okay good. the stupid paper didnt kill me.
wahaha!
i shall now reserve all my memory space for SS.
really hate to memorise things(& mind you its 7chapters)... but who has a choice?
*big sigh*
my cousin is coming over to stay with me from tmr!
time to adapt to change again...oh well.

and leehom's concert is tommorow :(

arghhhh.
i can study biology until i get angry. how impressive.
i felt like the most pathetic and pitiful person on earth last night whos studying bio like anything.
honestly i dont even feel that our class is even prepared well enough for it.
why?
things like production of heartbeat, how smoking causes effects and diseases, how the respiratory system of our lungs work, how our blood capillaries flow, enzyme-catalyst complex, different kinds of enzymes reactions in the digestion of our body, functions of sieve plates and companion cells in the xylem vessels, how structures of villi in the small intestine works, the function of the alveolus in gaseous exchange, and things like the effects of ecology on man.

like who knows completely about the knowledge above?
and we got to study it ourselves? its as good as self study isnt it.
at first i was wondering how on earth did i manage to study for school exams.
now i realised perhaps its bcos of very limited things we were asked to know.
and not like as if things that were taught were very useful and efficient.
damn it now i lost my appetite for lunch.

okay whatever. i'll depend on myself then.
its just a bloody 75 min paper.

once again im hungry and theres no food ='(
omg is today poverty-day for me?
im like seriously starving for the whole of today.

ever heard of sleeping hunk?
yeah i just met one today.
*FAINT* :P

sigh, im like so hungry now and theres no food =(
im like so tired now but theres still bio paper tmr ='(
(poor me, everyone else can sleep for the rest of the day)

11marks gone for emath paper2 today.
oh well. at least its the last math paper i finished doing :)

i want free marks i want free marks i want free marks!
what a physics paper man.

omg. its physics paper tmr. gasp gasp gasp.






anyway...
someone's birthday is coming really soon :)

i miss fate.
maybe you dont, but i do.

It's a world of laughter
A world of tears
It's a world of hopes
And a world of fears
There's so much that we share
That it's time we're aware
It's a small world after all

There is just one moon
And one golden sun
And a smile means
Friendship to every one
Though the mountains divide
And the oceans are wide
It's a small world after all

It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small, small world! :D

.

YEAH THE SONG IS SO NICE.
wahahaha i think im mad.
so random. symptom of abnormally stressed.

haha!

i think im quite stressed man.
i went to church today without bringing ANY church materials :O
which included the most impt bible and my notebook.
oh my...cant believe it. my bag was like only all the studies stuffs.
*cold laugh*

sigh study study study.
gogogo i can do it.


oh ya btw. someone said i'm so innocent sometimes.
omg ME? INNOCENT?!
HA.

tired tired tired. yawn.








:D

yay, no more amath! :D
hahaha brain's so dead after everything.
& time passed by so slowly today!

went to meet parents after everything to have dinner.
and to also recontract my phone plan. and wootz i got a new phone :D
hmm like after one whole week of stressful o's...maybe i'll take this as a form of motivation?
wow like after two years already...bye blackie, i surely enjoyed the times we had together(sounds dumb...aiya but whatever).
and so sorry for injuring you twice in two years!
wahahaha... oh well. time to bond with my cosmo now :)
afterall its been one whole exam week leh! ought to have a pleasant treat. hehe.
oh yes parents will be going to sell my phone away tmr (sobs),
cos i couldnt trade in just now as i didnt bring along the stupid charger.

then after a very delayed dinner, dad got lost with us(omg) so he went home first.
mum was kinda freaked out cos she dont like to go out at night. hahaha!
then had a 30min plus shopping...bought some stuffs and went home.
yeah so thats the end of my "resting" after one week of o's.

and theres this lady who stood next to me in the train.
when she started on her phone she was talking in jap language *gasp*
i didnt know all the while ive been standing beside a jap person!
and they way she talked is like wow, totally the same wad you see and hear on the tv.
for a moment i thought i was in japan *faint*

GOODBYE GEOGRAPHY :D
thanks for killing my brain cells and make me suffer so much for the past two years.
finally its the end of our connection. mwhahahaha!

my handwriting was pretty bad though...(but still not as bad as changwei's one :P)
was kinda rushing for time at first...then just to realise i still have 15 min eventually.
cos i didnt memorise the qn on govt policy, so i just wrote wad i rmb when browsing through.

yeah im so emptying my mind now.
but next up will be bio and ss. oh my.
sigh!

argh. if only my brain can do a File>save as>geography.
then go to exam hall File>open>geography.

please me, i dont wanna forget anything.
zzzz stressed.

