its always the same thing.
before and after, it ends up differently.
whatever. im so turned off, yet hanging on.
dont know why. very soon im gonna be out of it.
really really out of it. i dont wanna care already.
had enough. hurhur.

im sad? discouraged? ahhh whatever that is.
thanks clarence for cheering me up,
although you laughed at first, and claimed that your laughter was some encouragement -.-
but still, eventually you did make me laugh :)
you are really very humourous. hahas.