oh great. one more day to the end of october.
can you like imagine, just two more months and the year's gonna be over.
hais, time flies.
i made many alarms today, but it all went snoozed.
lol cos i intended to wake up and do homework.
but in the end woke up too late, den went out with mum and relative.
not that i wana go out with them, but for the sake of buying clothes for wedding.
i mean, cousin's wedding.
and then suddenly it rained, and was kinda drenched.
saw a lady fell down in the coffee chop, whoa man so scary.
i think one of my fears is to fall down. lol.
stupid bugis cheated my feelings.
the whole stupid place on the other side closed down and turned into a food junction.
its like... a place for teenagers to shop suddenly turned into a food junction?!?!!
wah waste my time go there leh. sigh.
and my mum was very reluctant to buy a shirt that cost $35 for one piece. lol.
so eventually bought some clothes but couldnt find any for the wedding.
yeah so perhaps gotta go penang and buy.
i dunno why it seemed like so grand, but oh well, just for the sake of it.
and my mum kept assuming things.
hello, someone tell me what is wrong with her.
sometimes i really wonder is she going against me or standing on my side.
i dunno how to do differentiation for product rule! zzz.
help. i got a very positive feeling that im gonna suffer this holiday doing hw.
and i got a feeling, alot of things are gonna happen after o's.
especially when im back from penang.
my instincts dont really go wrong.
anyway, good luck to friends who're taking chinese o tmr! :)
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
im supposed to do homework today.
but due to the weather, i got no mood to do.
i know i should get over with this weather-affect-my-mood thing,
but too bad until now i still cant.
im getting so dead again.
cos of extra lessons. zzz.
why say things that you dun mean?
you know and i know it too right?
so why? why must like that one? sigh.
but due to the weather, i got no mood to do.
i know i should get over with this weather-affect-my-mood thing,
but too bad until now i still cant.
im getting so dead again.
cos of extra lessons. zzz.
why say things that you dun mean?
you know and i know it too right?
so why? why must like that one? sigh.
Monday, October 29, 2007
i was so lazy and tired until i almost skipped church,
cos i nearly overslept.
but actually i think i got self-discipline lah,
cos i forced myself to wake up, thinking that if i dun enjoy my weekend,
probably i'll suffer for the week of extra lessons in school.
wads more im leaving on next tues, so might as well enjoy now first.
after i come back enjoy more :)
im so glad it didnt rain although it almost did. haha.
and i seriously think that i got too much sugar intake today.
no wonder i talked so much. too much candies i guess.
man, cannot eat too sweet for the next few days already.
and i want to watch the doraemon movie!
hahaha i thought it was kinda lovable :)
but after im back. yeah.
and i know i was so lousy,
but i still laughed at myself. hahaha.
so was laughing while playing -_-"
haha, oh well i guess whoever saw me sure will laugh also.
yeah quite stupid actually, but cant blame also,
im not even "can-pass" yet. lol
beginners are always good, cos you can get to get help.
gees.
cos i nearly overslept.
but actually i think i got self-discipline lah,
cos i forced myself to wake up, thinking that if i dun enjoy my weekend,
probably i'll suffer for the week of extra lessons in school.
wads more im leaving on next tues, so might as well enjoy now first.
after i come back enjoy more :)
im so glad it didnt rain although it almost did. haha.
and i seriously think that i got too much sugar intake today.
no wonder i talked so much. too much candies i guess.
man, cannot eat too sweet for the next few days already.
and i want to watch the doraemon movie!
hahaha i thought it was kinda lovable :)
but after im back. yeah.
and i know i was so lousy,
but i still laughed at myself. hahaha.
so was laughing while playing -_-"
haha, oh well i guess whoever saw me sure will laugh also.
yeah quite stupid actually, but cant blame also,
im not even "can-pass" yet. lol
beginners are always good, cos you can get to get help.
gees.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
just because of a chinese proverb i went to ask so many people for the exact meaning.
it really meant alot to me huh. hmmm.
today is a nice day.
i guess i laughed until i got no much energy left now.
i dunno wads wrong with me today,
i think i feeling quite relax and fine today,
thats why i almost drove ruby mad. hahaha.
she said its been after so long since she saw me so happy.
oh well, maybe i wasnt thinking much about anything,
so was quite easy-going kinda feeling lah.
man, but im very tired after all the dumb laughing.
haha.
i dunno what youre thinking.
and i dunno whether if you know wads inside of me.
but also thanks to your sentence, i felt that presence of security.
it has always been you all along,
and you still remain in me.
so smile, cos you still got me here =)
well, if you want me lah, haha :)
it really meant alot to me huh. hmmm.
today is a nice day.
i guess i laughed until i got no much energy left now.
i dunno wads wrong with me today,
i think i feeling quite relax and fine today,
thats why i almost drove ruby mad. hahaha.
she said its been after so long since she saw me so happy.
oh well, maybe i wasnt thinking much about anything,
so was quite easy-going kinda feeling lah.
man, but im very tired after all the dumb laughing.
haha.
i dunno what youre thinking.
and i dunno whether if you know wads inside of me.
but also thanks to your sentence, i felt that presence of security.
it has always been you all along,
and you still remain in me.
so smile, cos you still got me here =)
well, if you want me lah, haha :)
Saturday, October 27, 2007
why does everyone seem to tell me how piss they are,
when i myself aint that fine too? 0_o
the world's going upside down.
okay so what i said really can tell.
oh gosh,
cannot control what, cant blame me.
oh my oh my.
but too bad people already understood why.
really that obvious ar?
oh man.
dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb.
when i myself aint that fine too? 0_o
the world's going upside down.
okay so what i said really can tell.
oh gosh,
cannot control what, cant blame me.
oh my oh my.
but too bad people already understood why.
really that obvious ar?
oh man.
dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb.
girl: my friend saw you.
boy: ya i know.
~~~
girl: go entertain your friends la.
boy: we're not out to play or wad...we're here to study! not enjoy!
girl: den happy studying with them lor.
qn: what does this shows?
ans: the girl is obviously ______.
zZzz.
today is officially the last day of school.
which means goodbye to mrs feng the principal.
well although i never talked to you before for three years of my sch life,
never had shook hands with you either,
but afterall im not that bad, in a sense that i will still rmb you.
for once i clapped after your speech today cos its the last time youre saying it,
and i dun deny that your speed of talking is still "not-that-fast".
yes so goodbye. i hope the next principal wont be worse than you in any ways.
the new holding school is so....whatever.
it'd take a much longer distance to walk all the way in.
and the place is very small, so i guess my class will split next year.
there is alot of empty spaces, and the field and parade square is very big,
which means pe lessons gonna be a living hell next year.
the canteen is not big, so perhaps can forget about eating next year,
cos by the time you found a place you wun have time to finish your food.
plus the toilets are worse than three-stars hotels, so well, try to refrain from using them.
the hall's floor is still quite okay lah, at least better looking than the current one,
but cant imagine how hot and stuffy every monday's assembly will be,
plus having my o's there in that place next year.
i dunno why but i see many staff rooms around, and the classrooms are like everywhere.
the whole area is not that small actually, so im afraid i might get lost in the school somehow.
the only i liked about is the scenery.
the houses are pretty nice and the scenery's not bad though.
so next time if feeling stressed or emo maybe can go and take some fresh air.
and concluded that the new holding school is a great place to hide,
cos everywhere looks quite similar, so if anyone's trying to run away from bullies or teachers and avoid some people, can just simply run anywhere in the school.
it looks old lar, thats for sure, and i thought it seemed like it was haunted -.-
oh well good luck next year to school life then.
do you still do?
boy: ya i know.
