5 more hours to 11pm.
i bet everyone's feeling excited.
alright lets hope my 6days will pass very fast.
hahaha. yes and i'll be back in one piece.
i'll be gone from 26th may to 1st june.

Goodbye and misses!

last day of school ! woohoos (:
okay ive got nothing much to say today.
got back report book. sucks lah my results. zzz.
alright. so the australia fieldtrip to perth is tmr.
like how fast loh. and i dunno why im not very excited abt it. lol.
but well, finally had packed my stuffs for tmr.

oh well. shall blog more tmr.
im busy today.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ! :D

thanks julia for making me a rose! :D
i like it man. hahas.
yeah. den after school cos mandy had bbq,
den ruby gotta go home for some things,
so we went home straight lah. den halfway through my mom called,
and said she need to bring me to take my blood test.
cos the school called her and said they need to know my blood grp,
if not cannot go australia. walao den i was so damn scared lah.
and on the way we argued over some stupid things,
den eventually they say need one week time. -.-
we both got damn pissed la, so in the end decided to just say my mom's blood grp la.
who cares already. its like other people also write fake one lohs.
if ever i met with some accident(touch wood) den tell them its fake lo.
come on la, like whos so superstitious right.
wasted my time touring around hougang. zzz.

den went home and slept. den went for tuition.
im so happy tat its the last day im going there until three weeks ltr. xD
kana scolded by him la, cos i dunno how to find the damn thing.
like whatever lor. firstly, im not in a good mood, and secondly im having a headache.
but anyway theres a new guy who came in. oh well, random.
den went home, quarreled with mom over the msia thing again.
first, i said okay, i dun go for cca. i give in.
but condition she dun go for long, cos i really have no time to spare.
she dont agree. she die die want her own way.
okay forget it. you spoilt my june. Totally.
im so gonna be depressed cos i really miss them and all. urgh.
and i can forget about everything ive waited for for the past five months.
i gotta say, i really hate this.


alright. so. tmr's the last day of school. maybe i shall treasure tmr.
ha, things like:
1. the canteen food(although not very nice), cos july den can eat alr. lol
2. miss my table, we've been through alot together man.
3. bye to my locker, no need to take books daily for one month. heh.
4. miss sgoon mac, holidays wont be going there almost everyday alr.

happy birthday wilson! :D
called but you cant hear me, so was kinda bad.
well but anyway, all the best for campus!
rock on` (:

first time saw mr lim got angry,
cos the 4a guys went to throw the dustbin cover and hit clarence's head.
ha i thought clarence going to fight sia,
but mr lim went to settle scores with them.
was so cool la, everyone was like looking at me and stuffs.
hello? hes cool alright. ahaha.
but he managed to smile after he came back to classroom,
cos hes too physics-minded already. hahahas xD
after school went for infocomm.
hais. eun and me very stressed loh.
im the p and shes the vp. must think of next year's end product eh.
and that sec4 psl( should be the vp) see me bu shuang lah.
wads her problem man. you think i like you meh? -.-
step down already den dun talk so much la. not happy go change me away lor.
today was very draggy lah. loong day but nothing good happened =\

currently very pissed with my mom.
cos im very very packed during the june holidays,
so theres no time for me to do much things.
26th to 1st june - australia trip
4th 5th 6th june - maths remedial
6th june and 13th june - infocomm cca
look. the only time i can go back msia is during 6th-12th.
and my mother dont want it. she insists on objecting. wth.
den its like, im dying to go back loh. i miss all my cousins and relatives.
i miss the car, the com, the places, the cute little babies and kids.
and she say dun wan go back liao. im so gonna breakdown. seriously.
going back every year is like my life lor. and now if she dun wana go back,
you might as well take away my life. i never did once missed going back.
damn it lah, made me feel so depressed.
and i almost tear bcos of her stupid sayings and scoldings.
my life's so screwed. thanks a whole lot.

theres PE tmr. pathetic tuition tmr. and going home early tmr. zZzz.

im a pure S !




im a peacemaker!!! and im one who is faithful !!! wow wow.
okay, im very detailed oriented. and i want steady environment and security.
i like to think through issues carefully, knowing how a decision will affect people.
i feel uneasy when im in a deserted situation, or forced to make a quick decision,
esp if the decision will affect others. i prefer to only have close friends.
im highly sensitive, and i often keep my feelings to myself,
while others will not realise my strong beliefs.
im loyal and supportive and are excellent people to be on a team.

