i woke up with tears today morning cos of my dream last night?
I DREAMT OF MY O'S RESULTS. gasp gasp gasp.
so much so for talking to ruby online last night about getting results.
man, what a nightmare.
i swear it's so not going to happen, cos i actually dreamt that someone got 386 points.
HAHAHA what the heck? totally nonsense rubbish crap ridiculous manz.

alright, i guess im feeling much better now?
due to the fact that i was still thinking about not being able to get what i wanted yesterday.
hahaha! but any case, yeah im fine already :)

this was the first time i felt that ten days seemed like ten months to me.
mmhmm. but whatever that is, im going home tommorow! :D



cant wait :)

yawn just reached home.
sigh what a bad day today.
thought could at least shop around and get the things i want today.
ended up with nothing cos i couldnt find any snoopy,
and its late already and no malls are opened.
and the worst was i couldnt get what i wanted to buy also.
so its like, didnt buy anything but just walked around?
sigh felt so wasted man.
seriously very depressing... :'(

then my cousin and his girlfriend bought a camera.
demoralising to see that i didnt buy anything i wanted to. argh! =(
and when going back it was jamming like crazy, so i didnt have the mood to talk also.
yeahyeah...whatever lah. oh well.
snoopy not an issue lah, can always find and get it whenever im bored in sg.
sighhhhhhh!

nevermind, shall be happy...tmr might be a better day :)
and im coming back home on MONDAY! yay monday!
after tommorow life shall resume :)

be happy be happy be happy & smile?
sigh, but then thought of didnt get wad i wanted to buy so saddening :(
blah blah blah okay forget about it.
there's always another way out. im shereeeeeeeeeen!

ok goodnight world.


IM COMING HOME SO VERY SOON :)


as soon as it may seem to be;
till then i will see your face again.

was looking at some of my past posts just now.
man, i was like laughing at my 'sillyness' lah.
i could really be so happy over little things sometimes.
good memories like these are to reminisce anyway :)
so many things changed from last time till now.
the days when i was still schooling in peicai until now...so many things happened.
actually looking back at all the stuffs i blogged about everyday,
i kinda miss school though.
nothing more for me to comment on and incidents for me to write about.
oh well...things are always changing anyway.
its just a matter of time of when you realise it i guess...or maybe never?

wootz. i just came to realise i havent been exercising for so long! omg.
dont know why but im quite wieght-conscious lately.
maybe cos have been eating more than usual recently...?
sigh really turning into old woman.

yawn, finally here at my cousin's place! yay :)
was quite scared of the dog here as usual...dogs are so agressive sometimes :O
was staying at my aunt's place last night...somewhere near the chain ferry.
my goodness it was so damn beautiful la...i could actually see the whole sea view of butterworth and penang.
yeah and i could see the whole penang bridge also...nice scenery :)

i slept for the whole afternoon today?
hoping time would at least pass faster or something...cos i got nothing to do?
so here i am now...rotting my night away, doing things to kill time...sian.
saw this whole set of ferrari red cars in my cousin's room...
and i remembered asking him to give me one last year but he said its limited :(
roarrrr reminded me of my sad past..HAHA whatever just kidding.

and i guess i missed out quite alot of things.
things like:
1. church stuffs(i feel so bad for disappearing for so long haha)
2. job stuffs(still yet to settle with it)
3. some problems which is going on( currently im still updated and will be talking about it when i go back)
4. hangouts? (alot of plannings to do and meeting-ups)
and i still got to return elroy his calculator and pass my friends some studies notes.
well but on top of everything...theres a need and must to b♥nd too :)
(even if the bond got stronger or as strong or less strong)


i miss the presence of being in felicity.




Emptiness.
i feel so out of place.

i seem to be unknowingly making people realise how old they are when theyre with me.
hahahaha oops? dont know if its a good or bad thing.
well, but making me drink herbal tea is as good as making me drink poison :(
and sleep is like never enough despite the fact that im stoning and rotting away everyday here.
yawn siansation.