~~~
girl: go entertain your friends la.
boy: we're not out to play or wad...we're here to study! not enjoy!
girl: den happy studying with them lor.
qn: what does this shows?
ans: the girl is obviously ______.
zZzz.
today is officially the last day of school.
which means goodbye to mrs feng the principal.
well although i never talked to you before for three years of my sch life,
never had shook hands with you either,
but afterall im not that bad, in a sense that i will still rmb you.
for once i clapped after your speech today cos its the last time youre saying it,
and i dun deny that your speed of talking is still "not-that-fast".
yes so goodbye. i hope the next principal wont be worse than you in any ways.
the new holding school is so....whatever.
it'd take a much longer distance to walk all the way in.
and the place is very small, so i guess my class will split next year.
there is alot of empty spaces, and the field and parade square is very big,
which means pe lessons gonna be a living hell next year.
the canteen is not big, so perhaps can forget about eating next year,
cos by the time you found a place you wun have time to finish your food.
plus the toilets are worse than three-stars hotels, so well, try to refrain from using them.
the hall's floor is still quite okay lah, at least better looking than the current one,
but cant imagine how hot and stuffy every monday's assembly will be,
plus having my o's there in that place next year.
i dunno why but i see many staff rooms around, and the classrooms are like everywhere.
the whole area is not that small actually, so im afraid i might get lost in the school somehow.
the only i liked about is the scenery.
the houses are pretty nice and the scenery's not bad though.
so next time if feeling stressed or emo maybe can go and take some fresh air.
and concluded that the new holding school is a great place to hide,
cos everywhere looks quite similar, so if anyone's trying to run away from bullies or teachers and avoid some people, can just simply run anywhere in the school.
it looks old lar, thats for sure, and i thought it seemed like it was haunted -.-
oh well good luck next year to school life then.
do you still do?
IM FREAKING PISSED.
you dun even understand a shit.
hello you're not the one studying, of cuz you dunno a thing.
ONE DAY MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE ?
tell me what bloody difference is one day.
maybe 24 hours you can do ALOT of your things.
WHAT ABOUT ME?
CANT YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME ONCE.
i am damn angry, i can even blow up at any moment.
now you have decided, IM FORCED TO GO BACK RIGHT.
thats all it is, right?!
I HATE TO DO THE THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE.
you wana go against me and force me.
i cant do anything, but rest assured i wun give you a happy face.
okay and so im going back msia in nov.
and another week in dec.
thanks mum, thanks alot to you.
you dun even understand a shit.
hello you're not the one studying, of cuz you dunno a thing.
ONE DAY MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE ?
tell me what bloody difference is one day.
maybe 24 hours you can do ALOT of your things.
WHAT ABOUT ME?
CANT YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME ONCE.
i am damn angry, i can even blow up at any moment.
now you have decided, IM FORCED TO GO BACK RIGHT.
thats all it is, right?!
I HATE TO DO THE THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE.
you wana go against me and force me.
i cant do anything, but rest assured i wun give you a happy face.
okay and so im going back msia in nov.
and another week in dec.
thanks mum, thanks alot to you.
Friday, October 26, 2007
fick is very noisy.
why still post when i cant put the proof.
okay nevermind. since im bored i dun mind.
for the first time he said Sorry to me!
whoa that is something very rare and unlikely to happen.
yes and this dumb post is posted dunno for what reasons also.
maybe cos its rare that he would say a sorry to me.
and he likes to hop -.-
which is why i think he likes hopping girls.
fick is super weird.
talks to me by saying lol,
comment on almost everything i say,
wad else? and likes to oppose what i have to say.
is he even a capricorn?
i thought capricorns are supposed to get along well with libra.
maybe hes exceptional. like i said, weird.
and i think, the way we communicate is so funny.
our conversation can be a real joke lah.
well at least to me.
cos i dun talk to people the way like i talk to him.
yeah, theres a sense of "arguing" tone when we're talking.
dun ask me why. we've been talking like that since i know him.
why still post when i cant put the proof.
okay nevermind. since im bored i dun mind.
for the first time he said Sorry to me!
whoa that is something very rare and unlikely to happen.
yes and this dumb post is posted dunno for what reasons also.
maybe cos its rare that he would say a sorry to me.
and he likes to hop -.-
which is why i think he likes hopping girls.
fick is super weird.
talks to me by saying lol,
comment on almost everything i say,
wad else? and likes to oppose what i have to say.
is he even a capricorn?
i thought capricorns are supposed to get along well with libra.
maybe hes exceptional. like i said, weird.
and i think, the way we communicate is so funny.
our conversation can be a real joke lah.
well at least to me.
cos i dun talk to people the way like i talk to him.
yeah, theres a sense of "arguing" tone when we're talking.
dun ask me why. we've been talking like that since i know him.
to mr ng yong seng:
i thank you for being my chinese teacher when im in sec2.
youre a really great teacher,
although i dun deny that youre really very fierce and strict.
thanks for having high hopes on me, and always wishing me to get aces for chinese.
i hope i wun disappoint you, and i'll always rmb you.
i wish you all the best after your retirement :)
watched Goal during english lesson today.
well anyway, im so not believing this:
miss kodi: shereen, you wrote so short only!
shereen: (you said to write shorter to prevent errors wad) *nods*
miss kodi: you've gone down already since midyear...
shereen: (did i ?!?!?! i thought i did better for eoy!) *nods*
miss kodi: ya starting to play a fool already huh.
shereen: *reluctant nod*
HELLO? i am so serious now, and she said im playing a fool???
oh well.
i dun think im going back msia anymore.
which means im not going back for like one year.
and im so not going back next year too, cos of o's.
oh man im so depressed. i know all of them miss me.
i bet they'll start saying about me again.
not that im not filial to all of them, but due to my studies i cant.
im not feeling contented too, but perhaps this is the only way out.
ive to forget all my luxuries there and suffer for one year till o's are over.
argh, im feeling so vexed. o's are stupid, they cause all kinds of problems.
last day of school tmr.
somebody tell me whats the dumb difference?
maybe its good news to lower sec people, but hello? its like nuts to us.
and going to holding school tmr.
i just hope i wont freak out.
and our message history is nice.
it felt like as if youre back to that time.
i didnt know it was soo beautiful back then.
and it was really just too sweet.
good that its coming back for ya.
cos your emotions affects two.
i still dun feel like talking.
so just dont bother me.
i thank you for being my chinese teacher when im in sec2.
youre a really great teacher,
although i dun deny that youre really very fierce and strict.
thanks for having high hopes on me, and always wishing me to get aces for chinese.
i hope i wun disappoint you, and i'll always rmb you.
i wish you all the best after your retirement :)
watched Goal during english lesson today.
well anyway, im so not believing this:
miss kodi: shereen, you wrote so short only!
shereen: (you said to write shorter to prevent errors wad) *nods*
miss kodi: you've gone down already since midyear...
shereen: (did i ?!?!?! i thought i did better for eoy!) *nods*
miss kodi: ya starting to play a fool already huh.
shereen: *reluctant nod*
HELLO? i am so serious now, and she said im playing a fool???
oh well.
i dun think im going back msia anymore.
which means im not going back for like one year.
and im so not going back next year too, cos of o's.
oh man im so depressed. i know all of them miss me.
i bet they'll start saying about me again.
not that im not filial to all of them, but due to my studies i cant.
im not feeling contented too, but perhaps this is the only way out.
ive to forget all my luxuries there and suffer for one year till o's are over.
argh, im feeling so vexed. o's are stupid, they cause all kinds of problems.
last day of school tmr.
somebody tell me whats the dumb difference?
maybe its good news to lower sec people, but hello? its like nuts to us.
and going to holding school tmr.
i just hope i wont freak out.
and our message history is nice.
it felt like as if youre back to that time.
i didnt know it was soo beautiful back then.
and it was really just too sweet.
good that its coming back for ya.
cos your emotions affects two.
i still dun feel like talking.
so just dont bother me.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
2 nov or 8 nov ? irritating.
very likely 2nov.
i should go as soon as possible.
the decision lies with me anyway.
i wish i could leave now. isnt it better?
its extremely rare for me to feel kinda pissed.
and for two days already. ha this hardly even happens.
sorry to those ppl, but i just dun feel like talking, can?
dont bother me, just go away.
