WESTLIFE! :)
cant wait for their new album man.
rocks rocks rocks.



oh so sad...bryan =(



westlife! aww.
suddenly i think im so in touch with them again.
yeah shereen's motto: once in my life, always in my life :)

Awwwwww so cool!!! :D
totally mesmerised lah.
ive been there last year, oh i miss it man.
cinema paradiso.
and leehom speaks english is totally amazing!
wah im melted. lol.

coffee doesnt work to keep me awake. lol.
had ss remedial today.
then went to have lunch with ruby after that.
i think its bad to have saturdays now.
cos i dun seem to be making full use of my day.
although i did study lah, but still...wasted quite some time.

leehom's coming to singapore tmr! :D
aww. so near yet so far.

countdown 5 more days!
October's coming.


我所为分心，是因为我情不自禁。
oh im so proud of myself for using new words to form sentence.

1. What time is it?
9.42pm.
2. What is your name?
Shereen :)
3. What are you most afraid of?
being stress. lol
4. What do you drive?
drive people nuts. xD
5. Have you ever seen a ghost?
naah.
6. Where were you born?
Penang, malaysia :)
7. Ever been to Alaska?
er no.
8. Ever been toilet paper rolling and decorating trees?
huh no.
9.Bacon Bits or crutons?
none. cos i dunno what are they. lol
10. Favorite day of the week?
Friday :D
11. Favorite restaurant?
Breeks!!!
12. Favorite Flower?
Rose!!! :D
13. Favorite sport to watch?
i hardly watch sport actually.
basketball? sometimes.
14. Favorite drink?
Milo!
15. Favorite Ice cream?
erm havent had one.
16. Disney or Warner Brothers?
Disney :)
17. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Pizza Hut! and breeks! haha
18. What color is your bedroom carpet?
no carpet. my room's not that royal.
19. How many times have you failed your driver's test?
i dun even noe how to drive.
20. From whom did you get your last e-mail from?
er cant rmb.
21. Bedtime?
11pm.
22. Who will respond to this the quickest?
hahahaha :)
23. Who is the person that is least likely to respond?
anyone?
24. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their response?
nah i dun really care.
25. Favorite TV show?
i hardly watch tv. but as long as theres yaodong im in it! :D
26. Ford or Chevy?
dunno.
27. What are you listening to right now?
bai se feng che - jay chou
28. What are your favorite colors?
black. sometimes white.
29. How many tattoos do you have?
oh i never like tattoos.
30. Do you have any pets?
nah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM :D
you're the best mum in the world.
and always you'll be in my heart.
love yaaaa :)

okay. i think i screwed physics up.
and then, english lesson i laughed my head off,
cos i expected such things to happen. lol!
and a teacher being dressed up like a peicaian is so funny.
like who will even want to wear uniform?!
(especially pcss uniform. lol)

em mock was sucha killer.
totally killed my brain. zzz tiring.
ruby ruby, cheer up!
its not the end of the world.
its just nothing but a dumb paper.
it'll be over soon. so dun worry. smiles! :)

running against timeeeee.
gotta stay awake for as much as possible during the weekends.
coffee!

stupid rain spoilt my mood early in the morning.
luckily theres cass, if not i'll be so so drenched.
i know im gonna die if i dun bring umbrella even if the sky seems bad,
but just too bad im that stubborn.

ms nai's got snoopy's plaster!!!
aww so nice :D haha.
went to help out for the donation thing with jiaxin.
quite fun lah, lol :)
and some people really believe i will give my number when i simply just blabbered some numbers. come on ?! -.-
well but didnt complete the whole thing, cos the other half niko went.
haha.

i hope tmr doesnt rain anymore,
cos the weather's so cold today,
and i hardly have the mood to even study,
cos my brain's not very active. ha.


i didnt realise i can actually be distracted.
for once, just that moment.

i spelt Neuron wrongly for bio test today.
stupid right. its written in the question.
argh i wrote Neurone. lol extremely dumb.
i hope ms sae wont penalized me. whatever.
the way she laughed today and gave us the test is like ~!@#$%
like as if shes taking revenge ON US. *speechless*

and i seriously think that when mr lim is scolding people,
its super humorous can.
i dunno whats so funny but its just....l-o-l.
and the frisbee hit my head today.
oh thank god it wasnt basketball, if not i can wave goodbye for eoy.

and mr hou's very high today.
very funny lah, we're all laughing with him.
especially junyi, debating with teacher over philosophy matters.
i think chinese lessons are the most relaxed and slack periods lah :D

ms nai said,
women talks double the times men talks in a day,
reason cos women have to repeat themselves so that men will listen.
well, i think i will be equal as my future husband.
cos i dont repeat myself one :D


i think im so dead.
ive no appetite for any food now.
as in nothing really appeals to my stomach. lol.


draw a line first.
at least there seems to be win-win solution now :)
its good for you. yeah.

happy mooncake festival :D

thanks ruby for your mooncake. hahaha.
school's boring.
today got so many disappointments lah.
zzz nevermind.
im feeling really stressed.
until i have nothing better to say as each day passes.

4 more weeks! gosh, why is time passing so slow.