Absence will make the heart grow fonder.
HmmHmm!

its so cheap to catch a movie in malaysia.
can you imagine watching a $3 movie in singapore? hahaha!
and the popcorn is cheap also....somemore caramel flavour.
oh my i think singapore has to do more research about entertainment&leisure expectations.

butterworth tmr! roarrr.






no matter where life takes us, we'll never be apart.
even if a thousand miles away, together as one we'll always remain.
how incomplete the heart is is how empty the heart feels.

my sky was grey today.
but nevermind, everything's over now :)

anyway i really dont like umbrellas,
so i would really appreciate if you people stop offering me it everytime.
oh yes anyway, the otah here is very special from the one we normally eat in singapore.
but whatever the case, most amazing thing is im still at my current weight!
mwhahaha :D

not only im busy here, when i go back i'll be equally busy.
so many things yet to settle and plan.
i think my wheel of life is even turning faster than the wheel of fortune.




you may be there and i may be here,
but heart in heart we'll always be together.

you know i know that i know you know what you know i know when i know you know and you know that i know you know
HAHAHA utter crap...but actually it does makes sense in a way?
mwhahaha.

its only tuesday now...i think time is really passing very slow.
well so far my days here are still...o-k-a-y?
had been going out like almost everyday,
and i had to think of what to eat three meals daily...which is quite tong ku actually.
other than that im like stoning at home...and entertaining kids -.-

yawn, alright gotta go.


wherever i may be, however far i can be,
just know that i'm always in your heart, and always will be.

i'm tagged by A.C ?

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
:D
2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
i will never fall for A GIRL.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yeah? but no school now already.
4. What is your current dream job?
...? :)
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nah not likely.
6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both? :D
7. Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?
will lah...but will take some time. i hate that kind of playboys anyway.
8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?
happy? but usually is the other way round :P
9. Is there anything that made you extremly happy?
of course! alot of things make me happy :D
10. What takes you down the fastest?
when i know i start to think too much.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
still in contact with the people around me now?
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
what do you think? :D
13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?
to really be happy :)
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
? anything lah.
15. What your favourite colour?
black and white. and sometimes red? haha!
16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
ya...but only when i feel that i should and when its worth my all :)
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wont happen.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
will forgive but can never forget.
19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
er usually im not the kind who will make the first move?
20. 5 people i'm gonna sabo:
nah im not that free :P

penang, food. food, penang. penang,food. food, penang.

eat sleep play slack eat sleep play slack eat sleep play slack...
and the cycle goes on?

what a life? Haha?

always thinking about you, and all about you.

FINALLY HERE TO BLOG:)

oh my im so tired.

yes i reached penang yesterday....? and now im finally officially HERE.

cos i was at someone else's place for some reasons...

and i tell you i was seriously bored to death.

cos all the adults and elderly were in their own world,

making me feel like as if i shouldnt be there -.-

oh well whatever. and then my eye was hurting cos i didnt had much sleep the night before.

i wanted to sleep but there was no chance of me doing so *roar*

so i lived the day in misery? yeah i guess i did. haha!

alot of things happened...and it was too much for me to like write everything down here.
one day seemed like ten days to me. *sigh*
its so overwhelming to see that EVERYONE is asking me about my job and stuffs when i come back.
looks like im some "vip hot stuff" to them :O
all kinds of news reach them fast.
and the amount of food that ive been consuming is increasing...? gasp?

shall blog when im more awake :)

endless journey that i'll walk with you.

leaving for malaysia sooooooon.
from tonight until...nine days later?
oh well...i'll be back...its just a matter of time.
yeah alright, goodbye singapore :)

take care and misses!
dont miss me like you should; miss me like you shouldnt.




wo hen she bu de.

ni.

boring boredom bores.

mum is once again screaming at my dad.
i think he's so ke lian.
but you know whats the difference between me and my dad?
he doesnt get cold-war treatment.
and i seriously hope the next time she goes to church,
the pastor would preach about bad tempers.

okay now i know why my mum was so frustrated yesterday and today.
my goodness its pretty scary :O
i guess i better keep 100% silent at home.

yeah yes yup ya.
im going back to penang tonight and will be back on first dec.
oh man, i cant imagine how it'd be like this time.

