Keep going.

Bus rides are very draining but i love them still.

Don't know why but maybe they allow me to think of things and get inspirations.

I like to sit by the window and look at the sceneries outside :D

Probably because i had been doing this from young so i'm kinda used to it.

But i hardly take buses now due to wanting to travel faster to save time.

Which is a very good thing cos i don't think so much now! Haha.

So the main point is just : changes.

We should embrace them cos they just happen.

I think i'm feeling a little more emotional today lah, haha.

So anyway, church as usual today.

Short day, just did some art & crafts with the kids.

Was feeling quite restless...probably cos i didn't have a good morning.

Yeah, mornings affect me cos they're usually what drives my day.

I don't like it when people just simply keep on bragging about things which totally makes no sense to me and makes me feel very offended and wronged.

I also dislike it when people irritate me to the extent where i need to retaliate back but don't feel any better either.

And the only person who can and always make me angry or frustrated is the president, my mother -.-

I think she's probably one of the many women who is so temperamental until when i came upon people in the social circle outside i could actually handle them easier -_-"

Not complaining about her though, just reflecting my thoughts.

I think the YOG is currently the very happening thing everyone is talking about now.

And i don't even know much about it.

Can't be bothered also la, i'm better off in my own world hahaha.

Oh, currently into chinese songs lately.

Had been quite some time since i exposed myself to chineseeee.

So, another week is here again. Time to study!

V scared to start on past year papers on accounts, lol.

Hope i can do the questions, cos the feeling of not knowing how to do and not getting the answers is very very demoralising.

Yeah so jiayou to myself~

Cookie day ♥♥♥

I guess baking does make me feel happy in some day, haha :)

Nothing much today.

Time passed pretty quickly probably cos i woke up late.

& I think i'm likely to take a break from all the studying this week.

Cos i also don't find much time to do so during the weekend either.

So yup. Going out to meet the cell soon.

That's all!

Sianz.

Studied abit of marketing today...wasn't quite in the mood to study actually.

So ended up rotting and dragging most of my time away.

& eventually i went to watch some online drama halfway through, hehe!

But i'll make sure i have enough self-discipline to manage time for studying also.

I think my week have been pretty good so far ever since school semester ended.

Love all the quality times ^^

Had been feeling hungry for the whole day although i've eaten.

Stay at home also eat, go out also eat. Goodness gracious -_-"

Speechless for myself.

Hmm yeah...nothing much alr i guess.

Studying accounts tmr and dinner with cell!

Full of love for you

I think the weather here is seriously screwed.

It can be so hot and the next moment raining cats and dogs.

Studied abit today, started marketing also other than accounts.

One more week to the release of coursework grades.

Hope i won't be discouraged to study when i see the grades but motivated though! But just in case that happens, i better study more now first hahaha.

My parents bought some blender back home today.

Why can't they a microwave oven or something instead...i want to unleash my potential in baking one lor, haha! Ok la whatever.

My mum very epic, she forgot her keys when they left the house and called me when i was out so that i can go back and save her.

When i got home i didn't see her outside the house, but she was at one of my neighbour's place.

Hide and seek leh -.-"

Hmm...it's true that people around me do ask me that question and i actually realised i have alot of answers like not interested, don't want to, expectations too high, no intention of anything of that sort.

But come to think of it actually all the reasons also quite true lar, haha.

I like it when i have no school days...i feel so much free-er and i can do more things on my own pace.

Although it's study break meaning i have to study and study but still, a little time for myself to breathe is surely better than those hectic school days :D

I just hope i won't get too sian/bored of my break as it goes, haha.

& i'm controlling myself not to start any dramas or games until exams are over in sept!

Day out.

Hairdresser this morning.

Feels abit not-the-same though, but aiya...also trimmed alr.

Don't think has got much difference anyway.

Busy day running here and there...actually got the cya-grad meeting but skipped it.

Cos i think it's very ridiculous of them to call people back to 'help' when we did not even volunteer ourselves to do so.

