Saturday, January 31, 2009

last day of jan! like finally.
i hope february will be better :)
although i seriously dont know what am i going to do for two months...
but oh well...i will keep myself busy.

SO BORING!

Friday, January 30, 2009

remove that bit of hurt

I can only be one me, my real and living me.
There can be only one truly me and nothing else more.
never have wrong thoughts or wild doubts...
please speak your mind or ask. please.
never ever get me so so wrong.
cos afterall you realise im not what you think.
i'm really not.




The more I know of you, is the more I know I love you.
how much does this line apply? :)
sigh?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

posting results are going to be out tmr!!!
either im in or im appealing in.
my eyes are only for my first out of all.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

i got so many red packets from malaysia! :D
wah so touched by them...all rmb me so dearly.
haha especially my aunt!(who was also my nanny).
she gave me extra cash as a reward for my o's leh.
i was so touched...so called back and said thanks.
no need la aiya...should save for herself to use.
i will greatly repay her back when i work in the future :)

i felt so helpless when i was in pain today :(
sigh, so miserable sitting at my workplace for whole day.
i think i'm so good at bearing with pain.
oh well.

im feeling so moodless now at the thought of tmr.
horrible tommorow awaiting for me to survive through.
urgh.


& 30min passed by just like that in the blink of an eye.


Take That Lyrics
Beautiful World Lyrics


"The sun will shine and we will see, there's nothing standing in our way.
Love will stand and never break, never thought this could be me.
Do you feel what I feel ? Everytime that you are near, it's a beautiful world."

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

shed for love

zen me ban?
thats a question i guess could not be answered.
and thats a question that we dont know how to answer.

though circumstances may be really sad, but above all,
we know we're happily living the moment.
it's our true bliss.


i want to hear everything thats on your mind and in your heart.
and i love to hear your proclaims of love, your heartfelt words and your true feelings too.

Monday, January 26, 2009

me, you and zebra


ruby and weiqin came over to have lunch with me :D
weiqin was so shy la...dont dare to move/eat.
hahaha so amusing...but i ended up helping them to finish what they're supposed to eat -.-
then went over to mandy's place :D
so long never see everyone alr...haha they changed quite abit also.
like after so many years! haha.


a picture paints a thousand words...
so they should better be nice ones :)
if not i would not have any reason to be taking them :D
(although sometimes depends on mood. wahaha)
HAPPY CNY! moo moo :D

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Take Care & Goodnight :)
you're then sensitive la...so serious for what :(...maybe 1% fierce?
or maybe not at all...dunno la.
haiz. im so innocent here thinking of you ok. baddie.
nvm then, i guess its also because of your "pain".


all's fine all's well.
im shereen :)
hen xiang ni.
so speechless over what happened.
gosh, i first time see before such thing.
i dont quite understand...really.
oh well...dont know lah. dun have/wan to understand either.
lucky charm saves it all :)

anyway, happy cny eve to everyone :)
may everybody have a wonderful reunion dinner :D
i shall try not to eat so much these few days...if i can?
but i think that is very likely to be what i should be doing :(
oh well. everyone's like asking am i in the mood for cny.
yes and no?
yes because have some free time to relax and rest more. haha!
no is cos...dont know why la..just dont have the excitement.
every year's still the same...it comes and go anyway.
maybe if im in penang then the atmosphere will be different.
but then again i prefer to stay here :)
everything has their good and bad la in any way.

so bored...i got nothing to do now.
guess i shall keep myself busy.




