la, 

at least i saw them presenting today. slack can never exist in this course?

although it's very much hidden to like almost everyone...

from their actions and words sometimes. haha! 

so so many things to dooooooo :( sigh.

i'm going to chiong all my tutorials.

then presentation, then study, then project. 

saying out is easy, thinking of it is horrible, and doing it is ultimate siansation.

oh yeah yesterday the teacher said depressant can be used to see how depressed or happy a person is when he/she drinks. 

hmm so if you ever want to maintain your outer image just don't ever drink to prevent your real inner self to reveal. 

ha okay whatever.

argh tiredness reached maximum alr. 

goodnight world. 

until the sun shines again tomorrow. 

oh, just realised the new guy in our class is called elroy.

(knew from yesterday's sms...i was asleep so not conscious enough until today)

cos previously Tf was talking to me about elroy who's in pcss too. 

hurhur what a small world. 

woke up still feeling tired.

sian sian SIAN. 

i can't wait for today to end.

CAN'T WAIT. 

tons of work to do arrr wth.

that tutor yesterday still say "of course, if not why call yourself student? just study." 

-.-

Why does your hair seems to look shorter each time I see you?

Tsk. Self control.

i seriously hate the bus every morning. i swear.

and you know i think i'm like the only female in class that seemed to be always later than everyone else la. 

anyway shiyu told me "everytime hear you say you want to sleep or you're tired... will you ever one day say you're energetic?" 

i think the answer's never. HA, how can one be so alive when you feel sian right. 

sansan thought i was listening during IntHt lecture but she was shocked when i told her i didn't listen just now when she asked me some question. 

hahaha deceiving. i want to go cruise :D go eat and eat and eat. lol.

ok that was random. 

but talking about that, my class is always forever eating also. nice one. 

and you know what? BIO IS BACK. gosh.

had f&b tutorial and the topic's on like mostly bio stuffs. 

sigh, but good thing i took all three sciences during sec sch, 

at least it came to a little rescue now. didn't regret not dropping it. ha!

so shall not disappoint my previous bio teacher, will do it well.

sigh presentation and test next week! which makes up a pathetic small amount of percentage.

all on annoying herbs and spices and sauces and nutrition! 

totally madness. 

and i went home feeling bad inside. 

sigh, jams are irritating. 

urgh, tmr will suck. 

period. 

'cause there's no one like you, it brings out perfection of you in my eyes.

RAHHH IM SO SIAN!

shou bu liao le. i'm getting very dao lately. hoho.

don't know how to survive wed and thurs. sigh.

although by luck we always psycho tutors and lecturers to end early,

but like that bit of earLIER don't really make me happy to any great extent.

mum was nagging and grumbling over the fact that the fridge is filled with SO MUCH chocolates-belgain, merci, lindtz, kinder bueno, dark choc, fererro rocher etc.

ha goodness, pretty overwhelming i know.

but too bad no royce, miss it though.

i'm supposed to be doing my POM work now but the case study is two pages long and and and. it's time to sleep, so goodnight!

mwhaha sleeping is the best lah, seriously.

This is the power of unfailing love.

my shortest day of the week was not that nice at all.
feel so sian.
still have so many things to do, sigh!
yawn.


even if without you saying a word,
you know i will always be here :)

head aching for the day. damnnnnnit.

after the first lecture my head totally went zzz already. 

maybe i lack or sleep or whatever...and was feeling tired and sian today morning.

after lecture my class went to play basketball...goodness the sun was a burning killer luh.

i didn't join in though, just sat there and watched. lol together with lenny and yeejoo. 

then lunched and libraried, then tutorial and lecture. 

everyone else was either doing work or studying in the library...

my head was splitting so i end up listening to radio on my phone. ha?

quite stressing to see them mugging sometimes.

helped shiyu with econs though, wahaha. 

mr yeong said his parents named him after some liverpool leader,

but ever since then they did not win any matches. what a joke. 

rht lecture was shortening my lifespan, i was merely dying inside internally.

previously i was very tempted to skip it la, wanted to go home and rest :( 

but end up luckily my willpower strong enough, i'm a good student, so study! 

so beared through the intense two hour thingy and i was the first to zao when it ended. 

very cool. 

and i need to go to the hairdresser! my fringe is looong. 

but i have no time and she is not free when i'm free so can't make appointment with her.

crap, so much for trusting only her...later other places screw up my hair i'll go mad, so better not. oh well. 

pain ar pain ar head pain arrr.

i'm so desperate to sleep today.

