pain as your pain

You spin my head right round, right round.

(another sot song i was listening to)

sian. really very sian.

march seriously sucks man, gosh.
i did nothing today...just simply supressing my emotions.
and eat and sleep and eat and sleep. im getting fat sigh.

anw my house had this "lunch invitation" just now.
mum's cousin came over from penang for a few days already and going back tmr,
so there was lunch for her over my place just now,
and mum invited her church friends over too.
was like crap, so noisy -.- and only i wasnt in any of their conversations.
"are we disturbing you? we're quite noisy over here"
"nah it's okay, my house hardly has such lively noises."
"oh really..haha then good."
"and im used to it also. my parents talk can be as loud as you guys."
"haha then you should put some cotton wool into your ears." -.- ?
and! she thought i didnt know how to use a camera. wth i look so dumb meh?
okay nvm, elderlys forgiven. perhaps they're just amaze at such technology now o_o"

still aint on talking terms with mum.
i dont know whats her problem la -.-
hello, im supposed to be the one being upset and not talking.
but apparently youre there showing your attitude as usual.
yeah whatever lor. and whats the best part?
i was home the whole day again and you know what this means?
it means i didnt talk at all for the entire day.
yeah impressive record. ha.

and the stupid weather was so hot!
i was feeling so warm today, spoilt my mood partly also :(
maybe im having fever without knowing.
ahaha alright that was just exagerrating. boo.

"i told them to have some daytime outing"
"6am go jogging"
haha this is funny!

im very worried :(