bumped into the school's security guard after school.
lol, damn stupid lah.
he was a new security here, and is he bump into me lorh,
den he down there like so pain,
when i wasnt even feeling a thing. ha ?
okay but in anyway, i still apologised lah.
hes not young afterall yeah.

tmr im going for camp alr.
SIAN.
how sucky can this be.
damn troublesome can.
i brought not much stuffs though.
and im so gonna dread it.
esp those high elements activites.
god, its.. ~!@#$%^&
and im gonna be so lack of sleep after 3 days of it.
i'll miss my home ! =(
i'll miss my bed, my parents, my computer. lol.
wont be bringing phone and mp3 there lah.
dun wana go emo at night listening to songs 0.o

3 days of torture. sigh.
i dun understand why some ppl so excited bout it leh.
okay. whatever it is, good luck to me.
and i sincerely hope tmr would rain.
so there wont be any dumb activites.

first day of the week wasnt that well though.
i mean, how good can it get right ?

amaths freaked me out.

oh well, assembly kinda rocked.
the people came were coool.
and ruby's so damn in love with that john's voice.
and she went super crazy after school.
as if she ate some drugs or something.
lol.

my mom is seriously sick.
sigh, 2007 is not a good year loh.
first is my dad, then me, now my mom.
how on earth am i gonna go for a dumb camp when my mom is like so ill ?
no one will be at home to pei her leh.
my dad will lah, but hes always working all the time.
hope she gets well soon anyway.

and help. im stuck with maths.
ive been trying to do for like hours on 4 questions ??
and i only manage to do one. how pathetic.
but i realise ive actually got alot of patience.
just that until i got so pek cek that i just came online and ask for help.
but currently not rescued yet. =\

i felt quite sad for my mom.
she got scolded from my dad for spoiling the house phone.
she dropped it on the floor one day and the screen went black,
like as if the ink smudged or something.
she kept it from him though, but i dunno how the hell did my dad found out today.
ha, but my mom ignored it, and it was pretty funny.
but still, i think my dad is having mood swings lah.

sometimes its bad to have smart friends.

thanks huijun for lending me your shoe bag.
although its pink.
lol. i think ive a phobia of pink. 0_o

wilson suddenly called me when i was going to church -.-
and soon i saw him walking into the service.
lol. didnt really see him until the singing was over.
and he happened to sit as the same row as me,
just that we're like, 15 people apart ? lol.
and he was with his girl !!! woo.
and his friends also of course.
so surprised that his girlfriend will go with him to church.
shes pretty tall anyway.

went to buy a torchlight.
actually i wanted to buy the smallest one lah,
but think of it, why buy such a small one when im going for a dumb camp ?
small light is as equal as no light.
i then dun wana bump into some people.
lol, if ever im that suay lah, so bought a bigger one.
and i went home i realised i forgot to buy the batteries. =\

got a headache when i got home.
my mom cooked porridge.
and i made a conclusion : sick mothers cook well.
hahaha, hey its true.
for once her porridge was like so nice, compared to the rest she had been cooking since i was born.
and i intended to pack my bag tonight,
but i delayed it until now.
can see that im so not into the camp mood.
hais. 3 more days and im leaving home for 2 nights.
aw, how miserable.

tmr amath's starting.
i know no big deal lah, but ugh. maths.
somemore 3 periods ?!! can die.
good luck to me.
amen.

i chionged all my homework in the morning.
ha, but actually is i woke up damn late lah =x
my mom bought chicken rice home for lunch.
told her i want more rice and less chicken,
in the end she give me all rice, only one piece of small chicken -.-
but cant blame her la,
cos shes a bit sick and all, so mind not very clear also. lol.
then she went to church.
actually intended to go out with ruby one,
but in the end changed plan.
she came to my house instead, and she buy food here and eat.
lol, we watched shao nian te gong dui ! :D :D :D
hosted by 5566 de.
actually ruby said its meant to be a surprise for me,
cos i dun have cable tv, so i cant get to see my xie zhi.
but i went to look at the newspaper and found out.
haha, so we watched together, while she eats and i eat my chips.
damn funny lah, i kept laughing through the whole thing.
i miss xie zhi so much laah. but the show is like 2002 one ?
lol, they all so young, but now looked really matured, although old liao la.
but still, tony rocks ! :D

and i ate a large whipped potato for dinner.
that was so unbelievable man.

got this from cecilia (:

INSTRUCTIONS: Write 20 statements intended to 20 different people, good/bad things you've always wanted to tell them. never tell which one is to whom.

