Half day gone when I woke up today, totally nuaness. I think I can't really do without something to do.

Just saw nicole's rally...hmm i must say she is really very bold man. This election is going to be very very competitive...one of its kind. I wonder who will singaporeans vote for, 'cause it seemed like nsp has quite a number of supporters as well. And anyway i don't think this issue would come to an end so soon even if the final results are out. Feels like some kinda revolution going on lol. Hmm....what will be the future of Singapore?

Neutralised.

Whichever way that makes you feel better - like not taking things personally. Tell yourself, "don't matter."

Service today was somewhat different...conviction caught hold of me. Sigh, that battle between the flesh and spirit. That makes humanity a torment.

Gonna finish up what I have to do for CC project really soon, 'cause I don't really want anything to clash with my school work and stuffs. Glad that I'm almost done with the 2 videos, even more glad that the main comm loved my first video :)

I'm starting on my "eat-lesser" plan now, hahaha. Hopefully I don't feel fat soon!

Another day of rest tmr before reality resumes.

May's Resolutions:

1. Do well for school work

2. Eat lesser

3. Finish my part for cc project

4. Start on projects

I still think this is better :)

This is reality.

Anyway, was just thinking about what he told me again. Haha, that was so epic. To be honest, I have only 1 serious crush on someone before when I was 17. Crushes are totally not the thing for me man. But whatever it is, I think he guessed that way due to some crappy reasons. Ha, I'm like already so normal until the optimum already please. Don't like people who say things like that actually...but whatever, I'm not bothered le, bleh.

Gonna use the weekend to do as much school work as possible. Sometimes it's just better not to care so much, being more work-minded and head-driven. Byebye!

Apel lesson is just lame man. Week 1 of school is like no school like that lol.

I must say, it's quite a pity when misunderstandings happen. And it just sucks when people think otherwise of you. Oh well.

So many changes today also...hmm shall settle down to school mode soon!

Long day at work, I feel like I've not really started to go back school actually haha. But well, this is like the last "course-day" for me alr I guess.

So tired ah. Dreading the stupid pre sip launch talk tmr night in school -.-

Sua!

Hate this hypocritical environment. Once not enough, now come again. In the first place don't promise if you can't assure it. Empty words only, you think very nice is it? -.-

But whatever, not like as if i can't do without. It's just bobian must go according to the rules. Doesn't matter what or who comes my way anymore, just have to get through it eventually.

Selfish people are just not worth your time and energy.

Nothing different.

So last night, my back tooth was hurting(I suspect it's the wisdom tooth), so I kinda freaked out 'cause I hate the dentist, I hate plucking out my teeth and whatever else that is related. So I was feeling very sian over it during dinner. But the pain was gone today, I hope it doesn't ever come back again.

Managed to read some of the projects for this sem and the individual assessments. Very "year 3" haha, madness luh totally. Gonna be a very busy and stressful time I guess.

Fred's cat is so nua and fluffy, haha so amusing to see his angry face.

Yes, finally back to my own lovely bed! Haven't been sleeping that well I guess.

School just started and I'm not really settled down yet. But I'm gonna be a chiongster this sem! No need to care how others look at me as long as work is done lol.

First day of Year 3.

I think I'm more tired than anyone else. Physically and mentally.

My first day of school was like a joke man, seriously. Cannot describe any better. I think my class are with all the very studious and hardworking people (like me lol :P) Just that the guys are abit more cheeky, that's all. But doesn't matter 'cause anyway I'm not really gonna "make friends" or anything of that sort.

First I had a time of listening to my tutor who had a cheena slang. Then had a lecturer who is so amusing and with her malaysian accent. My ears had a tiring day man. Don't know why some people are excited about school, or rather the start of school. Nothing interesting to me leh.

Poly life is simply hypocritical, in every way. I've come to encounter too many times of the selfishness of people and its related stuffs. People depend on what they see only- sight-driven. Oh well, I won't speak about it too much here. Anyway I'm not really affected, more of just disgusted with how things are appearing to be.

It may not be a very smooth-sailing semester (not being pessimistic, just being not too-overconfident), but I guess we just have to get over with it. Last year already so could just better off with it as soon as possible. I'm fine with what I'm doing. I don't need to "belong" as long as I'm happy. Perhaps it was because of the scarred past but I guess I just don't wanna commit to any form of "expectations" from the social network.

