i think match-making is not a very nice thing.
i pity my cousin, everyone's getting her to marry.
like hello? what generation is this already.
this kinda old method doesnt work out anymore.
just leave her alone, she has her own mind of life.

everyone seems to be having some sort of problems.
when nothing happens, nothing happens.
when one thing happens, everything happens.

i dreamt of someone for the whole of 12 hours last night.
time seems to be so long in the dream.
if i can choose, i would rather stay in the dream forever and never wake up.
its just all about you, its so nice compared to the reality now.

i guess the only thing i can look for is saturday.
can sleep for the whole day, and be alone with peace at home,
or go for a walk if im moody, and blast music like theres no tmr.
sometimes being free is not that good either.
cos when you got nothing better to do, your mind runs wild.

things to do to distract yourself :
1. watch tv
2. sleep
3. argue with someone

so far i havent done the last option. lol.


my emotions can go really unstable anytime now.
i dont know how anymore.
the struggle within.
my heart's in disguised.