understanding is a huge concept.
i don't know why but still i'm mighty glad i am one who always does so.
maybe i analyse and think about things more often.
and i'm quite self conscious about myself anyway.
but i guess it's hard to really read me just like that luh.
hurhur.

a very monotone day today.
some ang moh pastor came to preach, and i kinda like words he spoke,
very thought provoking...and makes alot of sense.
but although he wore pink, i still liked his sermon.

evan saw me loitering around at cheers after service,
and she told me i'm breathing in the petrol and it's not good.
ahaha she's still as caring as ever, if one day i get poisoned for too much intake of petrol gas she'd probably be the first the know why...or maybe the second. haha.

sigh i'm hungry...but no appetite.
it sucks to be lazy to go down and buy food sometimes.
but i really don't feel like eating cos i'm very sian of serangoon food lately.
and it's like raining now so that gives another good reason why i don't want to get out.
& naive mum thought i'm going on diet or being thrifty -.-

maybe it's true that i'm attracted to melancholy people,
but still i love to see people smile...but doesn't mean i make everyone smile.
very right, because i don't treat everyone equally...who does anyway?
and perhaps that's the reason for my existence with such people :)
yeah it's you i'm talking about. haha you, yes you.

oh yes, don't you think people who scold others for nothing suck?
yea they suck a whole hell lot of time.

hang in there, you'll get through with it.

& no matter what i'll always be there for you all the way.