Formal day today...but nothing much about it also.

Finally can breathe for awhile after the whole busy week.

Sigh, but gonna be so busy with projects alr, sian.

Went to take injection as well...good thing it wasn't as bad as how it was in pri sch.

& so sorry for making you explain things...i felt bad.

very bad timing i guess...sigh~

I'm so relieved that today is finally friday~~~

So tiring :(

Still as tired as last night...don't know why after yesterday super tired alr.

Almost couldn't wake up today, dragged myself out of bed and went to school.

End up lesson cancelled -.-

So dumb, i could have slept one hour more loh zzz.

Rotted my time away doing all the printings and stuff later after meeting yj they all.

I think my year two sucks man, seriously.

& I'm like so anti my class cos i don't bother making new friends(i join my old clique after and before lessons) cos apparently my class alr has like three cliques alr.

I just care to know one or two from my current class will do. Hurhur.

Horrible day of the week, again.

• hair grooming failed cos of strands behind
• practised taking order, kena nagged abit
• wine opening practice, not pro at it at all & my wine opening tio confiscated once
• plates carrying was hell.

so how bad did you think my day was? Totally suck huh.

can't carry both the main course plates in one hand.

somemore the future test consists of four, i think i fail alr.

2.6 kg one one hand leh, that's like carrying two of my macbooks.

anyway i think all the food would alr be like screwed before it even reached the guests -_-"

sometimes also dunno what on earth am i doing it also.

sian.

three more long days!

Sian, tmr's here again.

Heard that it was tougher than last week :(

Left hand torture again, sigh.

Hope tmr will end faster!

The whole world seems to have done tutorials alr except me...zzz.

Better chiong everything tmr.

Cos all that's in my mind is to sleeeeep.

Feeling better but still sick.

What a week man, seriously.

Nothing good happened -_-"

Spent the day resting today.

Hopefully tmr will recover...although my temperature is back to rising abit.

Still need to be host tmr in church.

Luckily i had in mind one idea when pas. cx called, if not so malu if i were to tell her i can't think of anything.

Stupid shit.

MY BLOODY EMAIL ACCOUNT KENA HACKED.

So angry can! Grrr.

Make me lose my sleep for nothing, wth.

Anyway, i have a new mail now.

Not a very big difference, just a dot different.

shereen.leung@hotmail.com

thought of creating gmail but cos it cant access to blogger so i just used back hotmail instead.

Grrrr stupid crap.

Now got to add/be added by everyone on msn.

Argh, troublesome.

Hmm, looks like my fever had just become just-ok.

Should be fine when i wake up tmr :)

Just that i'm left with my horrible sore throat.

Still hurting v much :(

Was coughing and each time i coughed my throat feels like hell totally.

Very, very sad.

Hope my poor throat can recover tmr :'(

School as usual, very overwhelmed by the amount of work/notes.

Now also alr have things lining up ahead of me alr...& seven subs.

Hello to white hair.

Guess i'm feeling better now...

I'm having the worst sore throat ever man.

It's like the most severe one ever...pain :(

As usual, lectures yesterday.

Had my first jap class though, my jap tutor very funny.

Haha first time seeing a japanese teacher, quite cool huh.

Duty after school at night, i think thursday people are quite nice :)

There was some korean lady who came to singapore at about 10 when i was knocking off.

Wah the whole place was like filled with so many crazy fans.

First time witnessing such thing at the airport...it was madness.

When she came out everyone was like screaming until i can't even walk properly -.-

Don't know what's so big deal with celebrities actually.

Still sick... :(

Fever only went down by a little.

But i can't skip school...if not will miss out on alot.

Sigh, today got duty somemore...super long day.

Hopefully will start to recover soon.

Think i'm going to feel drowsy today.

No wonder yesterday i was feeling so not well.

Was burning when i was sleeping last night.

Anyway, met my class yesterday.

Kinda surprised cos my class got alot of guys.

& about two cliques there very loud and rowdy...zzz.

Oh well. Hope can recover by tmr~

Sick.

Ok i'm sick.

Down with fever, sore throat, flu, cough and headache.

& i went to school today :(

Shall blog tmr, i just want to sleep.

Gosh, fever after dunno how many years.

Oww, my left arm hurts :(

Think it's from yesterday, sian.

& i've got sore throat too.

What a start to year 2 huh -_-

SSM sucks?