我是你的天空-
oh what a nice song. sweet :)


若你是星星，
我是你的天空。
若我是星星，
你就是我的天空。

if you dont know, it still remains, as much as before.

i think the rest of the school days will be just doing tests,
and tests and tests, and eoy eoy eoy and extra lessons extra extrass.
pathetic.

i reached home at 2pm today. lol 2!
like whoa? my parents were shocked man.
lol dad was at home cos not feeling well.
and i think im not very updated to the things tats happening around in my family.
dunno for what reasons my house suddenly got alot of new furnitures 0_o
my parents were busy moving in lots of things.
new bed, cupboards, chairs, tables, and dunno wad else. all for themselves lah.
and seriously, they are very noisy. zzz.
i had sucha hard time concentrating on studying cos my house was in a mess -.-
sigh, oh well its over now, so yeah whatever.

it's better not to provoke me when im stressed. lol.
at least, not at the wrong time.

a breakthrough for the next month.
and im still wondering over my day. sigh.

random:
Lime is cool, i prefer lime than teenage now. haha.

i dont know if some things are meant to be said or better left unsaid.
maybe someday somehow it'll be said, at the right time.

it was very sudden that it rained heavily today morning.
well but anyway, church was hilarious.

dunno whats wrong with my mum,
but she didnt speak to me for the whole day.
hmm, did i offend her? no? im sure i didnt do anything wrong.
lol, aiya i think she mood swing lah.

i had sucha hard time studying bio, cos
1. tmr theres a test which is not tested for eoy,
so why the hell should i waste time studying it now?
2. i still have other things havent study, and this is really distracting.
3. the stupid workbook has too many questions that needs long answers.
4. i dun really understand the dumb textbook, so gotta fall back on notes.


and i start to wonder if i should celebrate my birthday this year.
im very likely to be feeling stress cos the next day is like geog and chem paper.
who the hell will in the mood to be happy?
but then birthday only once in a year, of course i have to be happy.
oh well, maybe i'll have a serious birthday this year.
but im very sure, im gonna have a superb belated birthday in msia :D
hahaha. but actually all i just want is just someone, or many ones to make up my day :)
if not, i can celebrate my own day happily. no problem. lol.

today's the only day that the sun shines so brightly :)
beautiful day huh.

without knowing i slept for like the whole afternoon.
lol actually intended to study after i woke up,
but i guess i was really too tired...
quiet afternoon is peaceful :)
and i had a very nice dream.
man, if i can i would rather stay in my dream. Ha.
wow if you tell me what you said in my dream,
i'll be so touched. haha alright im being imaginative. xD

i guess i'll have alot of plans during holidays.
mum was talking to me about them today,
and i told her off cos its super irritating when im trying to study,
and she goes screaming her lungs off like nobody's business -.-
but good heavens she went out and i had the peaceful-iest afternoon.

westlife's going to release their new album on 12th nov!!!! :D
oh gosh so cool. im so happy lah.
cant wait for it, it'll be another great xmas gift for myself this year again.
lol yes :D


i know this day, do you?

hope i didnt screw up my am mock.
didnt do matrix cos i dunno wad the hell ms nai is driving at.
partial fraction i dunno how the heck i got decimal, so is confirm gone.
i got no time to do last question,
so i just chionged within 6 mins, and my scale is wrong somehow,
cos i didnt follow the question.
but i still think im not bad into finishing it within 6 mins.
hahaha if i fail im so gonna have depression. lol.

was rotting today after school.
cos was not feeling very well.
and i dunno wad i was doing also,
chatting on msn with alot of people.

do you not know what i was trying to say?
well well, nevermind.

prince charming is the one who got the ability to charm.
and the beauty of this charm has got the power to melt one's heart :)

things to do:
- cut nails before ms nai chop my hands off
- study for bio test and do wb
- study em for mock exam
- start to revise geog and chem
- buy foolscap paper

From Julia:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagbacks.

1. i only eat ice cream when im happy.
2. i spin my pen when something is on my mind.
3. i only use pilot pens.
4. i only buy iced mocha from serangoon's bubble tea shop.
5. i can take one whole day to think of what should i eat.
6. i have very lame tasks-to-do in my phone.
7. my house has no food to eat one.
8. i have a teddy bear on my table since one year ago until now to keep me company. lol.
9. i dun like chinese-like food. prefer western :D
10. i put my all-time favourite songs in my phone(which is like only less than 10. lol)

okay, i think im weird.

eoy's gonna last for 12 days. oh god.
see the timetable already can stress me out. lol.
am mock exam tmr.
im gonna pass im gonna pass im gonna pass.

i dont do things without any reasons.
but sometimes i do things without knowing whats the reason.
the things i say might not be what it seems to be,
but i dont say things for nothing.

sounds contradicting, but i still make sense.
hahaha.

seems okay to me. seems to be.
like back to your usual self.
the second impression back then.
hmm. oh well.
i got nothing to say, and i shouldnt have anything to say either.


its high time i must learn to control emotions.
cos feeling > emotions > feeling > mind > heart.
okay only i understand wad im trying to say myself.
yeah so im gonna achieve it. self-controlled emotion.
den one day perhaps i can be a psychologist.
hahaha, was thinking of taking psychology course yesterday during cme.
lol although i like Djs, but well, i cant possibly be one,
cos if i happen to be really down, the radio's gonna go upside down. haha.

eoy's not gonna be easy.
i guess i better think of how to relieve stress before i think of anything else.
chocolates doesnt seem to help now anyway.

alright nevermind.
i've found one way to control emotion.
yes im so proud of myself. lol
divert your attention to other things,
and change your focus to something else!!!
wooo shereen's an efficient problem-solver.
wahahas.

in life, you're just like drawing a picture.
there have to be some happy and sad parts,
but concentrate on drawing the happy side,
just leave the sad ones as black and white,
while colour up the happy ones :)

yikes im so enlighten suddenly.
thanks to two very funny people :)
haha.

