sigh, mandy :(

i just dont get it.
why? i mean, what is so good about him?
you mean you cant find anymore better than him?
after going through all the giving in and taking all the attitude,
dont you feel tired and sick of everything?
how happy are you when you are with him?
you mean no one can make you laugh and smile like he did?
do you feel more happy or more of sadness for these six months?
having to be insulted by that girl and her friends...
is it really worth your reputation?
seriously, i can never understand why.
is this what they call blinded love, or is it just purely unable to let go?
come on, dont hold on aymore if you really think its of no point.
do you really want to be like that forever?
being kept in the dark and hear lies and continue to quarrel?
if you really want to, i know you can.
its just a matter of time. think it through my dearest friend.
do you really feel contented being like that?
are you the one and only to him? are you the most important and are you the one that means the most to him?
or do you just want to go on with being shared in his heart?
what about your promising future? remember what you told me before?
what about your trust in him? where is it now?
if you can explain all the doubting questions i have, then its fine.
but frankly, i hate to see you being treated like that and going through all these bullshit.
but although i cant really change your mind much, but i'll still be by your side no matter what happens.
you decide on your own path alright?
your best friend will be right here for you always.