GOOD LUCK CHANGWEI! ^^

YAWN?

so bored.

i think im destined to get scolded once in a while.

i dont care about what your friends' impression of me is.
i dont live to meet everyone's expectations.
if they are overwhelmed by my reaction which they never thought in their whole lifetime that i could be actually like that, well, too bad.
its not like as if i do it intentionally. if you think i am, then whatever.
think whatever they want and say whatever they wish.
if it mattered so much to you, then i'd say you just wanted face.
its not the first day you know me.
and its not the first time you vented your hot-tempered frustrations.
stop using my minor acts as an excuse to pour out your anger.
go ahead and tell all your friends until you're shuang.
i dont give a damn about it.

im not whom they think im being brought up as.
im not any "high-class" girl who have perfect manners and speaks in a way that even the ant cant hear.
im not a girl who will say pleasant things just for the sake of making a good front to you people.
im not like a daddy's girl whom they think im so guai and quiet towards everyone.
im not like who they are or how their family members are or who they thought i should be.
if the image of me is not as perfect as you thought, then sorry.
you just have to accept the fact that im not a no-life girl.
i have a life and i live my life.
dont tell me they never make mistakes in their lives.
dont tell me they never say the wrong things in their lives.

and i dont see any bloody reasons why should you flare up because of a small thing.
if you expect any sorry, i can always say sorry.
but apologies now doesnt make any freaking difference anyway. and it never had been.
its ridiculous to get a slap for just one damn normal word.
if dad can do it, and he's always doing it, its ironical why i cant.
dont worry man, you can blow your top however you want.
i cant be bothered with things that makes no sense to me.



& there is now a need for me to blast music :)

how i wished we had met earlier;



sigh, and i hate it when people drag things.
there are so many things to do!!! roarrr.

i got the sudden urge to blast music.
hmmmm.

spent the afternoon with my craziest friend.
i dont know why i can even laugh at her nonsense.
oh well. i think this is what made us special.
we were laughing and talking about the most non-sensical stuffs today manz.
hahaha gosh.



and im SO IMPRESSED by myself! mwhahahaha :D

wootz. end of my work at expo :)
okay la, these three days were still counted as successful for me.
although it was kinda tiring...but oh well.
most important thing is that this three-day-work made me stay here longer before i go back penang :)
yeah, worthy things are always worth all the efforts anyway :)



your laughter is the best sound i love to hear.

im being asked to do this :)

1.What Kind Of Boyfriend / Girlfriend do you like?
er...lazy to type out.
2.How do you celebrate your 1st month?
eh? minor issue actually. can celebrate everyday together.
3.Do you felt safe with your Boyfriend / Girlfriend?
its a must :)
4.When you saw your stead injured or sick will you be there , even you're busy.
of course!
5.When it is your 12th month & your stead was having another relationship what you do?
time to have a short and direct talk.
6.What if you know your ex is still loving you ? Even he/she is single & you're attached.
erm, too bad that my heart's with another person already lor.
7.Are you Single , Relationship , Crushing on someone?
:)
8.Name out 3 love / sad songs.
lazy type.
9.What do you do when you & your stead quarrelled?
i always avoid quarrels.
10.Do you wish to know that anybody is crushing on you?
errrrrr dont know.
11.What if you're single & some people got a crush on you?Will you accept / reject?
no.
12.When you fall in love with someone how you feel?
happy?
13.How many times did you broke your heart by someone/ex/stead?
dont know la. i dont rmb all those feelings.
14.If you & your stead quarrel who will be the one who will say sorry?
dont think its me, unless its my fault and i feel bad about it.
15.What if your stead wants to break the relationship what will you do?
cant do anything? just accept it and move on lor.
16.Did your stead give you any presents? You like the most.
ahh present? i like anything lah.
17.When is your last cry for someone you love?
cry for someone? oh that was very long ago. cant rmb.
18.Did you broke your promise to your stead before? How many times?
never.
19.Do you wish to last your relationship long?
who in the right mind doesnt -.-
20.Did your stead kiss you at public?
hahaha?