Ok gonna do a short one cos i'm super nua and dead now.

Ssm today! Man, it was seriously horrible. Like seriously.

Woke up at 5 and its been 14hours! Gosh gosh gosh, first day alr tired like siao.

& my hair's like totally screwed up with all the gels and sprays.

Somemore still fail for grooming leh, one strand of hair also cannot.

So basically the famous mr goh, known for his fierce and hiong and loud and killing voice and sarcastic scoldings, we all stood almost breathless listening to his "lecture" in the morning.

Total of eight hours standing also, tortureeeeee.

& was overloaded with all the theories for just the first lesson.

Like really EVERYTHING we need to know about fine dining and all the various equipments and cutleries.

Like woah, super sian.

& what was the worst? Bricks-training!!! This was the ultimate killer.

Tray practice by using bricks ok, real stuff.

& i can tell you that i'm super weak lah, lol.

They only allow us to use left hand cos right is for other uses.

So obviously my left hand is like so weakkkk, so you can imagine how horrible it was.

F1 that time wasn't that bad cos the stuffs i held wasn't that heavy so not a problem even though i dealt with wine glasses and stuffs.

But this time it was bricks(two of it)! Ok la maybe i'm just weak.

So anyway, cmi stably, needed another hand to support.

And obviously the 3bricks one i also needed my right hand to support lol.

But at least i'm not the only one, many others also did the same.

Then next comes the over shoulder tray! Wapiang.

That whole tray can literally cover my half body alr. That one was bad man.

There was testing for your strength first through one of the tutor before carrying it.

& obviously i failed the tutor's testing haha!

He was like "why you so nua one". Nua better than stiff wad!(other than in this area)

Anyway, so in the end also bobian, forced to do it eventually.

Whole arm super pain de leh :( So sickening loh.

The angmoh tutor somemore say i look like drunken driver(cos my whole tray cannot balance properly so was kinda shaky) -.- !

& another tutor was like saying that i have the drink-alcohol-face during the theory lessons.

Hello??? I just thought that the answer was wine wad...end up wrong den say i got wine face -.-

Tsk!

Oh well, so it's a very traumatizing day.

And extremely weary. I prefer my changi duty more than this now loh!

I hope from now onwards time will pass slower, cos i seriously dread tuesdays!

Kinda having abit flu now but anyway, yeah the school mood's in.

No school today, but met up with sansan for lunch.

Last "shopping" for school also, bought blazer and stuffs and stuffs.

And guess what! Thank god that i managed to change my jap class! Hehe!

So now i'm in the same class as sansan for jap and my airport duty shall be on thursday!

No need to spoil my saturday night alr, wahaha.

But then again, my tuesdays to fridays are really crazy.

So after that waited for the ladies whose ssm is today.

& wow, i see their hair so shiny and hard...makes me so turned off :(

My hair's gonna like spoil loh, keep spraying like that every week.

They feedbacked that it was damn horribleee.

Bricks-taking for training and eight hours of torture omg.

Tmr's my turn! Better go prepare later alr.

Gonna wake up at 5 every tuesday, gosh my tiring days are back.

No usage of phone from 8 to 4 pm every tues too!

Wah i think i'm so going to dread tuesdays and thursdays now.

Walao.

Bad mood then anyhow scream at me and vent.

Stupid shit. Damn angry now uh!

Busy and long day.

Met up with audrey for breakfast in the super early morning.

Ended up being late so cabbed down to church from town.

Cell lesson was as usual - draining and intense.

Oh, and we've got two new comers joining us permanently alr.

Hope they'll feel comfortable with us!

Service was kinda like half dead alr...was doodling with the welcome cards.

But ok la i still got listen to the sermon.

His story about crashing into his army's boss's honda jazz was amazing.

Hahaha can't believe someone can actually doze off while driving.

So dangerous.

After church stayed back for cc retreat - meeting.

Scammed my ten bucks loh, just for the catered lunch.

If i had known earlier i'd rather eat outside den go back church for it le.

Oh well...so kinda survived the whole thingy, so tired alr.

So so so. The school days are back.

Gonna go school tmr to settle my jap class and get some stuffs also. & lecture notes.

Ok lah, i think this week not that bad yet cos no tutorials for the first week.

So tired...and craving for chocolates!

Everything to you and for you, is with a touch of love.