"wah you hold fork like that one, you ang moh pai!"

someone said this to me. oh my, ha?

MONDAY BLUES :(

the best thing to be doing alone is to sleep! 

byebye i'm going school.

rawr, so tired! went to church super early :( 

luckily i didn't go for the combined leaders' meeting, 

if not i think i'd be a zombie by now alr.

just finished the 109 slides of F&B notes. 

gosh, not very nice stuff. 

it's quite annoying to have to keep printing notes by ourselves. 

why can't the school just help us do it -.- 

er xin. 

You and I, 

We are for forever. 

my room shall be my bestest friend from this day forward. ahahah.

i need to get a new highlighter. 

i need more sleep. 

i need to finish up all my homeworks today.

i need to start studying/revising soon. 

i need to get more motivated.

i want time to stop when we're together :D 

look, who says our wants are always more than our needs? 

hahaha okay i'm going sottt. 

It feels good to see you so happy :)

some people love my msn names alot. hahaha.

and some people claim that i walk at a very slow rate.

so contradicting right, i always walk fast with like almost everyone?

oh well, my actions always have rationales one ok! 

zhen shi de.

and yes i think i get really quite dao when i'm busy or sian or whatever. 

whatever! :)))

i'm left with econs and f&b tutorial homeworks.

but apparently the notes are like so screwed at the moment.

sian ar. 

hen lei le ahhh.

wan an.

rawrrr. anyone has any idea on how tired i am! :( 

so after today no more ending early in school anymore. 

timetable will resume FULL, sigh.

F&B today was zzz + -.- 

it was very draining k, talking about all the types of herbs and spices and sauces.

although it may seem pretty cool cos you really learn about FOOD,

but when comes to tests and exams it sucks big time.

i'm so tired but i'm having so many things to dooooo :( 

everyone who's online are doing homeworks too! goodness, stress right. 

sigh i wish my brain can function like as long as i'm awake. 

i want to sleeeeeep! 

crap...ok gogogo shereen, get motivated!

to finish doing all my rht and intht and econs tutorials and f&b notes!

(more pics in my class blog.)

1. commskill tutorial was boring today.
2. after school celebrated gary's birthday as a class.
3. collected notebook
4. tired

Goodnight :)

i was totally brain dead yesterday. sigh.
woke up feeling very tired, and there were two lectures somemore.
then in between breaks we went to the library.
goodness cant imagine i actually sat there and study, sigh.
but actually cos i didn't quite have the energy to pay attention previously so need to screw it in abit. i can't pay attention when i'm tired :(
no wonder i always stone during humanities lesson in my sec years.
anyway my class's also pasta freaks lah, we all only choose to eat pastas in whichever canteen. hahaha :D
second lecture i was seriously off laaa, absorption and digestion cannot take place in brain alr.
wanted to msg my favourite person but aiya, he was too busy so nevermind. haha!
i was there zombie-ing, kept listening to travel travel touring touring holidaying and stuffs :(
i want to go holidayyyyyyyy. maybe next year :D
(that day was talking about this with my besties heh)
and i was very sian throughout the day...
so after hanging out at the night orientation awhile, i left. mwhah.
i used like the first two hours to pluck up my damn courage to tell wenyi,
'cause you know...i've been leaving early for ALL orientations.
and yesterday's one was compulsory, and i left when the programme haven't started. lol.
as in it was starting la, but well, just zao.
andre saw me and i think he was pretty shocked. told you i was very antisocial alr!
and then plus you know i alr so tired, then still have to find my way back when it was quite dark -.-
then homed and slept like a pig. don't know why lah very tired this week.
maybe body function cannot adapt. oh well.
but anyway my class won last night :) cool.

rawr, gotta do tutorials and study already.
it's horrible to have tests in one months' time.

i don't wanna go orientation sighhh!

