last sunday of the year.
today everything seemed to pass quite fast.
had some indoor picnic, lol.
and its pretty sad cos evan and junhui is leaving.
they had long speeches for us, which was very heart-warming and touching.
oh well. theres always a point of time in life that such things happen.

to the both of them:
i really appreciate your presence, although time we had together is short.
thanks for letting me know how i lived in your lives.
i will keep you two in mind always. misses :)

and tommorow is the last day of the year.
i feel so...reluctant to move on to next year.
i really like this year alot, although time really flew.

hais. im broke. =(
poor me; just two more days.
and, no lunch today.

today's the last saturday of the year! aw.
yeah went to meet ruby and jiani at my house area,
then after that met up with mandy.
didnt bother to bring umbrella,
so mandy bought it, and we both hate to take umbrellas. LOL.
oh well. went to plaza sing to walk around.
two girls looking at rings are quite uncommon right.
we do funny things actually. hahaha.
then to hougang for dinner. man that crispy noodle is so huge!
and i think im quite funny. am i ?
i dunno why she can laugh so much. at me. lol.

this isnt any ordinary mirror you know. lol

yay the right one :D

:)

emo me? haha

-.- mandy took me

and that mad woman always like to take me. lol

what a day to finally rest at home.
though i didnt exactly did anything much. lol.
after looking at andre's blog, i saw the picture of class 4g.
it looks like some operation room to me -.-
no inspiration at all. thats bad.
and i think theres no nice scenery out of the window.
maybe its a good thing to have wooden floors while others have cement.
but it'd be quite noisy when people walk around. lol.
what a life next year.
just five more days to go.

4th day of xmas

still very surprised. oh my.

thanks yingen! =)
really appreciated it.
your money, time, effort, and thoughts :)

my chinese handwriting is getting from bad to worse.
oh man this is way too bad.

went to swim in the late afternoon.
ruby accompanied me,
though she just sat there and do her stuffs while waiting for me,
cos she dunno how to swim.
haha, i swam 7 breaths and 7 lengths! whoa so tired. lol im getting old.
and ruby said im funny cos i swim in rectangle.
lol as in the shape of the pool. hahaha.
and when i was about to go i saw two people from peicai one.
i think they were quite shock to see me swimming in the pool. LOL.
well yeah, and i forgot my comb!!! aw im really getting old.
then went to the stadium, ruby went to jog for like uh, 8 rounds.
yeah, and i sat there read my 'tuesdays with morrie' book.
wow i didnt know it was so inspiring. lol.
i bought that book like half a year ago but i started reading it only now.
haha sounds pretty pathetic i know. but its a nice book i believe :)
i can get a life probably after reading it, cos i think i got no life when school starts.

xmas is over. so no more high already. lol.
oh well this year's doesnt feel like one though.
went out with mandy and ruby to sentosa.
wah i feel so disappointed in myself lar.
after eight years i havent cycle, sadly i forgot how to cycle alr.
i cant balance :( aww thats pretty saddening huh.
and i sweated like for two hours there until i got no energy already.
but congrats ruby! :D hahaha somehow under my motivation she did it o.o
maybe someday when im damn free i shall go master it again.
then cos i didnt bring extra clothes and i got blister also,
so eventually didnt join them in the water.
was sitting at some coconut tree looking at the scenery,
with those disco songs in the background,
and the wind blowing against my face. lol.
it was pretty nice actually, good for relaxation.
and i saw alot of things and thought of many things also. hahaha.
then somehow somewhat i fell asleep. (under a coconut tree) -.-
oh yeah, sorta got suntanned there lor.
i think i got just abit darker by now. hahaha.
then went to harbor front for dinner. man i was hungry like shit!
ruby said i like camel, suddenly drink so much water.
but true lor, i was seriously thirsty.
one cup of mac sprite and reg iced milo. lol thats how bad i was.
then laughed alot cos of alot of things. basically gossiping lah. lol.
tried to offer seats to some elderly on the mrt but got rejected. aww.
and, we missed out the jungle trail. hahaha!

just reached home. yawn.
ha, what a christmas indeed.
first outing was somehow cancelled,
so eventually went out with andre, shirly and niko.
and you know i celebrated my xmas in the train,
cos i was trapped in it for like 1.5 hours just for 5 pathetic stops.
yeah, very merry wor. lol.
andre took the train behind me, and he was also affected.
i dunno how the hell it happened, but the delays can really kill you.
luckily i have patience xD, if not it wont be a merry day.
haha, yeah so wasted like almost two hours in the dumb train. sigh.
feel so crapped. then reached orchard met up with andre first.
and pathetically we abit lost in where to look for them.
taka, then we basically walked all the way to far east,
but kena cheated by some fool who said there was pizza hut there. lol.
so from far east walk all the way back to plaza sing,
but sadly full house, so goodbye my pizza :(
went to eat pastamania to fulfil andre's long wish. hahaha.
ooh yeah. weird things do happen, at the wrong point of time.

