Saturday, May 15, 2010

Acceptance.

It's always the end of the day which always sums up your day, isn't it?
School was as boring, as draining, as busy and as sian as ever.

Cell lesson was an emotional one just now at night.
It made my heart very heavy.
So much, so overwhelming, so provoking.
There's nothing to be done already...so i could only accept it.
Sad, but what to do...it breaks me just at the thought of the "separation" of us.
All that we've been through, all that made us we, all the time and heart spent...sigh.
There's so much more yet to achieve, to do, to aspire as one.
I don't know...but right now, everything's so confusing and lost.
Guess i'll just need time to get over it and digest everything in.
Eventually it still has to come anyway.

Supper with audrey cos i was rather troubled by this whole church/cell/ministry issue.
Oh well, so yeah...ok time to sleep alr, really very tired.
Still have truckloads of work awaiting for me tmr.
Night world~

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