its very similar to a libra man.
wow thats me ? yeah tats me.
oh, so true. (:

today morning damn paiseh.
cos i was walking infront of charlene, as in towards her,
den i didnt see her! LOL until she called me and told me shes charlene.
hahaha made me feel like as if im dao.
noooo lor. cos i was thinking of sth, den didnt notice. lol!
so and so. IPP for two periods.
its was very stuffy lah, but at least no one felt like dying.
me and the girls were playing some lame games,
haa oh well, thats what entertainment are for anyway.
after school had leadership training.
it rocks lah. disc profiling! :D
den went to mac with anchal and julia.
hahaha its very nice of them to accompany me to eat. lol.
den saw ruby there with jiani and vivian also.
i dont know why people always say i seemed to know everything.
is tat a bad thing? maybe i shall be more innocent now. gees.


and i've seen the big picture.

my mood is back tonight!
lol although im going to sleep already,
but at least im not feeling down now! :D
thanks to ERIC ! woohoos.
yay, i dont know how come lah,
cos we were talking, den suddenly im talking about my wishes.
and surprisingly hes the only one i told! haaa.
yeah he should feel very honoured.
den somehow i feel more and more happy.
LOL although theyre just wishes, but its something nice to think about.
yeap. maybe tmr im gonna be so sian again,
but at least for now my mood is changed! :D
laughs.

alright. so im not identified for meet-the-parents.
haaa yeah im guai. lol.
but i told my mom about it lah, and she thought i lied to her -.-
so eventually she said she'll go during eoy, not now.
currently doing research for the bloody english thingy.
me and cass are doing on California.
lol and somehow im kinda in love with San Diego. its a nice place man!
after school went to kovan with ruby.
first time i didnt eat, lol maybe im starting to learn how to save money alr.
ruby's bugs is being bought by some people already.
laughs. aww how sad man. who ask her dont buy earlier.
see, this is a real life example : Grab Your Chance Before Its Too Late.
and im kinda pissed with the fly tats flying around my monitor. =\
theres leadership training tmr. should i feel happy? lol.


my emotions are deeply affected after i heard the story.
i stoned. too lost for words. aint got anything to say.
and after this there comes something that made me freaked out.
i just dont understand. yeah, stupid shit.
i dont feel good, not bcos of how i feel,
but bcos i feel sad for you. the world's so wrong man.
okay, you know what? Whatever.


Perhaps, the day's gonna come.

church today. alright, nothing much to say.
after service saw grace! man the long lost girl we've been looking for.
but damn sad to say, she runaway when she saw us!!!
hais. dunno what happened to her also.
its like, sec2 we're still together and stuffs.
the whole cell cares for her loh. sad thing man.
surprisingly i took bus home instead of mrt.
i think something must be quite wrong if i change my routine suddenly.
lol oh well.
my mom was asking what the hell have i been doing in school.
cos she asked me about the perth trip thingy,
and i said i dunno to every question she ask. LOL.
i mean its like, dun have to keep reminding me tat im leaving home for 7days.
and shes like more excited than me =\


i think i must have been thinking too hard.
my head hurts -__-"
and so eventually im not gonna think anymore.
lol sometimes i wonder why i think and eventually dont bother.

Q: A friend whose name starts with 'D'
dion ? lol.
Q: Current mood
mixed up.
Q: What did you do last night?
hoping for something to turn out right.
Q: What time did you sleep?
11pm
Q: How many hours of sleep did you have?
8 ? think so.
Q: What words do you say a lot?
wadever.
Q: What is the last thing you drank?
water.
Q: What was the last thing you said to someone and who was it?
see you next two weeks, to huijun
Q: Do you watch TV?
hardly.
Q: Most random thing you've heard in the past few months
can think of any lah.
Q: Do you have work tomorrow?
no, but i have school tmr.
Q: What should you be doing right now?
sleeping.
Q: Do you have a nickname?
yah, but all not approve. hahaha
Q: Do you believe in love at first sight?
dunno leh.
Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?
me lor, im the only child.
Q: Are you a heavy sleeper?
see lor, unless im sick and damn tired.
Q: Last time you used a skateboard?
oh i dun use. lol
Q: Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
cant rmb lahxsx!
Q: Next place you'll go?
school.
Q: Next movie you want to see?
see lor, if any movies that captured my attention.
Q: Next time you're going out?
dunno leh.
Q: Next time you're going to move?
ha, that will take ages.
Q: Next thing you're going to save money for?
mp3 !
Q: Next time that you will drink alcohol?
ahah maybe when my relatives drink
Q: Next person you are going to call?
not intending to call anyone.
Q: Next place you'll take vacation?
perth =\
Q: Next thing you are going to do outside?
...???
Q: Question you wanna ask?
too many.