Week 1 is awesome, I have 3 days off the week! Haha!

Yawn, feeling very tired. Had been having this headache for the whole day; I think it's either due to not enough sleep or too-cold environment :( But nevertheless still had an eventful day. Had breakfast with HJ, I feel so paiseh sometimes 'cause I eat so slow, ahhh. Travelled around town to find a gift after church with a few of them (long journey) but finally found something :)

School is starting tomorrow!!! Sian to the max. Totally not excited at all. I think I might get doubly tired than usual...hmm but it's fine I guess, i am nu qiang ren lol.

Rotted my weekend away.

I'm going to lose weight when school starts. I think over the holidays I have been eating quite alot lol. I feel fat lehhhhh.

Anyway, random but I feel that big sized people are usually quite funny. Whether is it amusingly funny, irritably funny or naturally funny. They're mostly just funny, haha.

Still feeling the blues over the starting of school though, boohoo. I think I've never felt excited about school before, lol. Oh, primary school have.

Timetable was out yesterday, I think it is still not that bad as compared to all the timetables I had so far. So technically speaking year 3 is not that jialat I assume? Haha.

Met up with the two ladies last night for dinner, I think I sounded pessimistic to them. Haha! Nawwww, not pessimistic, it's called moving on and tired of it :) No point.

Hiii, I love myself so much for being sucha hardworking soul last night in finishing up mountain works! Hehe. Although I was feeling kinda zombieish today but still proud of myself.

My dad couldn't understand what I was trying to say today until the point I just decided to speak canto instead. Then they started laughing at me over and over -.- Not funny right. So anyway, my parents were still trying to console me over the fact that I wasn't happy about my mum's friends coming to singapore for a holiday and gonna stay in my room. Yeah I am selfish about such things but too bad lor, I am possessive over my stuffs. I tell you, if they gonna complain or whatever, then they are better off alone man. I don't like rich people who are stucked up.

I love it when it rains and I can snuggle in bed :D

One of those days I dread.

I guess it's better sometimes to harden feelings like I used to, and maybe not so heart-driven.

Oh well, my day was just draining, tiring and what not. I'm too sian to think and care about anything already.

Classes are out, and I have no freaking friend whom I really know so I guess it's another semester of no life AGAIN, just like sem 2.1. This time I'm not gonna try to make the effort 'cause I've lost that faith and trust. I'm always the one taking initiatives and making the efforts. Always. I'm tired of investing into something which I ended up feeling cheated of. Really.

Maybe I'm not easy to understand...but i think...might as well understand others instead.

Heavy eyes :(

Time to prepare for school once again, sian.

Too much chicken today, must stop chickening already!

I went back to CC3 today to do videoing with the p2 class. Saw the teachers there and they were glad to see me! Haha, so much for working with them for the last year, very heartwarming to be "back" there again. Saw a p4 playing the drums in children's church also, so impressed! So anyway, filming with the p2 wasn't complete due to shortage of time but I'll just try to work with what I have bah.

Last week left to go before year 3 starts! Time flies.

Mad day of rushing everywhere.

Home > Bishan > Funan > Sunshine > Bishan > Church > Serangoon > Home.

So tired by now.

Lesson was fine, but I thought it could be better. Maybe too long didn't teach alr, hahaha.

No time to blog! Byebye!

Stony and sian. Wait and wait and wait was my day.

Had a haircut, feels different now although it looks about the same. Actually I don't like haircuts, it makes me feels very edgy sometimes but no choice :( And my hairdresser kena scolded by a customer because of me, sigh feels so bad.

Someone idiotic made me rushed my lunch but in the end put airplane -.- Grr, no sense of responsibility one such adults.

Someone mean kept bullying and teasing me also! Urgh -.-

Long day tmr too, I hope it doesn't rain!

As much as I can I'll try not to dread internship coming in August. & Faster get over with life in school! Lol...nobody really cares about you in poly one, like seriously.

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Tired everyday! Actually sometimes I think I very no life and very boring. But whatever lah, I love it. At least I do meaningful and purposeful stuffs. I think I totally don't belong to the youth circle, lol. I don't really do what youths normally and commonly would do...I don't look for boyfriends, I don't hang out late and go drink and club, I don't go watch movies with friends all the time and do shopping, I don't go to the ktv lounge to sing anymore after sec, I don't engage myself in sports, I don't go after the media crazily- in fact I don't even know what's up with all the artists and celebrities, I don't know man...lol.

