Only love let us see normal things in an extraordinary way.

I feel very pathetic today. I think i'm quite inefficient today :(

Despite knowing I have like tons of things to do,

I still stoned my time here and there.

I guess i seriously really need motivation.

But it's really depressing when you have so much sian work to do :'(

Ok, enough complains shereen.

I just feel that my weekends are worse than my weekdays somehow.

Or maybe equally terrible.

I am only doing work on weekends because i have no time on weekdays.

Maybe that's not an excuse but I'm tired almost every weekday...

so that makes a better excuse :)

I have alot of readings, tutorials and projects to be done still.

I should wake up earlier right...but then i just wanted to sleep a lil longer.

Maybe i shouldn't have gone for lunch with mum and cousin...

but then again nan de my mum wants to treat us to dim sum so we went.

I didn't know hokkien's mee sua is dried until today -_-"

I thought it was bee hoon???

Ok goodnight I'm going to sleep.

i like studio apartments.

maybe i'll get one in the future if i'm rich enough :)

& my mum said i should because i do everything in my room -_-"

actually right, i think i'm quite dao at home.

don't know why...maybe busy or sian?

Forever You Will Be My One and Only.

today's the most tiring day of my week, zzz.

i left house super early and was in a major rush.

my mum called me at 8plus to ask if i was kidnapped -_-"

nice joke but wasn't really funny.

i still thought she'll think that i run away from home, haha!

but lovely morning anyway :)

oh well. tutorials all the way today, totally sian.

the econs tutor was -.- i think he could be some potential clown in the circus.

his entertainment level was awkwardly high.

ob tutor has the very science-face, and i think she likes my name cos she kept calling shereen -.-

then i pathetically went for psycho lecture alone!!!

met some sec' sch mates in there and one of my psycho proj grp member was there and she waved at me.

and upon only seeing her once, i stared at her and went, "uh hi?"

then i realised it was her, then i went "oh it's you again!"

sigh, kinda dumb.

and psycho's quite chim...i think i'm gonna spend alot of time on it :(

met up with hp after that to do some admin stuffs in school.

after that i accompanied her to tm cos i wanted to go out and walkwalk also.

she bought some belts and guess what?

she made me tried on some clothes...lol i don't know why but she just wanted to see the "different" me?

cos she claimed that i should "dressed up" to school instead of being so simple everyday.

i told her wasn't a need la...it's just school anyway.

well anyway i guess she'll feel this way probably cos she saw me wearing a tube dress before outside school days and she was stunned by me but yet she never did see that me ever again HAHA.

so tried on some as she insisted..ok just for the fun of it and to fulfill her "wish".

had a long journey back home.

then wq suddenly asked me to go down to meet her when i was home.

so ended up meeting her to get my very belated gift from someone else.

and i was shocked when she asked me for dinner cos i wore until super sui bian.

but end up still pei and waited for her to eat...while hearing her ranting over her iphone.

until today then i realised that my impression to her was "the girl who always smiles to herself in class." OMG, that is so retarded can!

it has got to be cw's fault la, seriously :P

ok back to serious stuffs.

i've alot of deadly work to do for the weekend and it's going to be so sian.

and other than that, i'd also be thinking of qad. wahaha!

:) >>> for you.

very long and tiring day...damn tired now actually.

but apparently not sleeping yet...doing school work in the meanwhile.

i don't like to do work at night actually...cos i don't have the habit of doing so.

and i'm very tired...so won't have the mood either.

the thought of all the projects and work really very sian...sigh.

cya duty starting next week also, double siansation.

no life again.

as much as the heart wished to but couldn't,

i'd still want the best for you and it'll be fine enough to me.

:)

nothing-much day but happy that my precious's polished :)

i think i need more motivation for school work.

feel so stony...sianz.

hope it doesn't rain later.