if only i could be a part.
haha if only.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Realm of Love

when you're happy, i'll share your joy with you.
when you're glad, i'll smile with you.
when you're stress, i'll press on with you.
when you're sad, i'll cheer you up.
when you're down, i'll light up your day.
when you're angry, i'll make you laugh again.
when you're upset, i'll be there to remind you of my presence.
when you're disappointed, i'll be the hope you'll see.
when you're bored, i'll accompany you at all means.
when you're busy, i'll keep you in mind and never disturb.
when you're speaking, i'll listen with all my ears just for you.
when you're tired, i'll say goodnight with you.
when you're worried, i'll console and make you feel at ease.
when you're thinking, i'll keep quiet and stay beside you.
when you're in need of help, i'll go however far to be your saviour.
when you're in any problem, i'll be there to support you always.
when you're making and doing any decision, i'll always be behind you.
when you're left with no choice, i'll understand and go with the flow you.
when you're sick, i'll shower you with utmost care and concern.
when you're doing something that i may not be comfortable with, i'll accept it with mutual understanding.
when you're in the wrong in some way, i'll forgive you and draw you closer to me instead.
when you're apart from me, i'll miss you like never before.
when you're near me, i'll hardly get to catch my breath.
and when you're with me, i'll make every moment with you count,
every moment with you special, every moment with you memorable,
every moment with you precious, every moment with you happy,
every moment with you feel loved.
what the hell. be so superstitous for what!
freaking bloody unreasonable.
ya la ya la you're always right lah.
say whatever nonsense you want then.
i cant be bothered by your ridiculous thinking.

Friday, January 23, 2009

me: you called?
wq: er ya.
me: why?
wq: where are you now?
me: just came home?
wq: oh, means you cant go out if i ask you la?
me: haha ya...why?
wq: wanted to ask you can pei me go orchard or not
me: oh, buy clothes?
wq: er...buy soya sauce.
me: YOU GO ALL THE WAY TO ORCHARD JUST TO BUY SOYA SAUCE?!?!?!


-.- what is wrong with her man.


im tttttttiiiiiiirrrrrrreeeeeeeddddddd...
but waiting for right time to sleep :)
dont know why am i so nice sometimes :P
haha anyway, i think i got a new hobby: nuaing :D



whether if you are or if you are not,
just know that im always here with you...
be it through the good or bad, i'll be there to give you joy,peace,happiness and laughter.
always :)
live life as it is, loving each other till the end of time.
live the moment...we can only live the moment.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

If only.

i he♥rt you.

business was good today...
but nothing really made me happy :(
nothing at all man. sigh sian sian sian.
but after i left work i was so so much better :)

have you experienced a time whereby someone's temper goes up and down and everywhere else?
oh man, so overwhelming de wor.
and yeah, i experienced it today.
hahahaha!

anyway, no offence to anyone or anything,
but i realised short hair ladies are quite fierce -.-
not only fierce, but some ive seen today got super attitude problems.
want then want la, dont want then get lost lor.
comment so much for what -.-
and to think i still can be so nice to them is already being so kind.
these people nowadays ar...sigh.
men are much more generous...ive seen too many of them getting irritated by their wives not knowing which one to get.
they just go "anything la. choose yourself can?" or "just buy if you want lor. think so much for what." and stuffs.
i see already also pity them, sure go back tio nagging.
and guess what. i finally see the bad side of being indecisive.

i think im in between sick and not-sick.
i dont know whats with my feeling-cold thing.
its cannot be me being too skinny and not having enough fats,
cos i feel that ive been eating alot lately and theres more to come.
(my house has alot of funny food cos of cny and all suddenly)
sigh, makes me got a feeling that my task during cny is to eat -.-

cant wait for jan to be over.
seriously.


things will never change if you dont want it to be.
things can never change if it can remain like that.
'cause there's nothing else that can be changed already.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

was feeling so sian today! sigh.
5 more days in current-place before i change location :(

i have a huge problem.
i dont know what should i eat everyday at work.

im feel like sleeping.
but i feel like eating.
nevermind. goodnight world!

oh, and i hate that stupid repairman!
he freaking dashed my hopes :(
I adore you more, than anything my heart could wish for.
I just want you.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Whatever.

back to commenting about yesterday:
at least, there's no need to say it out and talk about it.
and its not that everything that's said is true.
knowing is one thing, talking about it openly is another thing.
where's the respect for privacy?


having someone to work with is sooooooo much better than staying there alone.
anyone in the right mind wouldnt work for free,
but apparently this girl(who loves me so much :P) is doing such thing.
HAHAHA! :D

i got a feeling ive grown fatter or gained some weight.
crap :O

cny is coming... :)
but such occasions(and other special ones) in the year dont really seem that exciting to me anymore.



maybe cos of the absence of your presence.