1.What do you think of the most when you are alone?
alot of things.
2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
chat on msn with some people.
3. When was the last time you were given roses and from whom?
lol ruby gan!
4. What do you do when you see a full moon?
say a wow ? lol.
5. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
none.
6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
partner ? boyfriend. lol
7. If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?
why bother to think so much?
8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
go with it. life still goes on anyway.
9. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?
dun feel like saying here.
10. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
lidat loh. ruby always forget my birthday anyway.
11. Do you talk to yourself?
in my mind la.
12. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
breeks!
13. Single or taken?
singleee
14.Ever cried for something stupid?
yes.
15. Do you like anime?
not really.
16. How about Japanese music?
only when leehom sings :D
17. What music are you into, anyway?
english and chinese lor. but more to english.
18. Do you have a malicious mind?
huhh?
19. First thing you do after watching a movie.
reflect on it. LOL
20. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
nah.
21. Can you last two days without a bath?
no way man.
22. Most common words in your office?
walao/crap!
23. The last lie you told your parents?
i dunno anything abt the the aus field trip =x
25. Still go to the mall with your parents?
yea.
26. Are you brand conscious?
not really.
27. Ever felt in-love?
yeah.
28. Who do you miss right now?
that person!
29. Watched any good movies lately?
nah. dun talk to me abt movies. im sad enough. lol
30. Is it in you to kill someone?
no 0_o
31. Daydream a lot?
yeah when i got nth to do.
32. Happy with your life?
sort of?
33. You'd rather lose your mobile or your mp3 player?
mp3.
34. Ever slept all throughout class?
nah, im guai! :D

Happy Birthday To Roy
Happy Birthday To Roy
Happy Birthday To Roy
Happy Birthday To Roy
you're 15! so grow up and dont be so lame anymore. =x
stay happy and all the best my friend! :D

intended to go out with ruby,
but i was feeling not okay, so didnt go in the end.
im sick.what crap. dunno why also, very sudden.
woke up, had lunch, den i went to sleep again. lol.
i slept for nearly the whole day lah. what a saturday i spent.
woke up during evening, den went down to buy dinner.
sian, i feel like a dead wood. damn it.
and suddenly i feel like doing jigsaw puzzle. lol!
if tmr im still not well im not going to church anymore.
although tmr will be last day there, cos after next week im damn busy alr.
yeah. thanks jul for helping me to get rid of the blog bar thing :)
one more week to june holidays.
hais and im not even like looking forward to it.
yeah i think im being abnormal. lol.


i smiled, at the thought of you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAWAN! (:
hahaha sorry for not going to your party.
its at night right? i feel like staying at home =x
lol yeah so... aiya lidat loh.
but stay crazy! and stop taking so many spastic pictures. LOL.
hahaha enjoy! :)

so got back all the results already.
only failed amaths. acceptable lah huh. lol.
must try harder next time.
currently my brain is switched off liao.
yeah after school went to hougang point with mandy,
cos we were kinda early, and got no where better to hang out.
den went baq mac again, and home.
i slept during the afternoon, and i dreamt of me killing a cat.
oh man like how scary. its not nice at all luh. x_x

i wana go out watch movie tmr!
but sad to say, theres no nice movies. =(
well, so gotta wait till next time.
was still thinking how to spend my day tmr.
im not going to roy's bdae thingy, cos theres too many reasons to it. lol.

it's gonna end soon i suppose.
imaginary situations are sweet, but too bad they're fake. ha.

the person you want or the person who wants you?

Who's your Type? (tickle test)

Your Type Is the Bad Boy

The Pink Lady needs her T-Bird. You're attracted to the Bad Boy. The tough guy. The heart-breaker. So what if he's hard to tie down? You want a guy who's got an edge, someone who keeps you on your toes. In fact, it might be the challenge that keeps you around. His bad-ass attitude is like a magnet — if a guy's got a rebel reputation, he's got your attention! Your man's gotta be confident and have lots of machismo. Plain and simple,sensitive guys just don't float your boat.Whether you're seeking adventure or looking to tame the wild, there's something about a bad boy that keeps you coming back.