& tomorrow.

i may not say it, but i need it.

lifeless dayyy.

bcs was totally boring until i am too sian to talk about it.

i don't mind but i really can't stand three stupid hours doing and listening to the same thing!

excel is annoying, i wasn't really paying full attention today morning so i ended up being very blur and kept asking what to do next. sigh.

rotted around until cs lesson then went to meet tutor.

some stuffs happened in between...zzz. oh well.

i can't stand lily's way of talking...she just goes on and goes and goes one big round just to say one point. sigh, i hate to complain about stuffs but i...ok maybe i'm just too sian.

went to tm to eat after that and went home.

alot of projects to do uhhh...haiz.

it's okay if you don't say anything,

'cause without you telling i'd know.

it's okay if the day was bad,

i'll try to make you feel better.

it's okay to feel down in the dumps,

i'll assure you that there will be better tomorrows.

it's okay to meet crossroads in life,

i'll be there with you through.

Jiayou,

I'll always stand by you.

Suan le.

I just wanted to make you feel better but end up getting a cold shoulder.

I just wanted to show my effort and sincerity but end up getting shut off.

I just wanted to make the best out of circumstances but end up getting hurt.

I just wanted to.

your attitude at that moment really broke me.

kinda suck to reach home late on a monday...doesn't end the day off nicer in any way.

nothing interesting today though..boring and sian and tiring...simply mundane.

1. another project on
2. ate in between breaks cos nothing better to do
3. tried twitter using joo's account and i thought it was quite amusing but quite wu liao also
4. "dragged" the girls out of the library cos i wanted to eat ice cream

boringgg.

i want to sleep.

Because I'm sure,

Nothing could make me love you lesser.

extremely tired today and especially now...could just fall asleep any moment.

don't know why...maybe used up too much brain cells.

& i'm craving for ice creeeeeam!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM SANSAN :D

& pls be more normal!

-

some of the photos taken recently ;

bbq at grace's place some time ago

my contribution to the bbq during camp :P

all of 'em

the kids who are under me!

helpers at the chalet :)

during lunch on one of the sundays

two bbqs in a month...gosh, so fattening.

did schoolwork today at home.

& i forgot what to do for socio's tutorial...hurhur.

home sweet home :)

yes, after three days at aloha changi chalet i'm finally back home.

seriously very drained out and tiring.

had been v busy helping out and stuffs.

helped to facilitate in their activities, take care of them and look after 'em.

i taught my group three lessons as well!

hmm, and i also helped some of the teachers in the kitchen! hehe.

and helped the pastors with some work too.

very proud of myself manzxzxz :D

yesterday was tiring cos i went to school from 11 and went back around evening.

was very sleep deprived cos the kids refused to sleep -_-"

so stayed up to read up my notes and prepare for lessons to them as well.

luckily i brought my jacket along cos i was like right under the aircon when sleeping.

had a good time with everyone though...many bonded with me, hehehe.

got to know more about the rest as well also la,

and spent a little more time in the church family.

i think i've no problems living with others after this experience over there, haha! :P

so anyway, i'm currently using some other phone now which is kind of guy-ish to me...

i mean really, i think only guys use this. so so not me lah.

but no choice...went to repair my hopeless phone today in town after the chalet ended.

i was having a very difficult time figuring out how to use the phone la...

i'm never a nokia user, and frankly i don't really like to use nokia phones.

so yeah...took me ages to send a proper msg cos i'm very not used to it.

but it's okay, within two weeks i'll get back my phone!

in the meantime i guess my sms will be even shorter than ever, ha!

went to shop around awhile at town after that...with two big heavy bags -_-"

then went to do some servicing later on, and i can't wait to get it polished ^^

had been wanting to do so some time earlier actually,

but the thought of not having it with me feels weird...so kept dragging.

but i thought i wanted to maintain and keep it nice and refined you see...

cos it's v significant to me, and probably the most mattered possession to me.

so yeah. :D

met up with the ladies for lunch at marina,

and i was feeling so dead tired, but still gave face to limsansan loh! :P

but after that i went home cos i really wanted to rest.

so yes, time to really get serious for school now.

next week onwards the timetable's gonna be fully on & it just sucks.

i have loads of tutorials to do and projects as well.

sigh! so the mood has to be there already!