Ya and im staying away as far as possible! Okay?
thinking of yesterday... zzzzzzz!!!
you made me seem like as if im irritating you.
thats why im not speaking. zzz.
ive been blasting noisy music the whole day.
and im surprised why my mum didnt tell me off.
please dont make me show my attitude tmr in school.
i will control.
very likely 2nov.
i should go as soon as possible.
the decision lies with me anyway.
i wish i could leave now. isnt it better?
its extremely rare for me to feel kinda pissed.
and for two days already. ha this hardly even happens.
sorry to those ppl, but i just dun feel like talking, can?
dont bother me, just go away.
Ya and im staying away as far as possible! Okay?
thinking of yesterday... zzzzzzz!!!
you made me seem like as if im irritating you.
thats why im not speaking. zzz.
ive been blasting noisy music the whole day.
and im surprised why my mum didnt tell me off.
please dont make me show my attitude tmr in school.
i will control.
i think my mood went haywire. zzzz.
and im coughing like a mad woman.
hopefully i can cough until i die 0.o
well but i cant be damn sick cos theres school tmr.
dunno if i should go out with my mum later.
cos shes been saying that cos theres no one i can hang out with now,
either theyre taking Os or having chinese intensive,
which is why i asked her out. lol i think is pretty true.
well but anyway, she likes it right?
but still, the weather's affecting my mood,
and ive been with my mum for dunno how many days out alr,
and i cant possibly tell her my feelings or whatever,
tats why going out with her is just silence, only craps spoken.
okay, mum just said if it rains heavily later wun be going out.
congrats ms diana for your engagement with your future husband :)
but sorry im not able to make it.
gotta attend my cousin's wedding in msia on that day too.
so yeah, and you and your husband-to-be looks sweet :)
im not speaking already.
i dun feel like talking. so dont bother me and dun provoke me.
to prevent from irritating people, its best to shut up.
its been long since i blast music.
argh. i feel so sick of everything.
and im coughing like a mad woman.
hopefully i can cough until i die 0.o
well but i cant be damn sick cos theres school tmr.
dunno if i should go out with my mum later.
cos shes been saying that cos theres no one i can hang out with now,
either theyre taking Os or having chinese intensive,
which is why i asked her out. lol i think is pretty true.
well but anyway, she likes it right?
but still, the weather's affecting my mood,
and ive been with my mum for dunno how many days out alr,
and i cant possibly tell her my feelings or whatever,
tats why going out with her is just silence, only craps spoken.
okay, mum just said if it rains heavily later wun be going out.
congrats ms diana for your engagement with your future husband :)
but sorry im not able to make it.
gotta attend my cousin's wedding in msia on that day too.
so yeah, and you and your husband-to-be looks sweet :)
im not speaking already.
i dun feel like talking. so dont bother me and dun provoke me.
to prevent from irritating people, its best to shut up.
its been long since i blast music.
argh. i feel so sick of everything.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
someone just tell me that im dumb.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. urgh.
in the first place, i didnt do anything at all.
and secondly i wasnt the one who caused your irritance.
so why should i be sorry about it ?
whatever.
i wont speak anymore, in case i become the irritant anyhow.
and i seriously mean it.
and why?
cos i liked you too much.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. urgh.
in the first place, i didnt do anything at all.
and secondly i wasnt the one who caused your irritance.
so why should i be sorry about it ?
whatever.
i wont speak anymore, in case i become the irritant anyhow.
and i seriously mean it.
and why?
cos i liked you too much.
im very depressed now. or rather, worried.
dont you know you still remain in me?
dont you know youre still in my heart?
dont you know how much you mean to me?
dont you know how much i miss you?
dont you know how much i still love you?
its nearly coming to an end, why give up?
all these time im waiting for two more weeks to be over.
all the words that are kept inside my heart.
i know i didnt say out anything, but it doesnt mean its over.
do you not know how i feel?
i still need you more than ever.
i still want you like i used to.
i still miss you more than anyone.
i still love you as much as before.
不要放弃，好吗？
不要。。。真的不要。
dont you know you still remain in me?
dont you know youre still in my heart?
dont you know how much you mean to me?
dont you know how much i miss you?
dont you know how much i still love you?
its nearly coming to an end, why give up?
all these time im waiting for two more weeks to be over.
all the words that are kept inside my heart.
i know i didnt say out anything, but it doesnt mean its over.
do you not know how i feel?
i still need you more than ever.
i still want you like i used to.
i still miss you more than anyone.
i still love you as much as before.
不要放弃，好吗？
不要。。。真的不要。
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
im bored.
10 relationship survey question
1)single/taken/heart broken?
single.
2)Do you have a crush?
not really. more like erm love.
3)Does your crush like you back?
dunno.
4)Would you agree if your crush's best friend asked you out?
yeah why not?
5)Do you have an ex?
yea.
6 )Would you agree if he/she asked you to get back?
when happen alr den say...
7)Would you change yourself for your crush ?
maybe.
8)Would you get jealous if your crush gets close with the opposite sex?
duh. it always happened anw :(
9)Would you agree to enter into a relationship with someone you don't like?
never.
10)Do you like someone for their looks or personality?
er both? xD
A: Fun to be around with
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Have beautiful eyes
F: People get wild and crazy to adore you
G: Dont like people to tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people
M: Make people laugh
N: Good bf/gf
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your ass
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Drop dead gorgeous
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun
S: Lives life for fun (er not really)
H: Easy to fall in love with ( er...)
E: Have beautiful eyes ( hahaha)
R: Can kick your ass ( very random )
E: Have beautiful eyes
E: Have beautiful eyes
N: Good bf/gf ( yeahyeah :D lol )
maybe i need to change my name.
my eyes seem to be very beautiful huh. LOL.
10 relationship survey question
1)single/taken/heart broken?
single.
2)Do you have a crush?
not really. more like erm love.
3)Does your crush like you back?
dunno.
4)Would you agree if your crush's best friend asked you out?
yeah why not?
5)Do you have an ex?
yea.
6 )Would you agree if he/she asked you to get back?
when happen alr den say...
7)Would you change yourself for your crush ?
maybe.
8)Would you get jealous if your crush gets close with the opposite sex?
duh. it always happened anw :(
9)Would you agree to enter into a relationship with someone you don't like?
never.
10)Do you like someone for their looks or personality?
er both? xD
A: Fun to be around with
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Have beautiful eyes
F: People get wild and crazy to adore you
G: Dont like people to tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people
M: Make people laugh
N: Good bf/gf
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your ass
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Drop dead gorgeous
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun
S: Lives life for fun (er not really)
H: Easy to fall in love with ( er...)
E: Have beautiful eyes ( hahaha)
R: Can kick your ass ( very random )
E: Have beautiful eyes
E: Have beautiful eyes
N: Good bf/gf ( yeahyeah :D lol )
maybe i need to change my name.
my eyes seem to be very beautiful huh. LOL.
Monday, October 22, 2007
okay i nearly died last night.
at least today's better, havent die yet.
mood havent got any better anyway.
yeah of course i know its normal to feel that way.
but come on, it sucks.
not that i have any rights to even talk about it,
based on the fact that im no longer your _________.
but the thought of it made my mind run wild.
maybe i can look so calm on the outside, but hey its not actually.
i know kangaroo's saying that it wont happen and all,
but you noe, even seeing a little sight of it in school changes my mood,
let alone if its at some beautiful place which i can imagine.
sigh, luckily im not gonna be there. maybe im being sensitive for once, but afterall im a girl.
girls do get jealous, especially towards the one you love.
thats love anyway.
tell me what to do. i know i wun understand, and i dont.
since you dun wana say, which is something i can fully understand,
cos basically i know you and stuffs, but well, i dont know telepathy.
you cant possibly ask me to read ppl's minds.
although sometimes i know by instincts.
i feel strongly about it, which is why i spoke up.
although we didnt tell wads on our minds, i believe we're thinking about the same things.
maybe i still dun have an idea, but it does matter, even if i dun seem like it.
and how could you possibly be happy when someone you care about is not?
yes so i do make sense in saying that its not easy to smile when youre feeling down.
i have to admit, its not that simple if youre trying to lie to a capricorn.
ruby never fails to know if something is wrong. cant hide.
what a true friend indeed. lol. gotta improve on this next time.
and kangaroo another one. even my indirect talks can reach him. amazing.
like as if i dun have enough problems in my life right now.
suddenly i feel like alot of things are popping out for no good reasons.
things like:
1. mum's trying to get me clothes for my cousin's wedding in nov, which is like alot of things gonna happen in msia, and i bet everyone's gonna ask me how have i been since they havent seen me like in one year, and alot of rumours will be going on about me having a boyfriend. i dont understand why am i the spotlight everytime i go back. maybe reason is cos im like the only teenager in the entire family there.