Laughs.

i'm half dead today. freaking tired man.
alright. so most results took back.
only left chem paper.
yeah. i flunked my amaths. lol.
but at least better than ct1 lah, so i dun really care.
but im damn disappointed in my english.
stupid shit la, why the hell did i get so low loh.
i dun like the marker for paper2. seriously, spoils my mood.
so then was feeling kinda moody today.
no mood to do anything.
went for tuition. teacher said got improvement good enough.
so was slacking cos he damn late den come. hurhurr.

it feels kinda awkward when things dont seem to be in control.
90% of tiredness. 5% of emotionless. 5% of moodiness.

this post is dedicated to Lee Hom :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE HOM!
oh man i miss you alot! especially the concert.
you can always make me smile with your smile.
may your wishes come true, and all the best in everything!
enjoy singing and stay happy everyday.
hope you can find your true love soon! (:
your songs rock alot, and your voice simply can melt my heart lah.
stay handsome and cool wors!
youre the best and the most perfect guy ever :D
doesnt matter if you dont know, but you'll always be loved by me! xD

so results was pretty scary.
failed my bio by 1mark. damn it.
passed physics by 1mark. zzz.
1 more mark to get a1 for chinese.
how unlucky can i be ??!?!!?!?!!
hais. well, but im quite happy with my emaths results lah :D
finally got a B. haaa.
today was super boring.
after school had some briefing on the trip,
den went for camp.
waste of my time and energy.
although its quite lame, but its very funny when we were cheating just to win the game.
ahahah!
oh well. im damn tired today.
tmr still got results to announce. sian.

man, i dont know whether to go or not!
stupid lah make my life so difficult.
arghs dun care la, see first.
and im very honoured to be the first one to be asked. LOL!
alright whatever.


Feel my care for you! :)

alright. so today was marking day. no school. ha!
i went out with my parents to buy clothes. lol.
we went to eat at some damn hot place 0.o
den went to marina square, cos they dont like the food court there =\
the weather's damn cool today cos its not warm and is drizzling also.
its kinda amusing cos each shop i go into,
the people there will look kinda shock at why the hell am i out to buy clothes with my parents.
eh hello? im a nice child okay. xD
yeah i dunno went into how many shops lah,
in the end spent 56 bucks in total for my clothes. lol not my money, so its alright :D
they're also quite happy anyway, so doesnt matter.
i happy, they happy, everybody happy!
yes and my dad bought ice creams for him and my mom,
so when she passed the cone to my mom,
he dropped his on the floor. LOL you know as in flat with the cream facing down.
hahahaha i laughed lah, too bad i forgot to take a pic of it.
den we went to suntec to walk a while. den my dad went off first.
on the way home i saw primary school kids going home from school.
they were sitting in the bus mah, lol den its like i made a conclusion.
small kids nowadays are also becoming emo.
yes, each of them looked so stress and quiet like as if theyre just released from hell 0_o

tmr is going to be so sian. half day sec3 camp in school.
i thought no more camps alr. hais freaking thing.
and results are coming out. zzz.
man im feeling very moody now. bcos of tmr.



if only there's hope for me to look for.

ahaha.
YEAH MAN BLOGGER IS FIXED!
thanks julia for the help!!! :D
woohoos.

Yay. EXAM'S OVER !!! :D
finally. wooooo. feeling damn good lah.
so went to school at around 8 plus.
lol the feeling damn weird la, i thought i was late or sth -.-
okay so, mandy cut her hair! lmao.
she went to cut until so short leh, so shocking.
oh well, i thought i saw an image of her when she was p5. LOL.
after school went to find mrs joseph for the aus. thingy.
sian, suddenly i dun have the mood to go there anymore.
so ruby didnt join us after school cos she went to make her passport.
yeah, so me and mandy went to kovan out of boredness.
felt bad cos nvr went out wif jul and anchal to j8 =x
i thought ruby was with us mah.
ya den went baq serangoon mac and slack.
we were seriously so bored until we roamed around sgoon -_-
sometimes i really wonder why i live here. zzz.
anw, now i realised how lame qingyang have become. =\
yeap, and then pathetically went home.
slept for around 2 hours until dinner time. ha.
feeling kinda restless cos i still have my tuition hw to do.
urgh damn it lah. and still have filing and corrections by wed.
wed got camp somemore. one day camp, dumb right? -.-
tmr should be going out, for clothes i guess.
since its marking day tmr. lol.

alright, Happy Birthday Justin! :D
yes, this very very special kor of mine.
although we hardly see each other now,
and its been like ages since we talked to each other,
but we know that we have always shared a very close friendship together!
okay, so happy birthday wors. (:

