Stress :(

Giving without taking.

Understanding without explaining.

Accepting without questioning.

Embracing without speaking.

Love with no doubts about it.

7 reasons why I dislike Accountings:

1. It's freaking chim

2. Most of what we learnt are useless

3. The damn paper is 60% weightage

4. I get demoralised when I don't know how to do tutorial qns

5. There is a definite answer, means I can't based it on "makes sense answers"

6. It has nothing much to do with my life in the future

7. It gives me stress

March is coming, time really flies.

Every season has to come, and it's about the way we look at it.

March Resolutions:

1. Finish up exams

2. Work work work

3. Plan for cell activities & church ministry

4. Take care of mum & housework

5. Maybe go back Penang for awhile

6. Register "Shereen" in IC

7. Exercise

Gonna be a really busy month for me, but I guess it's also gonna be exciting 'cause I forsee myself learning about alot of things, hahaha.

My mum told me, there must be a reason for you to be like that. If so, whatever it may be, I'd take it as you don't understand me or trust me enough to talk about it. I'm still clueless about everything, it's just ridiculous. Whatever.

I guess this have become another turning point in my life;

You will probably be the first and the last.

Don't even talk about best to me now, even the term close now is...

People say sometimes some things are better left unsaid.

Maybe you chose it this way. Maybe.

I feel like as if I don't understand you anymore, familiar stranger.

Study Alarm: 4 days left to accounts exam.

Reality Alarm: Haven't started.

Yawn, goodnight.

Crs paper is over, yay.
But i was freezing like mad after that so it was very sucky.
Plus after exam had a bad headache, must be brain freeze and used too much brain cells, sigh.
What a pain.

Don't like myself to be sensitive over things anw, so unlike me :(
But oh well, i guess moments like these cant be helped bah?
Maybe a little more..."no control" lol.
But yeah, even if its once or twice i should also not let it be since i already know it best myself.
Checkpoint for myself.
But anw doesnt matter as long as i know that i do understand is enough :)

And congrats to my company for starting off successfully today! :)
Calvin's awesome :D

Reflect.

Today was feelingful.

I guess I could have known better and prepare so as to avoid unnecessary situations.

Haha, but times like these do happen but at least I'm proud of myself (Y).

Its all about understanding and acceptance :)

Being there for someone is not a chore, it's a choice.

Alot of things come from the heart :)

Exams are here and I'm living like as if exams are nothing, lol.

My grades this semester are like rubbish so it demotivates me to the maximum.

I should just faster graduate and do something better and more meaningful in life.

I think I should change my blog soon too, time for a new look or smth.

Lots of stuffs coming up in the days ahead, I hope my holidays would seem to be longer haha.

Finally there's rain, hope it rains throughout the night then can get a good sleep!

Had been pretty busy with work recently.

I'm quite sian of studying but i'm trying, lol.

I detest headaches :(

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Anyway, I think I'm starting to love cats :D

But I also still love puppies lah.

& now, I'm too sensitive to be too close to friends already.

Because I'm only human, I do get hurt.

Sometimes it still comes to my mind: What happened?

So glad TTB test is over.

My stomach was growling so loudly during the test, i hope shiyu didn't hear it -_-"

Hope it can pull up my grades higher abit also.

Feeling very restless these days...big sighs.

Can't wait for exams to be over as well.

I think accounts is going to drive me nuts pretty soon already.

Went to church in the evening for my class, i think the kids are too amusing nowadays.

They talk until me and dawn laughed until upside down.

Very very good at talking nowadays kids.

a little more heart-headed.

Last day of school today, this semester has now come to an end.

Although still have to go back for 3 papers but still glad.

I thought I would love this semester, I thought it would be one of my best poly times.

Haha, but I'm also thankful for all those crap because I've learnt alot about people and life out there as well.

Really hate studying and memorizing stuffs btw.

Goodbye Tourism Academy @ Sentosa, I'll miss you for:

1. the beautiful environment (i like it ok)

2. the horrible hot weather and dreading rains

3. the awesome lecture chairs and tables

4. the nuggets i always eat at the mini canteen &

5. the canteen uncle who forever gives me 10cents for change

6. the nice library chairs where i go to for project meetings

7. the nice memories & the sucky ones

Last week of school has never been enjoyable with all the returning of project reports and results etc.

Haven't been doing very well for me(according to my high but naive expectations lol) but it doesn't really matter to me now as long as i pass.

Not that I don't bother anymore but I guess since the motivation and purpose not there already then naturally it just goes off.