1. i guess we're drifting apart, and i guess we dont really give a damn to it.

2. thanks for being always there for me, and making me laugh like mad everytime.

3. i think youre either dumb or blind, you never even wana cherish wads before you.

4. you'll always be forever in my life (:

5. although its been so long, if i could choose, i will want you, again.

6. i wonder why you didnt use the present i gave you.

7. i dont know why but you attracted me since the day i saw you.

8. thanks for making me feel comfortable in your presence.

9. the quarrel we had drifted us, but dont give me that cold attitude can ?! =\

10. you rock my life, always.

another 10 i lazy to think liao. hahaha.
actually i realise just 10 sentences tells alot abt my life right now. 0_o

ms kodi's lessons are getting more and more funny.
hahaha.
sometimes i really wonder her life at school will be so amusing,
with ppl to make her so pissed but yet cant help but to laugh.
pretty dumb huh ?
but its funny ! hahaha.
oh, and i realise shes always saying "are you ready?"

physics had the spa thingy.
had to look the the pendulum 14 times -.-
each time 20 osc.
see liao also feel like sleeping.

had chem test today !
god, i was like, what the hell ?!
and i think i was the last few to complete.
ha, can pass can liao la, who cares.
amath's starting.
man, wish me good luck.

i got home damn early today.
cos mandy had her own stuffs,
and ruby had to go make her ic.
i reached home at 2 for god's sake,
but i told my mom the reasons.
if not i'll be like so dead,
cos she'll be asking why am i so late for the past 2 years. 0_o
i asked my mom to help me wash a pillow,
but she refuse to, cos she dun wan it spoil her washing machine.
i intended to bring it to camp actually. LOL.
somehow i always need a pillow when im away or something.
i dont know why.
but still, wont die without it lah.
and i slept for like 2 hours ? the rain woke me up,
and my mom kept asking what i wanna eat so many times,
until now im so bloated up like a pig. -_-"

blah.

maths was like hell lah.
finally i got a lil encouragement for myself.
cos i manage to solve the equations correctly :D
just that i dunno how to form the equation =\
i think the most impossible thing for me to do is to love maths.

school's booooring.
even after school now also nothing better to do.
still stuck with the infocomm podcast thing.
does anyone wanna help my grp to act in a video ?
lol, we seriously need a boy and a girl.
but who will willing ?
junyi's brother scolded mandy a stupid moron on msn.
HAHAHA, i was laughing like mad when i heard it. =x
and jia xin said that ms kang job was a barber in the school.
LOL, sometimes jokes can make you so insane.
oh, and the reader's digest is interesting.
i should change teenage magazine to reading reader's digest.
but maybe 2 years later. lol.
cos i dun have time to do my own things ever since school started ?
yeah, school life kills.

yeah ! francis nvr come.
hahahaha.
had one day of good pe.
but not really though. was pretty tough wif tat guy =\
wadever lah.
and i am so damn shock that kodi gave me a pass for my compo.
just a PASS leh.
mygod. shes the first one who gave me such low marks.
and i feel so disappointed. lols.

was feeling very tired lah, and having a headache also.
i was laughing all th way during science.
hahaha my changwei damn funny lah.
and bcos of me the ppl around me also started laughing.
HAHAHA. :D

and tony's on the chinese newspaper !
wooohooo :D
so long nvr see him liao ! i miss him alot !!!!
hahaa.

after school went for infocomm.
so far havent pon yet :D
but me and ruby are considering on valentine's day. =x
damn shit one lor, watsed our time to play her dumb game,
and we were so serious, running around the school to collect stuffs -.-
den in the end go back to the room everyone go back liao.
wth.

and im intending to tell ms nai i dunno how to do maths.
lol. cos i really dunno how to do lah.
and im dead tired. no energy to do anything.
alot of tests are coming up next week.
hais. long time never see fails liao.


me : why you put your flowers on my computer table ?!?!
mum : hahaha.
me : haiyoh dun put there la, its only meant for my com.
mum : its nice wad.
me : no. i dun care lah, put anywhere except there and my room.
mum : put there nice mah, flowers can bring you "tao hua yun", den alot of guys will jio you leh!
me : ......... no thanks. put it infront of you then.

