There is just something bad or sian happening everyday. In school or at work, always. I'm so sick and sian already, sigh. Too much overwhelming emotions for me everyday.

The feeling really sucks when you are not performing and stretching your potential and capabilities because you are constrained but yet you are committed to it. Very burdensome.

The amount of stress I face is a pile of mountain and a pit of bottomless. Who can really understand? How do I feel happy?

Ha, but I am trying very hard to put up a brave front everyday. Nobody really knows how I am feeling at different moments. I am laughing about everything; grades, studies, commitments, burdens, problems, whatever else.