Very fine monday~

Was in town today for mentoring with kyann.

I think through the past months we both have learnt alot from each other and grew too.

And it also made me realised some of my own strengths and weaknesses, making mistakes and going through things together.

It is really a blessing to have her in my life :)

Anw, i'm still loving the feeling of not having to study for exams, hehe!

Letter 18: The person that you wish you could be

(I'm skipping this letter).

Had a very very long day, super tired now.

Breakfast selling was great in church this morning cos we managed to sell everything! :D

Hehe, my cell is awesome although we were lack of people.

Lesson was good too, i took over the class today cos both randy and alex were not around.

Had a nice talk with the p6, and i realised they have more no life than me hahaha!

I think nowadays children are really very stressed not only because of studies but also due to parents' expectations bah.

Tsktsk, poor them.

So anyway, rushed to g2 after that for children's day rehearsal meeting.

We went with pastor so it was perfectly fine for us to be late, hehe! :P

Btw the whole children's day programme is really going to be hilarious.

And my cell will also be up on stage, especially for the deal/no deal game lol!

Yeah, that's about it.

New week starting, i better do some meaningful things!

Can't get enough too~

P/s. don't know why cats appear in cute photos more than dogs

Hmm nothing much about today...very normal, very pleasant :)

I have been watching drama the entire day cos i was just simply too lazy to do anything else.

So sad lor the drama sighhh. I guess sometimes life is like that too.

But anyway, i didn't have the mood to prepare for dinner today so skipped it.

Just having the don't-feel-like-doing-anything feeling, haha.

Well, at least i still have the chance to do so now before school starts!

& i hope when results are out next week it won't be a horror *fingers crossed*

I think i should look for some temporary jobs that are like only one or two day kind cos even if i want to commit to working this holiday, it'd be difficult cos my schedule is already quite busy.

So i hope i'm lucky enough to get those very temporary ones.

Tomorrow's gonna be a really long day, hope everything will be good!

Woohoo, enjoyed the day with the ladies & celebrating joo's birthday!

Shall do a quick one here -

Lunch was cool cos we managed to surprise joo at earle's! Hehe.

& we went over to resorts world to take a look cos the rest had some post-yog event there.

Not too bad, quite a nice place :)

& the universal studios was nice also, but too bad some of us not going in today.

But the entire place was good, it seriously does not feel like you're in singapore, so totally not the singapore atmosphere, haha!

Very elegant and luxurious shopping and dining options, tsktsktsk.

Well anyway i guess the ladies had fun taking photos and all la.

Hope she enjoyed herself today with us too! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YEEJOO! :D

Woah, my morning had been sooooo interesting -_-"

Went out early morning with mum for an appointment.

Super ks cos we arrived at 8 when the appointment was at 9, lol(not me, is her).

Then, she made me walk soooo far for breakfast when we can actually take the train/mrt.

She still said want to exercise, gosh we walked for like half an hour leh!

Because i was too early, i couldn't go to town yet as they were not open.

Then my mum suggested that i go with her to the market to buy fish.

O-M-G, but i didn't go hahaha! Can't stand fish pls, it stinks.

So anyway, i took the longest route possible to travel from outram to chinatown to town.

Good thing takashimaya opens at 10am, so i guess i was the first customer for today haha!

Saw my dad somewhere there though, he got a shock hahaha!

So my morning was a total "exercise" for me cos we just kept walking, especially in the beginning where we were lost cos i didn't know where my mum wanted to go and she don't know what's the road name in chinese also.

Wah, i wonder how my parents survived out there when they were on holiday.

Good thing there is such thing as group tours.

But well, i guess it wasn't too bad anyway, had been long since i went out with mum.

So tired now, gonna have some rest first before going for dinner with the cell tonight.

Letter 17: Someone from your childhood

Dear Mandy,

I think you were my first friend and my first best friend since primary 1. I can still remember those days where we used to cry in school, exchange cards in the toilet, played catching and get injured and all. Those days were so so innocent, haha. Glad that we are still in contact even as we met again in secondary school, and even still doing silly stuffs and spend money like crap :P I used to believe so much in our friendship, even till today. Well but I guess things do change as we grow. I don't deny that we've indeed became further apart now, but I've never regretted doing and saying anything in the past that have caused this distance. I've seen you grow and changed so much since young, although we may lead very different lives but I've always regarded you as my good buddy and I have always want to respect whatever you want to do in life. Till today, I don't ask much of us but perhaps just to keep in touch wherever we are and I hope that in the future days you will be able to cope well in your family and marriage(soon). Take care always :)

Shereen

Met up with my thurs crew people today at paragon.