HAHAHAHA.
he rocks he rocks !
too bad cant upload picture.

he scan his exercise book and send me the maths answer.
LOL .
how cool huh.
i know lidat i will surely fail lah,
but come on man, i dun wana be stress.
if not white hair will start to grow. 0_o
but in anyway, thanks a whole lot !
and i promise myself to work harder and stop asking so many questions.


alvin, your brother rocks man.
hahaha :D

argh. someone shoot me.
how to do maths ?!?!?!!?!!!!!!!


ohmygod.
sometimes i think im so dumb.

and obviously ms nai is talking about me when she emphasized the word AT ALL TIMES.
lol, haiya school rules suck.

and i was criticizing on mr Roderick's hairstyle today.
i told ruby that he looked so t--t in that lah,
cos i know she likes him and all,
ha, but come on, he looked so much like a rooster to me !
lol, and that freaked off ruby lah.
hahah-

today had the councillors investiture during assembly.
it was pretty cool though, and jason looked good.
and i think celestine's gonna be the next president.
ha, imagine the president of council sitting next to me in class ?

and how cute is my dad to bring home a gameboy cartridge. 0_o
he said he found it on the floor and thought im interested to play.
laughs, well i was once very crazy over gameboy games lah,
but now ? hello ?! afterall im 15. -.-
oh btw it was super mario. my favorite pastime game.
hahaha ! oh well, dots.

and i still got no idea on how to do zuo wen !!!
man, my chinese's deproving.
and i wonder why is cecilia always calling my chinese name...

woke up damn early today.
went to church. and boo. i was late.
only went for cell. didnt go for service.
cos im seriously tired.
i almost fell asleep on the bus. zzz.
im so pissed off doing maths lah.
dunno how the heck to get the correct answer.
and since so many people not doing zuo wen,
i also dun wana do liao la. =x

my mom invited so many people out of a sudden to my house.
donno for what, guess is to eat my mom's cooking. -.-
and when i went home its like everyone was "hey youre back ! "
and my mom started to comment on what i wore and stuffs.
and then asked me to join the eating, and asked why am i so early ?
her friends thought i went home early is bcos i wanna see them.
ha, but i said " no, i came home to sleep."
my mom thought theyre gonna be like bu shuang,
but instead they laughed. hurhur ?
not sarcastically of course.

and i am so broke recently cos of ruby's birthday,
and i still gotta save up for my dad's one,
which is coming soon.
my days are getting busy.
oh man, school life's like hell.

went to meet ruby and jiani at boonkeng mrt.
den we went to marina to celebrate aaron's birthday.
actually i dunno him one loh.
ruby la, ask me go for nothing. -.-
den we went to arcade hanged around, and i saw royston and all the ppl there.
in the end i didnt went to watch the movie with them.
they wanted to watch ghost tunnel -.-
and i hate ghost movies loh.
so save money, dont watch. so i went off.
den wanted to eat first before going home mah.
so went to find the cat high ppl.
was quite fun being with them la actually. after sucha long time.
but its like alot of guys down there 0_o
and i realise im not really a very quiet type of person. xD
fyre and wuhong damn crappy lah.
and there are some ppl i didnt know.
i didnt manage to notice derek and liyuan. lol.
was quite amusing being with them lah.
haha, but the three people wasted my 15 mins -.-
saw qingyang on the way back home. =\
but too bad eugene royston they all didnt eat with me.
they all la, eat wad carl's jr.
so dead exp can. and i dunno why royston got so angry out of a sudden.
but all in all, the day was great lah. :D
and one thing that left me the most impression.

fyre : *points finger at me.*
me : DONT point at me.
fyre + eugene + wuhong : *points their fingers at me.*
me : ~!@#$%^

feeling slightly better today.
the flu is almost gone, left with the coughing. ):
i notice i havent been eating western food since like, 3rd jan ?
lol queue too long lah, and im starting to miss the taste of it.
hahah ?!
oh well, i guess i need to change a lil bit of myself.
i know im quite sensitive la, but no need always say im fierce mah.
make me feel so offended. =\
and im starting to hate chinese lessons.
what on earth is that teacher doing ???
and besides, melvin is damn irritating -.-
helped ruby with her friends thingy.
one is birthday the other one is a letter.
and i realise i havent been writing poems since like dunno when,
and i totally dont have inspirations or interest anymore.
feel so sad. lol.
and im dying to go out to like de-stress myself,
cos recently alot of nonsense had been popping out in school life,
and i dont even know what the heck is wrong with me.
cos i have no idea whats on my mind.