MERRY XMAS TO ALL! :D

what a small world

happy xmas eve! :D

met up with jerome for awhile to get smth.
then met ruby, mandy, james and coke at city hall.
went to walk around and ate lunch at suntec.
man, i dunno wads so funny but ruby and me kept laughing. lol.
but laughed at the wrong point of time. haha! oops.
went to walk again, and then got so sian,
so in the end coke treated ben and jerry's. lol
then somehow ended up they two buying xmas presents for us o.o
went to marina after that, then crapped alot there. hahaha.
coke thought we're mental, cos me and ruby always laugh -.-
hey come on laughing is a good thing. lol :)
then in the end got two big boxes of hello panda for mandy and ruby.
then went to breadtalk, and they both bought me the gingerbreadman soft toy! :D
aww i love it lah. thanks alot...though i feel quite bad cos they buy for me more ex than they two.
hmm but in the end we three also got buy them smth in return lar :)
yeah, then went to compasspoint with mandy for dinner.

tmr is xmas tmr is xmas tmr is xmas! =)

dearest beloved santa,
all i wish for christmas is just my next year to be happy.
please dont let me suffer in school doing homeworks,
and i dont wish to have too much rain next year,
especially on my birthday. lol.
i dont want to grow any taller or gain too much weight either.
and i wish i can change phone, though i think its not very possible.
i dont want to fail my amath or physics anymore too. haha.
and lastly, do look into my heart. ive been a good girl! :D

this is so cool la :)

=)

some pictures that i took during my holiday :

on snow!

my neice o.o

hmm? orange hands? hahaha

he is soooooo cute!

lol hands too numb to make a nice heart shapethe cheeky naughty niece, always bully me one

ice cream! here! all snoopy stuffs! aww...yeah its a small world. lolrocks rocks rocks :)my lunch! hahamickey santa ? :) he waved at me!oh there, minnie! i love snowman! so adorable right? oh look, pluto! mickey's house. lol

mickey's signature is pretty cool manme and mickey! smiles :D

the castle at night view :)my dinner at disneyland? ha

i thought this was supposed to be in new york?

in the hotel. hahaha

santa and me! lol! shereen; thats me =)

wow got five xmas gifts today :)
how sweet.
and you, caught my attention.

lunched with jerome.
yeah hope hes feeling better :)
cheeeeer up yo.

out with kangy today :D
wooo.

okay im tired.
got alot of things to do and going on.
and i received two xmas gifts today! hahas :)

elroy brought me to see my beloved snoopy today.
yay him, yay me, yay snoopy :D

and fillet-o-fish! hahas.

you dont see, its because i miss you.
even as a friend, theres alot of emotions within me.

im back im back im finally back! :D
whoa, seven days is like so loooong.
oh well, its good to be home at last.
hmm can say im back in one piece lah,
cos i still got a little bit of energy to be here blogging. lol.
i miss my blog so much! ahaha.
okay anyway, firstly and above everything, i wanna say something:
for seven days i havent been drinking milo!!!!!!!!
oh yeah? okay that was random, but seriously i miss milo too. haha.
and the weather was seriously cold! like -9 degrees celsius?
im almost like ice lah, freezing like no one under the world wide earth 0.o
and i kept plane-ing until im kinda sick of it also already.
oh not forgetting to mention, i didnt listen to songs for like one week!!!
man that was like craziness.
well anyway, going on a holiday gave me many inspirations though :)
but i kind of forget already lar. lol.
i was in a happy mood when coming back, but dropped down when came home.
why? cos the moment i step into my room, i see all the books on my table =(
yeah yeah...twelve more days. sighs.

pre-day one:
actually nothing lar, just planed to tokyo and settled there for the day.
watched that rat movie on the plane. hahaha free movie. cool wor =x
met up with relatives and stuffs. total 11 people o.o
day one:
planed again to hokaiddo.
i saw snow! it was so beautiful man, snow falling.
reminds me of santa :D hahaha
day two:
went ice-skiing. well as in go there play snow lah,
cos i dunno how to ski, and i dun wana learn also. lol
the shoes were a killer man, after wearing it i felt like as if im crippled -.-
so i kinda had difficulty walking on snow. haha but afterall it was fun la :)
i saw snowflakes also...everything's like so unbelievable, so magical lidat. lol
imagine seeing everywhere white, land white and all.
and we built a snowman there. haha and snow attack! xD
then went to some jap pool there for the nights, spa kinda thing lah.
they say must go so go lor. =\
and ive been blowing my hair like mad these days. lol.
day three:
went to some samurai place.
man i tell you their house is horrible! lol.
its like so slanted, then you go in you start to move in all directions -.-
i think got some kinda gravity or something lah,
then you're like stuck in there unless you use alot of force to get out of it.
everyone was screaming like theres no tmr.
lol and i was like laughing all the way. hahaha!
but its freaky lar i must say.
then ate seafood steamboat. dunno why crabs are famous there.
and later went to some bear place so the bears.
wasnt really interested cos i was too cold to even do anything. lol
then at night had ice cream party! everyone went to one room then chatted whole night :D
day four:
went for a ride on scooter! up the snow mountains and stuffs.
it was really cool lar, though i dunno how to drive but i thought it was quite fun :D
the person infront of me drove so slow -_-"
made me abit irritated sometimes. haha i like it, it was fun man :)
then shopping! went to some grand musical shop.
inside everything is music boxes. so lovely lor...but very ex.
in the end i bought myself a snoopy one :D
actually wanted to buy something else one,
but aiya thinking of it dun wan lar, so expensive then forget it.
its just a music box afterall. lol. but yet again, aww snoopy :D
then ice cream again, and shopped around.
day five:
okay planed back tokyo again. and this day very bad lar.
everything was going wrong and stuffs.
then my mood very bad also, then was having headache also.
then yeahyeah, bad day.
day six:
disneyland!!! :D woooo this day is awesome man!
i love this day lah, everything's so great.
went there for the whole day to play.
the place is seriously very beautiful.
everywhere you can hear xmas songs, see disney stuffs.
and the games! they are all so cool man.
but one thing i dread is like, one game can made us wait for like an hour.
madness right. just one place one spot takes up alot of time queuing up.
and the place is huge, didnt really go everywhere lor, no time :(
that mickey house took me the most time.
stood there and waited like an hour to get into his grand house -_-"
but was really nice and all.
the parades were great. truly amazing.
and lastly fireworks! wooo very very extremely nice.
haha i dunno how to describe everything lah,
but it was really perfect. (excluding waiting time lol)
day seven:
shopping whole day. thats all. hahaha.
then afternoon planed to hongkong.
cos the tour thingy was from there.
so's like reached the hotel at 1am. i was like a zombie x_x
so eventually woke up like at 6.30am today,
pack things, then traveled all the way to the airport,
shop and ate and planed back singapore.
and here i am this very fine day. lol exhausting yea.