Hmm was feeling quite tired also so didn't talk much.

But anw, the tiger prawns were nice :)

& i'm getting sick & frustrated over some issues.

I don't see any point in being so hypocritical over matters.

If unwilling then just forget it.

Can't tolerate those selfish and self-centered thoughts.

The whole thing just made me feel irritated.

Don't know what's with all the chain communication as well, don't like it.

I simply can't understand your judgmental self.

I think you should think about it, especially over how others have treated you from the start. You should probably take a step back and give in a little.

Sorry but i have my limits.

Gonna take another trip down to town tmr again, thanks to my mum, sigh.

EXAMS ARE OVER! :D

Had been a tough semester man, i'm so glad it's over.

I think it's the 2nd year syndrome or smth bah.

Next semester will be at sentosa academy!

Had a briefing today after exam about it, i think it sounded so island-ish.

But i really hope i'll have a nice class and i'll have wonderful project mates cos almost all the modules are 100% coursework (not a good thing cos i score better individually, sigh).

Can't imagine studying at an island everyday.

Bad mood time still can go to the beach to san san xin, haha!

Although i've no school for the coming one month but i have alot of things to do!

So i guess my schedule is already enough for me to live through my holiday.

But yay, can sleep all i want whenever i'm free alr wahaha! :P

Two and an infinity more

Love you always~

Almost there.

Oh man. I'm sooo hoping that tuesday can come faster!

Although i still have loads of stuff to remember but it's getting kind of sickish waiting for exams to arrive.

It doesn't quite feel like a sunday too cos i wasn't in church today, haha!

But my day was pretty good so far anyway, just very sian of studying.

Anw, Rebirth of Fortune is super fun! I like! :D

I think qad will like it too, hehe!

But of course i like many other apps as well, like World of magic and other endless games.

Looks like i'm going back to my gaming world again wahaha! Iphone is awesome.

I think i will spend my time hooking on games and drama after exams :P

Alright toodles!

Tomorrow's gonna be a great lovely day! :)

Miss you.

Woke up extremely late today, must be from the tired day yesterday.

Had a super long dream as well...maybe that's why i didn't want to wake up lol.

But it wasn't some nice dream lar, more like some...dream in disguise kinda thing...got cats also.

Boring day- full of marketing studying.

Can't help but multitask once in awhile.

But gotta hang in there, just three more days to the end of exams!

Letter 16: Someone that is not in your country

Dear Great Aunt,

It had been a real blessing to be taken care under you when I was a little baby. Those were my best childhood times I've ever had and I'm missing so much of those moments. As you watch me grow older, I'm also watching you grow older. Thank you so much for coming over to Singapore to visit me ever since I can't have time to go back Penang. Thank you for doting on me when I was young and even till now, I still feel your care and love for me. Really miss your home-cooked food and thank God that your eye surgery was a success two days ago. I'm really grateful for the lovely childhood in Penang and nothing could ever make me forget your tender care. Although I'm not sure if you could wait until I establish my career and give you a good treat but deep in my heart I am truly happy that I have an awesome aunt like you :)

Shereen

For a lifetime :)

Life has been boring lately, though i've been quite busy as well.

Doesn't really feel like it's exam period now cos of the many plans going on, haha.

But well, i'll spend my next two days finish studying cos apparently time is really running out!

September's gonna be a busy month for me and time is passing by fast cos it's already mid sept soon!

Anyway, i'm having second thoughts about wanting to go uni now.

I don't know man...education is getting so crazy now and currently uni life seemed very stressful too(i think poly & jc are stressing enough alr).

So many factors are tugging between having experiences and having certs.

Oh well...decisions, decisions.

But whatever it is, getting good grades are still essential to me for now.

In fact, getting into one isn't easy at all for poly grads, and my gpa isn't that fabulous now anw.

Hurhur, just some random thoughts.

Oh on a side note, my cousin who's staying in the same room as me is moving out soon.

No idea why she decided to leave but i guess it's for the better...maybe cos of some personal reasons, i don't know.

Sometimes some things just happen and some changes just occur without you even realising until when it gets really obvious.

And what's worse is when you know but you don't know exactly what or why.

Tsktsk...communication gap bah, sigh.

Anyway, so in a months' time it's gonna be left with my other cousin with me and i'll be back with my own room! :)

I think i'm going to re-organize everything, kekeke.