and you know what?
i think this post is absolute bullshit.
lol i dunno wad im writing la, crap.


the emptiness is killing me.

i just kept sneezing and coughing in class today.
argh. looks like im so down with sickness.
luckily managed to skip the pulling up during PE :D
actually i shouldnt run loh, but, haiya whatever.
i hardly talked today.
seriously, i dont know what the hell is wrong,
but i just cant find any thing to talk about.
i dunno whether issit im sick that caused me to be like tat,
but i really feel weird when i talk so little, even to ruby.
anyway, mr lim's xbox is damn cool la. xD
hahaha, hes cool man !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBY !!!! :D
i dunno what to say but,
all in all youre the best and you rock !
lol i got no time to blog today.
or rather, every wednesdays. -.-
but this year's birthday like no fun one. zzz.

was feeling very tired today lah.
after school still got cca.
ah its damn boring.
and chionged homework tonight.
i dunno how to do maths !!!! bloody hell.
and im having headache plus i got sore throat and flu and cough.
and im getting sicker than yesterday.
but dunno why i in school not that sick.
only when i get home it gets worse. 0_o
ohmygod.

after cca went to mac, saw david and his friend.
yeah, he is VERY lame. zzz -_-
but thats not i wana say.
the main conclusion was I AM VERY FIERCE.
LOL ? hello ? my attitude towards ppl im not really interested in is LIDAT one mah.
dinali jiaxin they all today in toilet also say i fierce.
ahhhhh. so sad. lol.
maybe i really have to stop this 'fierce' attitude towards ppl.
but come on man, since when did i treat my close friends FIERCE ?

okay. no one's perfect. fullstop.

adriano's cool !!!!! :D

blah.
ruby's home got some major problems.
feeling sad for her too =(
well, hope she'll get over it soon and let it pass bah.
and tmr's her birthday.
but its like, cant do anything much also.
haiyah.
sometimes life can be so unexpecting.
who knows what might happen the next moment right ?

oh well.
but mandy and ruby's alright now.
WOO. finally :D
but they still didnt talk as before le.
so it doesnt make any big difference.
so theres a saying that goes once like that, after it change, it can never be the same.
true ? guess so.
after school went to bugis with ruby.
we went to eat pasta :D
i was like so hungry lah. den we walked to marina square.
and then headed for clarke quay.
so long havent been there. its soo beautiful lah (:
and ruby went there to "shout". lol.
and i ate mcflurry =x very hungry mah !
and i kept sneezing all the way.
ruby said that it was someone missing me, but in the end i realised that im seriously down with flu -.-
hahaha, how crappy.
and later on went to buy some candy and drinks again.
LOL, im like sucha greedy charbo today.
and i ate so much sweetening foods ! omg gotta stop eating. lol.

today no homework ! :D
yay. one day of freedom.
but im starting to get sick. ugh.
and tmr got PE ! argh freaking pissed off with it.
wishes for the day :
- ruby to be happy !!!!
- mandy and ruby to be like the same as before
- no torturing pe lessons/ mr francis nvr come :D
- less homeworks !! (like today)
- ruby to come to school everyday
- faster get well !! my throat hurts and i kept sneezing and coughing -.-

for once i was telling ruby that my life's like so empty.
lol, dont know how to say it but yea, TOO SIMPLE man.
ah whatever lah. better than too complicated right.
boo.