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Feel like eating ice creams.

Bad dreams start your day in a not so nice manner and affects your morning :(

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Feel like eating cakes!!!

Can't imagine when school starts and I'm gonna be so distant from work T_T

Glad that I managed to finish most of the stuffs that I was supposed to do...like church related stuffs. Now left with the event project in church.

Also, feeling glad to have a friend back too! Although I'm quite sensitive to friendships now but having back a good old friend is still good anyway.

Accept, Give in, Live it. What's new.

Fucked up day.

1. Deprived of sleep 2. Frustrated with haircut appt 3. Quarreled with mum 4. Being rushed unreasonably 5. Rushing for time 6. Irritated by internet connection which is not working

Very sian, Very no mood.

7. Kena from someone bushuang 8. Felt very horrible when I met J 9. Felt bad for 'neglecting' her over lunch 'cause I was too into myself 10. No appetite

Totally feeling down and lousy.

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I don't like moments when I have to cheer myself up. Who does? But sometimes...well maybe it's better. Sucks big time when you were looking forward to a day but it got screwed up.

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Tommorrow would be better bah. Sigh sian.

Yesterday was a long & not-so-good day? Feeling tired and all plus was feeling very irritated by some things...rushy day and didn't feel good anyway either. But at least everything that was supposed to do and carry out was done, so that balances off quite abit.

What actually made my day better was that I passed my sup! :) Although I knew I would but still feels good to know the confirmed. So yup, two more weeks for me to "enjoy" haha.

Dinner with the usuals was good I guess, just that the waiting and delaying kinda "wasted" some time away. Don't know how often can we meet up like these next time but it's always good to always remain like that :)

Thank God It's Friday today! I hope I survive the day 'cause I slept for only 6 hours(horrible input), and my output for the day is 16hours! Gasp.

Sometimes it's just freaking better to do things on your own than to entrust it to others.

SERIOUSLY.

Busy, busy, very busy!

Don't like people whom despite of my good intentions and niceness, don't appreciate it and worse still take my words like nothing -.- Although you have more authority but doesn't mean what comes from me is insignificant to even take note. Disgusting.

& I also can't stand it when you want to cross the road, but the car infront is taking their own freaking sweet time to drive until the car behind is fast enough to catch up, and then you can't cross the bloody road -.- Annoying right?!?!? And worse when irritating cabs slow down soooo much 'cause they thought you gonna take a cab...zzz...hello, I would flag if I want to mah, ugh -.-

No idea when is the sup results coming out, hopefully soon 'cause school's starting in about twenty days too. Wonder who are my classmates this time.

I have a new fetish now, hehehehe!

Thumbs up for Edutorque! Another good kickstart for the course :) Sigh, very reluctant to leave what I'm doing now when school starts. I don't like the feeling of somebody else taking over my place and do what I have already did and stuffs, boohoo.

Actually I think I do have alot of "only-child" traits, lol. The only-want-it-to-be-me thing and those selectively-selfish habits. Hmm.

Well anyway, gonna be a fruitful and eventful week ahead! (Y)

Happy Birthday to my cousin! :) Got her a surprise cake and went for dinner, nothing magnificent but something significant. Life did get better with her around :)

Gonna be a busy week ahead with work! Jiayou jiayou~

Anywhere but home.

I'm so busy now till I go to other places more often than my own house -_-" First my workplace, and now my church, lol.

So tempted to have my own car after hanging out with Audrey and with her driving me around, hahaha. But need to know how to drive first (zzzzz) and $$$$$. COE just turns everyone off. Hope there'd be some economic crisis during the period when I wanna get one, haha!

April Resolutions:

1. Get a printer

2. Get a haircut

3. Complete important work

4. Cell worship

5. CC lesson

6. Cousin's birthday

7. Prepare for year 3!

Sian, i just want to put a name into my IC, but it's so troublesome. I need to get a lawyer for a legal doc man...what is this -.- Sigh, so i guess i'll just wait till i'm 21 and more free to do so. Or maybe when i get baptized before 21 then i can. Oh well.

Feel v proud of myself for completing my work way before time, teehee. Still have more to do though, so must jiayou! :)

April is here...meaning school is gonna start soon! :'(

Some bad mean nasty person made me upset this morning >:(

Yeah that's the highlight of my day, nothing much. Lol.