& its a stupid day.

i seriously feel like fast-forwarding time.

can you believe like o's are going to end only on the 11th?
when its only 22nd now?

so fast yet so slow.
raahhhhhhh.

okay wow. cambridge people are so free to give something that never appear before again.
but i played that question well anyway. mwhahaha! :D
and maybe because its the last question that i lost abit of focus.
damn it i forgot to divide by 2 to get the stupid h value.
sigh no wonder i couldnt show the stupid area.
careless!!! why didnt i open my eyes and see it earlier. argh dumb.

and im like always hungry after every paper?
i must have really used up so much of my energy during the exam.

anyway, mum was asking me why am i not even stressed.
oh my goodness. im not stressed? ME? NOT STRESSED?!
she just said the most unfunny joke ive heard in my entire 16 years of life.

oh yeah. i forgot to mention.
i think the invigilator has the same specs as i do.
i cant see properly though, cos he was right at the stage and im so behind.

okay and this is it. amath is here.

DONT BE CARELESS SHEREEN!

no more summarising,
no more thinking of storyline,
no more letter writing,
no more comprehending!
:D

the markers better be entertained by my compo?
although the ending was meant to make them feel abit serious. haha!
paper two was...ahem ahem.
totally cats, cats, and more cats. Meow.

exam home study. study exam home. home study exam.
and the cycle goes on.

this is the finally the end of me doing chemistry paper :D
(except mcq la)

im so glad i managed to complete my covalent bonding in the last half minute.
it cost me three marks man.
although i drew like out of the page's alignment...
cos my eraser polluted the lines and the page for no apparent reason?
and i cant seem to erase the tainted art ive made on it.
so i had to draw to the very extreme right of the page,
leaving a huge space on the left and middle? -.-

and some very special insect came to visit me when i was doing the second question.
it almost freaked me out when it landed on my table looking at me -.-
and so i used my ruler to whack it over to some very far place.

sigh, i feel so drained after one paper.
i think im so going to feel brain-dead after every paper.
especially like tmr...where im going to have two papers...
which is going to end at 6.40pm?! -.-

and i still got no answer to why isnt the first paper of o's english but chemistry.
something is so very wrong with national exams, dont you think so?

after all the counting downs in school, its finally here!
im not going to fret because its going to start.
but im going to rejoice beacuse its going to end very soon.
hahaha :D

GOOD LUCK FOR O'S! :) :) :)

i havent touched on social studies.
and im not going to until geog paper's over.
my brain's memory capacity is going to over-loaded.

keep stress level down. down down down.

stressed?

i miss playing gunbound so much.

oh well.
ive decided not to go after the one with no originality anymore.
no point for me doing so, cos afterall its you who spoilt your own reputation.
it doesnt affect my life in any bit, so i dont wanna give a damn already :)

by the way, dictionary.com has games to play one :O

goodbye pracs.
i broke the boiling tube after the whole exam.
haha first time ever...i think i was too overwhelmed?
well, it was seriously so different from the past years.
i think they're out to kill us man.
o's are not going to be any easier than the past i guess.
blah blah blah, nevermind who cares.

movie-ed after staying in the hall like some pathetic prisoners.
but the movie didnt make me any better either. haha?
i just sat there and ate all the way, while ruby was getting so crazy over seeing wuzun ON THE SCREEN.
i think she's so lucky to have such a friend like me to pei her go watch some crazy movie that i never intend to but still did.
HAHA?!

practical showdown!
for the last time i'll do practicals tmr.
yes, cant wait to end it. mwhahaha :)

goodnight world!

shall continue study madness tmr.

i...
hmm hmm.

this should be the last time.
and i assumed it.

haha you're forgiven :)

this is what high hopes bring?

It hurts.

all i will ask for is just to never do this again.
the main source of disappointment wasnt about the pink;
it was that you did not kept the words you said before.
and it doubled the pain.




"what would you do if..."
you should know how much you mean to me.

life with books/papers all day is not good.
so very not good!

i seriously can never trust libraries anymore,
because i never seem to be able to get a dumb place there to study.
so mandy and me ended up at some cafe outside national library?
but before that lunched and went to get our supposed-to-get item. hahaha :)
and then we ended our study time together by complaining how much we have to memorise for o's.