first day of the week started off b-a-d lah.
i havent even get to school alr got tragic news.
lol, well not that tragic in a sense, but it shocked me.
argh. forget it.
cme lesson and lifeskill did some writings.
laughs, ruby read my family part until wana cry -.-
got that sad meh ? uh, nvm.
AND ive got a feeling of 99% that ruby and mandy's not gonna work out.
its like, ohmygod. why did ever the situation became so serious ?!
ahhhh. im the worst lah afterall.
today afterall school ruby rushing to see her "guy".
den mandy went to her friends there.
yeah, and im left alone to go home -.-
luckily my mom is not at home, if not sure shocked why today so guai so early came home.
but its like, i feel that my world's torn into two.
just bcos we three are no longer together.
come on, i dun get it man. haiyaaaaa suan le.
ruby's bdae is coming.
and i bet its gonna be a two-person celebration tmr.
and a two-person- celebration on wed.
sometimes i think my social life is like so damn small.
ive been drenched for 4 days ?
and i havent got sick. lol im pretty strong huh ? xD
anchal bought leehom's poster to school !!!!! OMG.
haha, and i just found out celestine likes westlife too !
wooooo. so cool. :D
and im beginning to dread school, nothing ever seems great to look forward to.
only problems such as :
1. studies.
2. friendship(ruby and mandy's war)
3. and the yet-to-happen thing.

took mrt to church today.
surprising it was like so fast ?!
i reached there very early, for the first time.
hahaha.
oh well, i guess i'd better take mrt to church next time.
service was dead boring.
yeah it seemed almost like its gonna take forever or something.
zzz.
and i "toured" round singapore today -.-
just for the sake of looking for ruby's bdae present.
man, it took me like hours ?
and i sort of like went all over singapore just to find it.
cos every shop that i went all no stock. zzz.
alot of patience used today for it. hurhur.
and im still thinking of plans for her bdae.
and i think solo surprise planing wont really work. -.-
you know, now that two of my best friends are like having cold war ?
uh whatever.

alright, its quite unbelievable, but still,
i slept for almost the whole afternoon today.
lol, school hours freaked me out.
although the weather's very cold lah, i still can sleep in any case.
ha, but alot of calls came in lah.. so its like.. zzz ?
but nvm lah, mandy's one exception. lol cos its nearly time to wake up.
went to cc there to get the bursary thingy.
saw alot of 6F people. hahaha.
jasmin couldnt regconize me !!! OMG.
mandy was just sitting next next to me, so at least theres someone to talk to.
saw charmaine, queenie and charlene too.
was quite malu lah, i didnt smile or whatever. lol
ruby and vivian was there, and i couldnt get away when the thing started.
yeah, and im quite surprised at ruby's reaction 0_o
oh well.. ??
two guys were sitting behind me during the thingy,
and their conversation damn funny lah.
chinese guy : eh why you nvr clap ?!
indian guy : dunno.
chinese guy : walao must feel proud of our school what.
indian : ...
chinese guy : eh how come you lidat one ar
indian : zzz
chinese guy : eh you nvr tuck in shirt very disgraceful leh.
indian : what, i like what.
chinese : you dun kaopei lah. im not gonna talk to you for the rest of the day.
indian : okay lor.
chinese : ltr wana go eat or not ? (was wondering why hes still talking. lol)
indian : eat what.
chinese : anything lah.
indian : i dun wan to wear school uniform.
chinese : walao , go mac or anything.
indian : dun wan go mac.
chinese : den ?
indian : hawker center.
chinese : WHAT ?!
HAHA.

boring day.
but better than being unlucky 0_o
and you know what.
i dun understand wads the problem between they two one leh.
well i mean i know the whole thing,
and got my own views on it also lah.
but this time their fight really very serious loh.
if this goes on, i assure myself we're not gonna reunite anymore.
yeah. and i dun think its worth to like break this friendship.
afterall we've been together for 2 whole years ?
and im the worst one lah. if talk to one cannot talk to another one. -.-
this is what i call really stuck man.
see how loh as time goes by.

after school went to celebrate minyi's birthday.
still okay lah. not that bad lo. lols.
mandy's dad called ruby anyway.
and asked where is she. =so scary lah, thought hes gonna scold her or us .
and looks like whole class only me and ruby's legs pain until lidat.
lol, walk and stand also pain.
and conclusion was cos we too long nvr exercise. lol.
so pathetic lah. 2 and a half months i guess ? think so.

and im trying to tell ruby not to make me laugh.
cos whenever i laugh my stomach muscle aches.

mom : aiyoh you see that girl chasing after the guy, crazy or not ? (watching television)
me : aiyah nowadays where still got guys chase girls one, is the other way round loh.
mom : you izzit. you go chase lor -.-
me : nah siao. watse my time =x
mom : you think ppl will want you meh ?
me : zzz .