& i thought probably i should go and get a printer...

i can't possibly always rely on yeejoo,

and the school's printing system really sucks now cos we're not allowed to use thumb drives -.-

sickening invention they came up with that is annoying cos it's totally not effective now.

but changing the ink cartridge is also pretty expensive leh...aiya see how.

{currently in school now using computer}

oh my, i'm dead tired lah...after the whole day camp yesterday at aloha changi with the preteens.
i was one of the leaders there and don't know why they end up calling me "teacher" everywhere.
but at least today got change, they called my name instead o_o
so uh, had been busy with taking care of my group i'm in charge of...
played some games yesterday with them and i totally cmi in directions la.
but anyway, bonded with them quite abit...now most of them all know me :D
slept with all the other teachers last night and it was damn cold!
i was right under the air con, so i was trying to wrap myself to sleep -_-"
had a long but tiring day yesterday...very very.
but glad that i managed to lead the kids loh.

woke up early to bathe though, felt v stony.
taught the kids the devotion lesson after everyone woke up.
not bad leh, it's the first time i teaching something that is...biblical?
so had breakfast and left the chalet for school.
tired ahhh.

btw, the scenery really not bad...it's directly out at the sea!
can see the sea and ships and stuffs...i was eating ice cream while enjoying the breeze yesterday then some kid came over and asked why i so emo -.-
but nice bungalow chalet la, felt like i was in another country actually.

ok gtg for lesson until 7 :(

good morning world,

i'm very tired but my morning's gonna be awesome :D

but i'm going to have a long day in school tomorrow and i'm going to dread it :(

another socio project coming up,

and i'll be alone for psycho tutorial and lecture!

sigh, wonder what the class will be like there,

i hope they can be more friendly than me.

not that i totally cmi for being alone(i'm v independent one k),

just that going to a class by yourself is so first time :O

i hope my phone doesn't die its battery on me for like, until friday?

since it's so pathetic now that i can only sms.

Ok gtg.

very tired today...had a very naggy day.

seriously can't take it...the econs lecturer kept repeating and repeating.

then finally after two sian hours, another three hours of cs2.

the tutor also kept saying the same thing over and over again -_-"

second day of school already have projects rolling in, sighhh.

& don't like pink doesn't mean i'm not feminine lor!!!

i am very feminine ok!!! -.-

ok lah i think the tutor meant no harm.

& i'm going to camp at aloha changi tmr until fri morning!

(not that i'm too free ok, i still have school...just that i thought i should show my commitment as a leader in church since i have a chance...and while i am "able" to...so yes. & also to do my "part" lor, and bond a little...and see how nice the place is, ahaha but i confirm will be v tired.)

so byeee for now, cos i don't think there is wireless access over there.

back to studying.

first day of school is always this horrible.

school blues plus monday blues is like...extreme blues?

went to school early to add cds.

was rather sian by it cos it was totally troublesome and tedious.

we took like two hours to fill in three choices in detail -_-"

so like...ya, got kind of moodless after the whole morning.

and i got into sociology as my second cds.

so i'm like studying psycho and socio...hope i don't go mad after two months...

cos I HAVE SEVEN SUBJECTS THIS SEMESTER TO STUDY FOR.

gasp + sigh + sian + omg.

anyway, felt like school was such a small world cos i met like alot of people i know from f1 and cya plus own classmates and sec school friends, like wow.

so went for two lectures today.

i'm intending to clash lecture tmr and thurs in replacement for my supposed wed and fri.

cos first week there's no tutorials/labs, so i go for lec tmr and thurs and my wed and fri this week will be free! hehe :P + :D

but only for this week though.

and anyway, the kids are having camp at aloha changi from wed to thurs,

so i think i would be joining them and stay over on wed and thurs to help or look over.

cos it would be convenient for me to go school since it's quite near,

and maybe pastor said can send me there...haha!

my thursdays are horrible...i don't have any breaks in between except for an hour and school starts in the morning until very late at 7 :(

sigh, so i guess i'll go to school when i have school and go back chalet after school ends until they end their camp on friday morning.

the rest of my cell will join me there on thurs i guess...while other times i'd be most likely staying with the pastors and staffs and do my stuffs until they need any additional help from me.

i can bond also lor i guess, and actually i go there is also to see the scenery. hahaha!

i've never been there la...heard that it's a nice place.

so i might as well go there and relax awhile...can take it as a "mental break" also.

school's gonna be stressful and miserable and busy and tiring for the next six months.