Happy Mother's Day!
hey mum, although we always quarrel,
but we know its always cos we want to win. LOL.
thanks for all the little things you did for me.
but you should reduce your naggings and control ur temper lah.
hahaha but well, you're still the best :D
love you mum! <3

oh damn it. i wanna change blogskin but blogger not working.
sucks man. wth =\
okay so today church was talking about Passion.
yeah man like can you believe i actually took down notes. lol.
passion is whatever that someone is willing to suffer for.
and to be passionate for something, is to have intense emotions that compels actions.
alright its kinda chim but well, i enjoy listening. LOL.
libras are intellectual people man! xD
so i happened to take the bus home with yingyan.
ive become more friendly. lol. and she said i got the choir look!!!
man, choir look ?! lol my voice isnt that great lah.

okay, im sad to say i havent been studying for tmr's last paper.
lol you see, who will have the mood to even be ready right?
they should have put it tgt with ss rather den end school at 9.30
hais. our school's midyear's organizer is not efficient at all. =x
ahh whatever. hope i can pass tmr. yeah just a pass will do.
school starts at 8.45am tmr. how cool? Ha.

went out with ruby in the afternoon.
it was damn _____ cos the mrt's freaking lot of people.
den like everyone was squeezing me just to get into the train and all.
typical singaporeans!
okay so we went to bugis.
bought some roses. lol. mother's day la.
my mom dun wan anything leh. like make me feel so bad lidat.
shes sick of cakes, and dun wan me spend money on anything.
oh well. tmr shall see la since im out.
den went to take some pictures.
i think im starting to suck at pictures =\
wanted to buy new deck but cant find.
and so it was raining when i got home.
and i cant believe eric actually likes my questions,
cos he finds them damn amusing.
HA at least ive found the right listener. haha!
roy damn lame la, always give me stupid answers.
but okay lah, still can accept his answers somehow. lol.
and i havent study for last paper!
haah how lazy can i get.
and my mom still dont believe my name actually appeared in the physics paper. -.-
and my mom actually said my leehom is shuai! :D
cos she was looking at my wallpaper somehow. laughs.

btw, happy birthday wayne! (:
its good to see you alive.


i shall not even think of taking any step further.

因为你不知道你是懂得让我微笑的人。

i waited for something nice to happen.
and something nice happened :D
and now i'll wait for something nicer to happen.
i risked the first step.
now its the second one, and shall be the last one.

i am currently freaking pissed with the dumb noise that the above ppl are making.
the stupid drilling thingy on the construction of someone's house.
its damn frustrating can. like what, i beared for 2 hours. damn.
okay so, finally physics and bio paper is over :D
mr lim changwei put MY NAME in his questions leh!!! :D
see see. hahaahs hes the best teacher lah. xD
bio was not that difficult as i thought la.
walao made me got so stressed like siao. -__-
but ms sae damn good loh nvr give us the stupid digestive thing.
alright so after school went to mac with ruby.
its very sad cos we're sitting with three councillors.
and i cant use my phone, cant play poker and cant listen to mp3.
zzz damn sian lah. then they had this stupid competition between julia and din,
just bcos ruby and eun wana win to talk abt d____.
somehow i became the one helping julia lah.
hahah im not like ruby so siao to train din.
cos me and julia are mature and calm people. we always win the peaceful way :D
lol ! yeah we won anw, just that they dont wan let jul win 0_o
very proud of julia lah, shes a smart girl! lol.
aiya but wadever that is they wun wan to let jul win. its kinda sad ya know.
yeah so im feeling damn relieved liao.
only left one more bloody maths paper2 and i can live my days happily until tues.