I think talking about the good old times are nice sometimes. When you think back of stuffs few years back and can still laugh as hard as it is now, I think that's something really memorable, lol. Those were the best times man, seriously.

Don't understand why people love to watch people running after buses btw. Don't you think it's so paiseh when people look at you when you are chasing after a bus which is about to leave? But there, staring eyes are just there. Typical singaporeans maybe.

Oh, today was not so good :( Headache made everything worse too, boohoo.

Nothing much to blog about lately. Busy with work and that's about it. Jiayou to EduTorque on the upcoming courses too! Yay :)

Let me share with you how mundane my day was like:

Rot, wait, rot, wait, rot, and wait.

Bye.

"Less gothic now, more cheerful...you look happier now." Haha.

Looking at how others get excited and interested over things, I wonder what really interests me 'cause everything is always "okay, fine, nothing much" to me, lol. Yeah I'm quite boring sometimes but I still love myself for that, hehe. I guess I just prefer snuggling at home and do my own stuffs, hahaha.

Anyway, I think I suck at ball games - like literally any ball games. To be honest I'm not a sports person so I'm not really into those physical stuff, heh. Probably it's just that "aura thingy" that covers my weak spots lol.

Suddenly feel like doing jigsaw puzzles!

Yay, I managed to kill accounts! :D I think I did well bah. And I'm glad it's over!!! Just waiting for the results now~

& One more month left to school again. Time flies.

Ready.

Hello, I'm going to pass my accounts paper tmr!!!

I think my parents are very funny. They bicker 90% of the time when conversing -_-"

One last day to chiong tmr for my paper! Will not do too much tmr, must rest and go war on friday, haha. Had been doing fine so far I guess, I just hope whatever I did will come out lol.

I think I've never spent so much time and effort on studying before, especially for a math subject. Somemore is studying with something which doesn't even interest you at all -.- Horrible terrible stuff. Sigh, hope friday faster arrives!

People take 5 months to finish studying a module, I'm here taking 5 days.

I'm pretty drained out of studying almost continuously, but no choice. Thinking back I really don't know what made me so unmotivated for accounts last sem. Although I still do not like it but at least now I am "forcing" myself to study for it. Ha, I guess sometimes in life we do need this kind of "involuntary pushes" to move us.

Revision lecture today and saw the others so sad and demoralized etc. (I think I'm abnormal, lol). Well, although I may seem fine and all but actually I do feel quite inferior sometimes lah, like hey, flunking a paper for the first time leh, who would feel like as if everything is ok right. Affects my ego sometimes 'cause I refuse to accept the fact that I'm so dumb in accounts, lol. Bu just like how I used to F9 in amath and physics, this is just another one of it. Hurhur.

Study and more studying! Piaing for sup and feeling hardworking for once over accounts lol. It's much better to have exam when other people around you are not having somehow. Reduces pressure i guess haha.

I hope time passes slower, i don't want holidays to end so soon!

Doesn't quite feel like a saturday today.

Well my morning was bad though...but well hope all's good by now for you!

Started on my sup paper alr, very tough stuff :( But as much as I can I also try not to stress myself too much on it. And regardless of what I have to pass it, so die also must pass - which is why I should be confident of myself (well, at least trying lol). And I'm glad to have someone to teach me! Hope the paper will fall in this week, wanna faster get over with it so that I won't have to spend my another weekend on it again, boohoo.

Yay, the week is over! Finally, finally.

It had been a tough one man.

Anyway, I guess I'm taking it positively for my sup paper, lol. No idea how or why but I guess I'm just sure of myself that I am going to pass it? (I have to anyway) Although for the first time ever I felt so lousy and stupid of myself over a mathematical subject. Tsk.

The "F"irst.

This week is really that bad.

Kinda expected it...guess gut feelings are usually right. But well, nothing too big...I'll just do it this time well and get over with the stupid subject that I'm so bad in.

Sighnesday.

I think this week is just awful :(

Sometimes I think I'm quite amazing...because if it were to be someone else, I don't think that fellow would be able to survive like I do. Assuring of other's well-being and at the same time settling own's. Dual efforts require so, so much man.

Can't wait for the week to be over though. Gogo, mid week already!

It's only tuesday.

A supposedly cell outing today was cancelled, ended up with a totally different day then.