& i miss you my dear one!

long day with & at church.

ps. cx visited cell today and everyone was damn scared. haha!

joshua was like stammering when he taught and branden was so nervous with the guitar.

combined service, and some ang moh came to preach.

i thought it was quite enlightening though.

went for lunch with the entire cell together with ps cx and ps km.

met up with our dear eleena at suntec.

they got bored so ended up i was there telling everyone those cold jokes the previous taxi driver told me -_-"

tiring day.

hmm ok, let me do a reflection of my six weeks of holidays.

• walked alot cos cousin came to sg
• ate alot, due to bday celebrations and meetups
• worked for f1 paddock club
• made new friends and met new people
• went out quite often, and with diff grps of people
• many church events & outings were successful
• played quite a number of games
• exercised!
• rotted quite often also when i'm home

ok...guess it was not that bad...

quite sian some days, quite tired some days, quite glad some days and fine most days.

oh well, that's life.

school's starting tmr! v sian at the thought of it.

will start to be busy alr...and gonna start the deprived sleep routine again.

although i always sleep early but still sleepy and tired.

now going back to the very-tired days again, sobs.

ok, time to get into the school mood alr...

just came home from dinner not long ago.

anyway, i completed my essay today...yes finally.

so brain draining.

sigh, having a phone that can't function as a proper phone sucks big time.

maybe it's training me to learn how to be cold in ignoring incoming calls uh.

i can't answer calls since it will be ended up no sound and it'll piss the other person off so might as well don't answer, haha.

and then i got to use my house phone to call back sometimes,

but my mum's like always needing the phone -_-"

super sian ar, and joo v cute ah, use so many people's phone to call me,

wondering why on earth didn't i pick it up *faint*

& I think i have very strong instincts.

Mundanity.

1. i need to study max's guide by nov.
2. i need to finish an essay by next week.
3. i need to add another cds asap.
4. i need to repair phone when i have time.
5. i need to stop all my games officially(fb excluded).

1. i feel like stoning my today away but i can't.
2. i feel like going on a holiday but no time.
3. i feel like changing phone but not now yet i guess.
4. i feel like going out to shop and hunt for some stuffs but no time also.

& i think i'm going to take sociology as another cds.

More than ever.

got home at around ten just now after bbq with sec clique.

nothing much, just ate and perspired there.

i'm feeling moody...and very tired but can't really sleep yet.

emo ahhh.

my phone's spoilt, i can only sms now.

very sian and sad because calls are usually quite impt to me.

just found out we have to take two cds subjects.

so my timetable's going to be even worse than ever.

and it's damn troublesome cos had to go through alot of stuffs to add another subject in.

even more sian and sad.

and there's also the saddest thing...sigh.

oh well...we shall see how then.

but no matter what, what is in me will never change.

I miss you, and I will always do.

was out with clique yesterday to downtown.

i think i exercised alot yesterday lah, muscle aching now alr.

swam after many donkey ages too.

joo was so cute during the whole time hahaha.

but anyway, had a nice time with the ladies :)

went home and slept almost immediately, after knowing my horrible timetable.

yeah talking about timetable, it sucks to the max!!!!!!! :(

due to the so extra CDS we have to take, it makes everything worse.

i got into psychology though. anyone taking psychology????????

cause apparently i can't find anyone who got psychology!!!!!!!

and my sad thursday is ending at 7pm!!! *wails*

seriously hated the long breaks in between everyday,

but oh well, for the convenience of project meetings.

and i still have one weekday to choose to go for airport duty!

which ends at 10pm!!!!!!! *big wails*

sighhh, ok i think i should stop whining.