i like tuesdays best cos i end school the earliest in the week. haha?
tiring day uh, don't know why also.
after school met up with besties, went to have lunch together.
it's weird to feel that like everyday is a same routine now...gosh.
don't know how long more to get really used to this life.
four more subjects yet to attend, sigh so many lectures somemore.
so draining for brain :( and like tests are coming up in two/three weeks...goodness.
but only good thing is this week there's no tutorials,
but apparently it feels no much difference cos there's like so many things going on also -.-

at the popular bookstore today afternoon,
me: i don't trust people easily k.
ruby: yes i know, you don't even trust a pen.
at another bookstore,
ruby: you look like you read books but actually you don't.
me: i do! i read non fictions only...those that interests me.
ruby: nooo you read sot books!

oh, and paya lebar just sucks ok.
and my plan didn't go according to plan today...oh well.
efforts known will be good enough :)

i came home and did my assignments ok! so guai right.
i'll be a good tertiary student and study in the day,
so i can sleep early at night :D
HAHAHA.
so tired.

tommorow sucks, really.
i don't like the word compulsory.

i guess it must have felt really good to have someone being nice to you despite you yourself being sian or stress or even in a bad mood.
and it must have felt even much better if someone's still nice when you vent yourself out of control of various reasons.
but it feels best when someone loves and accepts just for who you are and understands every ounce of your being.

if you have that someone, feel loved and fortunate and lucky because you have the best feeling in the world that'll never cease as long as you live.

goodnight world.

I don't want to open the door and leave feeling this way ever again.
it was so deep.

first day of school, wasn't great k.
i hate the damn bus for moving so slowly. jams suck.
lectures and lectures. can't imagine what will happen when tutorials and labs start too.
i haven't been in such serious mood since long.
it's overwhelming and draining for the brain, overloaded k.
so many things to do somemore, piles and piles and work i foresee for the rest of my days.
sian and exams are coming in two months.
btw the school food's not that bad actually though.
and people were impressed by my name today when they got my number.
oh well, so it's time to start adapting to this new phase.
and crap i've so many undone things yet to settle. argh.



until i smile will be when i smile.

i realised i'm so fair. omg.

i'm zombiefied right now.

• was out for more than twelve hours today
  
• spent it totally at church
• singing the same songs for so many times is really tiring
• but thanks corn for being my nice guitarist :) (although there's still likely to have one more session)
  
• after service went for cc teachers' retreat
• lunched and we became the spotlight cos we were all wearing our shirt
  
• presentations and some talks during that retreat, felt bored actually
  
• was superbly odd there cos everyone were like adults and some are of high authorities -.-
• school's starting like tmr, sighhh i dread seeing my timetable although i still have to do it later

so tired.

i love to see you smile and laugh;
'cause it makes me happy to make you do so :D

so, yesterday didn't have time to blog at night.
but anyway highlight of yesterday was just "two weeks" HA.
can you imagine life without us?

yes cool when serious, but charming when smile.

& like who in the world wakes up so early like me on a sunday??? BOOHOO.
i tell you i got so nervous that even when i'm sleeping i'm still thinking about it.
then actually you realised when you think and sleep at the same time,
your resting energy accumulated is being used up by your thinking power,
ending up with no gain no lose, same amount of energy as before, *sigh*?
even ruby can't imagine me being a lead k?
i hope i won't make my guitarist go gaga later. hahaha.

i think i'm starting to miss my sleeping days, goodness.
i doubt they'll ever come again unless i have holidays.
Nooooooo :(

okay gotta be late already if i don't stop typing here.

so this is my class for this year:

yeejoo, me, dunno, dunno, dunno, victoria, felicia
sansan, rowinda, bridget,xiaowei,aisha,huiping,billie
weijie,not sure danny or lenny,gary,vincent,sara,renkai
(plus one or two absentees)
class 1Ho2.

this one was plus our CP and two synergy leaders wenyi and eugene.

my class looks quite bonded right.
actually i tell you no uh, very quiet one.
ohhh well, so there.