Now and Forever

No matter what people say
No matter what people do
All that matters to me is you :)

Monday, January 19, 2009

i never liked to say bye.

the morning was sooooooo pleasant :D
i feel so successful in doing things. wahahah!
so, back to work again. sianzxzx.
waiting for 6feb to come. and 12 more days to go.
cant really rmb what interesting things today...
was too tired to rmb anything.
anyway, i really dont like it when people know so many things about me.
its not about whether can or cannot, i just dont like people to know so much.
-
time matters. even if its one min.
it really matters to me now.
celebrated ruby's birthday yesterday :D
it was so funny la...mandy and me were laughing like mad.
so fun to see her being teased by me..hahah maybe for the last time :)

too much to say about yesterday so i'll just post up some pictures.





BESTIES FOR LIFE ^^

Sunday, January 18, 2009

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Rascal Flatts- What hurts the most
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Spice Girls - Hey Mickey
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
5566 - wu suo wei
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Green Day - Boulevard of broken dreams (OMG NOOO)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Chris Brown - Forever
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Westlife - Dont get me wrong
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Hillsongs - For all you've done
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Bic Runga -Sway
WHAT IS 2+2?
Britney Spears - I will still love you
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Westlife - I need you ( -.- )
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Westlife - Tonight
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Leehom - ai de jiu shi ni :D
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Ashlee Simpson - Love for me
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Akon - I wanna love you
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Michael learns to rock - Paint my love
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Elliot Yamin - If you really love me
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Celine Dion - Because you loved me ( err -.- )
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kelly Clarkson - Since you been gone (omg haha)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
High School Muscial - Start of something new
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
S.H.E - zen me ban? (haha falling in love?)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Yellowcard- Empty Apartment
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Switchfoot- Awakening ( i wont regret waking up? )
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Boyzone - No matter what
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Alias - More than words can say
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
McFLy - Obviously ( ...? )
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Akon - You dont want it
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hilary Duff - Why not
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
The Veronicas - For ever
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Westlife - I did it for you
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Taylor Swift - Love Story

anyone who sees this can do too :) .

ha, this helped me to kill time ^^
anyway i was trying to change my pillow into the one that ruby bought me during my birthday.
and i realised the pillow has got a printed snoopy there! with happy birthday written on it.
awww :D so nice ^^
(yeah i think im so slow. like after hwo many months then i open it haha!)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

the ultimate declaration

hardware can change. but my heartware never changes.

i dont care if the whole sky falls apart.
i dont care even if they lay their lives for me.
i dont care how much they give unto me.
i dont care how deep that affection can be.
i dont care how close they can be to me.
i dont care how hard efforts may be put in.
i dont care how many times they try again.
i dont care how long they try to hold onto.
i dont care how desperate they desire to be.
i dont care what they think and how they feel.
i dont care.

because you'll still have a part of me with you always.
because our lives together is what makes our living worthwhile.
because i only need what you can give and that's enough for me.
because our passion overules everything else.
because our closest distance in heart is my only comfort.
because not a single inch of me will be moved easily.
because you're the only one that wins right from the start.
because we know we never will want to let go.
because to me its equivalent to nothingness.
because you're all that matters to me.
because of you.

and you.
you're the one and only in my eyes, in my heart, and in my mind.
dinner was ... !

i realised vivian is very easily amused.
hahaha.

well.
i think its better to have dinner alone next time :)
im a weird libra who can prefer solitude sometimes.
Looks like today is not so free after all...full of love instead :p
sigh, dumb computer! :(
please dont ever die on me before i get a new one *sobs*

was out the whole day yesterday...yeah.
mandy and me were laughing like anything when we were talking about _______.
damn funny la! HAHAHA :D

hmm and the night walk was lovely :)
indeed very peaceful and serene.
i guess i will only can officially get to do that a few years later,
so might as well cherish it now whenever i have the chance.
wahaha.