1. Name one person who always make you smile even when you're upset with them.
err. no one make me smile when im upset with them. lol
2. What were you doing at 5:00 thismorning?
sleeping.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
this.
4. Who was the last person who broke your heart?
aiya dun care.
5. What is the last thing you saidaloud?
bye.
6. How many different things did you drink today?
two. water and milo.
7. What color is your hairbrush?
brush? i dont have a brush.
8. What was the last thing you bought?
bread.
9. where do you live?
sgoon.
10. What color is your gate?
gate? err dont have a gate.
11. Where is your brother?
no brother =(
12. How was your day yesterday?
pathetic.
13. What is the last ice cream flavor you ate?
choco
14. Are you an optimistic one?
not really.
15. Do you think your okay?
not really also. lol
16. Contented in life?
sorta.
17. Do you talk a lot?
no, unless its some people lor.
18. Are you happy with the love ofyour life right now? Why?
No. cos i currently _____, and i dunno wth can happen next.
19. Do you skip meals?
sometimes
20. Do you consider yourself smart?
no. if i am i would have passed my amaths.
21. Do you cook your own food?
yeah.
22. Reason for living?
because someone else lives. LOL okay randomed.
23. Are you typically a jolly person?
maybe? haa
24. Name one enemy of yours:
enemy ? nah i dont have one.
25. Name one close friend:
ruby.
26. Who's first person in your phonebook?
alvin.
27. What did the last text message you received say?
" haha. attractive?! waseh. until like tat ar. he mus have really dian dao you. so now, you wasted four msgs cos of him. WOW."
28. Do you go to gym?
no.
29. Song playing at the moment:
chance chance.
30. Message for the person who you love the most.
love ya :D

i didnt know my handwriting sucks so much until today when i was chionging the paper.
social studies not nice lah wth.
write so much until my hand wana break.
my words were becoming more and more big lah lol.
but well, was quite glad cos 9.30am ended paper :D
went to mac for breakfast and studied biology with ruby.
it was damn dry la, den around 4 went home liao.
tmr's bio and phy paper.
damn stressed lah!!! i dun wan fail leh. like so hard can.
so i unwillingly went for tuition. wasted my damn time la.
teacher was feeling damn high for dunno what reason luh.
and he was very happy that i know how to do ln questions for the first time.
haa how amazing huh. okay but whatever.
he asked why i bring so big bag when my hse is just upstairs -.-
yeap. so now gotta mug got last three papers.
im getting sick of exams man. and im still sick for crying out loud. =\

i risked. so lets see how my life ahead goes.
i didnt know crushes can assert sucha great impact.
oh man how screwed up can my love life can be.
now, i'll wait and see how it goes. either its this or that.
i find you attractive. yes its true.

我真的被你电倒了。

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1. i put my alarm clock on my bed when im sleeping instead of the table.
2. i like to see two people quarreling over their loved one. lol!
3. i scream on the phone when im talking crap with ruby.
4. i dont like the sounds of winds blowing into my room. haah!
5. i can daydream when im walking. lol
6. im still waiting for something nice to happen to me.

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alright.
today damn relaxed lah, cos papers no need much studying.
yeah so when i was busy chionging my english,
my stomach hurts -.- so went to the toilet lor.
ms tan was like so worried.
i must have looked so pale. oh man 0_o
then later had chinese paper.
i scared not enough time so was chionging to read all the passages.
lol, den ms nai came to give me a new answer sheet cos i wrote the word there instead of the numbers.
like wad the hell loh. last time is write the word in the box one mah.
but also cos i nvr read the instructions lah. lol.
okay then went to mac and home.

i broke my promise.
i promised not to be affected during midyear.
but i did. now. sighhh damn it.
i dunno what to do leh. thanks eric for talking to me :D
really appreciated lah.
its up to me to choose what step to take next. i dare not think too far.
its very risky. too risky..
its either i do, or i dont.

i wrote anything i can think of for geog.
oh man lets hope i can pass.
man amaths SUCKS big time.
i dont know a shit for the questions infront.
i only wrote some bloody workings and skip.
die lah i hope i can pass man.
okay so after school was feeling damn free cos amaths is finally over.
lol but still got physics and bio. zzz.
bio's gonna suck too lor.
mandy and ruby came to my house.
purpose is to study, but mandy was on friendster the whole day.
-___- amazing hor ?
ha den ruby was struggling with the damn bio mouth thingy. lol.
den we went for dinner and she came my house a while.
i love her comedy shows. can really make me laugh :D
its dumb when i was drinking the packet drink,
and then suddenly the straw's gone.
den we were looking for it lah, but eventually i tore open the drink and found it inside.
dots. yeah.
tmr's english and chinese.
if ms ____ gave other formats other than formal,
im gonna hate her. lol yeah wadever.

ive got no mood to blog today.
and i got no mood to study.
lol. dont ask me why, cos i dunno also.
maybe cos im tired and sick ?
i hate coughing during the middle of the bloody exam lah.
tmr's is amaths and geog.
seriously, it sucks big time loh.
why cant they just put geog one day and maths one day.
study two subs one day is absolute nuts la, right?
okay whatever. look at the time now.
i have to study. no choice.

man, i hope i'll pass my amaths tmr.
den maybe it'll be the happiest moment in my sec 3 life.