'cause i know many others have worse timetables than i do.

because i only have one day that ends superbly late(excluding dutyday),

while others have like two days or smth.

and some others have two CDS, don't know if that's a good thing or not.

cos by taking two now means only left with one next year.

and i only have one now, so still have two more next year.

oh well! whatever lah, the school's system is always so wrong to some extent.

but anyway, comparing to my previous timetable it's a little better,

cos i don't have two days that ends at 6pm anymore, hehehe.

just that thursdays suck. urgh :'(

the subjects for this coming sem is weird loh.

i have like three long hours of lab in a day...???

and i have three long hours of cs tutorial in a day too!!!

omg, that is madness.

gotta get serious and into mood for school in two days le.

tsk, i'm feeling so sian.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

you know for a moment i thought i should be feeling guilty for not exercising and i feel like i am seriously growing fatter, but apparently two people in three days said i am so skinny so maybe that would mean a sign that i don't have to start exercising...? aiyah whatever.

was home not long ago, thank goodness cya ended early today.

was feeling v zombietic ever since 6am until noon.

there was amazing race today at the airport, and i tell you it was totally siansation lah.

we were walking at snail speed(cos we can't run and v tired and bored) and we had to walk all over the place, wasting much time and stuffs.

sian, so spent the day there trying to crack clues and codes and do tasks v slowly.

didn't manage to finish everything when time was up though, ahah.

lunched with some of 'em and homed.

nua for quite awhile before i unwillingly get up and start to do some of my undone things.

haha siannn.

& timetable's coming out tmr...gonna dread the timing i guess.

omg i'm v tired.

went to sch early in the morning for cya orientation.

it had been so long since i stepped into the sch again, ahah.

v bored and draggy in the beginning cos alot of people pon it.

so means i'm still counted as the nice one who went loh...

although i was feeling quite sian there anyway.

got to like "know" each other and stuffs lor, that's about it.

cos i actually left at around noon during the lunch break, haha.

but i left cos i had errands to do.

so my group short of one person to continue the day...hope they did ok though.

sian, tmr still have! :(

so due to no time i cabbed down after leaving sch,

and the driver was extremely friendly.

he was talking to me non-stop and kept telling me cold jokes -_-"

and all the qns he asked i didn't get even one correct, hurhur.

but they were really lame, and he claimed that he learnt those from his passengers o_o

and he was like telling me alot of things lah, can't rmb.

he even told me to relax and don't be so stress thinking for the answers.

i mean hello, i am tired and sian and i didn't feel like talking much but i still had to like at least respond to his hospitality.

i don't like talking to cab drivers actually, cos usually when i take cab means either i'm rushing for time or i'm feeling so dead that i need to be drove home or smth.

can't imagine if he really goes about talking like that to everyone he meets -_-"

so anyway, went to a few places today...feeling so jelly now.

and i was sososo hungry 'cause i didn't have lunch.

haiz so it was until when i went home at evening for dinner.

dad's home today so mum cooked mostly his dishes.

honestly, none of it was what i liked but no choice, i was hungry so ate 'em.

oh btw, the big graveyard at potong pasir is now like, renovated to a park?

with trees and all the greens, a place for joggers.

when i saw it i found it amusing la, like people are jogging in a place where it used to be such a big cemetery?

and i saw an elderly couple sitting on the grass enjoying the greenery...?

man, it's freaky.

another long day tmr...sighhh.

i don't know if this is common,

but i realise i don't really like to talk when i just wake up in the mornings.

like if people want to ask me something or talk to me, my mouth will be very reluctant to function.

need about an hour to "wake up".

i don't know how my mum and cousin can do it.

feeling very very lazy.

