Sunday, June 05, 2016

Repression.

I feel so helpless everytime when I see you so upset, so moody, so frustrated and so drained. I wish I could do something for you. I wish I could take your place.

Seeing you so down makes me so weak. I'm trying to be strong everyday so that I can be there for you. I try so hard not to be emotional, not to give in to the demons inside my mind.

I don't know if my presence does make anything better because your silence speaks so loud. Sigh.

I'm trying so hard everyday not to feel or show what I'm truly feeling and thinking. This is what I have become.

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