2. dad's apparently quite annoyed with me for smsing too much until the bill increases,
and due to his dote-ness on me he cant bear to confiscate my fone either,
and mum's putting him into a difficult spot. but that doesnt really worry me actually.
3. i gotta think of what i wana eat everyday before my mum gets irritated by my indecisiveness everytime she waits for an answer. which is also why i wonder why isnt she indecisive since shes also a libra like me.
4. and currently im quite broke, in a sense that due to holidays approaching i wun be having any pocket money, and theres still some stuffs im dying to buy. and that reminds me that im very likely to face a trouble of not having to go out and have fun after three weeks of extra lessons.
but i strongly believe my dad would be kind enough to spare me some cash this holiday.
5. thinking of moving to the new dumb holding school is already sickening,
plus having a 90 mins walk to there on the last day of school. seriously i think the school's got nothing better to do, and this week's aint gonna be fun but rather empty as majority are going to camp at aloha loyang and staying at some chalets which is a beautiful place that im attracted to somehow, just a moment ago when i was talking to elroy.
6. thinking of what might possibly happen after two weeks from now. of course im trying not to think about anything ahead, cos uh i dunno wads gonna be next. things are not supposed to be this way, and i never wanted it to be like that either. i cant deny that this feeling inside me never did change, just that all along everything had been kept inside me, not knowing if i ever had the chance to even say it someday. but still, i believe things can still be beautiful.
7. extra lessons in school, holiday homeworks yet to be done, back to tuition in dec, and some revising work to do. thinking of my f9 in physics can simply make me feel so depressed.
not that i actually worry about such stuffs,
but sometimes when you think of it, you cant get it out of your head.
especially some things thats always happen to stuck inside your mind.
okay for once i wrote out all sorts of my feelings, quite detailed here also.
blah.
anyway, hope everyone whos going to aloha loyang enjoy themselves :)
people at church says im happy-go-lucky. hahaha maybe.
at least today's better, havent die yet.
mood havent got any better anyway.
yeah of course i know its normal to feel that way.
but come on, it sucks.
not that i have any rights to even talk about it,
based on the fact that im no longer your _________.
but the thought of it made my mind run wild.
maybe i can look so calm on the outside, but hey its not actually.
i know kangaroo's saying that it wont happen and all,
but you noe, even seeing a little sight of it in school changes my mood,
let alone if its at some beautiful place which i can imagine.
sigh, luckily im not gonna be there. maybe im being sensitive for once, but afterall im a girl.
girls do get jealous, especially towards the one you love.
thats love anyway.
tell me what to do. i know i wun understand, and i dont.
since you dun wana say, which is something i can fully understand,
cos basically i know you and stuffs, but well, i dont know telepathy.
you cant possibly ask me to read ppl's minds.
although sometimes i know by instincts.
i feel strongly about it, which is why i spoke up.
although we didnt tell wads on our minds, i believe we're thinking about the same things.
maybe i still dun have an idea, but it does matter, even if i dun seem like it.
and how could you possibly be happy when someone you care about is not?
yes so i do make sense in saying that its not easy to smile when youre feeling down.
i have to admit, its not that simple if youre trying to lie to a capricorn.
ruby never fails to know if something is wrong. cant hide.
what a true friend indeed. lol. gotta improve on this next time.
and kangaroo another one. even my indirect talks can reach him. amazing.
like as if i dun have enough problems in my life right now.
suddenly i feel like alot of things are popping out for no good reasons.
things like:
1. mum's trying to get me clothes for my cousin's wedding in nov, which is like alot of things gonna happen in msia, and i bet everyone's gonna ask me how have i been since they havent seen me like in one year, and alot of rumours will be going on about me having a boyfriend. i dont understand why am i the spotlight everytime i go back. maybe reason is cos im like the only teenager in the entire family there.
2. dad's apparently quite annoyed with me for smsing too much until the bill increases,
and due to his dote-ness on me he cant bear to confiscate my fone either,
and mum's putting him into a difficult spot. but that doesnt really worry me actually.
3. i gotta think of what i wana eat everyday before my mum gets irritated by my indecisiveness everytime she waits for an answer. which is also why i wonder why isnt she indecisive since shes also a libra like me.
4. and currently im quite broke, in a sense that due to holidays approaching i wun be having any pocket money, and theres still some stuffs im dying to buy. and that reminds me that im very likely to face a trouble of not having to go out and have fun after three weeks of extra lessons.
but i strongly believe my dad would be kind enough to spare me some cash this holiday.
5. thinking of moving to the new dumb holding school is already sickening,
plus having a 90 mins walk to there on the last day of school. seriously i think the school's got nothing better to do, and this week's aint gonna be fun but rather empty as majority are going to camp at aloha loyang and staying at some chalets which is a beautiful place that im attracted to somehow, just a moment ago when i was talking to elroy.
6. thinking of what might possibly happen after two weeks from now. of course im trying not to think about anything ahead, cos uh i dunno wads gonna be next. things are not supposed to be this way, and i never wanted it to be like that either. i cant deny that this feeling inside me never did change, just that all along everything had been kept inside me, not knowing if i ever had the chance to even say it someday. but still, i believe things can still be beautiful.
7. extra lessons in school, holiday homeworks yet to be done, back to tuition in dec, and some revising work to do. thinking of my f9 in physics can simply make me feel so depressed.
not that i actually worry about such stuffs,
but sometimes when you think of it, you cant get it out of your head.
especially some things thats always happen to stuck inside your mind.
okay for once i wrote out all sorts of my feelings, quite detailed here also.
blah.
anyway, hope everyone whos going to aloha loyang enjoy themselves :)
people at church says im happy-go-lucky. hahaha maybe.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
wasnt in a good mood today.
went out with mum, cos she intended to bring me shopping,
but too bad we walked the whole area and i didnt liked any.
so it was like:
“看了几百件你怎么意见都看不上？！”
“看上了啦。”
“哪里？怎么不讲？”
“没有啦。”
“..............”
well she actually followed me walk the whole place.
and i guess she knew i wasnt in a good mood, so we just kept quiet.
in the end didnt buy anything. she thought i must had wasted my time,
so instead she tried to make me happy by treating me food.
but for the first time i rejected her offer. at the same time saving her money.
oh well, so she went to church and im off my own way.
so went out to walk around singapore to catch some fresh air.
oh well, im seriously having a very bad headache anyway. =(
went out with mum, cos she intended to bring me shopping,
but too bad we walked the whole area and i didnt liked any.
so it was like:
“看了几百件你怎么意见都看不上？！”
“看上了啦。”
“哪里？怎么不讲？”
“没有啦。”
“..............”
well she actually followed me walk the whole place.
and i guess she knew i wasnt in a good mood, so we just kept quiet.
in the end didnt buy anything. she thought i must had wasted my time,
so instead she tried to make me happy by treating me food.
but for the first time i rejected her offer. at the same time saving her money.
oh well, so she went to church and im off my own way.
so went out to walk around singapore to catch some fresh air.
oh well, im seriously having a very bad headache anyway. =(
Saturday, October 20, 2007
its weird to brush your teeth with a toothpaste thats like GEL.
oh my, i nearly gross out when my mum just changed a new tube,
and it came out to be some gel-like substance tats meant to be toothpaste.
during chinese lesson was having like "drawing lesson".