i think i gained weight. had been eating so much.
hais, this is way bad.
oh and last thing, jap guys are pretty cool actually. xP

and thats the end. no more no more.
next year already o's, and school's starting.
i gotta brush up abit for school, and xmas,
and many things to do. yesyes.
i will upload some pics in the next few days,
cos most of the are in my cousin's cam.

as the thought passes through my mind,
its still hard to believe, dont you think so?
think though it carefully, and do realise, this is just so wrong.

goodbye singapore for one week.
i hope i will come back in one piece.
hahaha alright, till then.

misses! :)

ive packed my stuffs today.
well but actually i have like nothing to pack O.o
i mean, seriously... what do i have to bring? (clothes exception duh)
so's like, everything's in the luggage,
and me and my empty bag. lol which consists only of :
1. camera and batteries
2. battery charger
3. pencil and notepad( journalling lol)
4. wallet + keys + phone(though i cant use) + mp3

yeah that's all. lol :)

im flying tmr! gonna be away from 13th dec to 20th dec.
by 21st night will be back in sg. aww.
who knows i might freeze to death in there man. lol.
i dunno whether will i survive or something lah.
i hope i wont die of eating sushi everyday. ahaha.
but whatever that is, seven days will sure pass quite fast(i hope).
im gonna come back for xmas! yay christmas! hohoho :D

zzz!
woke up by alvin to go out.
i was the girl in black. lol :)
well anyway, went to marina.
walked around and bought some stuffs.
and i realised andre cannot walk long distances lar.
his leg was so suan! lol oh yeah then somehow we went to suntec also.
it was beautiful there though( i mean the lights) haha.
and yeah, see see look look.
saw keith! hahaha so surprised. lol.
was having a slight headache also, cos its raining,
and its cold, and im lack of sleep too. so...O.o
then went to eat. lol i think everyone used to me eating so slow alr.
(even drinking) ahahaha.

sleep sleep sleep.
everyone's calling me pig.

yesterday went to rhema conference! :)
some church camp thingy.
woke up like 6am, then went to meet up at like bukit gombak,
which is like super far, then took bus to the second church.
on the way lots of stuffs happened, and it was like so funny can.
junhui was sucha "great" person. lol
but g2 was really cool. i love the band :D
so it lasted for like the whole day, did alot of things.
workshops, services, games and performances. man the music part was awesome la.
though i was like, quite tired and bored halfway in the afternoon.
and so 9pm then end, huijun's parents sent me home :)
and i reached home at 11pm. was really tired out man.

fact and truth are two different things.
when you're serious about something, it means you really want it.
our future is not ahead of us, its inside of us.
what you did have already done, focus on the things you can do but not done yet.

at least i got something into my head for the 17 hours yesterday o.o

oh well. and i woke up today having a slight headache.
maybe not enough sleep or something.
and the weather's like so cold also.
i could have sleep longer but i got stuffs to do.
cos im like going away the day after tmr...and my gb! lol.
man, i hope i wun fall sick at this point of time :(

anyway, my dearest fillet! take care and enjoy yourself okay!
although you wont be seeing me, but no worries lar,
you got your "surprises" coming up, so dont miss me yeah :D

every word you said tells me alot.
and every word i said means alot too.
i dont know, what on earth is exactly on your mind.

you and your excuses?
i tell you, im starting to get sick of excuses.
seriously i never liked people to give excuses anw.

why choose the hard way.
you could just simply make a change.
or perhaps it was your way of escaping.
why? what for?
you think you didnt lose anything? think again.

and im seriously very lack of sleep.
i guess im gonna go back and sleep now.

ahh just came back.
today was a funny day. everywhere everything can make me laugh. hahaha!
oh well. went for lunch at mos burger with pearl and huijun.
long time gathering! haha :)
oh yeah, and we talked and eat.
then later went to meet andre and shirly.
shirly wanted to do homework, so we went to some cafe.
then we went to eat(again). well as in they were eating,
then i only had dessert, cos i cant fill in more already. lol!
played big2 with andre. at least today not bad okay, i got win lor xP
then shirly down there "no heart" do homework. hahaha.
then talk and crap... then played pool. 2bucks for one game? oh man.
okay whatever, and after the game shirly was mad about pooling,
and she goes solo-one-ball-pool herself, shooting white ball into the holes.
lol me and andre sat there watching her self-crazy-ing =P
haha okay lar but shes addicted, can understand. lol.
a long day indeed. and tmr's gonna be longer. aww.

