I'm not the kind to let my feelings show.

who says holidays don't have stress? 

who says holidays mean cannot feel grumpy?

who says?

i got so irritated by the school's system today morning.

(i think everyone else was also)

i mean seriously, why can't they just use paper and pen.

you wait for an hour for just one page to load? what nonsense is this.

then you just sit there and get annoyed staring at the blank page. 

how great la, three more subjects in the next sem.

something is really wrong with the education system. 

and then i was late for project meetup, and i cancelled meetup with ruby cos i was late,

and i went home again after stepping out cos i forgot to bring my extra important phone. 

but it's dying on me, boohoo.

reached the library and rotted for an hour, did project for like 30 min and rotted again.

rot for what? i'm supposed to have an interview at 2pm in school. 

but apparently the queue was super long so decided to go there much later since makes no difference. so did project and rotted at the library for super long.

i had nothing to do, really literally nothing. so just sat there with the rest and stare at my phone. haha totally retarded.

to think that shiyu can still tell me "enjoy in your lovey dovey world".

haha, not funny -.- 

and the interview also a waste of time. 

some people went there at 2 until 5 also haven't got called la, super pitiful.

i went there at like 430, within an hour i was done already :) 

crapped my way through though, tried smiling but can't bring myself to do so.

maybe i did la, but i don't think i really mean it one. 

nothing made me smile today ah, sad.

&&& i don't wanna do work anymore already.

enough is enough. shall stop and really rest and relax now.

although only left like a few days but whatever!

actually i like this feeling of having no heavy and draining workload to do.

so relaxed and stress free. although not gonna last long but at least i feel better man.

even though i'm just slacking here resting...doing nothing like that. haha! 

and i've been sleeping late lately.

aw thinking of that, do you miss my waking ups? :D 

i think i'm so nice sometimes...

or rather all the time :P 

Are you..?