A little more about myself (2):

1. I don't like to wait, neither do I like to be late (for impt stuffs) but I'm very patient.

2. I may not feel as the exact way that I may seem to be sometimes.

3. I don't try more than three times. Except games.

4. When I initiate something, that is significant - be it a person or the subject.

5. I am independent most of the time. Only most of the time.

Nothing can be worse than today.

My precious macbook screwed up at its battery area, frustrated enough. And things just didn't quite feel right and all. Imagine people raised their voice to talk to you and even dao you for god-knows-what, and getting scolded by some stupid person who thinks he's very big and all. And getting irritated by circumstances like being late and pissed off by the confusions going on. How dreadful. Probably a sian week ahead.

A little more about myself

1. I'm quite a dao person by nature, I don't really entertain. I'm only friendly to people I'm closer and comfortable with.

2. I listen more than I speak most of the time.

3. I react differently to different situations...and even people.

4. I am very picky, selective and choosy. But I can be very indecisive.

5. I don't really smile often and I don't laugh out loud most of the time. But I'm quite easily amused.

6. I am a perfectionist.

7. I think alot, but I don't contradict.

8. When I keep quiet doesn't mean I am ignorant.

9. I am very appreciative towards what I have.

10. I can't be bothered with people who don't understand me.

Yesterday was crazy cause I was so so tired the entire day. Couldn't really pay attention during cell and all.

Felt sad for those who died in the massive earthquake and tsunami in Japan. Looks like the world is really going to end soon...but I still think it won't be as soon as next year bah.

Btw, Singapore's so crowded. It turns me off whenever I wanna go out somewhere.

Life is too busy to blog now, haha.

Had a hard time getting birthday presents this evening though. One shot gotta get so many. Especially guys...difficult to buy stuffs(& the fact that i don't really know the person & i'm given a tight budget! -.-) Lol, but I managed to get something within like 45 min eventually.

It's true that I am quite dao by nature, and some days I do behave in the manner due to mood or whatever. But sometimes I'm also quite selective lah, like some people I'm almost never dao to while some I always am if I'm not really close or comfortable with. But sometimes my serious self could also be mistaken for being dao too lol. Aiya ok whatever.

I've a craving for mushroom soup!

Being human is not easy.

Hi friend, I miss you.

When it’s love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we’re gone

I love ice creams. They make me happy :)

Bro Albert sabo me today at children's church!!! *rawr* Lol, made me danced infront of all the children leh omg -_-" Luckily I can adapt quick enough. But anyway also not many friends around so nvm *phew*

Daytime busy outdoors, nighttime busy indoors. Madness man, don't even have time for socialising already, hahaha. Quite a few meetups coming up soon though. I guess this holiday would be one of the bestest ever.

I think sam and marble likes me alot. Hehe!

Anyway, had a really long day! Tomorrow will be too! Mum's doing well, resting at home and all.

Work's doing good too, lots of amusing stuffs every now and then. Gotta prepare dinner once in awhile now, do housework etc etc, I'm becoming superwoman.

Very very busy life now~

Ten more days before I emo over this sem's results, lol! Oh well. If only I've already graduated.

Mum's big operation is over, smooth and successful :) First time experiencing such family concerns though. Appreciated those who cared and prayed. It tells alot about the people around you who are really there.

So yeah, very busy period! Time to train myself to being a better houselady also, lol. But I guess life now is pretty good still! Busy but at least not wasting time away~

Love all the meowmeows, I've bonded so much with them now hehehe.

Screwed up Accounts exam, lol. Really hope I won't have to retake luh, if not so sian. Shall pray hard that I will pass it, that's my happiness. And well...I guess alot of factors really play a part in determining your school life.

Anyway, I'm really glad now 'cause this sem is over, exams are over, holidays are here! Yay :)

No need to be so stressed and busy and occupied with school stuffs *smile*

Freeeeeedom~

But then again, I'm gonna be busy with stuffs like work and family. Mum's going operation so there's really alot of things I gotta do now. Time to prepare for meals! *Excited* Hehehe.

Too bad my house doesn't have a microwave oven :(

Stress :(

Giving without taking.

Understanding without explaining.

Accepting without questioning.

Embracing without speaking.

Love with no doubts about it.

