I know I can only accept, but I cannot help to feel this way.

I know I must only understand, but I could only struggle and suppress silently.

I know I said I will harden, but I fail to defeat my own weakness and vulnerability.

I know I have to control, but I had to face all the emotions alone.

I know this is all I should have known, but I just can't let go.

Again, you're going through all these.

Again, I am.