i think the society out there is really so screwed up.
humans out there are working like robots,
students out there are studying like nerds,
everyone is experiencing stress.
the world is so upside down sometimes.
sigh, and indeed time is never enough for anyone.
so we must really cherish the time we have now!
we all have yet so much more to see and learn,
and life is too short to hold back.
so we should treasure every moment we have and live it to the fullest.
it worries how much one minor thing can affect so much.
have you ever wonder what can happen the next minute?
so as humans, we should take prior in our own being rather than indulging in what the evil worldly desires may bring us with.

was talking, or rather enlightening ruby how the world is like out there.
anything can happen and well, it is reality.
i may have seen or heard or experienced much but there is still more further down the road,
which i amazingly told her i am very excited about it. haha! weird i know.
and she was asking about alot and i told her alot as well.
i dont know what lies ahead in the future, anything can occur,
but what really matters is how we face them...
everyone has their very own problems, which is why life is unfair.
sometimes when things arent the way they should seemingly be perfect,
we can always choose the best solution to work things out.
almost everything has to give and let go in some particular area,
but i mean, this is life. it's either this or that.
we have to have an open mind to see things broadly and not based on our selfish mindset.
but true, i did mention that we all have rights to go for what you want.
like for love, it is natural to go for someone you truly love, to go as far for what you really want, to go for what you are really happy with.
but of course doesnt mean everyone is like that,
we think differently, maybe some choose to be silent, some choose to just give up on the existing happiness,
but ultimately the best is still sorting out and working on the best solution that can be done.
problems are there to be solved, either to start or to end it off.
some things are really hard to say or predict i must say,
but then again this is what life brings.

i have no idea why am i saying such things,
but i guess probably ruby's whole lot of speaking made me realise how i would have reacted in most scenarios and situations in life.
she said i ought to be a psychologist so she could be my secretary,
listening to everyone's problems and listening to what i have to say about them.
but i dont think its a very good idea...just imagine me listening to all sorts of tragic happenings in this society, and afterwhich i keep reflecting on how life is and stuffs -.-
unless being a psychologist can make me earn big money i dont mind.
HAHAHA JUST KIDDING.

oh and, i was telling her my friends must be UP TO STANDARD ONE.
HAHAHA but of course not all are, but surely have a few that are :D
& i also told her about the luxury of eating chicken!
and the amazing discovery of BLINK book.
i'm such an interesting person right. HEHE :P
oh yes, she asked about why i dont go steady with some guys...
well and i said that because i cant be totally myself with them,
no matter how close or how good terms i am, i definitely have that line that doesnt seem to make me feel at all complete comfortable with whoever that is.
maybe with ruby i can, all sides of me she would have probably seen before,
but with guys its can never be a absolute.
if you ask why not then i'd say, wouldnt that make my lover indifferent from my closest bestest guy-friend?

ting ting, food for thought :)