looong day :(

went back to school for orientation,
and i knew of a new shorter route to school now, heh :D
saw friends on the way on the bus, and blah blah blah.
whole morning was just listening and listening to talks and presentations.
got our timetable and i'm so disturbed by it!
i don't want to end my school at 6pm :'(
luckily not everyday if not i'll just bang the wall and try to die. Jk.
so the talkings were quite information overloaded, and basically it just puts stress into us luh.
anyway the only funniest thing of all talks was the "bring abalone to school and sell".
HAHA hilarious k? and it's an offence.
after that i left, but being forced to paste this "I love business" sticker on my face before that.
(you know those stick on kind of thing... using water to damp it that kind)
i don't even paste those things during national day last time,
and they're asking us to put it on our face! goodness, so there, bobian.
hoped our business school won that whatever-event today anyway.
so met up with ruby and andre, they also "going off". HA!
did some admin stuffs in school and left to lunch in town, although not really lunch cos i had to rush to church alr.
was late for rehearsal cos of the stupid bus, and guess what?
everyone was so attracted to my "ilovebusiness" on my face la! end up teasing me :(
CUTE OK. lol.
plus i was wearing that tp shirt which looked so big, felt weird stepping into church with that.
oh well, then went on with rehearsing...i'm supposed to show hand signal to corn for chorus or verses but ended up cracking my fingers cos i abit lost. hahaha?
after that five of us went to redhill to eat and chat, listened to corn's nonsensical happenings too.
then discussed abit of sunday's plan, and home.

yawn, so many things to do.
goodnight i'm finally sleeping after half-dead-ing doing things.

you're my first thought every morning;

sigh, my tired cycle is beginning.

don't really feel like repeating what i did today here cos i already said it alr.
so if ever there comes a time i share completely my day with someone,
i won't have the feel to blog anymore. haha!

nothing much also, kinda lame and boring. the orientation.
i seriously don't like to play those kind of games lah.
and again it was a memory torture to remember names,
it wasn't some easy names by the way -.-
and it was ear torture too cos it was so noisy during icebreaking.
talks were boring too although i did try to pay attention.
mass dance was !@#$%^&^( .
i guess i'm really quite anti-gender to this kind of things. HAHA.
i zao like nobody's business to behind to find some female so to avoid those guy partners.
i mean like hello? DANCE WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW? please la k.
and tp feels quite warm, except the lecture room.
pcss feels better cos of the fresh air hahaha!

oh, and besties were msging me throughout the day :D
and some other people too, so nice^^

it's superbly sian when i need to go back tmr to meet my lecturers and those important people and to take those documents then i can leave for church.
i don't even have the intention of going in the first place :(
go there for a few hours and then travel all the way to the other end.

don't understand why people there all so on. being too friendly is bad, really.
i'm sure i won't be like that after three years, i'll still be my reserved cool self.
HAHA :D


and i'm really very tired, goodnight.


so much for a week,
finally, :)

i feel so sian.
orientation doesn't appeal me.
my hair is wet and i'm leaving house soon.
i need a damn hairdryer sometimes.

until forever meets no end

This, is the power of true love.
Unbreakable, even if the world perishes.

this is ridiculous.
i didnt realise that i've been sitting infront of my com for the whole day today :O
oh man this is quite bad. haha.
my eyes are very tired now though.

i'm now trying to listen to all the songs in my com which seems very much impossible.
my spoiling com is getting low in memory.
and it is bombarded with 90% songs.
hahaha.

i don't know what's wrong with me but i've been listening to the same song for almost three hours alr. and i'm starting to get sick of it now.
HAHA.

my parents are in high spirits and they're teasing me.
they are laughing and i am so deadly serious over here -.-

and it feels weird to know that i'm going back to the studying world very soon after five long months.

it could be strenuous to adapt when a new phase starts i guess.
life changes don't take it's time anyway.

okay this is seriously a joke :

ﮒhereen Feel my love. says:
anw where you going to study at?
seasme street rules bossini says:
np
<ANDY> seasme street rules bossini says:
u?
ﮒhereen Feel my love. says:
i tp
<ANDY> seasme street rules bossini says:
good lor
ﮒhereen Feel my love. says:
wad good
seasme street rules bossini says:
diff sch with me ma
seasme street rules bossini says:
then i will not attract insects ma
<ANDY> seasme street rules bossini says:
u write in ur blog that i attract insects ma
ﮒhereen Feel my love. says:
LOL IS IT
ﮒhereen Feel my love. says:
you still rmb ar!