Soon, i believe it'll be back to normal like it was used to.

i think nowadays ive completely ran out of words to blog.
after my eoy then i'll get back to my usual way.
maybe i think cos im quite abnormal lately. lol.

studied chem just now.
our blood has a pH of 7.4.
so if we get an injected, and the substance is not akaline or same as 7.4,
simple, we would just die.

things i learnt in school of the ways to die efficiently so far:
1. get choke upon a fishball ( biology )
2. poke a pencil at the left of your neck ( english )
3. get an injection with pH value different from your blood (chemistry)
4. go to the second deck when theres no people on the lower deck on a bus,
so that the center of gravity will pull you and when the bus turns you're dead. (physics)
5. dont put on seat belt, so when the car brakes, cos of inertia you'll be dead too. (physics)
6. live near places that have rivers, cos the place can get flooded anytime. (geog)
7. live at places with very little forests, increases soil erosion and rainfall, might lead to flood or drought. (geog)
8. go to other countries and make a religious fight, den war and riot ends your life. ( social studies)

yeah, i think the safest subject is maths.
but not really, it kills brain cells rapidly though.
whatever.

as the saying goes,
tmr is a brand new day, a fresh tommorow.
i wonder how many people in the world actually manage to follow that.



after tonight, it ends.
im sorry, i didn't mean to.
it'll be better for us.

life goes on, it still goes on.

i guess i have to.
this will be better.

i've never been so serious in writing something for one hour.
its hard on me to do this.

talked for so long.
thought for so long.

WHAT TO DO ??????



and im sorry eric for killing your brain cells.

Jaded.


make a change.
take the next step.

i know i cant do this.
deep inside my heart i just..can't.

cos...i never want to.

你烧得我有多难过吗.

theres nothing more to say.

Silence speaks louder than voice.

Abnormal-ness of me on this fateful day :

1. went to school earlier than usual
2. help to take ruby's chair back and later get her table and chair back
3. answered most of ms nai's questions which i dont usually do
4. asked ms mok question, and finished up work fastest which is rarely what i do
5. cleaned the board two times which i never do

oh great. i think im sucha kind person today.
whatever.

class was very chaotic. i think alot of things are happening.
if everyone tells their problems out,
i bet our class will be the most problematic and emotional class in the entire school.
the two girls are so poor thing, cecilia and eric also very unlucky. lol.
but thanks ms nai for doing us a great help :)

i wont be bringing phone to school so often anymore.
and i wont bring during eoy for sure also.
for a moment how i wish my dad can confiscate my phone.
so i wont have the chance to even touch it.
and how i wish the school can be bigger,
so sometimes you wont get to see the people that will affect you.
and how i wish theres such thing as emotion-controllers,
so i can turn freeze my heart, like others who are already frozen.
ha-ha? okay crap.

by scientific reasons, clarence said guys cry 17 times a year.
i think guys who drop tears(not cry) are pretty cool,
although it will seem to be kinda emotional.

i prefer school days than weekends now.
damn, even my thoughts are abnormal.
man, someone shoot me.


残而不废。

if you open your eyes, maybe you'll see what is wrong.

i dun wan to bother already.
tell me why should i,
when youre insensitive.
and since you dont feel anything now,
and nothing affects you now,
then wadever i say or do has no effect,
and they're all just nothing to you.
if nothing matters and you dont feeling anything about anything now,
i see no point why should i bother.
i dunno how already.
whatever. ive nothing to say anymore.
fullstop.

oh stupid. hope i wont screw up physics test today.
anyway, ruby fell down and was injured real badly.
and i was her 'nurse' for the day.
lol i took care of her okay!
i think only i can tolerate her screaming and groaning.
but seriously i think it really hurts kinda badly.
the office people made her leg like a living hell though.
haha poor girl. take care :)

there was like a last minute chinese oral exam -.-
why does mr hou always like to give us surprises one.
well but got three days to choose, i went for today's one,
wana get over with it faster. lol although i didnt mentally got prepared.
but its still okay lar, mr hou was the examiner.
haha so was kinda relaxed...and the guys were listening to me. so awkward loh -_-"
didnt go for cca... went to library to study instead.
yeah the library is a nice place. lol :)

for a moment i thought my house was going to collapse.
lol i felt my whole room moving lor, and then i was kinda dizzy also.
then i thought i was being abnormal or just too tired,
but found out later that it was actually the earthquake.
whoa thats so sudden. man i experienced the vibration for the first time!
lol my whole room basically moved suddenly. so stunning.

i feel so tired today, no much mood to study.
cant absorb much into my head.
okay nevermind about it. shall drink coffee more often from now. haha!


i think the purpose of blogging now is closed to nearly insignificant.
with some people viewing and checking out blogs to find out things.
i dont really care lar, cos i didnt blog about much stuffs recently also.
i like people who talk sense.
people who dun make sense are just talking things that are not worth talking.
hahaha.

study and start mugging and going stress.
dunno why but it seems like eoy is very tensed up.
or maybe its just that im like becoming yingen. lol.