i am a someone, who knows many things that people didnt know that i knew :)

kangy's dumb meeting made my day so lonely =(
lol i miss him man, but can only see him after two weeks.
anyway, i should congrats myself abit,
cos i managed to like sort of "completed" my homeworks :D
(chinese exception) wahahahas.
i left quite a number of blanks though, but whatever.
at least i did and i tried! woooo.
the feeling of homework-free is just too nice.
chinese i can take my time, cos actually if dont do i dun think anything will happen.
its like, i can do from jan to may before o's start in june for chinese.
so what's the rush? ahahaha.
well actually i chiong homework is cos i really have no time next week onwards.
yeahyeah, so now i can take my things slowly,
plan out my stuffs and going busy and gone and all sorts of stuffs.
phoned with ruby for like an hour, and she was totally self-highing -.-
hmm we're gonna be apart for like two weeks! aww im so gonna miss her.
but its good cos i dun have to stand her renfu-craze next week =P
met huijun for dinner, and discussed bout some things.

i love gingerbread man! they're the cutest food on earth :D
but for all of my life, i hate ginger!!!

ahaha that was random.

out with ruby :)
it was damn funny cos i wanted to play hide and seek with her in vivo.
hahaha! oh well but anyway...
"My future My commitment!" :D
haha that was very funny.
okay anw, i laugh doesnt mean im mad okay -.-
at least you laugh when i laugh also. so i can make ppl laugh when i laugh. lol :)
i took a very x 1000 long time to actually think of what to eat.
oh man this is bad. i have to start deciding fast.
maybe i'll start with food first. lol.
then i was talking for the whole day about lots of stuffs...
yeah den mum called to ask me go home cos its raining,
and shes somewhere doing her hair,
so she needs me to go home and save the mop thats hanging out there in the rain -.-
but too bad lah, i went home after the rain stopped. LOL.

step 1: thinking process
step 2: action
step 3: dont go wrong in step 2

clarence appreciated the above advice. LOL.
although he said if step 1 wrong then whole thing wrong.
well true, but since its a process, then it shouldnt go wrong,
whats more when you think, you have to think properly, right?

last night went to malam with clarence, cecilia and jx.
lol too bad trevor cant make it, pang seh clarence here.
aww. you should have seen dear clarence, he was so lonely.
hahaha just joking.
jx didnt know the rocks were "shiny" until that fateful night.
lol, and both of them went to buy drink in fair price,
and took sucha long time to choose a drink.
ha although the price is really very fair,
but when we came out and walked less than 5 mins,
jx was so pissed cos there were drinks there. LOL.
ha oh well, then walk walk walk, talk talk talk.
cecilia went to mac and bought shaker fries.
so we sat there and talked. yeah i dont know why we're so free also. lol.
and clarence's nice enough to treat us ice creams. lol!
and i realise jx can really talk non stop.
man, suddenly we're like laughing like theres no tmr -_-"
shes the number-one-gossip-girl :D
i dunno how to say something funny lah, i only know how to laugh.
hahaha!

and cecilia said three times that she hate me on msn! lol :(
and she! called me a pig too.
i dunno how many people have been calling me that already 0.o

when i was asleep yesterday night,
out of a sudden my dumb phone rang,
and it was ruby, screaming right into the phone.
and i tell you my whole room was filled with her voice,
and i can even feel my ears trembling. lol.
but although i didnt reacted much, cos im like, sleeping?!?!?!!!
then she started telling me all sorts of things,
and its impossible for me to go back to sleep cos of her talking,
so i just gave her some replies(which i couldnt rmb wad it was anyway).

gb amath gb amath gb amath. madness.

my days ahead:
today - pasar malam! :)
7th dec - going out
8th dec - dunno yet
9th dec - church; going out
10th dec - whole day out
11th dec - dunno yet
12th dec - pack and gb and hw
13th dec - flying in the afternoon
14th dec ~ 20th dec - not in singapore
21st dec - back and rest
22nd dec - going out in late noon
23rd dec - church plus going out
24th dec - xmas eve! still yet to plan
25th dec - xmas! :D havent plan also
26th dec or 27th dec - sentosa!
28th dec ~ 30th dec - dunno yet
31st dec - not going anywhere i guess
1st jan - get ready for school; last day of resting
2nd jan - the start of the next suffering sec4 year

the rain's so heavy today.
and it lasted for the whole day :(
can someone just understand why i dun like rain?
lol... well although i do get emo at times, but i still dun like when it rains.
maybe its bcos im born in the morning so i dun like rain. i like sunshine :D
hahaha!

anyway, i saw pizza hut's pizza adver!
jingle joy pizzaaaa :D

its raining, its pouring 0.o


i started gunbound last night :D
yeahyeah, decided to leave my 100 000 aside first.
although im like still quite lousy in gb lah.
it was pretty cool, was playing with the guys in the morning...
trevor, clarence, kenny, joel and jerome.
and i feel quite bad cos some of them create a new noob account just to accompany me. aww.
but still, its nice to like play with your friends.
gunbound gathering xD lol okay whatever.

y0ut0pia! :)

im so gonna finish physics tmr.
tmr tmr tmr. man i hate this.
so for the day was just simply doing that stupid thing,
and at the same time trying to break my 100 000 record.
getting kinda tired already, cos i cant even get like 70 000 :(
lol. i think its by luck lah, is it? whatever.
at least i have things to do.
my house's so pathetic, got no food.
was like trying to find things to eat but got nothing to eat 0_o
felt like going out to buy some snacks, but yet again dont bother.
waste my money only. lol.
tmr's another day of boredom at home.
hmmmm.