HAHA so long ago, i dont even remember.
but it was also cos he told me he was reading my blog yesterday while he was doing his.
shucks, i didn't know i was so mean, oops.

oh my darling

There's a calm surrender
To the rush of day
When the heat of the rolling world
Is turned away

We live...to die. yeah it's pathetic.
so fill up the gap between life and death with the fullest of what we have, what we can have, and getting what we want to have.
enlightening right, haha.

and i see the beauty of mutual understanding in a quality relationship :)

simply unbreakable.

i'm too tired to do my many things. sigh.

i got up at like 630am to rush to church. goodness gracious.
blah, blah and blah.
easter evangelistic service was cool today. yes cool.
humorous enough but my amusement was very short lived.
realised wearing dresses are better than skirts cos it was not that cold.
or maybe it also could be just bcos of the increase in number of people. ha.
and i think pastor ronald looks better with his hair short rather than the curly long hair.

everyone around me is talking about the flyer outing for our church's family day.
yes really everyone. and i know the course buffet sounded really cool with such cheap price.
yes i know, i'm not dumb.
but hello like what's the specialty if i get to catch the sunset there with people whom i don't really associate with?
and there's no significance in watching any symphonies there if my heart is not there either.
you gotta know i follow my heart, not my head.


i love myself for being understanding.
i love myself for being supportive and being there.
i love myself for always being so caring.
i love myself for my encouraging and comforting words.
i love myself for being so nice.
i love myself for my love.

Jiayou all the way :)

short naps suck cos they tempt you to sleep more.
i'm really feeling tired ok, although i may not show it.

powerpoints powerpoints, roarrr.

ohhh great, maggie mees ran out in my house -.-
so there goes my solitude dinner.
seriously, i must find some day to go supermarket shopping and fill my house with at least some food.
if i'm a polar bear that's it, hibernation never works in my family.

i'm eating some biscuit roll, oh my goodness.

cousin went to watch the CATS musical anyway, and then movied,
and i got called out for dinner with her&friends but i was too tired and busy to move myself.
yeah serve me right right, but too bad lah okay.
although i miss clarke quay uh, haven't been there for long.
and to think i'll have to come home myself when they're going clubbing?
aiya no thanks, don't wanna go home alone when i'm like already half-dead on a rainy day.
and you know what, i think she's like enjoying life here -.-


life is never a bed of roses.
but no matter how many thorns there may be,
i'll always be the rose you will see, the one that never pricks.
so smile, because of me you deserve to.

rain -.-

sigh, came back home got things to do again...
i'm superbly tired uh...the five hours really cannot take it already.

i don't feel like having dinner later...lazy to go out get food.
but if i don't tmr i will be super hungry...sighhhh.
my home has nothing except for chocolates and some maggie mee.
but i'm lazy to cook cos i'm tired and i have things to do :(
i need to sleep early cos i have to wake up superbly early tmr :(

I SHALL NAP NOW.

i seem to make people smile or laugh when i myself can't do it.
haha, comforting enough.

sigh, gonna teach later. stress.

& i think maybe i should get a jacket soon.

koon lima hours, erxin.

anyway i loved the air breeze at 4am last night.

Happy Good Friday †

i'm home wet again, oh well.
maybe this is what happens when i go against my instincts.

went to church for good fri svc and like wow, really serious session.
but i was still msging abit here and there in between, oops.
i like the pastor's words though, quite enlightening.
the adults session in the chapel is always talking more about real life compared to our side.
gained knowledge of the world's basic 6 needs. mwhah.
fulfillment, love and belonging, sin problem, purpose..and two more i forgot. haha!

after service went to discuss another changed plan for cc.
it's a good thing i brought my foolscap and pens, good use anyway.
i was eating while hj thinks about a new idea. saw alot of people also.
i don't know what was so funny about me la huh, but hj was laughing so much at me -.-
& then i was telling her so many things coming up in church yet to do, turning me into so holy.
hahahahaha whatever, but like seriously.
i have a deadline to meet today, lesson to prepare by tmr, easter ev. on sun,
some rehearsal next week, leading singing for cc event next week,
and two more meetups next week too. and then orientations.
& after everything start poly alr. wooo engine of life is running soon.

roarrr i feel so sleepy now.
arrr nevermind, do work first.

smile outbreak

Because you and you alone never fail to make me smile.

Siansation breakthrough;
I know i don't really talk much when i'm feeling sian.
I think i'm abit violent when i happen to 'feel' anti-social.
I realised i get very speechless when i'm teased.
I don't know why but sometimes i just don't want to admit some things. Ahem.

self reflection? hmm.

important days ahead, roarrr.

