Bad morning! Grr.

I woke up so damn early to prepare for interview and then when I got there I waited like a fool for them when finally some lady came to bring me in, I was told there was no interview today. Joke or what -.- Then she came to tell me that she freaking changed the interview date!!! & I didn't know about it!!! She thought she called me. Ugh, she THOUGHT. So there, I'm going back there again next monday -.-" Man, wasted my sleep and my time and my energy and my poor toes which are hurting from my heels. Don't know which magical number she thought she called leh -.-

So now I'm back at home, going out soon to go to school for one class, wahpiangz.

First ticketing test over, yay. That was like 30% man. Thank god I went to school earlier today to practise abit before the test, so many people were also there too. Haha, it was fine I guess :) Happy, left with one more test this week.

Interview tmr~! Kinda sian, I heard that alot of people actually applied for it also, zzz. Hope it ends early so I can be on time for class :( I'm taking it easy btw! Lol.

Last week of school to go before term break! Wanna get over all the tests and interview. Seems so near but yet so far. Mundane arrr.

Do you think it's more often for people to change or yourself?

I was so bored today at home alone T_T Feeling very nua-ish and just feel like resting my day away. But apparently I was trying to force myself to study for ticketing (and F&B which I haven't started). Thank god ticketing test is open book so I don't have to worry THAT much 'cause I think I have paid enough attention in class trying to listen to what my china teacher was trying to deliver -_-" But having said that it also means that open book test are not that easy, hmm.

Oh well, only can study hard for now. A job as a student is so pathetic, we have to work 24/7 :(

Cold calling requires much self-discipline and motivation :\

Had a rushy brushy morning, really dread travelling to school when i'm running late and stuffs. Sometimes I really wonder why on earth did I even choose TP.

But anyway, I love it when tutorials end early *grins*

So much for the week! Gonna be really busy over the weekend & I aim to finish a whole lot of stuffs in the next two days. Two more tests to go before term break!

Hello world, I've got no time to breathe.

Sometimes I feel like I make people feel threatened :\ Oh well.

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Anyway, I've been feeling very tired and still am. Can't wait for the weekend so I can rest a little more. Nothing's new, life's the same.

Yay, I'm finally almost recovered.

I think...

To a classmate I'm a slacker,

To a group mate I'm a chiongster,

To a teacher I'm a quiet girl,

To a friend I'm a daoster,

To a closer friend I'm a busy woman,

I wonder what am I to some others...lol.

I'm trying my best not to dread ticketing now, lol. It's so draining you can't even spare that few seconds stoning or rest. Ugh, and she's going so fast and it's so xin ku to hear her speak because she is always trying to force words out, sigh.

Three tests ahead :(

& Now i know, 半功半读 not easy leh!

Screw school.

:( x 100

How often do people cherish their first chances?

Quite a normal day, nothing interesting. Getting pretty restless about the things going on.

Stressful as the week begins, so many things to do i'm going to explode. Tests are coming up and i have to prepare for interviews and chiong projects too. No need to sleep already -.-

Royal Caribbean is now closed for internship, shitz. Now I gotta think of another company to apply...sian leh.

Well anyway, I'm feeling much better now I guess. Fever's gone now, left with all the little bits here and there. So gan dong when my dad came over to my room this morning and asked how was I. Haha, he must have had a shock that morning when I just fell flat on his bed, lol.

I'm starting to get busy with projects already but here comes all the tests that we need to study for also. So many things to do. Seriously can't wait for june to come.

Had a food party with my class this evening, stupid pizza delivery sent wrong order, made me order twice which wasted so much time -.- But thank god everything still went smoothly. Kids these days are equally as stressed up I guess. Haha, what is wrong with the singapore education system man.

Hope time can pass by slower...zzz.

Throat infection and high fever is no joke man, so xin ku :(

Sigh, had to skip school...good thing nothing much today, just that feeling very out of place 'cause I missed out on project consultation as well, tsk. Chiongster like me can't afford to lose out things like that. I guess this what they call "forced rest" bah. Had been just resting the entire day and received a few calls from friends. Sian, dread eating medicine also. The antibiotics so big! o_o

Shall take the weekend to study and chiong projects. Next week busy week!

Super duper long day...like some superwoman already. Really 1001 things to do. Gotta save as much time as I can over the next week and be really productive in my works.

Today was rather fine, just that the pain I had this morning was sucky. I think I spent like my whole day with my group members, I think we've bonded quite much? Lol. Field trip after that was very boring, so like the entire day was just killing time away for school purposes but nothing effective. Hurhur.

Ugh, I hope this is the last time I'm having nightmares 'cause it sucks to wake up exceptionally early and feeling so emo-ish. Ya apparently I know it is 'just a dream' and I shouldn't think of bad stuffs but I also never think -.- Hmph, whatever.

Today had been really tiring, and i hate the weather. I should really get more rest before I fall sick but I don't think I have the chance to :( Sigh, life's so pathetic.

So shiok to sleep for 12 hours, hehe. But felt bad cos I could have used the time to do my school work and study...mmm.