argh. my legs hurt !!!!!
stupid francis. i hate his pe lessons lah.
like what hell like tat. zzz.
i almost fell asleep during social studies.
lol was like so tired lah.
and i realise that yusma always has alot of stories to tell. lol

english test ruby scored quite well.
so she die die insisted me to reward her.
for her great great great improvement -.-
so i bought her an apple pie. laughs.
yeah, after school was raining damn heavily.
me and ruby used out pe shirts cover ourselves.
but no difference one lah i know. lol.
mandy walked all the way sia. ohmygod.
she must have been feeling...-
and went to mac that time was FREAKING COLD lah.
cant even anyhow move around. lol.
i treated everyone fries, although theres only 3 ppl lah.
hahah. well but anw, saw mandy's friends.
and somehow somewhat there were arguments.
and yeah, first time see both parties so buay song. lol.
come on man, relax lah. i dun wana stuck in between.
wads over is over la. if really happened then let it be loh.
den vivian came after that . and i went home. hahaha.

and got another problem again -.-
dumb things always interrupt my life one leh. wtf.
but its half settled alr lah. so its still o-k.
finally its nearing weekend. can rest !!! :D

stupid. pe lessons so damn torturing.
how i wish every pe lesson will rain so tat he will have nth to do to us -.-

and infocomm last min.
called home but no one was there.
so eventually... yeah.
got home and then somehow had a war wif mum.
and then angry until cried lah.
not only that, calculator spoilt, no need do hw lah.
so fed up and sad.
den at around 8 plus she went down help me change batteries.
zzzz.

now even though how optimistic i am,
i'll still say, tmr doesnt seem much better to me in any way.

im trying hard not to hate maths anymore.
bcos if i really do, den probably i wont be able to pass for the rest of my life.
and i have to try my best not to use liquid paper anymore.
although it kinda suck, but oh well, what choice do i have ?
finally got things settled. finally my life is getting peaceful.
almost everything is done and so.
just that still dun have register number and studies very sian lah.
lol. that i know cant be controlled.
and worrying bout locker loh. if got a damn high one den die.
but if got a damn low one also die. zzz.
haiyah wadever lah. have is alr very good liao.

at least my life now will be happier.
until the camp. man, thinking of it can just simply freak me out.

qingyang : whos whistling ?
me : mom lah.
qingyang : so nan ting.
me : your problem meh .
qingyang : eh why you so rude one. huh why must you be so rude one ?!

کhereen ` laugh-out-loud. says:
lol like as if you noe everyone from my school
[c=21]why are we waiting? [/c] says:
not really
کhereen ` laugh-out-loud. says:
yes. aiyah wadever lah
[c=21]why are we waiting? [/c] says:
why so fierce

hahaha?!

finally its a weekend.
and it passed so fast.
oh my god. lol.
ive been sleeping the whole day lah.
homework sucks man.
so difficult to do one.
and i forgot to write down wad to do for phy workbook. -_-
so im waiting for the answer until now. zzz.


天下无难事，只怕有心人。

sometimes its just so hard to understand wad people are trying to say.

physics was very chim lah, but still can follow.
maths - oh my god. i paid 100% attention.

anyway i think mr lim rocks lah :D
from first day i see him i find him so interesting liao.
today he asked wads my name.
but probably he alr forgotten liao. haha!

and im still wondering when is tat chinese teacher gonna start teaching.
after school me and mandy went to mac.
ruby gotta go work so left alr.
and we two down there chat loh.
and was being asked so many dumb questions tat i actually dun wana answer.
and went to take photo -.-
i dun like taking photos now leh, dunno why.
ms nai lah, dunno want a pic for wad reason.
and my stomach hurts like hell lah. zzz.
luckily tmr no school.
and no one told me sec 3 so stress one.
until today i realise really abit stress sia.
haiyoh sian lah.

