a glimpse of you, finally

I dislike the word pain now.

i dont know if i should feel bad or touched.
i didnt want to say no cos i know how stubborn you are.

woke up superbly early to church,
and i was feeling so out of place all over cos last night i got woken up by my upsetting stomach.
oh well...sigh.
cant believe teens are saying i look older than i actually am now.
is that a good thing? dont know uh.
as i was telling eleena, old and mature are different things ok? haha.
combined service later on, and i tell you the main chapel is not as cold as where our normal service is!
celebrated judith's birthday outside after service...and managed to see her smile after seeing her sian face. hahaha.
and everyone was pretty shocked at joshua's new bike. ha, wild guy.
i prefer drivers than bikers. dont know why i just dun like bikes.
they give me the feeling of risk and danger. ahahaha.
then had cell outing, went to lunch at dohby.
was crapping with eleena all the way, but hey i speak quality craps ok. HAH.
left after finishing my food, and was perspiring like anything when i got home.
oh yes, and damn that stupid scratcher...ridiculous behaviour.

reached home and slept cos i was really tired for dunno why...
my day was long but it was just overall like that though, nothing much.

anyway i like the name gideon.
dont you think it's special?
maybe one day if i own a puppy in my house i'll call it gideon.
HAHA just kidding.
i like shereen more :D

i hope i made a difference, even just for thirty minutes of time.