& today!
church lesson as usual *sigh*
and im glad people say my drawing is cool. haha!
my everyday now is like very...i dont know...filled?
dont know if thats a good or bad thing.
i guess so? at least im living a full life. haha?

oh and its been long since i blasted music at home xD
mwhahaha my the other side revealed once again.

so nothing to do today. free-er sat of all time. haha?
shall take this time to slack and rot and rest and stone.

oh yes.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST RUBY :D
sadly today is not me with you...but hope you enjoyed your day!
i was kinda busy recently(actually i always am :P)...so didnt do much today.
yes, and that we're going to the next step in life soon,
please please learn to take care of yourself okay!
dont be so silly anymore...i cared alot for you during sec school,
and do keep in mind the things ive told you for all these years.
and please know that not everyone is like me...
i dont think anyone can tolerate your nonsense so much. haha!
i'll always be there to brighten your life :)
have an enjoyable 17th birthday!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

birthday celebration :)

highlight of the day : my hearty breakfast! :)

BUSINESS SUCKS TODAY! sighhhhhhh.
well anyway i wasnt in the mood today morning also.
haha quite sian...oh well tmr will be better :)

hmm imagine putting someone's "fall-off" hair onto yours.
HAHAHA im super speechless.
well, then evening time went to meet up with clique(without yiling).
to celebrate mass birthday of soonling,yanyee,choonlan and ruby's.
yeah i was like the last person to get there?
and i had to help them fake the kbox people that im the birthday girl -.-"
haha although i was there for only a short while,
but still it was a great time together lah :D
everyone's still the same...still laughing at how funny i am :P

& ruby! please stop crying okay...i'll always be your best friend :D
i will never leave you :)




Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Mum: You think he's your boyfriend ah?
i wished i could say yes.

business was better than usual today...
and i was finding things to do(to keep myself busy).
i think i got the 'ren yuan'.
everyone was being so nice to me. hahaha!
even the clear dustbin auntie there told me to just give her any rubbish i have every morning when she walk past me.
and neighbours buy me food and offered me the high chair to sit. haha!
anyway, i realised when paikia people buy things,
they dont really show their bad side la, they're quite polite actually.

dinner was :) :) :)


one more month to valentines!
i think i should just...

Life is good

Always on my mind...always in my heart. Life is good...so very good

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

back to work!

yeah that's about all today.
im super stony now.
tiredness reached highest level.

goodnight!!!

Monday, January 12, 2009

will you be with me in my next phase?

RESULTS DAY.

i think my mum is happier about my results than me o_o"
oh well. still okay la :) able to accept. haha!
abit sian that my chinese is still a b3 and both my math also b3. *roar*
& i want 1 more bonus point for cca! :(
it makes a very big difference between 11 and 12.
crap lobster prawn fishhhhh -.-
& so like everyone in malaysia knows about my results(cos of mum).
i didnt know everyone cares so much for me wor.

yawn. quite tired.
well, congrats to people who did well and cheer up to those who didnt!
cos life still goes on :)


"where is my key?"
HAHA dont know is too distracted by me or really so "cute" ah :P

Sunday, January 11, 2009

ps cx asked me why i didnt turn up yesterday for leaders' training -.-
sigh, this is what happens when people know you.
actually i dont even know how on earth she knew me.