man, it doesnt even feel right now.
i think when eoy ends,
it will feel even weirder, cos suddenly you stop studying.
no, actually when everything ends it'll be the weirdest.



note to self :
buy highlighter and pen,
and get a dumb stapler by this week.

i must say, filing was like shit.
maybe i cant stand fussy people.
whatever. thank god its over now. ha.

approx. 27 days to eoy.
its time to mug.

studying twelve chapters within two days is crazy man.
mdm goh is such a surprising woman -.-
and i realised, i wrote notes when mr lim was teaching me last time.
comparing to now, lol since mdm goh taught, my book is like so cleeean.
im still wondering why does she talks so fast and has a weird sense of humour.

suddenly i feel like ive became so serious.
ha-ha.

sorry huijun for forgetting to bring your birthday present.
lol you're so gonna get a belated present next week.

was busy doing the chinese scrapbook hw.
and i was pasting the things and i think i was quite noisy lar,
cos i slam the newspapers onto the book.
mum : 你可不可以轻一点？吵死啊。
me : 哈哈。
mum : 还有哪里有人做功课听mp3的。用功一点啦。喂你有没有听到我在说话？
me : 有有。
mum : 你听你的歌到这么大声，到底有没有听到？
me : 有啦，你的声音都比我的音乐大声了。
mum : ........

haha still won in the end. great achievement man. lol!
okay anyway, she was hinting me that her birthday is coming.
lol she should be telling dad, not me. hahaha xD

term four starts tmr. this year really flies.
school again...hais.
im gonna start studying from tmr onwards alr.
yeah, eoy is coming.
okay i shall promise myself that i :
1. will not be online for too long
2. will not sleep in the afternoon anymore. lol
3. will not daydream while studying halfway
4. will not go emo for the next two months
5. will try not to think too much about anything
6. will not let my mood get spoilt by some people


what i thought was actually not what it was.
man i think i shall stop thinking of dumb stuffs.
and the only way to forget something is just not to think about it.
yeah and i think i make sense.

went out with ruby to do homework.
yeah i completed miss kodi's 200 questions paper!!!
wahahaha so tiring man. i spent like the whole afternoon doing it.
and the stupid place kept playing some really weird songs.
and two people sitting beside us kept eating ice creams non-stop.
thats like so...crazy?
all they had been eating is the vanilla ice cream, without the cone.
they can just go to the mart and buy one whole tub of vanilla ice cream right -.-
oh well, saw junhao and jiawei and they sorta joined us for a while.

i think my days are getting so lifeless man.

undone hw:
1. amath ex9.2 and holiday w/s
2. chinese scrapbook and book exercises
the rest i finished but not completed,
there are blanks cos i dunno how to do.
yes two more subjects. im gonna finish them by tmr.
hopefully.


i miss you so much so much.

happy birthday huijun! :D
haha good pals on every sunday yeah.

alright. so there was english oral today.
man it was abit scary.
reading aloud i nervous until mispronounced words leh.
i was like "that..er i mean that. ahh *paused* there was the..."
arghghghgh. lol didnt look at her though,
was kind of staring at her 100plus.
then picture discussion was still okay. at least she did nod her head.
oral conversation was so-so.
just spoke my mind. i did tried to smile at her lah, cos i was actually not very awake.
and thanks mr lim changwei for coming to my rescue :D
lol if not would have to wait until dunno how long for the office ppl to help us photocopy.
saw mr 'mc' and he chatted with me and ruby.
he: mr lim is a ...simple guy.
me: haha
he : so you like simple guys?
me: maybe? :)
he: but mr roderick is a complicated guy...
me: ruby likes complicated guys?! hahaha
she: *gave me the shut up face*

alright, back home was homeworking on chinese hw.
homework seems like never ending :(
its super surprising of me that i didnt sleep in the noon today.
haha, too busy doing hw.

im staying happy today, yes cos today is a nice day.


One more month to my big day. hahas :)

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sort of had a quarrel with mum.
dont know how it actually happened,
but oh well, woke up and yeah it happened.
i think its due to the breakfast or something.
but still its cos of her bad mood i guess.
didnt talk to her the whole day, only spoke two sentences.

went out to kbox with ruby and jiani.
oh yeah... and we sang :)
then i went home. for once i got home early.
cos got tuition lah, no choice. lol.
and tuition teacher injured his head and was hospitalized last few days.
aww sad. no wonder he was like so moody today.

english oral exam tmr. *nervous*
i hope i wont be stumped.


and tmr's gonna be a pleasant day :)