Finally back home now having my super late lunch.

Got home drenched together with my food though :(

But staying home on a weekend with a cosy weather is great...my ideal future hehehe.

But sadly this is probably my last weekend in a relaxed mode, sigh.

Feeling rather tired now actually.

Went for cya's duty service workshop this morning in school.

It's sian loh...seriously. Don't like such stuff.

Left first at around 2 as the workshop got delayed.

Now i know why people often see me as busy in campus.

Although their reason not really that right but haha, nevermind.

And cabs are so hard to find when there's no school -.-

Gonna have a long day tmrrr.

& school's starting! how sian.

Super super long day.

Dimsum buffet with the ladies today at vivo.

Hmm, had been long since i ate so much chinese food, haha.

So spent the day busying getting ssm stuffs, sprays, cosmetics, shoes etc etc.

Kinda sucks too la, like spend so much on stuffs that i dun even use.

& now is like bobian but to get it for a school subject -_-"

My course is like seriously "expensive".

Still left with a blazer for bses by the following week.

Oh yes, went to see some puppies also...so cute!

Can't wait for my future house, wahahaha.

The cats are cute too, but one of it looked kinda fierce.

Ah, and i freaking banged into the stupid automated door today :(

I was like beside the door, and it somehow didn't sense my presence or whatever and the automated glass door started to close and pow, it hit me like immediately cos i was only one inch apart from it -.-

Hurts leh, the side of my face and my toes.

Anyway, i'm finally done with the cell shirt too :)

It's my second piece of shirt product for cell, hehe.

Cya workshop tmr morning, sianzzz.

My today was all about eating, haha.

But still, my mind's very flooded with school.

Tsk, so sian.

Cannot get settled down yet.

Timetable's out!

Was abit surprised when i saw blanks under "Monday".

Meaning, no school for me on monday!!!

Lol, super surprising and shocked cos like seriously, where got people got no school on mondays?

Maybe i'm the first, special. Hahaha.

But then, got both pros and cons.

No monday blues for me and have more time to study/do projects.

But bad thing is my tuesdays to fridays are crazy! Packed until like dunno what.

And i end school at like between 530pm to 6pm everyday, sian.

& it's impossible to crash lectures now cos tutorials are like everywhere -_-"

And another problem is my cya duty, sigh.

Now that my mon to fri are full, meaning i'll most prob gotta go for duty on sat night. Gosh, more sian.

But apparently i'm intending to try and change my cds timing to two hours earlier so i can go for duty on thurs night.

Hopefully there's space for me!

Feels so great to see qad :)

Met up with kyann later on, she was also abit late but just nice she didn't wait too long for me, haha.

Went to get some stuffs for ssm when school starts and had teatime buffet, hohoho.

Had a good time chatting with her! :)

Although i think that i talked abit fast but also because got too much to say and scared not enough time lol.

So yesyes, ate and ate, talked and talked.

She's my awesome awesome mentor :)

Lovely day :)

Awesome, can't wait :)))

Thanks for your time, appreciated ♥

Meeting kyann later! :)

♥

Love the cool weather, but still don't like rains.

Hope it continues for the night, perfect condition to sleep :D

So anywayyy, did some useful stuff today.

Sent gideon cell updates and stuffs, putting excel into good use after bcs last sem, haha!

Gonna be busy for the next few days alr.

Timetable's coming out on thursdayyy.

And it stated apel lessons, cds subs, ssm and lectures are starting on week1.

Listed so much, then where got difference between week 1 and 2 ? -.-

Ok lah, but at least no tutorials yet, no need friendly on first week.

Ok, indeed a very sian day.

Morning sian news, night time also sian news.

I'm in class 03 next sem.

Damn sad cos yeejoo and jaslyn and alanna happened to be same class! :(

They're so lucky.

Sigh crap, still havent found anybody who's the same as me.

Very very sian ar!

Craziest friend i have, lol.

Too sian to continue sleeping.

Don't you feel sian? :(

My heart has been longinggg, and still is.

Sigh one more week.

& one more week to school.

Oneee moreee weeeeekkkkk. :(

Last day of work today btw.

I've cancelled off my thursday's one.

Timetable also not out yet, so i can't confirm with boss if i can continue when i start school.

Most probably not bah, unless i want to sacrifice my sleep on saturday morning.