and cai! that was was so sweet. aww :)

went out with parents today.
and then i saw miss yeo in the mrt 0_o
thank goodness she dont know me. ha.
well she was using her phone and smsing the whole time la,
and i think she was just typing one msg. lol.
went all the way to vivo, then ate lunch at the food republic.
my dad ordered quite alot of dim sum though,
but my mum went to buy some other food also.
i think the only thing my parents can save money on me is food.
i hardly like even eat much kinda thing.
then walked around the place.
and then went to buy my shoes, then they went to some other places.
then i went home, wanted to sleep but went to do hw instead.
man, im so so so lack of motivation.
im gonna chiong tmr. hopefully it will be a success. lol.
during night time mum scolded dad, and dad bu shuang scolded me.
but i cant be bothered, cos i was too busy thinking of my stuffs,
cos its seriously bothering me at the moment.
so yeah, nothing from him got into my head,
which is a perfectly good thing, cos nothing happened in the end xD
okay, and for once im like quite busy tonight.
all thanks to that.

and im trying to break record of 100 000! :D
haha, jerome should know what i mean.
and i guess i've alot of things to plan and do this month.

i find myself doing nothing but playing games lately.
seriously, all i do these days is just to play games.
i think im really bored until extreme already.
i have to admit im really sick of homeworks alr.
i wonder how am i going to live on next year. lol.

ten more days and im flying.

yeaaaah leehom started his rehearse concert already!
lol...its a pity that i cant see him when we're just so near.
but yet so far. haha.

happy birthday aunt! :D
yeah church today and home.
im so guai i didnt go anywhere. ha.
anyway was late, sorry to everyone who waited for me.
evan said when she first saw me she was so happy,
cos i looked so happy. LOL oh my gosh thats the first thing ive ever heard man.
oh well. hahaha.
went to buy some showpieces, then went to buy some food.
saw a scene at carrefour counter.
wow you should have seen the indian lady.
cos when it was her turn, they told her to go next lane,
cos the counter closed already.
then i was like infront of her two people away,
so she was kinda pissed cos she very suay.
then i dunno what happened cos i went home after paying. lol!
was sleeping the afternoon after eating my lunch,
woke up and did a chinese compre.
lol yes one compre that consists of 5 questions. LOL.
how pathetic. man, homework is nuts.
and im starting to wonder if 3g will split next year.
who thinks we will...?
im starting physics tmr. oh my, please let me survive.

oh yeah i love homboy! <3

leehom's having a rehearse concert today in singapore!
yeah hes in singapore! lol :D
7pm at stadium cove.
but too bad i cant go, didnt buy his phone so no tickets.
oh well. but leehom rocks. yay :)

expo is sucha super far place like dunno what 0_o
we took like one hour plus to get there? Lol by mrt.
and i dun like the mrt in the green line.
everyone's like so...whatever.
and every mrt we took today we missed.
as in purposely miss it, cos too many people and we cant get in anyway.
LOL how amusing right.
so finally reached that place.
man, i tell you that place is worse than chinatown.
so many people one. though cant blame them lar,
that place was huge and all.
so found shirly after some time while searching for some hall 5 thingy.
lol and its super funny to just help her fill up some forms,
for some lucky draw thing 0.o
lol like as if we got so lucky to win anything. haha.
oh well, then went to some food court to eat.
hahaha $5 for chicken rice! thats like so funny.
okay lar but to me its quite alot already.
when guys bu shuang right, they can be really fierce.
even sometimes the way they talk also very fierce =x
then went home by mrt, and then bus.
the bus is like so much faster and peaceful than mrt. lol.
so it was a day of transportation i guess. hahaha :)

It's December! :D

wow so fast, so fast.
its the last month of the year. so sad =(

oh well, nevermind. time never stops anyway.

December's Resolutions:
` going for holiday :)
` buy shoes
` finish up the holiday homeworks !@#$%^&
` chrrrristmas! :D
` catch movie
` repair my slippers
` read a damn book


ask yourself when's the last time you were really happy.

己经好远了
退也有一点累了
我们都不知道路有多远
走到何时才歇一歇
不如就现在吧
让我们都停下
但是在休息后
我们还不知道继续走的理由
雨都停了天都亮了
我们还不懂
这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方
是要持续仍旧珍惜
还是回到原地
如今此刻的我
的确是有一点疲倦

and i forgot to mention,
i dont like people who have excuses.

and i simply hate the word sorry.
since two years ago.
i never liked guys to say that.

in life we just have to accept the fact that:
1. whatever that is, just go with it
2. you cant change the fact, but you can do something about it
3. some things cant be explained
4. only the person who said something knows why he/she said it
5. things always happen without you knowing why sometimes
6. if you cant do something, then forget about it
7. people dont know what we want and what we are thinking
8. sometimes we ourselves dunno what we're thinking

yes. and i dont believe in what time can do.
its just a matter of choice that we make.

maybe i woke up on the wrong side this day.
i was feeling quite irritated. which is something so rare.
dont know. well but i can tell you it sucks big time.
sorry for being late, i didnt mean to.
almost everything made me irritated in a way or another.
how impressive.
and mini toons have fortune telling stuffs. 0.o
lol ruby and me went to play, for the fun of it.
ha you know what. under the "who bless me today?",
and my answer was dracula. which means : something goes wrong.
oh yeah? some fortune telling that is -.-
had delifrance for lunch, then walked around suntec.
i dunno why but time passed very slowly today.
went to bugis to find jiani, but cant help her lar.
so i suggest can quit that job lar, very waste time actually.
then went to ps, and then home.
dun ask me anything, i dunno how to answer. i got no answer.
i just know im very tired and sick of it now.

thanks, you never fail to make me laugh :)

and today's the last day of nov!
oh how great. november havent been a nice month.
'cause i dont remember any wonderful things that happened to me.