AIYARH.
am i suay or what.
ysd alr so suay, today not better in any sense.

den next is tat ive gain weight and still didnt grow taller.
still 159cm !!!! argh. cant i reach a nicer number like 160 -.-
zzz and all thanks to my relatives for making me eat so much.

how i wish i can stay at niko's sit forever.
life's so much better sitting there than at the back. lol.
maybe that can be allowed.
if ms nai's good enough loh.

or maybe theres someone in the class suay-ing me.
jinx lah ! >_<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FICK :D :D :D

so dumb of your whole class to read it aloud.
hello ? its just a letter mah.
and wad has been written is written.
wads the big deal of not a love letter letter ?
lol sometimes i think guys think too much.
or rather, too imaginative. -.-
if the letter only formal plain normal birthday greetings,
its DAMN BORING LAH.
if cuz must write some interesting things inside mah.

first day of school was horrible.
during assembly found out that my name's not in 3G's list.
and ruby got sent out bcos of hair colour.
so i started to worry which bloody class im in.
then found out my name's in the 3F's class list.
wad the hell. i WAS supposed to be in 3g one loh.
den i stayed in 3g for like 3 hours ? thinking how malu will it be to suddenly transfer to another class, how embarrassing to be in a class where i dun even belong, how weird of it to be when every subject teacher comes in and you have to tell her your name is not in the list, how extra you are when you dunno what are you gonna do.
the feeling's sickening loh. then mdm zee came and checked with me.
and i WAS in 3g. just that theres an error and somehow my name got messed up or sth.
how UNLUCKY can i be ? dumb day.
trevor have grown DAMN TALL lah.
ALMOST same height as me liao. how shocking can that be man.
to be continued later.

ah !!!
ruby's having fever !
oh my god, if she never go school tmr my life's gonna be so over.
ruby, get recovered by tmr lah.
if you absent tmr im gonna be so lonely. :(

oh my god.
tmr going back to school already !
its like so damn fast ? urgh.
but honestly, it seems more like 1 year i havent been to school. lols.
this two and a half months past quite slowly i'd say,
reason cos i havent been going out much these time. 0_o
but well, same old thing, my homework- undone.
ruby called and asked how to do the social studies.
lol for once i was stunned cos she actually wanted to do it.
i was like, whoa, hardworking ! hahah.
i went down to buy some stationaries and batteries for my clock, and peanut butter.
so now every morning i gotta eat peanut butter with bread.
d-a-i-l-y. oh man, *faints*.
oh, and i forgot to buy hairclips. lol.
whatever la, first day surely give chance, if ever i got caught or something.
suddenly will be seeing my friends all again in school,
feeling quite excited actually. but still, i dun give a damn, just bcos its the first day of school. -.-
im so gonna dread the introduction, well cos i'll like have to say two names, wth.
and i totally have no idea on what to bring tmr.
so im intending to bring the homeworks, and 3 small ex bks and 3 big ones.
lol. but all in all, my bag is quite heavy. dunno why also. zzz.
so many questions to ask in my heart.
what is my register number gonna be ?
who will be my teachers ?
who will i be sitting with ?
where will i be sitting at ?
and i pray over a thousand stars, PLEASE dont ever let me kana monitress anymore.
no no and a no.
cos ive been that for like 4 years ? what the hell. its a no way man.
whatever it is, good luck tmr everyone ! :)

i think my mouse is spoilt.
the right click side.
click so many times also cannot work.
my mom thought i was so violent for a moment. -.-

and i just realise i havent complete my homework.
dead shit.
alot of maths i dunno how to do lah.
lol, everyone is clearing their homeworks.
made me feel so anxious.
not that i dun wana clear mine.
the fact is that i dunno how to clear.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! :D

i wanna say happy new year to my family, all of my friends, westlife, leehom, and tony !
(lol sounds so lame.)
but whatever.
had been searching for a new skin from like morning till now.
rahh, finally done.
i think this skin is quite cool lor,
although i dun really like yellow, but have to go along with it la.

and this address also made me think until my mind go insane.
actually wanted to have "stolen soul" one.
but cecilia's one was stolen address. lol dun wana copy hers.
so in the end chose silent. cos maybe im the silent type of person ?
and im very much interested in the word soul.
and wads more, its the next generation of my previous blog.
Simply Simple - Both start with S.
and Silent Soul - Both start with S also.
lols. and i wanna change address cos i feel that 2006 sucks.
so i dun wanna continue loh. and wads more, things in life arent tat simple also.
hahah.

New Year's Resolutions :
` be a better student and daughter
` stop slacking and start to be a little more hardworking
` dun grow so tall but must grow, dun put on too much weight
` PASS MATHS FOREVER !!!! and good grades.
` dun be so emotional anymore. laughs!
` try to be more sociable
` be a good christian
` less arguments with mom. or rather, NO arguments
` stay happy always ! :D