Well but i'll miss my students!

Yawns, had a long day.

Woke up early for cell at church to replace last fri's pnp.

Hmm, great lesson taught by gideon though.

Talked about humility, and how to recognise that each and everyone is unique and different.

& stuffs like how you and me matter to people around us and how mutually dependent everyone is at some point in life.

Also, had a new insight of what human-giving is.

It is very true that although one person can keep giving willingly without asking for return,

but somehow or another, everyone do need that bit of receiving too.

Moving on, we went for service.

Great sermon by joey as well, was inspired by it.

It was on encouragement.

One of the interesting fact i got to know today is that men, speaks about 7000 words a day, while women, speaks 20,000 words per day!

Haha, true to only some extent for me i guess.

But other than that, the main thing is to tell us that you know, out of so many words a day,

encouraging someone only need a few words. So don't you feel really special if you're encouraged? :)

We have three kinds of encouragement - willingly, intentionally and compassionately.

Also, obstacles to encourage are just excuses.

Which i think it's often very true cos you have no reason to say that you don't know how, there can only be either you want to or not.

& encouragements can be in many many forms :

1. asking about the other partner (it shows you care and thus encourages)

2. taking out time to meet (it tells that you are willing to invest your time with the person)

3. through phone - sms/call

4. blog, msn, twitter

"Encouragement is powerful in your weakness, because that's where strength is made perfect."

Never underestimate the power of encouragement.

You'll never know when you'll need it.

And cherish them, because you'll never know how bad it would feel without it.

Awesome right.

So, nan de my sunday got no plans after church...but aiya, missed the chance with qad.

Accompanied hj for lunch and came home.

Super tired..my eyes are like energy-less now.

Anyway, during cell today morning, gid made us all write something to encourage one another on a plate.

And this was mineee:

You're my best accompany in church & a great friend to talk to! :D - HJ

Dawn says shereen you're seriously the most enthu person in the cell! Loved everything you did for us! - Dawn

Hey shereen! You've done so much for the cell and i believe God will continue to bless you. Continue to grow strong yeah :D - Eun

Yo shereen! You are a good organizer & planner of cell-based activities! Keep up the fabulous work! - Jud

Deary you are a great person! Your efforts are like wow! You are like amazing seriously :) -Elo

SHEREEN! :) You have an obvious gift of designing and planning and organizing! You have great leadership potential. I will have to learn alot from you friend! God bless! - YY

Shereen! I've enjoyed spending so much time with you, going to church/home from church, dinner, talking nonsense, talking serious stuffs etc tgt! Stay creative and full of designs to save us more $$$! :P Love you shereen! Continue to grow! -Aud

It's finally you! I am totally amazed by your time, effort and creating all the events that took place in the past. It's really good and heartwarming to have you in BKs. Jiayou! -Josh

Shereen, thank you for being meticulous and always putting a special touch in what you do! I'm very encouraged by the great effort you always put in! Build up the gift in the Lord & draw strength from Him! - Gid

So touched leh.

They are awesome man :)

Goshhhhhh.

Having muscle aches all over me now, hahahaha.

Had been a super long time since i last exercised.

The last time was like during my sec4 year.

Had a badminton session yesterday with my cell group, was good :)

And i was sweating like never before.

Felt quite good though, after soooo long.

But was feeling extremely nua after that, then we still gotta go for pnp.

So zombieish yesterday.

But at least now i don't feel so bad towards my body cos i finally exercised!

Wahahaha.

Aw man, i'm sososo tired.

Today's gonna be a long day for me.

1. Going to collect ssm uniform(like now zzz)

2. Lunch

3. Badminton

4. Dinner

5. PnP at G2

I feel like sleeeeepingggg.

Super dead and sian now.

I want this week to pass by faster!

So for now i desperately want tomorrows to come sooner!

Don't you?

Ok, i had a nightmare last night.

Probably one of the most scariest nightmare in life.

Sigh, maybe next time i should take up a study of dreams.

It seems more interesting than psychology.

Jiayou at work, qad :)

Selflessness.

All I'd say is, I love you.

Very very tired now *yawn*

Met up with jaslyn today for lunch.

Decided to catch 'how to train your dragon' to kill time after that.

Nice movie though.

Hmm, then went to buy some stuff and tada, that was my day.

Plans for tmr:

- finish up the card

- work

Sometimes, words also have as much worth as actions.