1. i've so many things to do and settle before school starts

2. i've yet to get quite a number of stuffs

3. i don't feel like going for cya orientation for two days

4. i haven't finish reading my books

5. i haven't played enough of my games

6. i have alot of things to plan and think for

7. and i still have to write an essay zzz

i think i'm having pre school blues. sian.

i received a mail from the course manager for some scholarship thingy.

and to apply it i got to submit an essay -.-

i didn't know there was such thing...yeah so kinda sian.

i think i will fail the essay man, haha cos i don't know what to write.

and it made me realised that my mind's not really functioning currently(ahhhhh).

met up with joo and later jas at tm in the afternoon.

ate twice for lunch! omg, so sinful.

ended up eating cos joo was having pms and she only wanted to sit down and do nothing. HAHAHA :P

ok lah that was kidding, slacked around and i was feeling kinda tired and sian too.

i left after awhile cos got to do some errands.

so blah blah.

cya orientation tmr, going back to school for it.

makes no difference whether is it going to school or the airport.

cos either way the bus journey will take me around an hour.

zzz, how i wish i have a chauffeur.

yay, i met the person i miss and had been missing!

although it's not like as if it had been years but i still feel happy :)

(short but remarkable!)

nice sunday i had...

though there were alot of last min changes that i didn't want.

but still, it doesn't hurt lah so was fine.

CC in the morning was entertaining.

the kids are getting more amusing than ever.

the things they say are kinda ridiculous in a way but still funny.

just that i don't really understand why do guys laugh at almost everything and anything when they come together -_-"

looks kind of nonsensical but they do get entertained just by crapping around.

wanted to give audrey a surprise bday celebration but ended up she gotta leave before svc and then we were still waiting for joshua to ride the cake over, so had to tell her wad we gonna do so she could stay a while longer.

and then the lighter was spoilt when joshua tried to light it...so like...ya.

wanted to look for ppl who have lighters but apparently people in church are non smokers...?

so anyway, we did without the candle flame.

sermon was ok, pastor preached about love!

was kinda funny cos pastor said "turn to the person beside you and say I'll love you."

then i heard gideon turning to esther and said "Erm I'll try." haha damn funny!

after church flew to bishan.

(i have no idea why i was faster than i thought...

maybe it was just my luck or smth.)

much later on met up with the girls and had a meal.

i was seriously hungry la k, ruby was so stunned by the amount of food i was eating.

actually i think i gained weight over this holiday...had been eating so much.

but oh well, if someone doesn't gain weight over the year then smth is v wrong right!

so yes, it's perfectly normal.

but i guess when school starts also will lose weight anyway.

aw school :(

Better is one day in your presence than thousands elsewhere.

Best is a moment together than millions of others.

the boss called me and asked how i was today.

i told him ok and he was like "ok only ah?"

abuden???

so was at home today, trying to be guai.

no lar was actually busy with some stuffs needed by next sun.

my weekdays are going to be kinda busy so gotta rush abit now alr.

last week of holiday already!!! sianz.

i mean ok lar, the holiday was not that short but wasn't that long either.

so better finish up or stop my games and stuffs before i can't switch back when school starts.

time flies...although sometimes i feel that the day is passing by so freaking slowly :(

gonna be thinking of you so, so much.

ugh, very very bad headache.

i woke up at 5am today man, so horrifying.

it's been so long since i was up so early...during the sec days...

anyway, reached vivo at 7am then waited for everyone to come then went to work.

wasn't that bad as the f1 "experience" cos this time it was a much smaller event and lasted shorter...some sentosa resorts world conference or smth.

but still it was v sian, especially the clearing up after the event ended.

so like finished everything at around three plus, stoned around and my slight headache became worse.

so we were supposed to head over to buona vista to set up but apparently i was v sian alr and my head is splitting so i went home instead.

my mum also supported me of coming home actually, eheh.

rested awhile and while resting qad called me! :)

got up and had dinner and here i am going to sleep and rest alr.

goodnighttt.

nothing much today, bought some stuffs for the cell.

time to get busy again till school starts, v sian.

stomach wasn't feeling up today either, also v sian.

hope tmr will pass by faster!

so glad to be turning one year older, hehe!

aging is not a bad thing...at least for now and for me :P

can't wait to turn eighteen manz.

& much thanks to everyone who wished me...

very overwhelmed by the number of wishes.

hahaha, until i kept saying thanks until i'm kinda weary of it alr.