7 reasons why I dislike Accountings:

1. It's freaking chim

2. Most of what we learnt are useless

3. The damn paper is 60% weightage

4. I get demoralised when I don't know how to do tutorial qns

5. There is a definite answer, means I can't based it on "makes sense answers"

6. It has nothing much to do with my life in the future

7. It gives me stress

March is coming, time really flies.

Every season has to come, and it's about the way we look at it.

March Resolutions:

1. Finish up exams

2. Work work work

3. Plan for cell activities & church ministry

4. Take care of mum & housework

5. Maybe go back Penang for awhile

6. Register "Shereen" in IC

7. Exercise

Gonna be a really busy month for me, but I guess it's also gonna be exciting 'cause I forsee myself learning about alot of things, hahaha.

My mum told me, there must be a reason for you to be like that. If so, whatever it may be, I'd take it as you don't understand me or trust me enough to talk about it. I'm still clueless about everything, it's just ridiculous. Whatever.

I guess this have become another turning point in my life;

You will probably be the first and the last.

Don't even talk about best to me now, even the term close now is...

People say sometimes some things are better left unsaid.

Maybe you chose it this way. Maybe.

I feel like as if I don't understand you anymore, familiar stranger.

Study Alarm: 4 days left to accounts exam.

Reality Alarm: Haven't started.

Yawn, goodnight.

Crs paper is over, yay.
But i was freezing like mad after that so it was very sucky.
Plus after exam had a bad headache, must be brain freeze and used too much brain cells, sigh.
What a pain.

Don't like myself to be sensitive over things anw, so unlike me :(
But oh well, i guess moments like these cant be helped bah?
Maybe a little more..."no control" lol.
But yeah, even if its once or twice i should also not let it be since i already know it best myself.
Checkpoint for myself.
But anw doesnt matter as long as i know that i do understand is enough :)

And congrats to my company for starting off successfully today! :)
Calvin's awesome :D

Reflect.

Today was feelingful.

I guess I could have known better and prepare so as to avoid unnecessary situations.

Haha, but times like these do happen but at least I'm proud of myself (Y).

Its all about understanding and acceptance :)

Being there for someone is not a chore, it's a choice.

Alot of things come from the heart :)

Exams are here and I'm living like as if exams are nothing, lol.

My grades this semester are like rubbish so it demotivates me to the maximum.

I should just faster graduate and do something better and more meaningful in life.

I think I should change my blog soon too, time for a new look or smth.

Lots of stuffs coming up in the days ahead, I hope my holidays would seem to be longer haha.

Finally there's rain, hope it rains throughout the night then can get a good sleep!

Had been pretty busy with work recently.

I'm quite sian of studying but i'm trying, lol.

I detest headaches :(

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Anyway, I think I'm starting to love cats :D

But I also still love puppies lah.

& now, I'm too sensitive to be too close to friends already.

Because I'm only human, I do get hurt.

Sometimes it still comes to my mind: What happened?

So glad TTB test is over.

My stomach was growling so loudly during the test, i hope shiyu didn't hear it -_-"

Hope it can pull up my grades higher abit also.

Feeling very restless these days...big sighs.

Can't wait for exams to be over as well.

I think accounts is going to drive me nuts pretty soon already.

Went to church in the evening for my class, i think the kids are too amusing nowadays.

They talk until me and dawn laughed until upside down.

Very very good at talking nowadays kids.

a little more heart-headed.

Last day of school today, this semester has now come to an end.

Although still have to go back for 3 papers but still glad.

I thought I would love this semester, I thought it would be one of my best poly times.

Haha, but I'm also thankful for all those crap because I've learnt alot about people and life out there as well.

Really hate studying and memorizing stuffs btw.

Goodbye Tourism Academy @ Sentosa, I'll miss you for:

1. the beautiful environment (i like it ok)

2. the horrible hot weather and dreading rains

3. the awesome lecture chairs and tables

4. the nuggets i always eat at the mini canteen &

5. the canteen uncle who forever gives me 10cents for change

6. the nice library chairs where i go to for project meetings

7. the nice memories & the sucky ones

Last week of school has never been enjoyable with all the returning of project reports and results etc.

Haven't been doing very well for me(according to my high but naive expectations lol) but it doesn't really matter to me now as long as i pass.

Not that I don't bother anymore but I guess since the motivation and purpose not there already then naturally it just goes off.

Nothing to do with situational reasons, maybe more of going to a not-so-right course.

Tsktsk, the importance of making decisions.

