summary of the day: thursdays suck big time. 

was late by 1min for IntHt tutorial. 

spoils nearly my everyday when i'm always running against time. 

without even driving i already can get annoyed, if i ever drive then surely will be worse. 

so was introducing ourselves + one interesting fact. 

pretty lame though, wasted so much time actually. 

and i think i eat the slowest in class(gasp).

although it doesn't happen all the time cos either i'm hungry or i started eating first. haha!

cos it was like "can we go now?" 

then someone went "cannot... our zombie shereen is still eating." 

yeah i know. i was called that cos i'm famous for always saying i'm sian and/or tired. 

went to the library and then most of the ladies were SLEEPING ok. 

and guess what, i wasn't one of them. HAHA contradicting right. 

the most tired one end up doing tutorial there ok... how cool. 

sansan beside me was reading some magazines while jaslyn beside me was reading some notes. 

'cos i know when i go home also too tired to do anything,

so there- time management. and i'm so not easily influenced! heh. 

although my mind was like "very tired, just stone lah." 

apel lesson, talked about effective living, purpose of it...

basically just success in life lah. quite enlightening.

and better than peicai's character education. hahaha.

anyway i realised female lecturers are like so... all one pattern only. 

no sense of humour, and they don't laugh, they don't smile. 

(random thought: i miss ms nai!)

and i don't think it's them being purely serious or strict, but more to like their "character?" 

like how they choose to be how they are like?

but coincidentally all turns out to be the same kind -.- 

don't know lah. they all only give one expression, and talks only in that way. 

unlike all the males, they're much more interesting.

even the most boring commskill tutorial: he managed to make us laugh today for the first time. congrats. 

oh, and i was quite lost at first cos i heard the guys saying my name in class.

renkai was telling lenny about me, and i was like "what?" 

i think i was quite fierce that moment la, he gave that omg-look -_-"

cos we had to form groups for projects?

every subject also got this issue, kinda troublesome frankly.

then until last tutorial during grp discussion gary was like "wah potential member".

then he added "no wonder your want to join her grp project right!"

like hello, they think what. freeloader uh. but too bad it doesn't go that way.

i told them can forget about that stupid idea lah.

but anyway they don't look like they're those cmi people la, 

at least i saw them presenting today. slack can never exist in this course?

although it's very much hidden to like almost everyone...

from their actions and words sometimes. haha! 

so so many things to dooooooo :( sigh.

i'm going to chiong all my tutorials.

then presentation, then study, then project. 

saying out is easy, thinking of it is horrible, and doing it is ultimate siansation.

oh yeah yesterday the teacher said depressant can be used to see how depressed or happy a person is when he/she drinks. 

hmm so if you ever want to maintain your outer image just don't ever drink to prevent your real inner self to reveal. 

ha okay whatever.

argh tiredness reached maximum alr. 

goodnight world. 

until the sun shines again tomorrow.