met up with my senior pre-teens cms.
yeah, will be in the same cell as them this year(including the pre-teens la).
gosh, i think its going to be so huge man.
& they seem to rmb my name pretty easily.
i thought people usually dont. ha!

service was DAMN FUNNY.
i dont know why but im amused by almost everything ps ben said.
but people around me doesnt seem to laugh though :O
only the group of guys infront.
i think their sense of humour is similar to mine thats why.
ben was so....omg. lameness until the highest peak.
even lamb he also must pronounce as Meh.
"he risked his life just for the sake of his poor little Meh."
but church is forever so cold!
that is a truth i have to always repeat everytime i think of it :(
i always leave the place in the frozen state.

MeltyKiss. never buy this chocolate man!
unless you love to smell strawberry flavour -.-
and unless youre some sicko who loves to eat liquid chocolate.
but actually i think it became like that due to the high temperature lah.
who on earth will actually put chocolates in the car boot?
haha gosh, how impressive wor.

lunched with mum and cousin at vivo.
my mum kinda freaked out cos the siew mai at food republic cost $3.75 for only 3.
oh well. did shopping there and at the central and bugis.
clarke quay is still the best la :D
not only scenery is nice, the mall is also just as nice :)

olevel gasp. results gasp gasp. tommorow gasp gasp gasp!
luckily im quite tired...meaning i should be able to sleep tonight.
haha! but maybe not tmr morning...? okay relax shereen relax relax.
hope to see smiles around tmr :)

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Your Word is "Love"
You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people.
Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love.

You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love.
And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship.
my kitchen's spoilt dustion is finally changed.
like after how many decades, finally -.-

and i spent alot today! ooooooomg.
not that i want to, but have to?
nevermind lor, once in a year. im a nice friend :D
gees.

went to visit mandy at causeway :D
alot of people there but just got no much business.
sales nowadays are not easy to do.
got customers you earn, no customers its as good as staying there and stone yourself away.

random comment about food: CHEESECAKE IS NICE :D
its been quite awhile since i ate cakes. wahah.

i cant wait to get my haircut.
i feel so messy lately. grr -.-


"Tea will be iced coffee."
haha first joke of the year! :P

Friday, January 09, 2009

i seriously seriously HATE waiting.
not saying half an hour...but imagine one and a half -.-

went to sp(for a damn short while) and tp open house today :)
cant really imagine how life will be like when i start poly man.
its really going to be so so different.

super tiring day.
results results results.
post-results blues. haha!
okay, i think always better to stay cool about it. ahem.

finally dinner after soooooo long :)
even if its just eating bread i also happy. haha!


it's so nice to see you smile so much ^^
I can only be your friend.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Iren is so sweeeeeeet eh? :P

some things have more than one meaning.
it's not what you think, and it's more than what you think.


it's going to be a long day today :(
boohoos.

Lucky...so Lucky

To be in your presence, I feel so loved. I am lucky..so lucky to be loved by you :) Back to preparation for work!

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

i see no reason why. wuliao.


o level results releasing on 12 jan 2pm!
what a grand day yet to unfold.
i need a new towel!
& its super annoying when your monitor keeps blinking once in a while.
the lift construction here is very noisy...i wonder when they will finish it.
and im so tired! not used to the fixed timing i have to wake up everyday yet.
yawn...okay i think this is a very no link post...whatever lah.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Aww, that was not a joke :)

first day of work!
quite tiring though...sigh, will be tired for four more weeks.
haha oh well...for the sake of killing time?
business not that good though...was kinda bored today.
and i met some very funny people -.-
well anyway, i hope time will pass faster during the day!

& its a busy, busy, busy month.
cny, work, studies, church lessons, birthdays...boo.


even if there's no everything,
just the love would be enough.
at least that's something i can have.
and i can only have what is there.
cos i know...yeah, i know.
so if you ask me why i do...i'll tell you:
if you can, why cant i? :)

Missing U :)

No matter where u r...I will be thinking of u
okay im never going nyp and rp already.
haha i never intended to also, just that mum re-confirm with me today.
yes so back to square one. haha.

un-official work was like fwaaaah yesterday.
too much for me to say...so not going to say it.
haha alot of things to do and remember.

