If only.

i he♥rt you.

business was good today...
but nothing really made me happy :(
nothing at all man. sigh sian sian sian.
but after i left work i was so so much better :)

have you experienced a time whereby someone's temper goes up and down and everywhere else?
oh man, so overwhelming de wor.
and yeah, i experienced it today.
hahahaha!

anyway, no offence to anyone or anything,
but i realised short hair ladies are quite fierce -.-
not only fierce, but some ive seen today got super attitude problems.
want then want la, dont want then get lost lor.
comment so much for what -.-
and to think i still can be so nice to them is already being so kind.
these people nowadays ar...sigh.
men are much more generous...ive seen too many of them getting irritated by their wives not knowing which one to get.
they just go "anything la. choose yourself can?" or "just buy if you want lor. think so much for what." and stuffs.
i see already also pity them, sure go back tio nagging.
and guess what. i finally see the bad side of being indecisive.

i think im in between sick and not-sick.
i dont know whats with my feeling-cold thing.
its cannot be me being too skinny and not having enough fats,
cos i feel that ive been eating alot lately and theres more to come.
(my house has alot of funny food cos of cny and all suddenly)
sigh, makes me got a feeling that my task during cny is to eat -.-

cant wait for jan to be over.
seriously.


things will never change if you dont want it to be.
things can never change if it can remain like that.
'cause there's nothing else that can be changed already.