1. Name. Age. Gender?
Shereen.15.Female
2. What describes your relationship situation?
dont know.
3. Where were you three hours ago?
bishan eating.
4. What was the last movie you saw?
enchanted :)
5. Who did you copy this off?
from jul's blog
6. Baths or Showers?
baths
7. Who was your last conversation with?
elroy
8. A recent memory?
i have alot of them recently.
9. Ever been out without underwear on?
hahaha when i was young i guess. lol
10. Color of your shirt?
white
11. What is your middle name?
erm. i dunno lar.
12. Ever been to the beach at night?
that was very long ago...hmm.
13. Good advice if you ever go camping?
be prepared to get lack of sleeps.
14. Are you a bad influence?
nah i dont influence people i guess.
15 . Ever stayed up all night?
nah not possible for me. lol!
16. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?
potter.
17 . Who is the next person you will kiss?
what a question.
18. Rather have your name or your siblings name?
i dun have any siblings =)
19. Do you like someone right now?
dunno. no.
20. Do they like you back?
do they look like they do? lol.
21 . Favorite colors?
blackkk
22. Ever held a baby?
yeah i hold them like everytime i go back msia 0.o
23. Last song you heard?
us against the world- westlife
24. Wear glasses?
hardly xD
25. Last thing someone bought you?
donuts from mum :D
26. Does your best friend have a friendster?
yeap, but not all of my best friends.
27. Last Pub you went to?
nah cant go.
28. Which website did you visit last?
friendster
29. Want to go to Uni/College?
see first. lol.
30 . Where is your phone?
infront of me.
31. Next event you're going to?
tmr, out.
32. Ever been proposed to or proposed to someone?
im 15 -.-
33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears CDs?
nah.
34. Have you ever written a song?
nah.
35. Best event you've ever been to?
leehom's concert!!! :D
36 . Emo or Scene?
none.
37. Do you like to dance?
hmm nahh.
38 . iPod or Zune?
none.
39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
er..no?
40 . Seen the Simpsons movie ?
nah but i played the game before. lol
41 . Do you read trashy romance novels often?
last time.
42 . Last person spoke to on the phone?
dad.
43. Do you sing in the car?
yeah
44. Do you ever sing in the shower?
when i was young. hahaha
45 . What's in your CD player right now?
nothing?
46 . Last person to tell you they loved you?
someone.
47. Do you think they meant it?
what difference does it make?

see see! told you the weather forecast not accurate!
it didnt rain today! hahaha.

alright so went out with mum today.
went to quite alot of places though. lol.
at least i bought something.
mum said walked whole day didnt buy much,
waste her time only. lol...come on not like as if im very rich.
and my mum cut queue today. cos of donuts 0_o
its a very complicated thing, but somehow ended up someone bought for us.
so yeah, whatever lah.

met up with dad in the afternoon during his break time.
man it was damn funny cos he was at the other side of the escalator,
and we were at this side one.
it was so dumb, cos my mum was like screaming at the phone,
and my dad was frustrated cos he dunno where the hell are we.
lol they are very funny people indeed.
and i saw jerome and his mum! hahah that was so surprising.
my mum was talking to his mum and i didnt know,
only when i happened to turn behind then i saw him.
haha what a small world. lol xD

for once my mum and i didnt argued when we're out.
ha, how amazing. well maybe cos shes in good mood or something.
and suddenly im very motivated to work.
ive nothing better to do at home. either hw or sleep or com.
very no life. so thought of going to work for one week.
lol although its pathetic, but better than nothing at the moment.
but currently cant find any lar, unless got friends to work with also :)
im sick of doing homework already. lol!

wah my mum cheated my feelings.
say wanna go out today in the end never go.
how could she do this. eeyer.

oh well. the weather forecast was true again today.
man, why rain why why why.
cant blame i know, its the end of the year. lol.
it was like thundering the whole afternoon,
and the stupid rain disconnected my whole computer,
and affected my connection for like hours.
this is why i dont like rainy days. got side effects somemore.

i know it can be frustrating to keep getting dont know answers,
but sorry right now i dun feel like giving any answers to anything.

i think pizza hut people's working uniform is so cool.
black and white and red. nice man. lol xD
time passed quite fast today, dunno why. but good also.
though i didnt really do much of my homework,
but still i did a portion, so still can. ahahas.

i think my movies should end already.
until dec maybe can afford just two more.
i did some planning and calculation yesterday,
but seems like got no conclusions to anything. 0_o
oh well. must finish my bio by this week.
then physics by next week. then amath by third week.
then maybe chinese last week(though i dun really intend to complete).
actually thinking of it, like who will really do it seriously?
and im like here trying to do like hell.
but i do admit i didnt put in full effort lah. i even used pencil. lol.
whatever. school school school.

and and. happy birthday cecilia! :)
man, time flies. from p5, p6, then sec3.
best wishes to ya and stay coool :D

random: i cant wait for leehom's concert! :D

dont worry, im so very fine :)
maybe you should see through your heart and know what you want.

just came back from movie.
went to watch enchanted with shirly.
haha we watched in the morning. lol!
not that bad lar the movie, quite nice actually.
i like the songs though. ahahaha.
oh well, i saw the doraemon movie!
man, i wanna watch, but i think this month i watched too many.
thinking of the fact that im going to be broke quite soon,
and dec is yet to come...so...oh well.
yeah, and i got drenched while going there today morning,
so i guess the weather forecast was quite accurate(for today).
supposedly going to meet eric and ruby after my movie,
but i came back home first, cos i forgot to bring my tys out.
crrrap. my memory is failing. lol.
intended to go do homework with her(sigh how torturing to do hw on this day).
yeah so now im resting at home for like fifteen mins.
and andre called and ask me go play cards. hahaha hes funny.
i think he must have been too bored or addicted in poooker xD

alright gotta run.