AND NEVER GO TO SCHOOL AS VISITOR.
cos you cant anymore.
kinda suck, but oh well.

Monday, January 05, 2009

QAD

Surprises are nice :) I like them...and I like to give too :) Wahaha!

Sunday, January 04, 2009

even just an hour matters now

first sunday of the year!
service was still okay? combined service though.
we(the youths) sat on the floor infront in the chapel cos it was SO full.
an indian lady came to preach :O
quite surprised that an indian could be a christian.
but i must admit i had difficulties trying to understand what she was saying.
so eventually i ended up only hearing 1/4 of what she said,
cos i gave up trying to listen to the rest...only listened to the words i could easily understand.
somemore im damn tired and abit distracted...so yeah.

my com is going to breakdown REALLY SOON.
im so worried man :(
theres so many things i cannot afford to lose.
my pictures my songs my things. gosh.
i think if it really died on me i'd probably have depression :'(

on top of that my beloved phone is not functioning well either.
i got problems msging my dearest sometimes(although i think its not my phone problem regarding that),
and the main problem lies with the dumb speaker.
people cant hear me! thats so bad.
shirly thought i was sick or something when she talked to me.
and people had to HUH so loud to make me speak louder so they can hear me.
sigh depressing.

i wished i could be back in 4g studying. haha.
i miss changwei!

and results are coming out pretty soon!
life's going to be so changing until i officially start school then it'll be constant.

yeah im starting work tmr!
finally can keep myself occupied and busy for five weeks.
(dont ask me where i am unless you wanna help me buy some stuffs im selling ^^ )

i have a sudden desire to read books.




i miss the times. all those times.
dont you? :)
i hope after yesterday you've gained better understanding...
of what im doing, how im feeling and everything else that only gives joy and pleasure :)
and i will never make myself feel that way ever again. never.
i control how i feel and what i feel. not the other way round.



if you cant, then i'll be the one to make us perfect in the name in love :)

Saturday, January 03, 2009

THE RULES!
bold the statements that are true to you.
italise the statements that you WISH are true.
leave the fibs alone.
then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I’m obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
lesson in church today, and its so boring :(
i would rather be having lessons in school man. sigh.
make me starve somemore. sad case.
i used to look forward to saturdays.
but now i think i'll dread it for one month.
yeah, thats basically my day.

now i finally know why some people dont like to have siblings.
it's bcos only child dont have to get complained by anybody else.
i understand it now.
i dont really give a damn, so say whatever you want :)

anyway what for 45cents for one month and then charge adult fare later on?
it makes no difference. transportation charges in singapore is fooling people.
what lobster.

Friday, January 02, 2009

yay i got leehom's new album!!! :D :D :D
so cool lah, but although every album theres a different kind of music from him.
i love all of his songs :D from the very first to the very last ^^

anyway anyone wants to buy cardigans?
tell me tell me and buy it from me! :)
oh, and bags included :)

yeah, and today is first time that i see a female taxi driver!
haha okay that was super random.

im quite curious to see how the new peicai uniform looks like though.
hahaha sad that the timing's so wrong.
i like blue and white uniforms.

me: i might consider nyp cos its near my house.
mandy: oh i dont want to go there.
me: why?
mandy: cos i want to go as far as possible!

why do i have such a weird best friend?

Thursday, January 01, 2009

not bad, i can still sustain my energy until now. hahaha.

i dont know whats so great about shopping.
i seriously dont.

anyway i saw some cny decorations selling out there.
and then i was reminded of myself sigh.
weiqin calls me the moo moo cow from some tv adver.
and this year is the year of ox. Moo -.-

oh yeah, and the ez-link charges are now charged as adult fare for us.
wow how great of turning older. from 45cents to 133 cents.
so it does make a difference of yesterday and today. ahah.