Happy Birthday Trevor :D
eh friend, stay happy and funny ah.
dont always so rash and fierce =x lol.
its nice to have a friend like you where we share things and secrets. (:
and theres always a common subject we can discuss about. hahaha!

i think today i wasted alot of time doing dunno what.
cos im not in the mood to study. hais.
i really dun wana screw my maths paper again.
cos theres really too much to study, and den i go very sianed.
zzz. i was watching tv for two hours, and then went to meet ruby for lunch.
we went to marina to eat and talked about _____.
then she was quite emo after seeing some arts and some stuffs,
ya den i also after going to the stupid place make me no mood liao.
came baq home around evening? had dinner with cousin.
yeah, life's boring. exams suck. by right i should be like sleeping away now.
sighhh. alright hope i'll do well tmr for maths and chem.

and i miss my parents!

wow. its nearly 12 and im still awake ?
just bcos of a dumb log question.
sian lah. still dunno how the hell to do it. zzz.
forget it man.
well, my sms is bursting. holyyy.
i think im not gonna msg from monday onwards.
or maybe one day only can afford 5 msgs.
i'll try one week no msging. lol.
Yes. and im serious.
if not when my parents are back maybe my phone will be gone. ha?


dear friend,
although i dont talk to you much,
but i really care about you, just that i dont speak it out.
cos i dont understand what youre thinking.
but you know, i can always be there for you.

so i didnt go out today. ha.
went to sleep for two hours.
damn sian lah, in between alot of msgs coming in -.-
at first dunno what la, den later jerome ask me chem,
den later mandy ask me out for movie,
den later ruby called to ask me emaths ques. hurhur.
yeap. so then i went down to buy some food.
saw weiqin and soonling and yali at the traffic.
good thing she nvr see me, if not im gonna be so scared of her again. lol.
i went to almost every mart to walk one round den come out.
haa. cos i dunno what to buy marh.
i bought strepsils. ahaa and ice cream and some biscuits.
shall buy some chips tmr and maybe some choco.
lol im like buying so much junk food. =\
i must eat something nutritious next week onwards liao.
enough of instant noodles ! lol.
man, living a life alone not that easy sia.
i was wondering if i should buy something for someone or not.
cos if i do right, den what about the other one huh.
den like cant possibly buy the same things right.
but if buy different thing like so weird leh.
dun buy like so what lidat. lol arghhh damnit.
im getting sick. zzz wtf.
cough and flu. hopefully sore throat wun be next. 0_o


i dont understand why.
i really dont know what youre thinking.

blogger is currently screwed up 0_o
so just came baq from remedials in school.
humanities are dead boring lahs.
den later had bio. ms sae is very kind to give us food :D
hahaha. well using handphones in school today is damn cool la.
once in a lifetime thing. haa.
especially when councilors like celest cannot catch.
went to had lunch and den im back here at home.
not sure if im going out later or not,
cos its either i stay at home and mug and sleep,
or i go out and study and eat. lol.

so what exactly is so wrong?
i dont know what the hell happened,
and i feel sorry for all three.
hes sad bcos of her, shes sad bcos of him,
and i dunno whats up with him.
and bcos of one issue can lead to many stuffs,
i think thats a very sad situation life can get.
well, life's complicated isnt it.
cheer up people.

alright. so passage B first question freaked me out.
i thought the answer was penguin,
cos the whole damn passage is about penguins,
but the answer was chicken, just bcos of the crispy red box -.-
all thanks to the setter for giving such an inference question.
i didnt realised he was not a bird lover.
oh man, i think my answer's gonna be a joke again.
she and her kfc -_-
so the rest were okay. and i wrote the most touching compo in my life.
lol cos im missing my mom, so i totally wrote about her. hahs.
after school went to have lunch with ruby at j8.
saw ms tan at the cinema !!! shes waiting for her boyfriend!!!
so we waited for her boyfriend to come out. lol.
its surprising why a beautiful lady will be with a damn simple and not very good-looking guy.
and i finally saw my book in the popular. lol gonna buy it soon man :D
and theres gonna be remedials tmr.

keep your thinkings simple ;
and things would be just fine. :D

alright so nothing much to blog about school.
tmr mid year starts.
oh nooo.
seriously im running out of time.
i need alot of time to study leh. lol.
sian. its time to mug starting from tmr.
and my mood has to be constantly fine everyday.

my dearest parents went somewhere tonight.
enjoy yourselves and dont worry too much about me. =)
i understand how it feels to be lonely now. haha.
for that particular moment when you left,
a tinge of sadness was upon me.
cos suddenly it seems so empty and silent.
take care and misses. <3 !