jul and cass were learning from bp.
i think its pretty cool man, as in hes willing to teach his skills to others.
and i saw the beauty in art when bp was drawing.
it tells alot about your feelings and character somehow, to me.
yeah, and bp drew one for me! :D haha so nice of him.
so cool :) and this was wad he drew as said by what i wanted it to be.
well after school was stucked in peicai cos of the heavy rain.
i think our school's so lack of umbrellas.
but in the end still walk in the rain. zzz.
oh and i saw mr lim changwei! man talked about phy results.
good that he wasnt that disappointed but shocked instead. haha.
one more last word, right?
very soon. 18.
oh my, i nearly gross out when my mum just changed a new tube,
and it came out to be some gel-like substance tats meant to be toothpaste.
during chinese lesson was having like "drawing lesson".
jul and cass were learning from bp.
i think its pretty cool man, as in hes willing to teach his skills to others.
and i saw the beauty in art when bp was drawing.
it tells alot about your feelings and character somehow, to me.
yeah, and bp drew one for me! :D haha so nice of him.
so cool :) and this was wad he drew as said by what i wanted it to be.well after school was stucked in peicai cos of the heavy rain.
i think our school's so lack of umbrellas.
but in the end still walk in the rain. zzz.
oh and i saw mr lim changwei! man talked about phy results.
good that he wasnt that disappointed but shocked instead. haha.
one more last word, right?
very soon. 18.
Friday, October 19, 2007
im so sick of school.
i dont know why, but i see no better purpose.
i passed my amath!!! :D very pleased, but not good enough.
but for a fail student to a pass very good achievement man.
haha, oh well whatever. ive got no mood to care much now.
thanks din and anchal for your belated gifts anyway :)
i think next time i cant watch movies with people,
mr hou's movies always make me wana cry cos its so touching.
luckily i held back my emotions, if not everyone will think im so emo. 0_o
things to do :
1. pack my room tmr ( tmr is the last day of the weekday)
2. start to do some planning
3. and the very something.
sometimes i really dunno whats on your mind.
since it seemed so okay, den i feel not the need to.
whatever lar.
thanks for changing my mood =)
i dont know why, but i see no better purpose.
i passed my amath!!! :D very pleased, but not good enough.
but for a fail student to a pass very good achievement man.
haha, oh well whatever. ive got no mood to care much now.
thanks din and anchal for your belated gifts anyway :)
i think next time i cant watch movies with people,
mr hou's movies always make me wana cry cos its so touching.
luckily i held back my emotions, if not everyone will think im so emo. 0_o
things to do :
1. pack my room tmr ( tmr is the last day of the weekday)
2. start to do some planning
3. and the very something.
sometimes i really dunno whats on your mind.
since it seemed so okay, den i feel not the need to.
whatever lar.
thanks for changing my mood =)
Thursday, October 18, 2007
im still thinking about my pure physics.
gosh, f9 leh =(
its like worse than my amath results at the beginning of the year.
although like only a few passes, but still very moody.
i no face to face mr lim already. lol.
i think i better work hard during the holidays alr.
and suddenly everyone thought of dropping it. haha.
oh well, three more subjects to go tmr.
the thought of three weeks of extra lessons in school during holidays just simply turned me off.
better get some air to breathe first.
finally i found a common characteristic in my and my mum.
we can really be bothered by one thing for quite some time.
cos until now she still got no mood over the loss.
and im still thinking of phy.
hais, nevermind, still gotta get over it.
gosh, f9 leh =(
its like worse than my amath results at the beginning of the year.
although like only a few passes, but still very moody.
i no face to face mr lim already. lol.
i think i better work hard during the holidays alr.
and suddenly everyone thought of dropping it. haha.
oh well, three more subjects to go tmr.
the thought of three weeks of extra lessons in school during holidays just simply turned me off.
better get some air to breathe first.
finally i found a common characteristic in my and my mum.
we can really be bothered by one thing for quite some time.
cos until now she still got no mood over the loss.
and im still thinking of phy.
hais, nevermind, still gotta get over it.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
got this from julia :
List up to ten things you wanna say to ten different people in no particular order.
Do not state who these people are.
1. think through carefully before you make your choice alright.
2. i hope you can achieve what have been really inside you for so long.
3. thanks for always being there for me.
4. sorry, but its not possible.
5. you always make me smile somehow.
6. no matter what other people say, you still rock to me.
7. i love you.
8. your impression in me never changes.
9. i'll never forget you.
10. just go away, i dun need you in my life.
List up to ten things you wanna say to ten different people in no particular order.
Do not state who these people are.
1. think through carefully before you make your choice alright.
2. i hope you can achieve what have been really inside you for so long.
3. thanks for always being there for me.
4. sorry, but its not possible.
5. you always make me smile somehow.
6. no matter what other people say, you still rock to me.
7. i love you.
8. your impression in me never changes.
9. i'll never forget you.
10. just go away, i dun need you in my life.
ITS THE END OF EOY :D
wahahahas. im rather happy today. yay!
suddenly in my mind it seems like everything's gone. lol.
feeling so so sooo relaxed :)
but actually thinking that next year's gonna prepare for o's den no mood liao. lol.
whatever lar, enjoy this year first.
my mum's still upset over losing my birth cert.
i think she felt super guilty lah, den worrying over me.
cos afterall its mine...well. but dunno whats wrong with her these days.
so went to sleep, and when i woke up its still like early afternoon.
i am so free and theres nothing better i could do. lol.
oh btw, i skipped lunch successfully!
due to my mum's sadness, she didnt got the mood to bother about anything now.
so packed my table, yeah and now its like so clean without those studying stuffs.
hahaha clearance of exams.
mum told me to pack my room, but i dun feel like it so didnt.
but die die also gotta pack it by this week, if not shes so gonna kill me.
and i hope i wun find any cockroaches.
oh, i feel so sad for the earth.
whats happening the world man, keep raining. =(
wahahahas. im rather happy today. yay!
suddenly in my mind it seems like everything's gone. lol.
feeling so so sooo relaxed :)
but actually thinking that next year's gonna prepare for o's den no mood liao. lol.
whatever lar, enjoy this year first.
my mum's still upset over losing my birth cert.
i think she felt super guilty lah, den worrying over me.
cos afterall its mine...well. but dunno whats wrong with her these days.
so went to sleep, and when i woke up its still like early afternoon.
i am so free and theres nothing better i could do. lol.
oh btw, i skipped lunch successfully!
due to my mum's sadness, she didnt got the mood to bother about anything now.
so packed my table, yeah and now its like so clean without those studying stuffs.
hahaha clearance of exams.
mum told me to pack my room, but i dun feel like it so didnt.
but die die also gotta pack it by this week, if not shes so gonna kill me.
and i hope i wun find any cockroaches.
oh, i feel so sad for the earth.
whats happening the world man, keep raining. =(
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
oh, what a day.
parents went to make ic with me.
very troublesome though.
den for some reasons, dad scolded me lah.
then i was so pissed, cos they scold me for no good reasons.
seriously, they spoil my mood there lah.
then i didnt say a word at all, refuse to talk for the whole morning.
i guess after the whole ic thing they felt quite guilty lah,
cos they suddenly talk to me so nicely and ask me where to go for lunch.
sorry but im still feeling very unhappy inside, so was reacting quite cold towards them.
then later they said to pei me go anywhere i want.
so i was like...? okay loh they trying to make up for their guiltiness i guess.
hahaha, okay so went to suntec to shop around.
and sad thing was i was having a bad stomachache the whole day,
so couldnt really got the mood, plus the weather's so bad.
oh well, but still bought something. =)
yeah, but this mum of mine, eventually LOST MY BIRTH CERT.
she left it on the bus, den realised it only when she came home.
plus some photocopies of my parents nric stuffs.
hais, which means i gotta go msia and re-do it. oh man i hate this.
so then my dad was so angry with her, den they began to argue again.
but honestly, my mum deserves it lah. lol.
and right now my mum's like so depressed and moodless.