1. Are you younger than 19?
yeah
2. Have you ever kissed someone thats name starts with a J?
no.
3. How many bathing suits do you own?
zero?
4. Do you like the color green?
not really.
5. Do you have a crush on someone?
no, im already in love with someone.
6. Ever eaten soap?
no duh.
7. What song are you listening to right now?
far away - nickelback
8. Is there a place you would like to visit?
no.
9. Have you ever fell into a mudpuddle?
nah.
10. Do you like winter?
i like the season, not the weather. lol
11. Does your screen name have numbers in it?
no.
12. Are you in a band?
nah.
13. Do you like parties?
not really, dont like crowds.
14. What are you scared of?
cant think of any right now.
15. How long have you had your friendster for?
erm i dont count.
16. Favorite beverage?
Iced Mocha :D
17. If you could own a monkey, would you?
no and never
18. Do you own anything from American Eagle?
no.
19. Do you listen to rap?
yes.
20. Do you graduate this year?
next year.
21. Favorite disney movie?
dunno leh, as long as its nice im fine with it :)
22. What was your first AIM sign in?
aim ?!
23. Do you like fruits?
no. lol
24. Do you have a nextel phone?
no.
25. Have you ever given a random person your number?
nah siao.
26. How clean is your room?
very.
27. What color is your room?
uh white?
28. Is there a calendar in your room?
no.
29. Do you regret anything?
nah not really.
30. What are you excited for?
for the olvls to be over? yeah.
31. What is your handphone brand that you are you using now?
sony :)
32. Single, Attached or Married?
attached.
33. What did you do today?
sing, eat, sleep.
34. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
mum.
35. 3 of your everyday favorite items?
my pillow, my handphone, my radio :D
36. What is your wish for tomorrow?
do well for oral, and be happy.
37. Any plans for the weekends?
no, finish up hw.
38. Who's on your "who I want to meet" list?
can't even meet the one i want to meet.
39. Who's the last person who sent you an sms?
yingen
40. Who's the last person you sms to?
yingen
41. What are you doing now?
this.
42. Missing anyone now?
yes.
43. Do any of your ex. girlfriends wants to patch wth you??
i dont have one.
44.Wat is ur religion?
Christianity
45.Do u wish u were of another religion?
no
46. Wat is ur natural hair colour?
when i was young it was brown. lol
47. Wat is ur hair colour now?
black.
48. So, did u dye ur hair?
no somehow it became black when i grew older
49. So hows life?
incomplete.
50. Do u like your class?
no comments.
51.Do u like your school?
not really
52.How many subject teachers do you have?
8
53. Out of them, how many do u hate?
i dont hate, i only dislike. lol
54. Do u like ur family?
yes.
55. How many family members including relatives?
erm too many.
56. Of that, how many of them do u hate?
no one!
57.Do u have a pet?
nah.
58. Do u wish that u had a pet?
no.
59. Wat is 1 thing weird abt urself that not many people know?
no idea.
60. Have u ever had a crush on some 1 totally unexpected?
no.
61. How old was the person...
i alr said no lah. lol
62. Honestly, are you a racist?
no
63. How much $ do you usually get a week?
27.
64. Do u like some1 now?
i like my friends :)
65. Does this person know that you like him/her?
should be yes lar
66. How much are you willing to pay to find out if a person likes you or not?
rather not pay.
67. Reveal 1 thing abt a person that you like.
erm cares about me ?
68. If you had a day to live who would you spend it with?
yingen!
69. Do you think you are attractive?
*ahems*
70. Your best physical feature?
no idea, eyebrows? lol
71. When do you want to get married?
thats the future thing.
72. Would you rather find true love or be a millionaire?
true love lar. rich doesnt mean happiness.
73. Do you have any Tattoos?
nah.
74. What's something you wish you could do
wish i could make yingen feel not stress
75. Can u bake? wat can u bake?
give me the recipe :)
76. Honestly, are you open with your emotions?
not really...i hardly even tell others my emotions.
77. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah, but too long ago.
78. What do you do when you're mad?
blast music.
79. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yes!
78. Whats your Favorite Band?
westlife!!!
79. what are 3 of your all time Favorite songs?
mcfly- all about you
daniel powter- bad day
and westlife songs. lol :D
80. Are you happy with your life right now?
maybe...?
81. What is your Dating Age Range?
older than me! but of course not too old lar.
82. Would You be in a Serious Relationship with someone with kids?
no, man thats like the third party.
83. Have you ever liked someone who all your friends couldn't stand?
nah. why would i like someone tat people cant stand?
84. What Animal that creeps you out?
snakes.
85. Are you someone's best friend?
yeah! :)
86. Where are you born?
malaysia :)
87. What you believe in?
my heart. lol
88. Do you hate the world?
no.
89. Do you blog?
duh?!
90. Do you eat beef?
yea but hardly
91. Believe in miracles?
yes, when they happen lar.
92. Do you like exams?
nooooo. exams can bring two people apart.
93. What color is your phone?
black
94. Do you own an ipod?
nah
95.What song are you listening to now?
colour my world- westlife
96. Who is the last person that you hugged?
mickey. long ago.
97. Who do you love the most?
parents and gen!
98. What do you dislike?
lazy to type all out.
99. Are you high on drugs?
no.
100. Smoke weeds or cocaine?
eee?
101. Have you created double trouble for people before?
no, im a peacemaker man. lol
102.What words do you say a lot?
i dunno
103. Do you drive?
i wish i can :)
104. What you do during times where you are free?
blog?
105. What sports you like?
im not very sporty. badminton? uh yeah, used to like swimming.
106. What martial art/fighting technique you like?
no knowledge on that.
107. Fav. Singer?
wang lee hom ? :D
108. Fav. show?
amazing race! lol
109. Have you ever got lost?
ah yes, when i was young.
and sec 2 when in amk trying to look for the dumb lib.
110. Do you like schooling or working?
school.
111. Have you had your birthday yet?
no this year not yet xD
112. Is your favourite colour the same colour?
no, i used to like blue.
113. Have you got the same style/colour hair?
no. style changed, colour naturally changed.
114. Have you brought a new car this year?
cant buy any yet.
115. How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had this year?
one.
116. Have you been involved with the police this year?
no lar im guai :D
117. Been in hospital this year?
nah i dont like the hospital smell.
118. Lost someone you cared about this year?
hmm nope :)
119. Been on a holiday this year?
perth trip counted ? lol
120. Been in love this year?
yes, and im still in love :)
121. Been kicked out of a pub this year?
no.
122. Completed any studies this year?
still studying.
123. Read a book this year?
er still reading.
124. Worst thing to happen this year?
