Tuesday, May 19, 2009

speechless mode. 

commskill test today morning, i took quite a long time to start my essay engine running.
had been so long since we sat like exam and do. 
i wrote like 709 words, longest essay i've ever written.
but anyway i was freezing inside, ended up having a hard time to think of conclusion,
cos mind was frozen and after-effect was having a headache. zzz. 
i'm sick of air-cons in school, seriously. 
 
sigh, so many things to do and so many things going on.
the amount of things in my mind also increasing.
thinking power also using more and more. haiz. 
i think sooner or later everyone will think that i'm always in my own world cos i'm always thinking of whatever things that's on my mind. 

i was just being serious and people like rk and sy thought i was stressed/serious.
cos rk said i looked scary when i seemed so quiet. 

this week is already sucking with so many tests consecutively.
next week is yet to suck cos there is test and it's mugging week.
next next week is going to suck alot cos it's mid exams. 
and then it goes on, my graph don't seem to be going up anytime. 

very tired,  totally moodless. 
how to study four lecture notes like that. Wth. 


Maybe silence is the best company sometimes. 
I'll keep still and stay by you like now. 

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