Went for individual field trip with three friends. Weather was so freaking hot! We covered literally the entire marina bay area lol (except sands). Met joo's cousins...cute little boys. Made me feel very young because all my cousins are already working adults, and I know I'm also a very young aunt because I have 5 nieces/nephews in total & sadly only 2 of them my existence -_-"

Going to have to start studying for tests and chiong projects. Always a headache whether to study first or do project first...but I guess now better to do both. Chiongster all the way (Y)

I need 48 hours a day!

Parents are back from Penang! Mum bought back some weird stuff for me though -_-" Don't know to laugh or what.

So anyway, life is getting pretty busy...just kinda dreading internship interviews haha. Need to motivate myself more.

Lol, alot of people say I have the "study-face" when I told them I'm not really the "study-type". Cannot judge book by cover!!! I love to learn la, but I hate exams.

Grrr, so angry just now. So frustrated in the midst of rushing for time. No cabs, then had to take the train, then some stupid lady driver drove the wrong freaking route, wasted a hell lot of my time. And she still had the cheek to give that sheepish smile -.- I can't be bothered. I think even I know the route better than her a million times. So angry leh...how can afford to make such a careless mistake? Luckily the round back is not THAT long, can you imagine if someone is rushing to school or smth? Tsk, so unprofessional please.

I woke up tired and hungry. I went to school feeling tired and hungry. I went home feeling tired and hungry. Somehow or another I am feeling tired and hungry the entire day. Lol a pig like me feels so weak recently.

Hungry & Tired.

So many things on my mind to do...sigh hope I have enough time to study for all the tests. The problem with poly is that they always start you off with so much project work and at the same time telling you that we have class testsss -.- Miserable school life.

I was so hungry today I could eat a cow. So basically I had a very early dinner, at like 4plus? I bought two big meals back home. I feet like a pig, lol.

Life's busy with projects and reports now, so sian. School's making me very tired everyday.

So sad my beautiful slippers kena scratched by .. :(

Haha, and I have another new fetish now too! Hehe.

You know, sometimes I really don't know how to feel.

Don't know why I'm so tired...zzz.

Singapore...singapore.

My twitter was flooded with everyone's comments about the defeat of Aljunied GRC. Man, I wonder what were the Singaporeans thinking. I think George Yeo is a great man, I respect him with all my heart. Time for them to repent for 5 years!

The WP supporters are all very rowdy....even the ones at the s11 opposite my place shouted so lout, even louder than watching a soccer match or world cup -.- I think after this season alot of students would go for studies in politics, haha.

But other than that, PAP still manage to secure the rest, though votes are just a little bit higher. This better be a wake up call for them too! How interesting was this year's election...for a moment there was some sort of Singapore-involvement and identity. Lol.

"Time passes. Memories fade. Feelings change. People leave. But hearts never forget."

Projects are starting, getting busy busy. Gonna dread the weekend man...so many things to do and monday is a sian day because I have school while other people don't, zzz.

"When we are into our career, we often tend to put aside our personal life." Apel lessons are boring, teachers are just telling us the "default" approach in life and education. So sick of hearing all those stuff. Maybe because I'm just not interested bah.

I wonder who will win tmr...I hope PAP won't lose if not I'll be quite disappointed :( Mum was telling me all about the past stuffs and how irritated she got when she heard opposition supporters getting other people to vote as well. My five years of future down the road will depend on tommorrow! Lol.

This SIP thing is getting all over my mind now, because we have very kiasu people around in my course -.-" But anyway, I hope I can still get a place before someone else takes it! Am still yet to let sip comm to vet. So troublesome man, internship.

School's pretty settled and up running, time to kick-off with projects and all the craps. I am motivating myself because in one months' time would be the break! Hehe, how awesome. Although end sem would be crazy but the present is more important now, haha!

Polling Day in two days! Excited or what.

Still very tired even though I slept early last night, sigh. This always happens when school is ongoing. Believe it or not but during introduction today in class I actually said I am sick of studying already, lol. SIP Companies lists are out, headache thinking of where to intern because nothing there interests me :( But bo bian, have to do it for twenty weeks...sian.

Gosh, so tiring.

One tutorial and two lectures really can kill. School's normal, nothing interesting. Tell you a secret, I can't wait for mid sem break to arrive! :)

Half day gone when I woke up today, totally nuaness. I think I can't really do without something to do.

Just saw nicole's rally...hmm i must say she is really very bold man. This election is going to be very very competitive...one of its kind. I wonder who will singaporeans vote for, 'cause it seemed like nsp has quite a number of supporters as well. And anyway i don't think this issue would come to an end so soon even if the final results are out. Feels like some kinda revolution going on lol. Hmm....what will be the future of Singapore?

Neutralised.

Whichever way that makes you feel better - like not taking things personally. Tell yourself, "don't matter."

Service today was somewhat different...conviction caught hold of me. Sigh, that battle between the flesh and spirit. That makes humanity a torment.

Gonna finish up what I have to do for CC project really soon, 'cause I don't really want anything to clash with my school work and stuffs. Glad that I'm almost done with the 2 videos, even more glad that the main comm loved my first video :)

I'm starting on my "eat-lesser" plan now, hahaha. Hopefully I don't feel fat soon!

Another day of rest tmr before reality resumes.