I don't want to open the door and leave feeling this way ever again.
it was so deep.

first day of school, wasn't great k.
i hate the damn bus for moving so slowly. jams suck.
lectures and lectures. can't imagine what will happen when tutorials and labs start too.
i haven't been in such serious mood since long.
it's overwhelming and draining for the brain, overloaded k.
so many things to do somemore, piles and piles and work i foresee for the rest of my days.
sian and exams are coming in two months.
btw the school food's not that bad actually though.
and people were impressed by my name today when they got my number.
oh well, so it's time to start adapting to this new phase.
and crap i've so many undone things yet to settle. argh.



until i smile will be when i smile.