Sian, i just want to put a name into my IC, but it's so troublesome. I need to get a lawyer for a legal doc man...what is this -.- Sigh, so i guess i'll just wait till i'm 21 and more free to do so. Or maybe when i get baptized before 21 then i can. Oh well.

Feel v proud of myself for completing my work way before time, teehee. Still have more to do though, so must jiayou! :)

April is here...meaning school is gonna start soon! :'(

Some bad mean nasty person made me upset this morning >:(

Yeah that's the highlight of my day, nothing much. Lol.

I think talking about the good old times are nice sometimes. When you think back of stuffs few years back and can still laugh as hard as it is now, I think that's something really memorable, lol. Those were the best times man, seriously.

Don't understand why people love to watch people running after buses btw. Don't you think it's so paiseh when people look at you when you are chasing after a bus which is about to leave? But there, staring eyes are just there. Typical singaporeans maybe.

Oh, today was not so good :( Headache made everything worse too, boohoo.

Nothing much to blog about lately. Busy with work and that's about it. Jiayou to EduTorque on the upcoming courses too! Yay :)

Let me share with you how mundane my day was like:

Rot, wait, rot, wait, rot, and wait.

Bye.

"Less gothic now, more cheerful...you look happier now." Haha.

Looking at how others get excited and interested over things, I wonder what really interests me 'cause everything is always "okay, fine, nothing much" to me, lol. Yeah I'm quite boring sometimes but I still love myself for that, hehe. I guess I just prefer snuggling at home and do my own stuffs, hahaha.

Anyway, I think I suck at ball games - like literally any ball games. To be honest I'm not a sports person so I'm not really into those physical stuff, heh. Probably it's just that "aura thingy" that covers my weak spots lol.

Suddenly feel like doing jigsaw puzzles!

Yay, I managed to kill accounts! :D I think I did well bah. And I'm glad it's over!!! Just waiting for the results now~

& One more month left to school again. Time flies.

Ready.

Hello, I'm going to pass my accounts paper tmr!!!

I think my parents are very funny. They bicker 90% of the time when conversing -_-"

One last day to chiong tmr for my paper! Will not do too much tmr, must rest and go war on friday, haha. Had been doing fine so far I guess, I just hope whatever I did will come out lol.

I think I've never spent so much time and effort on studying before, especially for a math subject. Somemore is studying with something which doesn't even interest you at all -.- Horrible terrible stuff. Sigh, hope friday faster arrives!

People take 5 months to finish studying a module, I'm here taking 5 days.

I'm pretty drained out of studying almost continuously, but no choice. Thinking back I really don't know what made me so unmotivated for accounts last sem. Although I still do not like it but at least now I am "forcing" myself to study for it. Ha, I guess sometimes in life we do need this kind of "involuntary pushes" to move us.

Revision lecture today and saw the others so sad and demoralized etc. (I think I'm abnormal, lol). Well, although I may seem fine and all but actually I do feel quite inferior sometimes lah, like hey, flunking a paper for the first time leh, who would feel like as if everything is ok right. Affects my ego sometimes 'cause I refuse to accept the fact that I'm so dumb in accounts, lol. Bu just like how I used to F9 in amath and physics, this is just another one of it. Hurhur.

Study and more studying! Piaing for sup and feeling hardworking for once over accounts lol. It's much better to have exam when other people around you are not having somehow. Reduces pressure i guess haha.

I hope time passes slower, i don't want holidays to end so soon!

Doesn't quite feel like a saturday today.

Well my morning was bad though...but well hope all's good by now for you!

Started on my sup paper alr, very tough stuff :( But as much as I can I also try not to stress myself too much on it. And regardless of what I have to pass it, so die also must pass - which is why I should be confident of myself (well, at least trying lol). And I'm glad to have someone to teach me! Hope the paper will fall in this week, wanna faster get over with it so that I won't have to spend my another weekend on it again, boohoo.

Yay, the week is over! Finally, finally.

It had been a tough one man.

Anyway, I guess I'm taking it positively for my sup paper, lol. No idea how or why but I guess I'm just sure of myself that I am going to pass it? (I have to anyway) Although for the first time ever I felt so lousy and stupid of myself over a mathematical subject. Tsk.

The "F"irst.

This week is really that bad.

Kinda expected it...guess gut feelings are usually right. But well, nothing too big...I'll just do it this time well and get over with the stupid subject that I'm so bad in.

Sighnesday.