failing my amath paper.
125. Best thing to happen this year?
being together with mickey :)
126. Do you click on pop-ups?
no i hate that.
127. What was the first thing you did this morning?
charge my phone.
128. What did you do last night?
dunno, nothing much.
129. What are the last two digits of your phone number?
33
130. Who is the last opposite sex that you hugged?
gen.
131. What do you dislike at the moment?
nothing.
132. What food are u craving?
kinder bueno! lol
133. What did you dream last night?
oh something very nice.
134. What was the last TV show you watched?
cant rmb.
135. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
err dunno.
136. Do you always lock your door?
nah but i always close my door.
137. Are you on any medication?
i wish i could find some medications for lovesick. lol
138. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
to my left.
139. What color shirt are you wearing?
pink.
140. What is your favorite frozen treat?
swensen's ice cream :D
141. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
yingen!
142. What was the last text you received last night ?
"Okok :)" from yingen. lol
143. Do you care what people think about you?
not really.
144. What is the thing that you would most like to change about you?
skin colour? i think im too fair.
145. What do you smell like right now?
air?
146. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
Life still goes on.
147. Would you ever sky dive?
nah, unless i feel like dying.
148. What 3 things you would do to the people u hate?
avoid, dont talk to them, give attitude.
149. If you could say something to your ex what would it be?
thanks for your love.
150. Who was the last person you saw with their shirt off?
erm leehom in his mv. lol
151. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
only to the one i love :D
152. Have you ever been to Australia?
yeahyeah :)
153. Do you own a digital camera?
yes, but its kinda slow already.
154. What celebrities do people say you look like?
no one.
155. Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
er sadly i dont watch that.
156. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
no, it just make me thinks that its not important to call me.
157. Are you a jealous person?
no
158. What was the last thing you typed?
this?
159. Do you ever feel guilty about eating meat?
haha im not a vegetarian.
160. What's ur style of dress?
dunno, depends on mood.
161. The ring tone on ur cell phone is?
bu neng shuo de mi mi
162. How do u usually answer the phone?
hello?
163. At the movies, or reading books, u prefer romance or comedy?
both romance.
164. What's the most important thing in relationships?
trust
165. what's the most important thing in ur life?
family, my love, friends.
167. what would you do if someone admits he/she likes you?
think of something to say?
168. Your partner have to be rich, with a convertable and looks?
not really
169. Your blind date is wearing sandal with socks, what do u think?
turns me off.
170. You easily attracted to the opposite sex because of their?
coolness maybe.
171. What is ur ideal career?
career? dont know lah.
172. On a typical saturday morning u are?
sleeping i guess.
173. do u gossip too much?
not much.
174. Your bestfriend just dated your crush, what do u do?
like that lar, what else.
175. would you ever spread rumour about your bestfriend?
no i dun like rumours.
176. what's your favourite subject in school?
chinese ? lol although my chinese isnt that great.
177. what will u do if a hot but not so intelligent guy talks to u?
answer back lor.
178. Who do u share ur secrets to?
i dont have one. well actually i do, but i didnt tell them all out.
179. Do you ever just sit outside and watch the stars?
i prefer watching it with someone than alone.
180. What is your current annoyance?
nothing.
181. Do you want a new cell phone?
not really.
182. Are you waiting for someone right now?
no.
183. Can you make friends easily?
i can if i want to.
184. What would you do if your friend turned gay?
man, i'll be so disgusted.
185. Do you plan out what you wear the next day?
sometimes only.
186. How many times do you eat each day?
three?
187. How do you cheer someone up?
dunno, naturally lor.
188. Have you slept?
yeah.
189. Is it easier for you to fall asleep or woken?
er hard to say. lol
190. Has your best friends ever hurt your feelings?
hmm no... i dun think so :)
191. Give two reasons why you get distracted in class.
1. my surrounding is very noisy sometimes
2. i'll think of other things while staring at the front.
192. Do you think its funny when people get hurt?
no?
193. If you had to guess, how do you think you're gonna turn out in life?
lol dunno? a carefree woman with a stable career, living in happiness :)
194. How old are you and do you look your age?
yes and yes.
195. Where is the first place you went today?
bathroom.
196. Last time you were at the beach?
erm too long ago.
197. Are you tanned?
no.
198. Do you like rollercoasters?
nah it freaks me out. lol
199. Next concert you are going to?
dont know.
200. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
cant rmb lar, very long ago.
201. Name a friend who lives in another city?
erm dunno.
202. Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
mum.
203. How many peircings do you have?
two.
204. Have you ever been camping?
of course.
205. Name a random line from a song.
make a wish, take a chance, make a change.
206. Do you own a cellphone?
yes
207. What was the highlight of your week?
dont feel like saying.
208. Last time you got your hair cut?
cant rmb.
209. What was the last museum you went to?
err i dont even rmb going to any.
210. Do you have any pictures that you don't remember taking?
yes, sec and sec two photos with mandy and ruby. lol =x
211. Are any of your friends pregnant?
no.
212. Do you have any nicknames?
sherbeen(sec2), shreen(from elroy-.-), piggy(last time) and minnie(from mickey),
and two more from ruby.
213. Have you ever had braces?
nah
214. Do you have glasses/contacts?
yeah but i hardly wear my glasses
215. What are your big plans for the month?
nah nothing.
216. Do you know what tofu is?
no.
217. Do you have a dog?
No.
218. What is the last concert/show you went to?
last year's leehom's concert.
219. Do you think barbie is a negative role model for young girls?
yes, its expensive and dolls are pretty scary also.
220. Names in your inbox cellphone?
ruby, elroy, yingen.
221. Do you like peanut-butter?
when i feel like eating i'll like it. lol
222. Most memorable place?
my house, serangoon mac, suntec, clarke quay, changi airport
223. Do you read comics?
used to.
224.Do you believe in God?
yeah
225. Your name spelled backwards...
neerehs
226. Are you rich?
no.
227. Chips or popcorn?
both. lol
228. Best thing in the world?
money and happiness!
229. Whose picture(s) do you carry in your wallet?
no one. lol
230. What is your current mood?
mood-less.