You're part of my entity, here for infinity.

some 67299941 called me last night at 1151pm.
what the heck? -.-

woke up with my shoulder in pain,
guess slept in that position for too long.

stupid shooters are annoying me,
who on earth in the right mind shoot crows in the morning?!
nuts.

Hi earthlings I'm still alive.

Sian.
Tired.
Whatever.

If we were to be under one roof.
Just if, haha.

i can only say my presence always stays.
&here i am, seeing through every side of you.

i think i'm so deprived of songs lately...
dampens my mood whenever i don't have new songs to listen to.
hahaha no wonder friends always say i listen to super old songs...
well at least they sound nice and touching what...
rather than the current music that media is producing...
all kinds of screwing songs man...they are losing the art of literature in society.
hahaha?

was busying today... well sort of.
was finding things to do...but until afternoon could not find anymore.
ahah well recently alot of church stuffs are going on...
and so i was finishing up what i have to do and all today morning.
was preparing lesson for this week during evening but stopped halfway cos i realised the lesson was quite a long one, ought to continue some other time. haha!
it's good friday this coming friday and easter evangelistic service this sunday.
alot alot alot of stuffs, important events...then saturday i still have to teach.
goodness, so many things at one go...
yet i'm feeling that my rate of doing things still not very fast.
and fancy hearing people telling me that they love my efficiency? how nice wor. haha.

stoned a little during afternoon, played some game until evening.
and i guess it's pretty true that people tend to feel good when you win in a game.
cos apparently i won, and second battle then i lost...whirlwind of emotions -.-

oh, and i got a cut somewhere near my eye :(
not distinct but the prick is.
i don't know how on earth it happened but it does hurt a little when i touch it.
sigh maybe i got scratched in my dreams. hurhur.

I can't do much with my restricted limits here,
but I'll do all I can to make you feel better.
because how you are matters to me a whole lot.

Smile, you know there's me :)

So, so much.

Just staying by you makes me whole.

there's actually a difference between waking up early in the morning but staying at home,
and waking up early in the morning but not staying at home.
was feeling so stony today la, stone&stone&nua&nua.
but afterall the day was still good, it was good :)

kinda suck when my ancient com is getting laggy.
seriously and seriously it's time to get another one...
at least soon enough before this getting spoilt com breaks down and break me.

oh my, you heard the news?
some lady died after eating some indian rojak.
and another pregnant woman got miscarriage...what tragedy.
that's like worse than saying you die after choking on a fish bone.
overwhelming eh.




私はあなたと一緒に暮らすことができる場合にのみ,
wouldn't it be nice?

to think that i'm always feeling cold every sunday in church,
you can just imagine how cold i was today when it was raining so heavily!
actually i think the problem lies in where we're sitting lah,
cos apparently our meant-to-be-sitting place is behind...
so there, maybe that explains why :(
& i must admit i really didn't pay attention at all anymore after 1250pm.
ha, i was very distracted to sms and wondering whether if it's raining outside,
and plus i'm already freezing like anything...seriously can't wait to get out of that room.

and it's surprising to know that people go out more often during rainy days...
at least i am surprised.
that is totally weird la. going out on rainy days is so totally not nice.

a smile a day keeps sadness away,

a smile always shake the stress away.

a smile that stays takes worries away,

a smile you gave it made my day.

:D

today was a nice day.

& yes i'm happy :)

y'know, i feel happy everytime when i polish my ♥
^^

i'm very sensitive to some words. really.
-

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN!(in macau)
i miss you loads ar!

i don't know if my view is strange or maybe it's just that other people can't get used to a new look or something...guys with average or a little messed up hair is nicer than short hair right??? okay i don't deny that short hair looks neater but...okay maybe it's just my own preference. boo.

you know, i seriously acknowledged the fact that i really cant stand when people don't reply me.
if there's a valid reason or something for not replying or if there's no need to, then fine.
cos it either makes you feel dumb, ignored, insignificant, or simply makes you feel that what you say don't even matter.
don't you think so?

ate before movie, ate during movie and ate after movie.
lol i think ruby and yy were so totally horrified by my huge stomach/appetite.
i tried to find some fried ice cream but sadly they don't sell it anymore.
yeah okay, i think i better stop eating so much. i'm serious k, yes i am. ha.