Good Luck for mid year wors!!! :D

the exposition table that me and dinali did was horrible lah.
cos everyone did so much, and we only had like 1/3 of the page,
she was damn pissed off and told us off.
lol what the heck man.
really nothing to write what. we're not as smart like you -.-
and i passed my amaths first class test!!!! :D
wow im so happy can. although just pass lah.
i always fail my amaths one leh so not bad liao okay. lol.
yeah. and celest damn rich lah, bought sucha high-class wallet for cass.
hahaha. and julia's coffee is so tempting loh.
im starting to fear weiqin cos shes so scary. =x
and clarence's shoes rock man! LOL.
its the first and only pair of school shoes that i find so cool lah.
haa. hes a nike lover i think.

some funny stuffs that happened during chinese ;
* jx was talking to cc*
" come to he front. you're attracting the girls attention."
* all laughs*
* jx was trying to take the papers and pretend to read as to cover her face*
" your papers are upside down."
LOL. then :
* cc throws papers at jx*
* jx got angry and hits him back with the papers*
" i think you can go and join softball"
HAHA.

how i wish tmr's not gonna come, 'cause
1. theres chemistry remedial
2. after remedial got tuition
3. go back home still need to study when im damn tired
4. the day after tmr is the first day of midyear

ZZZ

AND THE ART OF SMILING :D

THEN THE ART OF STUDYING

THE ART OF COMBING -.-

today was a dumb day, lame labour day, stupid mayday.
cos me and mandy intended to go out study.
so we planned to go j8 library. reached there not open. public hols.
den we thought maybe national library have. then again, not open. zzz.
so we try going to ps mac, no space to sit.
like wtf. so in the end went baq serangoon mac and study. DUMB right.
i saw tawan and eugene at bugis! :D
lol was funny lah. cos the conversation was like:
*waves*. "eh?" "eh?" "eh?!" "eh!" "eh!!!" hahahaha.
so, wasted alot of time today lah, but still got study in the end.
and i feel so harassed when people(like mandy) take pics of me for nothing. LOL.
maybe i can help her to become a professional photographer next time.

May's Resolutions:
` do well for midyear exam!
` pass maths! x.x
` waiting to buy leehom's album!
` pillow! lol.
` enjoy my days in perth =\
` tuesdays with morrie book?
` PD seventh/eighth book!
` less ice cream/junk food
` lose weight?
` live everyday in peace and happiness.

alright. today's the last day of april!
well april's not that bad i guess.
only damn freaking pissed with amaths. lol.
ruby's not in school today. yeah.
so uh. okay nothing much today.
theres gonna be a haircheck on wednesday.
and i think i seriously need to do some planning.
things to get by wed:
- get at least a damn hair clip.
- go buy an extra pen.
- buy pencil lead if not im gonna die terribly doing maths.

i wrote a note saying " study hard! :D theres hope."
and pasted it on the wall.
lol some kinda inspiration huh.
hopefully my mom wouldnt think its some sort of rubbish. -_-

you know, when people are going to hate you for nothing,
please, be prepared to be depressed.
if not, go get someone to shoot you dead.

im starting to feel that im a secret keeper.
alot of ppl come telling me things.
hahaha. okay not bad. im trustworthy worzxz! xD

im going out tmr! to study :D



its not what you thought it was.

WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
Shereen.
SCHOOL?
pcss.
WHAT YEAR ARE YOU IN?
sec 3.
WHAT IS THE BRAND OF YOUR SCHOOLBAG?
myuk.
WHAT IS THE BRAND OF YOUR PENCIL CASE?
op.
WHERE DO YOU SIT IN CLASS?
second row second one.
DO YOU LIKE SITTING THERE?
so-so loh. at least i can pay attention sitting in front.
(esp physics lesson as said by julia)
WHO'S SEATED TWO SEATS TO YOUR RIGHT?
no one. LOL.
IS YOUR TABLE VANDALISED?
yeah got one damn big bookworm there lah.
WHAT IS THE COLOR OF YOUR WALLET?
black!
WHO'S YOUR FORM TEACHER?
miss nai
WHAT TIME DO YOU REACH SCHOOL?
7.10am ?
WHAT TIME DO YOU REACH HOME?
4pm usually.