colourful quiz

RED = ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
nah i hardly get angry :D
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
mom!!!
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
eraser counted? lol
4. Does your face turn red when youre angry?
no it turns black instead.
5. When youre mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
stare. i use eyes to show.
ORANGE = EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
yeah.
2. Are you easily excited?
depends. i dont really know actually.
3. What event is coming up that youre most excited about?
my birthday? haha :D
4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
go celebrate with my love ones.
5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
solution to prevent stress.
YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name:
Shereen
2. Birthday:
7 Oct 1992
3. Whats your main goal in life?
to live in happiness and with no regrets :)
4. Do you want to have children?
thats the future thing. lol
5. How do you want to die?
77 ! LOL
GREEN= OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage?
ew, disgusting. i dun even want to bother about sick stuffs.
2. Lower the drinking age?
no comments. drink if you want. lol
3. Capital Punishment?
yeah.
4. Abortion?
depends.
5. Democrat or Republican?
i dunno.
BLUE = LOVE
1. Do you love someone?
Yes of course.
2. Do you have a bf/gf?
=)
3. Is it better to have loved and lost than never loved at all?
love and lost. at least its loved before.
4. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really. but sometimes its possible.
5. Would you tattoo your lovers name on your body?
er no. i dun really like tattooing?
PURPLE = Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
one?
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
i dunno. colourful?
Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
listen to songs.
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
no idea.
Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?
no i dunno whos tom. ha.
Q: Look to your left. Whats there?:
air?
Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
oh blazzer from suzanne.
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
blogger.
Q: Do you have plants in your room?
no what for ?
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
no.
Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
singapore loh.
Q: Do you own a picture phone?
yeah.
Q: Recent time you were really upset?
a few days ago.
PINK = LAST
1. Person you saw?
mum.
2. Person that said they loved you?
mickey...
3. Movie watched in cinema?
secrets.
4. Song you listened to?
cant rmb.
5. Person you talked on the phone with?
er mum.
GREY= TODAY
1. What are you doing right now?
this thing.
2. What are you doing tonight?
sleeping soon.
3. What are you going to eat?
nothing, ate already.
4. Did you accomplish anything today?
yes, maths papers -.-
5. What shoes are you wearing?
i dun wear shoes at home.

went for breakfast with mandy and friends.
then went for cca.
was playing some dumb games on the net for the whole day.
or rather, yeah.
that lady has a very bad attitude man. *dislikes*
i was trying my best not to even talk to her though.

and i bought a colouring book.
LOL never thought i would buy such things though.
oh well, sometimes when you got nothing to do colour lor.
afterall im not colouring something i dun like anyway. ha.

went home and slept for the whole day.
i was feeling very restless today.
and then had some very nice dreams. lol.
ha anyway was trying to do all the maths papers.
but stop when comes to amath cos i dunno how to do at all. lol.


no wonder i was feeling uneasy today.
take care, im worried about you.

you filled up every thought in my mind;
and theres only you in this heart of mine.


我这一刻在想你，你是否会和我一样思念；
因为我这想念的心，装满的只有唯一的你。

oh yes finally back.
suddenly feel abit more relaxed.
the whole thing was like so...whatever lah.
mdm zuraidah and mr chia said i am a very shy person.
lol...? cos zuraidah said i dun really show out my personality,
and just bcos i didnt want marcus to help me take the thing,
mr chia said i was shy -.- hey thats crap. lol.
and so mr chia drove me and marcus to suntec for the interview thingy.

and when i was going to school i saw mickey!!!
so qiao leh so qiao...lol~ so long never see him liao :D
i was thinking what if i see him suddenly or smth,
lol and the next moment he appeared.
hahaha, but he was rushing, and i was not very awake either.
but still... =)

yeah, and thanks mr chia for your lunch.
and i was like eating the slowest among all,
so awkward to have them waiting for me.
oh well, was trying to talk alot and smile alot there,
not by own will of course, for the sake of looking abit lively-er.
lol yeah mr chia and mdm zuraidah should be proud of me man. hahas.