oh well oh well. whats done cant be undone. get over it mum.
and she asked why am i not worrying over it.
lol maybe cos i have better things to worry about,
based on the fact that i know my parents are alr dead worried,
but at the same time, my dad's very calm as i do.
thats why i think we get along better together sometimes. xD
sometimes i really wonder why my mum and me are libras when we behave so differently.
luckily she didnt lose my wallet cos i put it in at first den took it back.
my wallet's very very precious to me you know?!?!?!!!
okay, tmr's the last day of eoy. cant wait cant wait.
last paper last paper. honestly i dun really have the mood.
lol whatever, but good luck to me.
well maybe there is,
there will be, if you believe :)
and lastly, donuts are nice! :D
parents went to make ic with me.
very troublesome though.
den for some reasons, dad scolded me lah.
then i was so pissed, cos they scold me for no good reasons.
seriously, they spoil my mood there lah.
then i didnt say a word at all, refuse to talk for the whole morning.
i guess after the whole ic thing they felt quite guilty lah,
cos they suddenly talk to me so nicely and ask me where to go for lunch.
sorry but im still feeling very unhappy inside, so was reacting quite cold towards them.
then later they said to pei me go anywhere i want.
so i was like...? okay loh they trying to make up for their guiltiness i guess.
hahaha, okay so went to suntec to shop around.
and sad thing was i was having a bad stomachache the whole day,
so couldnt really got the mood, plus the weather's so bad.
oh well, but still bought something. =)
yeah, but this mum of mine, eventually LOST MY BIRTH CERT.
she left it on the bus, den realised it only when she came home.
plus some photocopies of my parents nric stuffs.
hais, which means i gotta go msia and re-do it. oh man i hate this.
so then my dad was so angry with her, den they began to argue again.
but honestly, my mum deserves it lah. lol.
and right now my mum's like so depressed and moodless.
oh well oh well. whats done cant be undone. get over it mum.
and she asked why am i not worrying over it.
lol maybe cos i have better things to worry about,
based on the fact that i know my parents are alr dead worried,
but at the same time, my dad's very calm as i do.
thats why i think we get along better together sometimes. xD
sometimes i really wonder why my mum and me are libras when we behave so differently.
luckily she didnt lose my wallet cos i put it in at first den took it back.
my wallet's very very precious to me you know?!?!?!!!
okay, tmr's the last day of eoy. cant wait cant wait.
last paper last paper. honestly i dun really have the mood.
lol whatever, but good luck to me.
well maybe there is,
there will be, if you believe :)
and lastly, donuts are nice! :D
after looking through my past posts,
man, i think since the eoy exam ive really been 'not' blogging.
cos theyre just like one or two sentences kinda thing.
(but doesnt mean they dun mean anything)
oh well, time to get back to blog more i guess.
family day today! sorta.
well, but i bet it wun be a very peaceful one,
although i havent go out with my parents for quite some time.
just like a moment ago when they were arguing over the toilets.
but the next moment theyre okay lah.
i dunno how they did it, but yeah it happened.
and im still wondering which traits of them have i inherited.
i hardly even quarrel!!!
actually i do, crapping counted? hahaha!
shall blog later.
man, i think since the eoy exam ive really been 'not' blogging.
cos theyre just like one or two sentences kinda thing.
(but doesnt mean they dun mean anything)
oh well, time to get back to blog more i guess.
family day today! sorta.
well, but i bet it wun be a very peaceful one,
although i havent go out with my parents for quite some time.
just like a moment ago when they were arguing over the toilets.
but the next moment theyre okay lah.
i dunno how they did it, but yeah it happened.
and im still wondering which traits of them have i inherited.
i hardly even quarrel!!!
actually i do, crapping counted? hahaha!
shall blog later.
Monday, October 15, 2007
1. Spell your name without E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,A,N,Y or T
cant be spelled.
2 . What is your status?
half dead.
3 . What's your favorite number?
7!!!!!!! :D
4. What's your favorite color?
black.
5. What's your least favorite color?
orange.
6. What are you listening to?
nothing.
7 . Are you happy with your life right now?
not really.
8. If you were to be any animal in the whole wide world what would it be?
i rather die.
9. What is your favorite subject in school?
dun have one. chinese maybe. lol
10. Are you usually outgoing?
er depends.
11. Where do you wish you were?
dunno.
12. What should you be doing right now?
studying amath
13. Can you blow a bubble?:
yes
14. Can you wiggle your ears?:
nah
15. Can you roll your tongue?:
yes
16. Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
no 0.o
17. Did you ever want to be a doctor?
nah
18. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
lol no
19. Do u believe in GOD?
yeah
20. Do you like roller coasters?
nah no.
21. Do you own a bike:
i'd rather take transport.
22. How did you find out about Friendster?
friends? i think.
23. Last person you hugged?
mickey.
24. Last thing you said out loud?:
nothing. cant rmb. havent been speaking for the whole day.
25. What was the last restaurant you ate at?
mac.
26. What was the last thing you bought?
sushi.
27. What was the last thing you had to drink?
milo :)
28. Who was the last person who texted you?
err ruby.
29. Who was the last person you held hands with?
same as qn23.
30. Who last talked to you on the phone?
evan.
31. Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
zhan hwee i think.
32. Have any tattoos?
no.
33. When was the last time you ran?
cant rmb. i dun rmb running.
34. Do ur jeans have rips, tears & holes in them?
nah mum would kill me if i had.
35. What book are u reading right now?
not reading.
36. Is ur lipgloss poppin?
dun use.
37. Do u get the full 8hrs of sleep a night?
when no school yes.
38. Think of all your EX. Would u take any of them back?
when happen den say.
39 . Have u ever kicked a vending machine?
nah i just boxed it.
40. Are you cocky?
er.. no lar.
41. Could you live without a computer?
dun think so, unless blogging no longer exist.
42. Is anyone on your bad side now?
maybe there is.
46. What jewellery are u wearing?
er none? what for.
47 . What made you smile today?
nothing.
48. What were u doing this morning at 8?
feeling moody.
49 . Worst thing currently on television?
didnt really watch.
50. What was in your e-mail today?
never go check. i think theres nothing lar.
51. How many different beverages have you drank today?
erm two.
52. What is your favorite part of this day?
nothing at all.
53. Where is your best friend right now?
somewhere at home dunno doing what.
54. What color is your toothbrush?
green.
55. What are you wearing right now?
clothes. lol
56. Any plans for Friday night?
sleep.
57. Least favorite place to shop.
little india. lol
58 . Things you bought today?
alot.
59. Last gift you received?
um candies and chocs :)
60. Who gave you that?
evan and junhui =)
61. What made you sad today?
something.
62. What can make you happy?
something.
63. Beauty is:
the inner attraction that comes from within.
64. Where do you keep ur change?
wallet duh.
65. Have you ever been cheated on?
nah.
66. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
their way of expressing themselves.
67. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah my heart's not made of metal.
68. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
well yeah.
69. Do you believe that you are good?
yesyes! haha :)
70. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
no i wouldnt date with him in the first place already.
71. Have you dated someone older then you?
i wont date someone younger than me :)
72. Do you believe everyone deserves another chance?
no, only those who really deserves one =)
73. Ever dated two people at once?
no im very devoted one okay.
74. Do you want to get married?
thats the future thing.
75. Do you have something to say to any of your ex?
have, but i guess theres not a need to.
76. Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
nah im not that bitchy.
77. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
nahhh.
78. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
sometimes yes.
79. Are you looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend?
no.
80. Have you kissed somebody in the last two weeks?
no my kisses dont give easily. wahaha xD
81. Who was the last friend in your room?
nobody.
82. Miss someone?
badly, surely, deeply, extremely, terribly, absolutely.
83. How's your ex doing? Do you care?
fine i guess. i would be lying if i say i dont care.
84. Is there someone you want to fight?
no i dun use violence.
85. What are you doing tomorrow?
study amath.
86. Ever been in love?
yeah.
87. What's annoying you right now?
amath paper1 on tuesday.
