Thursday, February 19, 2009

never enough to express how much

Nothing sucks like how today had been.


seriously i never want to and never will too...
really never will i think that i will...i really never will...and i really never want to at all!
and i really dont know anything about it...really dont mean it too.
really didnt know you A.P...and it was so unintentional.
maybe its weird but i am getting so upset over making someone angry.
but that also showed how much i never want to do so...and how much it mattered to me.
not saying for 5 minute...5seconds i also wont make it happen.
i dont know why people dont get pissed off by how irritating i am repeating,
but there, this will be the last time im saying it.
maybe this is a so unofficial thing...but its just me who is feeling like that.
not that im being special for crying out loud, just...mattering it alot to me.

mandy was so horrified by me eating so slowly today.
two hours plus? yeah...pretty horrible i know.
i told her how disturbed and troubled i was :(
i think from today forward she needs to learn at least one joke.
cos apparently when i told her to tell me one, she was so perfectly speechless.
uh, and then we concluded that the society's giving us so much problems.
everyday gotta think of being so stone and rotting at home...
finding no jobs and stressing ourselves out, and getting no life at all.
damn it.
felt quite lame entering the arcade place but out of sianness, oh well.

& i guess i understand how happy-go-lucky applies now.
like i said, this week's not gonna be good...
now i'm affirming it with saying this week's really dreading.

refraining from pressing the phone is so very much like quitting smoking.
really. oh well.
wont be so much often anymore unless you do.

from leaving earlier to thirty minutes to ten seconds to nothing at all.
like woah, i've experienced the "whole package".





but at least, one thing said from you really touched me.
&thats good enough to make me smile for once today :)

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