im so amazed by everything today.
yeah, seriously EVERYTHING.
from morning to work to lunch to work to dinner to hangout to home.
omg tiring. seriously lack of sleep.

ok btw, finally recieved the pics taken during prom.
although not alot. haha?
yes, and two meaningful pictures posted up will do :)

always us, forever us :)

my one and only physics teacher; my one and only favourite teacher ^^

no more mr lim, its changwei now. it always have been :)

so so so.
last night was the prom!
well i wouldnt say it was GREAT lah,
cos most of the time i spend my time stoning around at the table.
and i was kinda bored cos nothing seemed to excite me. heh?
although i did try to entertain myself...while ruby was trying to entertain herself by talking to me also.
but glad to see that ms nai loves us so much :D

and im shocked to know that everyone in my house waited for me to go home just to see how i looked -.-
cute huh.

yawn. yeah and so im gonna get busy these few days.
kinda weird to be doing different things like almost everyday,
compared to the past where im forever only having a daily routine.

6 more days.

because love conquers.

going out with mum can never be peaceful for once.
she asked if i want noodles.
i told her no cos im full.
but she greedy so went to buy.
and end up asking ME to help her eat.
and i refused to cos i already said i didnt want it.
then she bu shuang with me.
DOES IT MAKE ANY SENSE???? grrr -.-

oh well. that was one of the most horrible event that can happen to me today.
anyway, went to do passport today morning.
kinda troublesome though. sigh dont like it.
went to shop around and bought some stuffs?
i thought i was good at wasting time...but i guess i still lost to my mum.
she is seriously so gan jiong about things.
i wonder why am i even the same horoscope as her.

my mum's friend bought some chocs from germany for me.
but apparently this edible thing thats in my mouth taste like mooncake :O

my mum is kinda angry now cos last night she brewed some tonic soup and i didnt want to drink it cos i was full(actually this was just an excuse).
and when she came to find out this morning and she couldnt believe that i didnt drink it and the whole big bowl was finished by my cousin.
now i see no reason why should she be mad at me for not drinking it.
its not the first time she know that i dont like this kinda thing.
although i did mention that i will drink it today,
but when she realised that it was already finished she was like &^%$#! ?

oh well. bad things comes after the good things i guess.
hahaha!

i still dont see any reason for people to get so hooked up over that.
i mean like, come on...it doesnt make a difference to who you are.
i dont see why must there be an extreme reaction where there is no need to.
sometimes i really feel that my thinking is so much different from others.

when one side of your world seems dark, know that the rest of it lights up for ya :)

O'S ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRR!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
yesyesyes no more stress from studies. woohoo ^^

after paper went to sing with the girls.
my goodness my voice was so sexy that it sounded like some man -.-
oh well...but luckily my flu got better now already :D wahaha!
and the feeling of movie-ing felt so nice after SO LONG! hahaha :)
i guess my life's going to get busy real soon...hmmm.

oh yes and i have to :
1. return elroy's calculator someday
2. memorise worksheet for work soon
3. settle some work with mandy
4. do up paper for ruby

& err dont know what else.
cant think now cos im tired.
haha yawn...goodnight world! :D

as life changes it revolves around different things.
but right now i know it can never be getting worse :)

& IM SO HAPPY :D

aint a typical girl

my head's not cooperating. its killing me like anything.
i caught flu because of the rain today.
and im coughing because of the flu.
i think im seriously very weak these few days.
but life should be getting better after tmr.
so much better :)


for today will be the first and last day existing in this whole lifetime.
no matter what happened, there can only be one ending.
after everyting, this love can only get stronger.

oh my goodness.
its the first time i ever did the stupid flemming's left hand rule until so....
aiya its so embarassing lah!!!
but im so glad i finally no need to rush to finish the paper.
FOR ONCE IN MY TWO YEARS OF PHYSICS LIFE :D

and yes....CANT WAIT FOR TMR! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ^^

ROAR!
time to get motivated for last two papers!!!
PHYSICS & CHEM/BIO!

