Being defensive and protective of myself is just but a way out. And perhaps the only way out.

Had a shock of my life when I was chatting with my mum when I was having dinner in the living room when a pigeon flew right into my house! Omg I was screaming like crap and I ran into the kitchen and closed the sliding door in case it flies towards me lol. My mum was happily talking to the pigeon and asking it to find its way out to the window -.- Quite a cute scene actually but I was too horrified to laugh lol. Then when it finally "found its way" out it still stayed at the edge of my windows and refused to go. Xia si ren le!