But then again, it's the experience i guess. Nobody makes perfect decisions anyway.

Exams are around the corner and it just sucks.

I'm disliking exams even more now, especially when they are memory-based -.-

Being a year 2 tertiary student in a competitive and mad course, the content that we need to know is so totally information overloading.

For this I really pei fu those who can ace such modules.

I remember I used to have pretty superb memory when I was younger.

No idea where did my skill go to when I grow up.

But yaaa, time to start studying.

Although it's amusing to see how people express their concerns,

ultimately it still feels good to know that people care.

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Something ironical:

I think understanding people has become my tiring hobby.

Have you ever wondered about how to be a friend?

It's easy to say, "Don't let one person affect you".

But how easy is it when there is more than one?

It's not about what happened sometimes, it's about what is left behind.

It's not about just another person, it's about the real emotions after everything.

You know, I really value you.

Sometimes we may think that the world is so big, but when we really come to realise, it isn't.

It's smaller than we think, it's lonelier than we feel.

Happy Valentines Day :)

It's just another day although it's special.

Life doesn't change much.

My day was pretty good (without the school part).

I'm just an ordinary student who goes to school just for the sake of attending classes now.

I have no life, and i'm still the dao and mysterious girl anyone knows of.

& I'm happy with it.

Can't emphasize how sian school is now.

As we remember this day of love, just wanna say that I truly value the people around me.

Those whom I placed alot of time and effort on, those whom I spend alot of time with, and those whom I truly care about.

Last week of school already, yay?

Human nature.

Work work work.

Study study study.

Only went to school for 40min (ebiz test).

Wasn't easy but wasn't that tough i guess? I mostly just wrote what i think makes sense lol.

Getting very restless with school now though.

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Thank youuuuu :)

Busy day, boring day, mundane day.

It sucks when you don't feel comfortable with certain things.

Anyway, damn happy that presentations for the sem is over! :D

Had been really a draggy thing today.

But had a good time catching with friends at night over dinner :)

Still best to know who are the friends around you who care and support you.

I still think...even though it is understandable for humans to think and behave certain way,

but i believe each and everyone of us are different.

So, you don't have to compare because you have you own beautiful and special side too.

That's how amazing creation is :)

Can't wait for semester to be over!

Sometimes, being just a human is also hard.

FEM presentation over today, yay.

One last one to go and that's it!

Now is time to study for exams~

Anyway, really very surprising that i'm working meh?

Lol why people so shocked -_-"

"No matter how many times we have to say goodbye – even if it’s for the greater good, it still stings. And although we will never forget what we’ve given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward." - Ugly Betty.

School is boring...sem is ending & i'm already in the end-sem mode.

Just want to quickly finish up all the presentations and tests, then freedom!

Sianz.

Be it the past, present or future,

I will always be the one there for you;

I will surely be the one who stands by you;

& I want to always be the one making you happy in every possible way.

Time will tell, and there's a different and new future awaiting.

Hairband day! :D

Love my expensive lovely cute hairband, lol.

Day out over at gid's place for cny lunch with my cell.

Not that bad i guess...managed to talk more with the newcomers.

Hmm so after that went down to church.

Nothing much actually today, passed by pretty fast somehow.

Monday's coming so soon, oh no.

Study alarm is ringing :(

Anyway...I feel really fortunate to be loved by people around me :)

HAPPY CNY! :)

Normal day as usual...seeing everyone else getting into the cny mood and stuffs.

Ruby and Andre visited my place today for lunch, haha.

Just the first day but i'm not really excited, dunno why lol.

Maybe cos school work on mind so very sian.

Very tired though, just wanna sleeeeeeep.

Yawnzzz.

CNY is tmr, yet until today then i went to do some shopping.

Haha, how last minute huh.

Did a super fast one, very tired now lol.

Gotta finish reflection report in a weeks' time and prepare last two presentations.

Kinda dread studying for exams but no choice, sobs.

Whatever it is, enjoy now first haha.

Huat ah!!!

Yay, no school till monday! :D

Feels good to not be chionging and rushing for projects and stuffs like that now.

Should really have a good rest these few days, hehe.

Nothing much to blog about nowadays.

Happy Cny! Time to eat and sleep!

Feb's Resolutions:

1. End the semester "smoothly"

2. Do well for exams

3. Start getting "hardworking" in church

4. Celebrate dad's birthday