Hmmmm, feeling restless today.

Some people think that i'm very free...but hello, who says i am.

I just chose not to go out recently.

I have things to think about and do one ok, such as:

1. thank you card

2. cell shirt admins

3. ssm (uniform, shoes, hair gel, writing materials & notes)

4. awaiting school's timetable (to determine continuation of work & cousin's wedding)

& other small matters.

See, not free at all.

Plus all the you de mei de meetups/outings/work, very occupied de loh.

School's starting in two more weeks...only!!!

Sian.

Loveloveloveyou.

The best moments are the ones that pass by the fastest.

Actually i'm still having a slight headache, sian :(

Don't know why...hopefully it'll be gone by tmr.

Maybe need more quality sleep.

I have no news of the collection of ssm uniform.

Kinda irritating cos i don't know how others know(like yj) but i don't.

And seems like only she knew but she's in korea now so -_-"

Oh well, will just wait for the rest to inform me about it.

Jiayou qad :)))

Even if everything is sian, still got me to make you feel better :)

& guess what, i'm already thinking about you now!

Another zombie-ish day.

Woke up reluctantly today morning...the weather was too good man.

Perfect condition to nua in bed...but still dragged myself up anyway.

Haha was like half awake when i reached church o.o

& I didn't practice the first song, so ended up crap my way through.

Lol luckily gideon's voice is strong enough to overpower the backups so not that bad.

It's easter anyway and the children also just interested in the games rather than anything.

So uh...nothing much lor, finished the programme and left.

Came home and saw some of my mum's church friends at my house.

So totally -_-" cos you know....aunties talk about their aunty talks.

And they were exclaiming and started talking about me when they saw me.

Gosh.

Having slight headache now due to lack of proper sleep.

Sighhhh better sleep early~

Missyouuu.

Musical was great :) YY did a very good job!

Was wowing when i saw the potentials in her :)

Alright goodnight!

Always here in my heart ; closely and dearly.

Went to work in the morning cos boss told me not enough teachers today so went over to replace one of 'em.

Met up with one of my cousins for lunch cos it's her birthdayyy.

Waited quite long for it though...ok la but good food must wait so still worth it haha.

Very honorable to eat with me de leh :P

Home now and preparing to go out soon to G2 for easter musical tonight.

First time someone from our cell is acting!

Gonna support her together as a whole cell :)

Happy Birthday :)

• church today early morning
• raffles city
• ear hurts :(
• ate alot =\
• extremely tired

wah i think i need to start getting used to waking up early if not start school die alr...so so tired.

Latest update of myself:

1. Headache since afternoon

2. Worked with a low mood

3. Got fooled by jaslyn the lamer

4. Home now and wants to sleep soon

I swear i'm stupid enough to fall for jaslyn's dumb trick.

Who on earth goes into hospital just because of a minor gastric?

Lol, if i'm not working at the moment probably i'd be alert enough to notice it *faints*

She really got nothing better to do leh.

Me: You should do some better things in life -.-

She: Oi! Hmph. Haha. U shld enjoy life more.

Me: You go bang wall byebye

She: T.T

Hahaha i still win her in any way, bleah.

It's april already lo, so fast.

Resolutions:

• Easter musical
• Collect ssm uniform
• Exercise
• Workshop
• Check timetable
• Prepare for school, sian
• Prepare for duty to resume, very sian
• Make new friends, change new class, super sian

Not gonna be a nice month ah :(

Don't know if it's the transitional period thingy in poly or whatever but sometimes i myself don't even know what is friendship anymore. Making more friends at this point in life seems totally redundant. Besides, it just makes the friends you knew previously like a passerby. What makes it worse is that when you think of those friends who were once so close to you, be it years back, months back or weeks back...it just seemed like everything was history cos the same closeness don't seem to be there already. Human nature i guess.

Oh well, just a piece of my thought.

Hmm, i better sleep and eat and rest all i can now.

Left 19 days more nia before my busy and stress life resumes, sigh.

Oh and good news, i'm back to acceptable weight now.

Hahaha, calculated my bmi yesterday and it was just nice, acceptable.

Although it meant that i gained weight but finally i'm out of the underweight range after a year.

But still, i got a feeling that school will make me lose weight somehow.

So that means, it doesn't matter if i gain weight now loh! Haha! :P