So very good :)

♥

after thinking of how long i didnt play o2jam made me so depressed.
but happier thing is im back in gunbound!!! :D
mwhahaha, anyone wants to play together find me! ^^
(but only if im free lah hehe)
okay yes i know i still have o's. gees.
i only play for part-time now. wahaha!
i can multi-task anyway...so no problem :D

anyway, i think my life is getting so much busier now.
although i dont really know what im always busy about...
cos currently theres only like two things running in my life...ahem :D

so many things yet to complete and get over with.
sigh thinking of it can just bombard my mind.
oh well...let's just wait until tuesday is over first :)



i must only go on 21st night...please.

im glad that im me :)


it's only what the heart can tell.
awfully loved.

all but one meaning

Dutch : Ik hou van jou
French : Je t'aime
German : Ich liebe Dich
Greek : S' ayapo
Hindi: Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon
Indonesian : Saya cinta padamu; Saya Cinta Kamu; Aku tjinta padamu; Saja kasih saudari
Italian : Ti amo
Irish : taim i' ngra leat
Japanese : Kimi o ai shiteru
Korean : Tangsinul sarang ha yo
Latin : Te amo; Vos amo
Malay/Indonesian : Saya cintakan awak; Aku sayang engkau
Malay : Saya cintamu; Saya sayangmu
Pakistani : Muje se mu habbat hai
Pilipino : Mahal Kita; Iniibig Kita
Portuguese : Eu te amo
Romanian : Te iu besc
Russian : Ya lyublyu tebya; Ya vas lyublyu
Swedish : Jag a"lskar dig
Tamil: Naan Unnai Kadhalikiren
Thai : Phom Rak Khun; Ch'an Rak Khun
Vietnamese : Toi yeu em
English : I love you
Chinese : Wo ai ni

theyre not enough.

oh myyy im so tired :(

i almost fell asleep while doing chinese papers.
dont know why im always so sleepy when doing chinese.
oh well. hope i can do better this time round.
and my chinese words were written so horribly?
omg handwriting deproving.
i guess i really got no chinese mood. hahahaha!

yay two more papers!
and its the END :D :D :D

Your Luck Quotient: 65%

You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

i realised these few months ive been really blogging so so so little.
sigh...so much different from the so free me last time who always comment about everything that happened to me everyday. hahaha!


oh well. went for some funny interview for 4-day job with mandy and friends.
the weather didnt make anything better though.
it was so warm and we had to like travel so far, and the bus wasnt very fast either.
then still gotta allocate the place. luckily i did some research last night. sigh.
so ya...after that went to tm for lunch.
btw, i think i really have no sense of direction one.
this shall be my next year's resolution. have some sense of direction!


re-chinese paper tmr!
not very in the mood for chinese though...
but if i leave sec school with a B but i left pri school with an A,
its quite wrong right? oh well...hope i really can do well tmr.
english songs shall be prohibited until paper ends tmr. hahaha.



"did i say i wish to know?"
sometimes a joke can prrrrrick.
ROAR!
~

YES sri lanka and northern ireland came out.
woohoo im so very lucky. mwhahaha.
and yes...BREAK TIME :D
shall relax abit before the last paper ones.

HAHAHA :)

i really dont like social studies memorising work.
i really dont :)



haha anyway, LOSER! :P
i hardly tease people, but i dont know why hor...
ITS REALLY FUNNY!!! :D

LOOK! its a fact that the highest happiness scores of food that people eat are ICE CREAM, CHOCOLATES, CAKE and even PIZZA!

HAHA i love to eat ice cream :D and chocolates :D and cake :D and PIZZA! :D

meaning. im a so very happy person with so much of happiness! WAHAHA ^^

ahem..yeah but recently didnt eat them cos of exams...sigh.

and social studies is driving me NUTS.

November's Resolutions:
` do well for the rest of my o's paper!!!
` prom night?
` maybe working?
` movie :)
` go back penang
` hangout with friendsss :)
` shopping? haha :D
` play gunbound! yay yay yay :D
` clear ALL BOOKS! mwhahaha
` CELEBRATE AFTER O'S :D
` sleep, sleep and more sleep! ^^
(must make up for all my deprived sleep this year)

now i seriously cant wait for o's to be over.
holidays are going to be so so so great :D