& omg omg omg and so oh my gosh.
im so speechless.
i tried to imagine myself hugging ruby and taking a picture of it.
maybe i should try it out on her birthday.
what, omg nooooooo way!

SHOULD I EVEN LAUGH? EEEYERRR!



oh i forgot about my monthly resolutions!

January Resolutions:
- olevel results!!! gotta decide where to go and stuffs
- work happily? devoting for 5 weeks :)
- leaders' training in church this month
- go poly open houses
- birthday clique celebrations! (soonling ruby yanyee choonlan)
- leehom album! :D
- haircut? before cny i guess
- chinese new year!
- maybe get a hairdryer
- shopping?

life is getting busy for me too.
i slept for only 5 hours and i woke up in the morning to go jogging with cousin :O
not bad still...i thought i was going to like accumulate alot of lactic acid(biology), but surpringsly i didnt like have the want-to-die feeling. heh :D

last night when it was 12am something extremely funny happened.
everyone else was counting down and wishing happy new year,
but tan guanyang was asking me whats the weightage for the exam papers.
my gosh, and i cant tell him anything cos i dont rmb a single thing.
the only thing i told him was happy new year :) HAHAHA!
i think he was too worried lah, but oh well, o's results are coming out soon!
cant wait cant wait. wait for so long. cannot take it already.
although im quite nervous lah, ha.

oh yes, and the jamming of network last night was quite annoying.
i think next year we should just have a msn-counting down -.-
since everyone was like spamming around to those who were online.

New Year's Resolutions (i got two this year) :
1. DEVELOP SENSE OF DIRECTION!
gosh. yeah like seriously -.-
the only thing im probably great with is the mrt cos there's a mrt line everywhere.
bus transport i cannot make it man, i only know like limited and necessary things and they were all taught by my mum, pathetically.
cabs may not be a problem but i dont really spend money on them unless needed.
my mum would probably skin me alive if she found out i cab in singapore. ha, so yeah.
and wads more, i dont think i can even locate a taxi stand easily -.-
in addition, the worst scenario will be even if have a car, that will be the end of us man.
i dont think i can even rmb where i parked it(in carparks lah), unless with the help of remembering the number/alphabet of that area -.-
not that transporting is the only problem, even going out sometimes i may be walking anywhere and everywhere(which is why i always use the street directory to save time).
i dont even know there's a 7-eleven in vivo! okay this was random.
but whatever that is, i need some sense of direction before i get lost in school when it starts?
2. EAT FASTER!
okay, this may not be a very good thing, but eating slow is not a good thing either.
i guess so? (but ruby still the champion though :P)
perhaps one of the reasons im not very fat cos i eat things slowly?
and maybe that's why i dont get hungry easily, although i can have a huge appetite :D
having being nagged at by the chia brothers for the year saying that my rate of eating is horrible,
then i think thats a major problem. HAHA!
but amazingly i tend to eat quite fast in the school canteen leh. hmms.
and seeing that i can eat for forever at home is bad lah.
im lucky to escape from my mum's scolding a few times when i ate for 1-2 hours.
if i were to give an excuse then that would be cos im full but i got no choice but to eat. heh!
but i cant be always eating slowly even if there's good company and even if i had all the time in the world to do so right.
it's not like as if the people i will meet in the future can tolerate and wait for me.
hahaha and for events like wedding dinners(i have alot of them in msia) or maybe some other occasions(maybe parties or gatherings or formal meal-ing)...there's a vital need to speed up :)
but of course so far it hadnt been much of a problem la...it's either i want to eat fast or i choose to eat lesser. wahaha!
its for my own good anyway, so nothing to lose also.
but im not committing to say that i will eat fast all the time.
who will want to eat so fast with someone you love to be with? :)
HAPPY 2009! :)