& tada, besties for life :D



mum: you better do well for physics and dont disappoint mr lim ah!
sigh, suddenly i feel so pressurized all over again.

i have nothing much to say today :)

some things just simply cant be put into perfect words?
haha!

sigh, i broke my past record of falling down.
maybe i should never walk between cars now ever again.
it hurts man...Ouch.

and i seriously hope that o's can quickly end.

some psychological facts are doubting.
i dont understand why women likes to go shopping to vent their emotions.
its so tiring can?!?!?!
either i dont see any that catches my eye,
or theres just too much that i dont know which to choose.
oh well. maybe the problem just lies with me. haha?
whatever. the day was tiring *yawn*

& I AM MOTIVATED! yes i am.
gogo study!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY! :D
we'll be we forever :)


study, study, and more study.
life is getting no life as life lives by.






i arouse people's curiousity?

stress level would be increasing until after o's i guess.

advanced wishes, advanced gifts, advanced celebrations.
present wishes, present gifts, present celebration.
belated wishes, belated gifts, belated celebrations.
oh my, this better stop by tmr man.
cos im getting msgs that comes in at any time when im sleeping?!?!?!

and that reminds me that my phone is malfunctioning after two sweet years with me.
sigh saddening...cant bear to change it after having much bonding together.
hahahaha!

ruby got injured somehow today.
(that goes to show bad things always happen to her without me. mwhaha!)

ruby: oh no im going to bathe now. im scared~
shereen : .....just scream my name :)
ruby: my goodness. it hurts man. SCREAMMM ~!

i wished i could sublime. hahaha?

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me :D

yawn, long day...which stretched for really almost 24hours since last night?
quite deprived of sleep at this point. haha!
but my day was fabulous! hahaha yeah it really was :D
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :)
i truly appreciated it alot.

anyway my phone went nuts i guess.
too many incoming stuffs today.
oh yes, and im really thankful for all the gifts that everyone gave :)

yup, and life resumes tmr.
study all the way liao! :)

energy level now: low

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

TOMMOROW TOMMOROW TOMMOROW :D
7 oct 7 oct 7 oct 7 oct 7 oct 7 oct 7 oct! :) :) :)

TOMORROW'S ON ITS WAY! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE? HAHAHA :D

thanks for everything, really appreciated what you all did for me :)

it was a memorable one that i will always remember!

although i did expected most of the plans that were going to happen :P

and thanks for the gifts today...the book was really special. it made me laughed! hahaha :D

yeah, so uh...went to celebrate my birthday eve with classmates...

and guess what? they pushed me into the water and made me wet -.-

(not going to upload those pics cos its so embarassing. wahaha)
okay so shall let the pictures do the talking :)

yesyes. so that was my nice long day! :D

Every moment in time is a moment shared with happiness ♥


so lets take any chances now, 'cause i dont want to miss any.
the present is all that matters :)

im recovering! :D

its another new day, but yesterday remained.

my last place in school was outside the hod room.

"...always remember physics is easy!"
"...and my door will always be open for you." - Mr Lim CW

"for the last time, goodbye 4G." - Miss Nai


haha oh well.
time to study! :)

till we meet again

& here it is.

last time singing the national anthem.
last time seeing the security guard blowing his whistle.
last time hearing the school's music playing.
last time sitting at my table beside the window.
last time having lessons in class.
last time eating sweets where people around me are always giving.
last time stoning and looking out of the window from my seat.
last time hearing teachers talking to themselves in class.
last time seeing teachers' handwriting on the board.
last time eating canteen's food.
last time going to staff room/hod room to call teachers.
last time getting up early for school and walking the same routine daily.
last time hearing naggings and lectures from teachers.
last time being together as a class 4G.

i'll surely miss everything in its place.
but life still goes on, it always moves on :)

had graduation ceremony in school at night.
well, it was a nice official ending anyway. haha.
i made ruby cried! gasp...and i didnt expect it at all.
i just said two sentences and she was moved to tears?
omg...i think i must have been so sincere and serious at that moment.
dont know la...but i guess i really meant it from my heart.
i'll miss all my friends, thats for sure :)
and the teachers...i will always miss too :)

yeah, and took many pictures with many people.
but not gonna post it up cos im lazy? mwhaha.
anyway its all about the same lah, just took it for memory sake :)



.

Click Five- Say Goodnight
Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven But it hurts
Your words are memories But they burn

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

sigh, what a day. i dont rmb doing anything useful except for coughing.
i could just cough my life away in class today -.-
felt so horrible with my sore throat and cough and flu :( oh well.
i guess i should be fine by tmr?

& its the last day of school tmr.
cant believe the life in school having lessons are coming to an end.

last day.................

my throat hurtsssssss :(

welcome the month of october? :D

anyway, i received a happy children's day msg early in the morning *faint*
oh well. my throat kinda hurt when i woke up today morning.
but i guess it doesnt really tell when i speak, so dont matter. haha?

October's Resolutions:
1. STUDY HARD FOR O'S!!!
2. MY GRAND DAY ^^
3. graduation ceremony!
4. be an all-time mugger
5. avoid falling sick...?
6. try not to be too stress up?
7. stay happy? :D