& couldn't sleep in peace cos all the midnight owls msg me at all sorts of timing -_-"

fb also kena bombed...but still many thanks to all! :)

Love you to the max! ♥

Thank you ^^

Happy Birthday To Me!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

another day out.

met up with joo and jas, went to suntec to have lunch.

too bad the rest of em can't make it...

but anyway, was super full...after that went to shop around.

bought some stuffs...but didn't buy some stuffs too, haha! not yet.

joo saw a shirt that reads something like 'love the heart that hurts you but don't hurt the heart that you love.'

she was laughing her head off, then in the end guess what?

she bought it -_-" hurhur, joke leh she.

haha yeah so nothing much also, just a simple day.

jas: you today very tired is it?

me: er...i'm always tired?

jas: oh ya correct you're always tired!

hahaha, :P

& many thanks to joo for your big gift :D

Tomorrow...

long long day!

met up with ruby cos she wanna celebrate my bday with me.

walau! i was like being zheng by her the whole day laaa! so miserable ok!

did alot of things loh...all thanks to her "game plan" -.-

then ended up made me very very brain drained and tired now...rawrrr.

next year she's sososo going to get it from me man, just wait! :P

but ok la, after the end of the whole game i felt so relieved it was over -_-"

but anyway, still wanna thank her la...for the efforts...although it was more of entertaining her...?

ahem.

so uh, v v v tired alr.

byebye!

You are more than what my heart can contain.

cake marathonnn.

friday and today twice! wah need to go on diet next month alr.

church peeps celebrated my bday today :)

thanks so much...for the "obvious" surprise. hahah.

after church met up with mum and cousin at wisma for lunch at tcc.

i think my mum needs to go out to look at the outside world more la.

she was so overwhelmed by all the prices and kept asking my cousin to stop ordering.

but she kept saying that it was fine cos it's a treat for me hehe :P

went to shop awhile, tried on quite a few clothes but end up didn't buy any.

i think the salesperson must have hated me :O

yawns! tired.

don't just know something; acknowledge it.

don't just realise something; feel it.

don't just miss someone; say it.

don't just love someone; show it.

henduohenduo.

due to the greyish and cold weather, i feel very lazy to do anything.

so didn't do anything today. nua and rot at home.

anw, was drenched today morning when i was out halfway, damn cold de lor.

you know there's this cat under my block i see like almost everyday...

think it belongs to one of the shops below..the pawn shop maybe. fa cai mao?

i think the cat likes me loh, everytime see me will look at me and give me the innocent look :D

i see him when i go to school and when i go back home.

even now during holidays i also see him everyday and everyti

me when i'm out.

so nice lo, like someone's always there to greet you like that HAHA.

sian, school's starting in...two weeks time?

sigh, don't know to anticipate or dread also.

btw, kfc's hot box is really damn hot!!!

i'm like burning now...want to keep awake should eat it.

gosh. but i still feel sleepy actually, hehz.

see? this kind of cousin also have...tsktsktsk :P

Nevermind about it shereen, it's ok.

-

& jiayou, will always be here for you.

v v v long day! big yawns.

had cya training again today.

totally equally boring and sian as yesterday! sigh, cmi.

but most of the time was with huiping and we chatted much during the day :)

then after the whole event went to meet my sec clique in the evening for dinner.

changed into the supposed "theme" after training and everyone was kinda shocked.

hmm dinner at boat quay with them, and it was actually an advanced bdae celebration for me!

ok la i kind of "knew" it in a way la...was guessing but anyway i was still nicely surprised lah :)

poor ruby always get bullied by wq and vice versa. haha still the same old natures.

and yeah...the waiter gave me some plastic folded rose though, and wished me too when we left :O

hm anyway, nice gathering together again la...had a nice time.

only a moment of embarassment when everyone sang so loud, ahemz.

hahah but afterall, very much thanks to everyone for the effort and stuffs...appreciated :)

was at airport for cya training today.

and i tell you it was so sian to the core!!! grr.

all we do is just sit there and listen and listen.

boring till everyone felt so weary of it.

and tmr still have! goodness gracious.

i think i'll just die from it. really very sian.

oh well. so spent the day there somehow and time was passing so slowly.

v tired.

some surprises are actually not surprises but they do surprise me somehow.

hahaha :)