88. Do you want to go back to school?
no i rather sleep at home.
89. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
i'll never get myself drunk, thanks.
90. Who did you ride in a car with last?
cant rmb, one year ago in malaysia. lol!
91. Are you tired?
yeah sorta.
92. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
nah.
91. Where were you at noon yesterday?
sleeping.
92. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
30 mins. LOL
93. Do you wish at 11:11?
no.
94. Next holiday you're going on?
not sure yet.
95. Do you have any piercings?
yea.
96. Do you sing in the shower?
used to when i was a young kid. hahaha
97. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
yeah. one in sec1, one in sec2, one in sec3.
and i think its pretty sweet.
98. What's your favourite breed of dog?
err duno how to say. those white fluffy ones. lol
99. Do you find yourself loved?
yes and no.
100. Called anyone a bitch today?
nah.
cant be spelled.
2 . What is your status?
half dead.
3 . What's your favorite number?
7!!!!!!! :D
4. What's your favorite color?
black.
5. What's your least favorite color?
orange.
6. What are you listening to?
nothing.
7 . Are you happy with your life right now?
not really.
8. If you were to be any animal in the whole wide world what would it be?
i rather die.
9. What is your favorite subject in school?
dun have one. chinese maybe. lol
10. Are you usually outgoing?
er depends.
11. Where do you wish you were?
dunno.
12. What should you be doing right now?
studying amath
13. Can you blow a bubble?:
yes
14. Can you wiggle your ears?:
nah
15. Can you roll your tongue?:
yes
16. Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
no 0.o
17. Did you ever want to be a doctor?
nah
18. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
lol no
19. Do u believe in GOD?
yeah
20. Do you like roller coasters?
nah no.
21. Do you own a bike:
i'd rather take transport.
22. How did you find out about Friendster?
friends? i think.
23. Last person you hugged?
mickey.
24. Last thing you said out loud?:
nothing. cant rmb. havent been speaking for the whole day.
25. What was the last restaurant you ate at?
mac.
26. What was the last thing you bought?
sushi.
27. What was the last thing you had to drink?
milo :)
28. Who was the last person who texted you?
err ruby.
29. Who was the last person you held hands with?
same as qn23.
30. Who last talked to you on the phone?
evan.
31. Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
zhan hwee i think.
32. Have any tattoos?
no.
33. When was the last time you ran?
cant rmb. i dun rmb running.
34. Do ur jeans have rips, tears & holes in them?
nah mum would kill me if i had.
35. What book are u reading right now?
not reading.
36. Is ur lipgloss poppin?
dun use.
37. Do u get the full 8hrs of sleep a night?
when no school yes.
38. Think of all your EX. Would u take any of them back?
when happen den say.
39 . Have u ever kicked a vending machine?
nah i just boxed it.
40. Are you cocky?
er.. no lar.
41. Could you live without a computer?
dun think so, unless blogging no longer exist.
42. Is anyone on your bad side now?
maybe there is.
46. What jewellery are u wearing?
er none? what for.
47 . What made you smile today?
nothing.
48. What were u doing this morning at 8?
feeling moody.
49 . Worst thing currently on television?
didnt really watch.
50. What was in your e-mail today?
never go check. i think theres nothing lar.
51. How many different beverages have you drank today?
erm two.
52. What is your favorite part of this day?
nothing at all.
53. Where is your best friend right now?
somewhere at home dunno doing what.
54. What color is your toothbrush?
green.
55. What are you wearing right now?
clothes. lol
56. Any plans for Friday night?
sleep.
57. Least favorite place to shop.
little india. lol
58 . Things you bought today?
alot.
59. Last gift you received?
um candies and chocs :)
60. Who gave you that?
evan and junhui =)
61. What made you sad today?
something.
62. What can make you happy?
something.
63. Beauty is:
the inner attraction that comes from within.
64. Where do you keep ur change?
wallet duh.
65. Have you ever been cheated on?
nah.
66. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
their way of expressing themselves.
67. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah my heart's not made of metal.
68. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
well yeah.
69. Do you believe that you are good?
yesyes! haha :)
70. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
no i wouldnt date with him in the first place already.
71. Have you dated someone older then you?
i wont date someone younger than me :)
72. Do you believe everyone deserves another chance?
no, only those who really deserves one =)
73. Ever dated two people at once?
no im very devoted one okay.
74. Do you want to get married?
thats the future thing.
75. Do you have something to say to any of your ex?
have, but i guess theres not a need to.
76. Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
nah im not that bitchy.
77. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
nahhh.
78. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
sometimes yes.
79. Are you looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend?
no.
80. Have you kissed somebody in the last two weeks?
no my kisses dont give easily. wahaha xD
81. Who was the last friend in your room?
nobody.
82. Miss someone?
badly, surely, deeply, extremely, terribly, absolutely.
83. How's your ex doing? Do you care?
fine i guess. i would be lying if i say i dont care.
84. Is there someone you want to fight?
no i dun use violence.
85. What are you doing tomorrow?
study amath.
86. Ever been in love?
yeah.
87. What's annoying you right now?
amath paper1 on tuesday.
88. Do you want to go back to school?
no i rather sleep at home.
89. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
i'll never get myself drunk, thanks.
90. Who did you ride in a car with last?
cant rmb, one year ago in malaysia. lol!
91. Are you tired?
yeah sorta.
92. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
nah.
91. Where were you at noon yesterday?
sleeping.
92. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
30 mins. LOL
93. Do you wish at 11:11?
no.
94. Next holiday you're going on?
not sure yet.
95. Do you have any piercings?
yea.
96. Do you sing in the shower?
used to when i was a young kid. hahaha
97. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
yeah. one in sec1, one in sec2, one in sec3.
and i think its pretty sweet.
98. What's your favourite breed of dog?
err duno how to say. those white fluffy ones. lol
99. Do you find yourself loved?
yes and no.
100. Called anyone a bitch today?
nah.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
i feel like as though today's the last day of school.
i think next time i dun wan go school so early alr.
andre told me not to sleep so much. hahaha!
saw mr hou's msn list by accident. lol and all he added were his students.
thats bad, cos he never mention about adding 3g.
ha and he got so agitated when melvin asked about it.
he said its just his students and nothing else.
well its not wrong to add people who're not students right,
haha what is his problem? *fishy* lol.
and he asked if i got learn any musical instrument.
man, he thought i was musically talented.
haha, as if! mr hou, i think you think too highly of me =)
i didnt know...
now the presence's gone.
and theres the emptiness within. sad.
and they say "you seem to care alot about him still."
拉小提琴的人很有魅力，
因为拉出来的音乐有一种说不出的感觉。
i think next time i dun wan go school so early alr.
andre told me not to sleep so much. hahaha!
saw mr hou's msn list by accident. lol and all he added were his students.
thats bad, cos he never mention about adding 3g.
ha and he got so agitated when melvin asked about it.
he said its just his students and nothing else.
well its not wrong to add people who're not students right,
haha what is his problem? *fishy* lol.
and he asked if i got learn any musical instrument.
man, he thought i was musically talented.
haha, as if! mr hou, i think you think too highly of me =)
i didnt know...
now the presence's gone.
and theres the emptiness within. sad.
and they say "you seem to care alot about him still."
拉小提琴的人很有魅力，
因为拉出来的音乐有一种说不出的感觉。
Friday, October 12, 2007
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.
finally time to rest abit :D
suddenly feel so less stress. wahahahas.
left one more paper on monday!
how i wish i can just faster end the whole damn thing.
three things to do today and tmr :
1. sleep
2. sleep
3. sleep
lol yay three cheers to sleeping.
i have nothing better to do except to study for amath paper 1.
which is like i have four days to do so,
so might as well i rest for today and tmr.
cos for the past one week ive been studying like dead hell.
school's coming to an end very soon.
honestly, i hate to say goodbye.
finally time to rest abit :D
suddenly feel so less stress. wahahahas.
left one more paper on monday!
how i wish i can just faster end the whole damn thing.
three things to do today and tmr :
1. sleep
2. sleep
3. sleep
lol yay three cheers to sleeping.
i have nothing better to do except to study for amath paper 1.
which is like i have four days to do so,
so might as well i rest for today and tmr.
cos for the past one week ive been studying like dead hell.
school's coming to an end very soon.
honestly, i hate to say goodbye.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
i think im so lack of motivation.
i wonder how am i going to survive tmr's bio paper.
please let me dream of whats gonna come out for bio.
and how funny it seems to be,
when youre like almost dead mentally,
yet you can still somehow make someone laugh.
ha, thats what people call the power of _____ ?