so when the thing ends i felt so much like going to walk around suntec loh.
but sadly i alone, so forget it.
wanted to have dinner with someone also cant.
its like everyone cannot go out today.
so pathetic man. and i saw donuts!!! awww so nice xD
hahaha next time when im free i'll go queue.
today exception, cos wearing school uniform. lol.
and then until the end asked my mum out for dinner.
she was also shocked why the hell i would ask her out.
ha, and we very funny also lar, walked around serangoon.
den didnt had any dinner, cos we dunno wad to eat(we're both libras).
yeah so i went to buy one tub of ice cream home :D
haha yeah but eventually still had dinner lah, but at home. lol.

yes, finally one day is over.
i havent touched any of my homework.
oh nooo must run against time already.
and elroy told me his class has got no holiday homework.
man, that is sooooooo impressive.

anyway, my mum was like laughing at the "Just For Laughs Gags" show.
lol its super lame and dumb lah. but really very funny though.
mum: this one good ar, watch liao will not be sad one. *hahaha*
me: you very sad meh?
mum: no, im telling you mah. *hahaha*
me: i very sad meh?
mum: *hahaha* so funny!
okay and then i laughed too. lol.

what a long day yesterday.
alot of things happened lah.
from like 7am in the morning until 11pm at night.
we didnt get into the top 20 anyway.
lol...yeah. sorry mr chia, dun feel too sad.
actually doesnt matter to us lar, its only the teachers and infocomm face.
nearly died out of tiredness and boredness yesterday.
somemore my phone is pathetically dying last night.
was playing mandy's phone games though.
its been long since i play such things.
and i think i cant play infront of other ppl, its kinda embarrassing. lol.
and its worse to be called piya piya. -_-
oh well. thanks mr chia for sending us home also.

and today gotta go for another cca event. hais.
another long day to go.
september isnt a very nice month afterall.


anyway, this is our pic :

thanks ruby :)
went out with her in the afternoon.
and we talk about everything under the world wide earth.

helped ruby to pass her file to andre.
shirly missed out the grand feast. aww.
lol sometimes i really think im quite lucky.
everytime got people treat me one.

look look. just look at the price.
whoa, so expensive right.
i think if guys are not rich life's gonna be tough.
i only paid for my precious drink. lol!
but still thanks alot for your treats :)


okay, tmr's the big day.
its gonna determine whether my team's gonna get into top20 or not.
and that makes a very big difference to my week.
8am to 9.30pm. hais, this is worse than having exam.



youre the song that fills me.
思念.

didnt go church today.
maybe thats abnormal of me, i dont know.
but its true that im not seen online during sunday mornings,
cos im always at church every weekend.
but its cos:
1. i got too many things to do this week
2. im not feeling very well
3. dont feel like going
4. my mood is low

oh whatever.




boy, i miss you.
i really do.

and so i really slept for the whole day.
this is how i start of the first day of a new month.
how pathetic.

September's Resolutions:
` try to finish up all the holiday hw
` celebrate mum's birthday
` start studying
` buy a dumb stapler
` stop thinking about how slow the time is passing
` try not to be so weird(said by ruby)

i think thats all i can do for the month.
and i cant wait for jul to go genting :)


get a life.
my mood never gets spoilt so badly. you're the first one in history.
and you know what.
the thought of it simply irks me.


dont doubt me. cos i know.
its just that i didnt say it out.
i know cos i know you :)
hang on and persevere...
it'll be over in time to come. =)

what exactly is your bloody problem.
what else do you want.
what more do you want to do.
stop saying things that are not true to others and everyone around you.
you dont have to tell the whole wide world your lie.
if youre trying to satisfy yourself by convincing yourself and make others believe your words,
hello? wake up can.
stop faking up words and putting up your own things.
you're just doing nothing out of nothing.
and dont find excuses when you try to cover up yourself.
dont do things behind ppl's back.
dont try and get close to me and know more about me,
im too afraid of you.
you have your views but doesnt mean they are true.
dont assume your craps and your thoughts so right.
in fact theyre all wrong. learn to appreciate and see.
your actions and your words pisses me off.
have you not have enough of wad you want?
all along always harass me, now still go further on.
hello? im not your target of jealousy.
please let go of me can.
you know what kind of impression you left in me?
fear, irritation, frustration, annoyance.
i dont need you to interfere into my life, our lives.
we're worlds apart.
i cant stand when ppl say things tat are so not true.
and anyhow say it anywhere anytime.
get the facts right first before you say anything.
this kind of behaviour and action sucks you know.
can you just go away, live your life and i live mine?
get off me. i dont want to appear and be in your life.
i just dun wan to have anything to do with you.
its irritating and frustrating.
give me some air to breathe can.
there are better things in life for you to do.
im sick and tired of you and your everything.


argh. go sleep better.
maybe sleep for the whole of tmr even better.
if you also wana pester me in my dreams,
den i rather have my life taken.

happy teacher's day mr lim changwei!
you rock and you always rock and you will forever rock :)
as my dearest teacher.
i will rmb you and your laptop,
and your handwriting.
its not untidy actually, cos there are other teachers who are worse xD
i will rmb your drawings, esp your car,
although you fail your art, but your drawings can make me laugh.
i will rmb your jokes, cos although not very funny i will still laugh.
and i will rmb your habit of clutching your hands together.
i will also will rmb tat you set my name during midyear phy paper.
this shows actually i was reminded suddenly. heh!
and i will rmb the nice muffin tat you gave me :D
you're the best and nicest teacher i came across.
although i cant make your proud by getting A in physics,
but i will try not to fail for the time being.
hahaha :D