oh look. according to the weather forecast(which i dont really trust anyway),
for the rest of the week its gonna rain with thunder.
oh my. this is way too bad. =(

wah so pissed so pissed.
mum told my dad to confiscate my handphone next month if it's expensive.
then dad started scolding me like hell.
yeahyeahyeah.
im stupid im dumb im everything thats bad under the earth,
to spend my money on phone bills instead of other things.
and ya, cos i dunno how to save money,
thats why im so dumb in amath. is this your great logic?
im the one paying, so youre scolding me for using money on phone?
you expect me to wait for people to call me instead of me calling them,
since you said i have free incoming calls?
oh yeah, then the whole world dont have to call other people already, is that so?
of course i need to make calls for reasons right.
i sms so much cos i got things to say right.

zzz whatever.
this is so irritating.
all thanks to my mum for her mouth.

friends shall be friends. =)

my parents are out, and im skipping lunch,
cos im lazy to go out to buy anything.
well in fact i dunno what to eat also.
and im seriously very lack of sleep right now.
last night was on the phone with elroy like...
i dont know, at midnight? lol. and i slept very late also.
i think im going to sleep again, before im going to have a real headache.

i think i need to sort out things already.
december is coming. i need to plan my plans!

after knowing what i want to know,
i've said what i have to say.
it's just too bad.
you chose to let this go.

another day out.
poking the screen is quite fun actually.
lol, and i think my eyesight needs more improvement.

and i saw ms ming in kovan's mac. *gasp*
andre, shirly and me happened to go in,
then i was talking, den suddenly i see her looking at us 0.o

whatever.

im starting to wonder, what exactly is going to be next.
that sense of emptiness causes no hope within me.

its one more month to christmas

its one more month to christmas

its one more month to christmas
its one more month to christmas

its one more month to christmas

its one more month to christmas

its one more month to christmas!!! :D

i didnt know i was sucha lucky girl.

and stupid wuhong go die lar.
waste my two overseas sms and 39seconds of call.
i think its like $2 there already loh.
zzz when youre back im so gonna scold you lar.
lol nvm, small matter. shall forget about it.
my phone bill's gonna burst like crazy this month.

oh and so i spent my day watching a movie.
ahaha my so so so belated birthday present. lol.

this holiday doesnt seem really great to me.
either eat, sleep, go out or rot at home.
when it gets bored, its really boring until...i dunno what.
if not, i'll be tired after going out.
i wish time can pass slower, cos as each day passes,
i feel that its just another day wasted.

im pathetic enough to even get lost in the national library.
oh dear me.

met up with ruby in the afternoon.
ruby said shes gonna buy something,
for the sake of going in-base. all excuses de leh. lol.
and in the end she bought something FOR ME. -.-
how hilarious. $3 socks for me? hahaha!
and i cant believe she said something thats so out of her mind.
"$3? Good." LOL GOOD? hahahahahaha.
i cannot be a salesgirl next time. sure laugh until like mad.
people go ip buy clothes, she go there buy socks.
lol, somemore its supposed to be for her ownself,
instead it became mine. ohhh well.

wanted to eat cake but cannot find. so. aiya.
anyway, im so very in love with watsons.
not only they have snoopy pillow, they also have a xmas tree,
and now i saw they have the shoes, towels,
snoopy's family softtoy ( xmas version somemore),
and a super big snoopy!!! :D :D :D
yay watsons is the best. though i didnt buy it lar. lol.
so cute lor the snoopy with the xmas hat. hahaha :)

on the way home saw sherman.
i always see him at dohby ghaut one dunno why. ha.
and yeah, its the weekends =)

if my friend can see through me without me telling,
i dont see the reason why you cant.

look. today's sucha nice day.
and im at home.
im at home. at home. home. home!!!
aww. wasted day. sigh.

why why why why why why why.
i couldnt help but keep silent.
okay nvm.maybe i should go and sleep later.
although i have crazy homeworks to complete.

why dont you say?
why wont you say?
why arent you saying?
when will you say?
what will make you say?

thinking power terminated.
okay not gonna think about it.

today.
but the unofficial today.