Maybe.
i wonder how am i going to survive tmr's bio paper.
please let me dream of whats gonna come out for bio.
and how funny it seems to be,
when youre like almost dead mentally,
yet you can still somehow make someone laugh.
ha, thats what people call the power of _____ ?
Maybe.
Monday, October 08, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D
祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐~~~
祝我生日快乐! :D
Oh yes. Im fifteen. 15!!!
ive grown up! wahahaha :)
but actually, i dont feel any difference when i was one day ago.
hahaha, BUT IM BORN ON THIS DAY !
im so happy im so happy im so happy im so happy :D
thanks for the MANY MANY wishes and presents!
from like 7 oct 12.00am quite a number of people wished me alr...
haha until the whole day people flooded my phone with smses,
and friendster theres lots of people wished me too.
those i dunno included 0_o
yeah... so wow lah im soo flooded with wishes today.
thank you everyone for everything :)
man, today's the best day ever!
Sunday, October 07, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D
Personality Profile for People Born on October 7
Your Personality Profile:You seek to balance the world around you on a mental level. You want things to be fair and just, and you are very uncomfortable with extremes of opinion, simply because they seem harsh and unfair to you. The world of ideas is precious to you. You think like a social worker at times. Although you very definitely march to the beat of a different drummer, you do it in such a charming manner that people find you delightfully odd, and, at the very least, interesting.
fair - charming - balanced
Saturday, October 06, 2007
while studying was smsing:
me: you dun argue with me over your him lah. not worth. hahaha
ruby: i think ah you not only got wrong expression, but also abnormal, now somemore BLIND ah.
me: lol stop lying to yourself lah. hahaha
ruby: im living in KALIMANTAN, my OWN WORLD. keep your volume down or the lion will be attracted by your voice. Shh, i need to go monitor illegal logging liao.
in the first place, theres NO lion in kalimantan.
secondly, how can someone be attracted to voice?
and thirdly since when she can monitor illegal logging? LOL.
me: HELLO.GEOG PAPER IS OVER!!!
ruby: Shhh. you've agitated the lion! its coming, hurry RUN!
me: *fainted*
ruby: lol i call you RUN why you FAINT. no use pretending dead lah, cannot work.
me: *dead*
ruby: GO STUDY LAH xD
sometimes i wonder why do i have such crazy friend. lol.
i think shes the one whos weird.
but then again, i was laughing at this until my mum thought i study till i went mad.
me: you dun argue with me over your him lah. not worth. hahaha
ruby: i think ah you not only got wrong expression, but also abnormal, now somemore BLIND ah.
me: lol stop lying to yourself lah. hahaha
ruby: im living in KALIMANTAN, my OWN WORLD. keep your volume down or the lion will be attracted by your voice. Shh, i need to go monitor illegal logging liao.
in the first place, theres NO lion in kalimantan.
secondly, how can someone be attracted to voice?
and thirdly since when she can monitor illegal logging? LOL.
me: HELLO.GEOG PAPER IS OVER!!!
ruby: Shhh. you've agitated the lion! its coming, hurry RUN!
me: *fainted*
ruby: lol i call you RUN why you FAINT. no use pretending dead lah, cannot work.
me: *dead*
ruby: GO STUDY LAH xD
sometimes i wonder why do i have such crazy friend. lol.
i think shes the one whos weird.
but then again, i was laughing at this until my mum thought i study till i went mad.
Friday, October 05, 2007
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNOOPY :D
you're one of the loveliest thing ive ever love in my life.
yes, everytime see you can make me happy! lol :)
lets see, ive got :
- snoopy's wallpaper
- snoopy's bottle
- snoopy's file
- snoopy's pen
- snoopy's bags
- snoopy's notebook
- snoopy's pillow
- snoopy's clock
- snoopy's plush toy
- snoopy's cup
- snoopy's statues
yeayea... and the next thing will be :
1. snoopy's shirt
2. snoopy's comic strip book
yes and i know where to get them :D
okay other than this, nothing's great.
2 more days.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
happy children's day.
its a blessing to be a child.
so innocent and carefree.
oh well, whatever.
October's Resolutions:
1. mug like crazy.
2. do well for eoy
3. enjoy after exams :)
4. live the happiest day in my life :D
5. no moodswings
6. try not to be too stress
7. start to think of plans after eoy exam
8. eat more after exam
9. sleep for all i want after 16oct
10. pack my room
im upset with my mum. zzz.
if only i said no in the first place.
and for crying out loud,
time is passing so slow!!! :(
its a blessing to be a child.
so innocent and carefree.
oh well, whatever.
October's Resolutions:
1. mug like crazy.
2. do well for eoy
3. enjoy after exams :)
4. live the happiest day in my life :D
5. no moodswings
6. try not to be too stress
7. start to think of plans after eoy exam
8. eat more after exam
9. sleep for all i want after 16oct
10. pack my room
im upset with my mum. zzz.
if only i said no in the first place.
and for crying out loud,
time is passing so slow!!! :(
Monday, October 01, 2007
today's the last day of september!
Goodbye to this terrible month.
seriously, nothing good happened in this month.
church as usual.
so topic was on the same thing, for the last time.
the questions asked :
what was your criteria for:
- a friend? being there for me in times of need
- boyfriend? caring and sweet, loving and honest :)
- husband? loyal and understanding
- parent of your children? committed and tolerant
- lifetime companion? loves me until the point where he is willing to die for me. lol
maybe thats quite far to think about,
but oh well, just a thought. ha.
preacher said:
"you're not just dating. you're going out with someone who has got the potential to be your future spouse."
"ten years down the road. how do you overcome all these through? if you are able to, then thats it, your future."
then,met up with the two brothers.
went to eat and study.
snoopy cards are so sweet. lol :D
especially the crumbled one! hahas.
and i am sucha total noob in playing ____ lah.
so kuku lor. i think anyone who sees me will sure laugh their heads off.
man... i still dont quite know lar..but i got the idea of it.
after exam shall go self-learn. lol.
my mind's off today.
short break for today. im freaking tensed up.
even andre can see that im stressed. arghs.
this sucks. totally.
gonna chiong all the way.
perseverance; it isnt that simple.
one quarter of a year, it still remains.
its not the end. its not over.
Goodbye to this terrible month.
seriously, nothing good happened in this month.
church as usual.
so topic was on the same thing, for the last time.
the questions asked :
what was your criteria for:
- a friend? being there for me in times of need
- boyfriend? caring and sweet, loving and honest :)
- husband? loyal and understanding
- parent of your children? committed and tolerant
- lifetime companion? loves me until the point where he is willing to die for me. lol
maybe thats quite far to think about,
but oh well, just a thought. ha.
preacher said:
"you're not just dating. you're going out with someone who has got the potential to be your future spouse."
"ten years down the road. how do you overcome all these through? if you are able to, then thats it, your future."
then,met up with the two brothers.
went to eat and study.
snoopy cards are so sweet. lol :D
especially the crumbled one! hahas.
and i am sucha total noob in playing ____ lah.
so kuku lor. i think anyone who sees me will sure laugh their heads off.
man... i still dont quite know lar..but i got the idea of it.
after exam shall go self-learn. lol.
my mind's off today.
short break for today. im freaking tensed up.
even andre can see that im stressed. arghs.
this sucks. totally.
gonna chiong all the way.
perseverance; it isnt that simple.
one quarter of a year, it still remains.
its not the end. its not over.
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