I think this week is just awful :(

Sometimes I think I'm quite amazing...because if it were to be someone else, I don't think that fellow would be able to survive like I do. Assuring of other's well-being and at the same time settling own's. Dual efforts require so, so much man.

Can't wait for the week to be over though. Gogo, mid week already!

It's only tuesday.

A supposedly cell outing today was cancelled, ended up with a totally different day then.

A little more about myself (2):

1. I don't like to wait, neither do I like to be late (for impt stuffs) but I'm very patient.

2. I may not feel as the exact way that I may seem to be sometimes.

3. I don't try more than three times. Except games.

4. When I initiate something, that is significant - be it a person or the subject.

5. I am independent most of the time. Only most of the time.

Nothing can be worse than today.

My precious macbook screwed up at its battery area, frustrated enough. And things just didn't quite feel right and all. Imagine people raised their voice to talk to you and even dao you for god-knows-what, and getting scolded by some stupid person who thinks he's very big and all. And getting irritated by circumstances like being late and pissed off by the confusions going on. How dreadful. Probably a sian week ahead.

A little more about myself

1. I'm quite a dao person by nature, I don't really entertain. I'm only friendly to people I'm closer and comfortable with.

2. I listen more than I speak most of the time.

3. I react differently to different situations...and even people.

4. I am very picky, selective and choosy. But I can be very indecisive.

5. I don't really smile often and I don't laugh out loud most of the time. But I'm quite easily amused.

6. I am a perfectionist.

7. I think alot, but I don't contradict.

8. When I keep quiet doesn't mean I am ignorant.

9. I am very appreciative towards what I have.

10. I can't be bothered with people who don't understand me.

Yesterday was crazy cause I was so so tired the entire day. Couldn't really pay attention during cell and all.

Felt sad for those who died in the massive earthquake and tsunami in Japan. Looks like the world is really going to end soon...but I still think it won't be as soon as next year bah.

Btw, Singapore's so crowded. It turns me off whenever I wanna go out somewhere.

Life is too busy to blog now, haha.

Had a hard time getting birthday presents this evening though. One shot gotta get so many. Especially guys...difficult to buy stuffs(& the fact that i don't really know the person & i'm given a tight budget! -.-) Lol, but I managed to get something within like 45 min eventually.

It's true that I am quite dao by nature, and some days I do behave in the manner due to mood or whatever. But sometimes I'm also quite selective lah, like some people I'm almost never dao to while some I always am if I'm not really close or comfortable with. But sometimes my serious self could also be mistaken for being dao too lol. Aiya ok whatever.

I've a craving for mushroom soup!

Being human is not easy.

Hi friend, I miss you.

When it’s love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we’re gone

I love ice creams. They make me happy :)

Bro Albert sabo me today at children's church!!! *rawr* Lol, made me danced infront of all the children leh omg -_-" Luckily I can adapt quick enough. But anyway also not many friends around so nvm *phew*

Daytime busy outdoors, nighttime busy indoors. Madness man, don't even have time for socialising already, hahaha. Quite a few meetups coming up soon though. I guess this holiday would be one of the bestest ever.

I think sam and marble likes me alot. Hehe!

Anyway, had a really long day! Tomorrow will be too! Mum's doing well, resting at home and all.

Work's doing good too, lots of amusing stuffs every now and then. Gotta prepare dinner once in awhile now, do housework etc etc, I'm becoming superwoman.

Very very busy life now~

Ten more days before I emo over this sem's results, lol! Oh well. If only I've already graduated.

Mum's big operation is over, smooth and successful :) First time experiencing such family concerns though. Appreciated those who cared and prayed. It tells alot about the people around you who are really there.

So yeah, very busy period! Time to train myself to being a better houselady also, lol. But I guess life now is pretty good still! Busy but at least not wasting time away~

Love all the meowmeows, I've bonded so much with them now hehehe.

Screwed up Accounts exam, lol. Really hope I won't have to retake luh, if not so sian. Shall pray hard that I will pass it, that's my happiness. And well...I guess alot of factors really play a part in determining your school life.

Anyway, I'm really glad now 'cause this sem is over, exams are over, holidays are here! Yay :)

No need to be so stressed and busy and occupied with school stuffs *smile*

Freeeeeedom~

But then again, I'm gonna be busy with stuffs like work and family. Mum's going operation so there's really alot of things I gotta do now. Time to prepare for meals! *Excited* Hehehe.

Too bad my house doesn't have a microwave oven :(