1. Introduce yourself.
hi im shereen.
2. It's Thursday at noon, where are you usually?
you mean now? home =( and i feel like going out.
3. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
eric, elroy, ruby, yingen.
4. What brand of shampoo is in your shower right now?
erm dunno what prefers one.
6. What are you listening to right now?
nothing.
7. Do you still watch MTV?
not really.
8. You need a new pair of jeans, where do you go first?
mum? need her to buy me :D lol
9 . How do you feel about your hair?
i dunno.
10 . What time do you wake up for school?
no school? its holidays now.
11. What movie is in your DVD player?
oh i dont watch dvd at my house. or rather, i hardly watch.
12. Last two numbers in your phone number.
33.
13. Who's in your house?
mum and me.
14 . What side of the bed do you sleep on?
usually left.
15. Do you like roller coasters?
ya i like the snack. haha! nah not really. its freaky -.-
16. What magazine(s) do you buy?
lime, teenage, teens. but i buy only when theres a reason.
17. Car you drive?
nah.
18. What do your pants look like?
pants. lol
19. Do you own an iPod?
nope.
20. What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear?
dont wear.
21. What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone?
wipe it with cloth? lol cos got too many thumb prints.
22. Are you paranoid?
no.
23. What was the last thing you were invited to?
invite ar? erm wedding dinner.
24. What item should never be shared?
er..heart? haha cant think of anything.
25. What do you usually order at Taco Bell?
taco bell? i never even heard before such thing.
26. Have you ever sat all the way through Gone With the Wind?
no.
27. When was the last time you were up all night?
nah, i need to sleep one. lol
28. Does drinking alcohol make you act more like your true self?
no lah.
29. Where is your favorite place to be?
clarke quay :)
30. Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?
er i dunno whats that xD
31. Do you sleep with a fan on?
depends.
32. What is the best thing about winter?
christmas is coming! hahaha
33. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
recently, its most of the time.
34. How many states have you been to where all you saw was the airport?
dun get the question.
35. Are you currently planning a trip?
my mum planned it all -_-"
36. How many plants are in your home?
er four.
37. Have you ever Googled your name and found somebody?
nah im not that lame.
38. Whose number one in your top?
top? top top top???
39 . What is your favorite possession?
err... i dunno actually.
40. What makes you feel like you are young again?
nothing. lol
41. Do you ever type "kik" instead of "lol"?
yeah, then backspaced. haha
42. Did you know how to play chess?
yes, but i dunno any strategies. lol
43. What's on your mind right now?
something and someone.
44. Do you want to take something back that happened within the last week?
no.
45. Do you really like someone, but you made a big mistake and they're mad at you?
no, and never :)
46. What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind last night before you sleep?
an old chinese song.
47. Where did you go today?
sigh im at home!!!
48. Who were you with? Were they cool?
zzzz read above.
49. Last thing you ate?
chewing gum.
50. What are your all-time favorite books?
dont really read books actually.
51. What would you like to have right at this moment which seems totally impossible?
oh, alot of things. lol
52. Held a snake?
eeew.
53. Been suspended from school?
nah im a good student :D
54. Kissed in the rain?
no.
55. Sang in the shower?
nah.
56. Sat on a roof top?
no. lol i dont do suicide.
57. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
nah.
58. Broken a bone?
no.
59. Shaved your head?
never never never.
60. Played a prank on someone?
haha yeah, but i cant rmb what was it. lol
61. Had/have a gym membership?
nah.
62. Donated Blood?
no lar *faints*
63. Had your heart broken?
yeah.
64. Broken someone's heart?
yeah.
65. Last person you texted?
eric.
66. Last person you slept next to?
me, myself and i.

gosh i cant believe i slept for like twelve hours.

oh this very day i realise my mum's a very impatient mum.
other mums can queue up for 20 mins for lunch,
and my mum can get irritated just by standing for less than 10 mins.
no wonder i always get scolded when im eating too slow everytime.
sorta had a quarrel with her halfway when we're out.
but after a while okay alr.
dunno how we did it, but she suddenly talk to me after spoiling my mood.
although i was kinda reluctant but still, no point having cold war la :)
and the rain that fall today seemed like snow. lol.

suddenly im like talking to everyone regarding their problems.
but yet, my own i dunno what to do.
thats why people always say "you help people but you dont help yourself."
but i think im more to i help people but i dunno how to help myself.
haha. ironical? maybe.
i realised lots of things today though.
back to the same thing that ive always thought of.
the problem lies with lack of confidence and courage i suppose.
all guys are like that, right?
though i cant really understand the process of it,
but without confidence theres no courage.
which is why its said to be difficult to speak out.
cos guys tell me they dunno what girls are thinking about.

and inconsolable by backstreet boys is nice!

looks like i cant change my phone this year :(
my mum was objecting. and my dad didnt approve either.
aww how saddening. my future-to-be phoneee...

anyway, went to the school with mandy today morning to get ic.
saw miss nai and she told me the class photos are here.
lol i wonder why she tells me that 0.o
oh well, but she said she dunno who ordered what.
actually thinking of it i also cant rmb wad i wanted. haha!
but i told her next year loh, since also no other ways.
accompanied mandy to breakfast.
i realised even i drink also very slow -_-"

then met up with ruby :) went to eat cheese fries!
hahaha i think ive a sudden affection for it this two months.
went to find the meridian hotel but couldnt find it.
i think its somewhere near somerset...
so its kinda far, didnt go in the end. lol.
we went to walk almost the whole plaza sing,
ahaha cos i was the one walking everywhere.
the lights are up in the whole area, its so cool lar.
christmas in orchard is so gonna be beautiful :D
went to carrefour and saw a big white teddy bear that mandy asked.
so yeah, told her about it.
haha, ruby and me were playing with the soft toys there.
lol its really huge until i have trouble pulling it out.
then walked the whole of spotlight, daiso and barang barang.
haha though its lame to look at unnecessary stuffs,
but its interesting sometimes, if you got the mood lar.
oh and, i saw a SNOOPY christmas tree in watsons!!! :D
haha aww. everywhere's having xmas things. so nice xD lol.
im having x'mas craze. wahahas.
den we were guessing which lift will come each time we took the lift.
for the first time, we were going down but the lift i chose was going up.
den secondly, we were going up but the same lift i chose was going down.
den lastly, i chose back the same lift again, and this time it was really mine!
yay third time is always the real and accurate one. lol.
went to the florist shop for awhile. man, the roses are so lovely :)
then being a kind soul, i accompanied ruby to the school just to pass niko smth.
cos the PSLs are having farewell party, so yeah.
and the last day going to the old school. aww will miss it.
afterall i had three years of memories there. haha.

"yeah let guys do the job. if they still dont know what to do then can go hell already."
trevor told me that. haha...still yet to know.

made this in spotlight. lol =)


a big huge bear and ruby's panda in carrefour;
and that little pig in barang barang is simply cute :)

22; Soon.
虽然离别了一阵子，但这段辛福的路我还是可以陪你一起走。因为我的爱依然还存在着。