Nothing to do with situational reasons, maybe more of going to a not-so-right course.

Tsktsk, the importance of making decisions.

But then again, it's the experience i guess. Nobody makes perfect decisions anyway.

Exams are around the corner and it just sucks.

I'm disliking exams even more now, especially when they are memory-based -.-

Being a year 2 tertiary student in a competitive and mad course, the content that we need to know is so totally information overloading.

For this I really pei fu those who can ace such modules.

I remember I used to have pretty superb memory when I was younger.

No idea where did my skill go to when I grow up.

But yaaa, time to start studying.

Although it's amusing to see how people express their concerns,

ultimately it still feels good to know that people care.

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Something ironical:

I think understanding people has become my tiring hobby.

Have you ever wondered about how to be a friend?

It's easy to say, "Don't let one person affect you".

But how easy is it when there is more than one?

It's not about what happened sometimes, it's about what is left behind.

It's not about just another person, it's about the real emotions after everything.

You know, I really value you.

Sometimes we may think that the world is so big, but when we really come to realise, it isn't.

It's smaller than we think, it's lonelier than we feel.

Happy Valentines Day :)

It's just another day although it's special.

Life doesn't change much.

My day was pretty good (without the school part).

I'm just an ordinary student who goes to school just for the sake of attending classes now.

I have no life, and i'm still the dao and mysterious girl anyone knows of.

& I'm happy with it.

Can't emphasize how sian school is now.

As we remember this day of love, just wanna say that I truly value the people around me.

Those whom I placed alot of time and effort on, those whom I spend alot of time with, and those whom I truly care about.

Last week of school already, yay?

Human nature.

Work work work.

Study study study.

Only went to school for 40min (ebiz test).

Wasn't easy but wasn't that tough i guess? I mostly just wrote what i think makes sense lol.

Getting very restless with school now though.

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Thank youuuuu :)

Busy day, boring day, mundane day.

It sucks when you don't feel comfortable with certain things.

Anyway, damn happy that presentations for the sem is over! :D

Had been really a draggy thing today.

But had a good time catching with friends at night over dinner :)

Still best to know who are the friends around you who care and support you.

I still think...even though it is understandable for humans to think and behave certain way,

but i believe each and everyone of us are different.

So, you don't have to compare because you have you own beautiful and special side too.

That's how amazing creation is :)

Can't wait for semester to be over!

Sometimes, being just a human is also hard.

FEM presentation over today, yay.

One last one to go and that's it!

Now is time to study for exams~

Anyway, really very surprising that i'm working meh?

Lol why people so shocked -_-"

"No matter how many times we have to say goodbye – even if it’s for the greater good, it still stings. And although we will never forget what we’ve given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward." - Ugly Betty.

School is boring...sem is ending & i'm already in the end-sem mode.

Just want to quickly finish up all the presentations and tests, then freedom!

Sianz.

Be it the past, present or future,

I will always be the one there for you;

I will surely be the one who stands by you;

& I want to always be the one making you happy in every possible way.

Time will tell, and there's a different and new future awaiting.

Hairband day! :D

Love my expensive lovely cute hairband, lol.

Day out over at gid's place for cny lunch with my cell.

Not that bad i guess...managed to talk more with the newcomers.

Hmm so after that went down to church.

Nothing much actually today, passed by pretty fast somehow.

Monday's coming so soon, oh no.

Study alarm is ringing :(

Anyway...I feel really fortunate to be loved by people around me :)

HAPPY CNY! :)

Normal day as usual...seeing everyone else getting into the cny mood and stuffs.

Ruby and Andre visited my place today for lunch, haha.

Just the first day but i'm not really excited, dunno why lol.

Maybe cos school work on mind so very sian.

Very tired though, just wanna sleeeeeeep.

Yawnzzz.

CNY is tmr, yet until today then i went to do some shopping.

Haha, how last minute huh.

Did a super fast one, very tired now lol.

Gotta finish reflection report in a weeks' time and prepare last two presentations.

Kinda dread studying for exams but no choice, sobs.

Whatever it is, enjoy now first haha.

Huat ah!!!

Yay, no school till monday! :D

Feels good to not be chionging and rushing for projects and stuffs like that now.

Should really have a good rest these few days, hehe.

Nothing much to blog about nowadays.

Happy Cny! Time to eat and sleep!

Feb's Resolutions:

1. End the semester "smoothly"

2. Do well for exams

3. Start getting "hardworking" in church

4. Celebrate dad's birthday