Last night's celebration was great! :)

Another success for me, heheh.

I think i should go into events planning or smth in the future, haha!

(maybe the airport isn't what i really want anymore).

Anyway, what was really heart-warming was to see everyone turned up, first time!

So i also felt extremely proud that my efforts have paid off :D

Very tiring though, we all participated in gid's photography shoot as well hahaha!

Oh well. I'm still feeling lazy to mug for exams.

This is really bad cos i'm left with two papers back to back.

Sigh, wished i can have superb energy levels.

So for the next three days i'm going to try to finish everything i have to!

Gambate~

Letter 15: The person you miss the most

Dear beloved,

You should know I always miss you! :)

Shereen

Letter 14: Someone you've drifted away from

Dear Ruby,

Don't you agree that we've drifted away? Lol. Well...but I guess such things does happen 'cause I think it really require initiatives and efforts to keep in touch constantly. Really love the old times we used to spend together :) As we moved on now, we rarely see each other or even talk. Maybe it's just what they call 'normal stuffs' but I'm sure of myself that you are not going to be one of those trespassing friends in my life. Perhaps I could have contact you once in awhile to find out updates about you and stuffs 'cause without me now look what have you become! Haha! Ok lah, but I hope you can don't be so naive and silly ok! You still have a lot to learn from me! :P

Shereen

Rahhhhhh.

Couldn't sleep well last night btw, must be thinking of the stupid paper today.

My morning was sooo draggy due to the horrible traffic jam.

But anywayyy, main point of the day is: accounts paper cmi!!!

I think it was difficult lehhh, so traumatized by the paper :(

I cant' balance the stupid balance sheet, and behind questions i'm also not certain if i'm right or wrong. It just sucks.

And i think it was kind of different from all the past year papers. Hope they moderate it or smth!

Sooo screwed ah, first time feeling so lousy over an exam paper in poly.

I think if i passed it i'd be more than happy already.

Oh well, it's over liao.

Next two papers on next mon & tues! :)

Can't wait for them to end.

Hmm, had lunch with the ladies after paper at noon.

Seeing people you like does improves mood...like qad! :D

Wahaha, at least my day ended in a better way! :)

Sept's birthday celebration with cell tmr~!

Mundaneee.

First paper tmr morning, then till next monday alr...siansation.

Good that all three papers are from 930 to 1130, doesn't waste too much time of my day away haha!

Hope the paper tmr will be do-able for me though, i need to pull up my accounts grade.

60% is madness! & i'm sooo not liking accounts pls.

And to think that i'm going to have another module of accounts/finance next sem is so dreadful.

But as long as i can do, doesn't matter if i hate it or love it lah.

Mmhmm...time feels extremely slow when i'm home the whole day.

Last read up of notes soon and that's it! Jiayou to myself~

Oh, looks like it's gonna rain soon, lovely weather to sleep tonight! :)

Woah, today had been a reeeally long day.
Helped my class to sell their artwork in church and stuffs, quite a busy day today.
Had lunch with my last year's class and wah i was so surprised at their tremendous growth!
Although only few of them but they were very noisy man!
I am so not blended into their world lol.
Can't undestand their language also, myyy goodness.
But was a good time chatting with them lah.

Spent the rest of the day with aud! :)
Had a good time buying stuffs and all.
And we realised we had alot in common! :D Feels good to have such a friend :)

Yup, thats abt all.
Studying time after today!

Letter 13: Someone you wish could forgive you

Dear Tawan,

I wonder how have you been doing now...pretty good I guess? Hmm anyway, I think I don't have to wish for your forgiveness 'cause I think five years back you have already forgiven me at the point in time. Frankly, I really didn't know how you felt towards me for the entire...6 months probably? I knew I only cared about my feelings and all the situations going on between me and royston. But I think you were really matured enough to understand how I was feeling and I really admire your courage and patience in helping me and lending me a listening ear. I think I was hopelessly emo that time but you were still there. Thanks for the company and all, although I was also hopelessly blind to see that all you did was out of love. I guess you had your limits as well, which was why you flared up and confessed out of anger and frustration. I was totally overwhelmed btw, lol. But anyway...I'm sorry if you have felt very neglected or anything but I really just treated you as my good friend although I relied on you a lot. Maybe if I had known about your feelings I would have told you straightaway but well...I know after that time you have never spoken to me(maybe 'cause you were too hurt to do so) but whatever the case I hope you will find your other half soon!

Shereen