Doubt anyone's reading my blog now since it's so dead lol. Oh well. May be a good thing I guess.

Don't know if it's a good or bad thing but I'm just taking one step at a time now... :\

Being a woman is so tough sometimes.

The silent emptiness.

Sometimes you know it REALLY SUCKS but you are still in it. Dumb or what?

When something don't matter to you anymore, it means you have stopped caring. That's when things start to change. And before you know it, you may just find yourself changing...without you realizing it.

Am I starting to find that I am needing something more of which I cannot have? I think as time passes and life moves longer, the reality becomes closer, what I need becomes greater.

It's depressing to know that I cannot have what I am in need of and want in life. Is anything or anyone making me feel that all that I'm doing is worth? Are all the returns reflected to me what I deserve? What can make me at least a little happier? Who can?

The gap.

It doesn't quite feel good when everyone else has what you don't & cannot have... sigh :(

Physically, mentally and emotionally tiring :(

I think I should close down my blog really soon. IT'S DYING! Lol.

Anyway, life's been mundane - as the norm. Busy with work, and stress stress stress. 

The only exciting thing about my life right now is taking driving lessons, haha!!!