and like after so damn long then i caught my first nc16 movie?
anyone in the right mind shouldn't go watch it lah k.
unless you're some really violent and roudy person who loves my chemical romance,
then probably you'll like that? i don't know.
i watched it cos ruby wanted to as her L was there,
and i must say he looked so nerdy and completely gong can. not appealing at all.
and another reason cos it was a jap movie. but i didn't know it was so disturbing -.-
any christian shouldn't catch it cos it was really very santanic in a way,
their props and makeovers were totally evil-like.
like duh, heavy metal? it screws your mind completely, for crying out loud.
and that freaky devil looks so disturbing. i felt violated ok. lol.
guessed yy got freaked out at the beginning.
andre said he resembles angjunyi with that suicidal mind. haha!
but he left early due to work anyway.

stoned around aimlessly, later on saw sherman and jeremy(woah like after ages),
he showed me magic for entertainment anyway, his usual hobby.
maybe i'm the worst audience la huh but whatever ok,
there is surely something behind it one, think i don't know meh.
you do a few more times i make sure i'll catch it alr. ha-ha-ha.

oh and, there is really a shereen shop. i believe ruby now.
impressive, there's a shop with my name. haha :)

*super yawns*

(you know, a supposedly nine-people outing turned out to left three in the end zzz?)

thanks;
you rock, we rock.
we'll always do :)

Zzz, that's it. Never again.
mandy's inbox speaks my whole morning.


burning, still burning.

feel ♥

i can be pretty serious when coming to teach people eh, ha.
taught and helped eric with studying today for a few hours.
ha, and i think my teachers should feel proud of me, wahaha :D
but yeah, pretty tiring after talking so much and thinking abit.
and of course, his girlfriend shirly was there too :)

was talking to someone on msn today morning,
and surprisingly found out that she's in tp too!
haha senior. well apparently she's supposed to be in church,
but after some side-tracked talking realised that she's in tp too.
so she was telling me all about poly stuffs...this and that.
looks overwhelming in a way, but i guess year1 shouldn't be that bad.
and oh, seems like when i turn 18 it'd probably be a tougher year than usual.
but then again, i can't wait to turn 18 actually :)

& i mean it; i'll see you through everything.

:)

alright, finally some sense had been screwed into my parents' mind.
or my mum at least. some hope that is.

& my head is still throbbing a little, ahhh.

i woke up with a headache,
and i guess it was probably cos i strained too much in my dream.
not a very nice dream ok.
although i think it'll never happen but still it haunts me...
well at least for that moment when i woke up.

sometimes i really wonder...
how different can one person be?

can you imagine someone who treats you fine actually treats everyone else in a different way?
or can you imagine someone who treats you badly and yet treats everyone else nicer?
or can you imagine this happening to you and you don't even realise that?

If only...

boo.
caught hotel for dogs with branden, joshua, huijun and audrey.
cute and funny movie though...but i was quite overwhelmed cos for the whole 100min my mind was all barking noises of so many dogs -.-
i like the white puppy :D hehe.

anw branden went to the wrong place, so poor thing!
after that went to somewhere at rochor road to have beancurd.
on the way told them the hotel i went to during prom,
and aud told me that the high tea there is nice. HAHA food talks.
planned some stuffs while eating and later on decided to make prank on our dear friend eleena.
we were hoping she's not studying or having exams in her uni or smth,

and luckily she was free, so our ahbeng drama came out.
tricked her into believing that we got into some gangster problem and needs her help to talk on the phone.
branden the 'ahbeng' was superbly hilarious la, "i want your friend to kneel down and apologise to my girlfriend then i happy. if not i bash him up. i not happy!"
LOL what the heck? so funny can.
i guess we'll probably get it from her pretty soon. hahaha!
hanged around then left shortly.

oh! aud told me she plays left 4 dead man!
so kan bu chu one...hahaha i guess i don't look like i play games one either?
and i realise the society nowadays really sells nonsensical things.
who on earth will buy a lame stuff to shock yourself?

ruby gan fooled me last night at 12.51am, cheeater lor i was asleep.
ruby: haha there's a shop name named shereen.
shereen: dont fool me, im bloody wide awake now.
ruby: this time's serious la, i take picture let you see.
okay i'll be waiting -.-

&it feels complete when we are together :)

Life for me can't be any better if yours sucks.

but it isn't totally,

'cause you still have me.

i know how overloaded things are now,

but keep going on, i'm always here with you :)