So accompanied yj for the day as promised until she left for work in the evening.

I think the whole long day was filled with eating and more eating. Haha!

& the weather was sooo scorching hot in the afternoon. Was like feeling so chao ta.

Today didn't study, shall spent next few days mugging(hopefully).

Toodles!

Take care! ♥

Happy Birthday Singapore.

Since it's national day, i shall blog abit about singapore. Hmm lets see.

Loves about SG:

- peace and the greeneries

- overwhelming shopping malls

- food everywhere

- safety and cleanliness

- transportation

Dislikes about SG:

- the very stress education system

- expensive houses, cars, and everything else

- difficulty in getting jobs

- overcrowding situation

- traffic jams

- weather!!!

Ok, the start of my accounts studying had been pretty well today.

Going soon to the behind lectures and to practicing.

That's where all the tortures come in, so must be mentally prepared now as i start bit by bit.

Had a sian morning.

Hmm but hope can meet soon!

It's funny when i've got plans crashing on one same day when i've got other free days. It just happened that people just coincidentally picked on all the same day -_-"

I think i've gained weight though.

No idea when did that happened but haiya, very natural for people to get heavier as years go right. And i think by studying i will burn fats away also so doesn't matter! Wahaha.

Ok i'm off to do other things now~

Nothing much today.

Cancelled birthday lunch as many couldn't make it.

So i left to meet my cousin after church for lunch.

Since it's study month now and i'm more free, i think i should go get some leisure life while studying for exams. Depriving of entertainment.

& Gonna go trim my fringe in the next few days, getting long zzz.

Ok i'm going to bind all my study notes properly tmr and getting started to study!

Hope to do well for my main papers so as to pull up my overall grades.

Since i have no more school commitments i can focus more on study now.

Luckily i didn't get myself involve in yog, if not i don't think i'll even have time to prepare for exams.

Although i have like one month but still, with all the other stuffs to do end up also no much time.

So anyway, good luck to my friends who are in yog!

Boring day.

Feeling very tired...woke up early today just to go school for agm.

It was super weird cos the theme was old school and everyone really wore their school uniforms!

Wah, i don't have mine so i wore pcss pe attire instead -_-"

Kind of retarded but no choice...surprisingly some of them know pcss.

(I thought nobody really knows pcss, lol)

The whole thing was quite draggy also...very sian thing.

The only good thing is that i scored an A for my airport duty grade.

Hahaha but too bad no much use also.

Boring.

Maybe i'll go play the sims later.

Last day of school term!

Spent my lunch hour with yj going to sgl to support ruby.

She was damn epic leh - mascot of the 80s.

I was disturbing her everytime i see her, she arrr, like can never grow up, lol!

Quite a boring day actually, was just stoning around waiting for tutorial and stuffs.

And sadly i flunked my bese test 2 :(

Didn't expect it...possibly cos like what andre said, it's not based on what-you-think-makes-sense but rather the model answers.

My class has only two passers and the whole cohort didn't do well either so...well hope my overall would be ok.

Need to go back to school tmr for annual general meeting.

How sianzzzzz.

Woohoo. Last airport duty today! No moreee :D

Got home a little later than usual today cos the rest wanted to spend some time in the transit.

Hahaha had been nice knowing that group of people every thurs :)

One agm meeting and one graduation ceremony and that's the end of my airport relations!

Unless i go for internship back with CAG then it's another story.

But glad that it's over, and i'm not continuing for another year cos i don't wanna have so much commitments.

Last day of school term tmr! Cool.

Ok gonna sleep now, need to wake up early tmr.

Every beat, with love.

Every word, with love.

Every action, with love.

Every thought, with love.

Short day for me, but next two days gonna be long.

Thank god i passed my accounts test that other day.

Compared to failures i'm not bad alr la but still abit sad.

Everytime there's always one subject out of all that i suck at :(

I have no idea how am i going to study from next week onwards but i have a feeling that i'm going to have a reeeally tough time studying all the notes.

Ruby called and asked if i know this guy (her new eye candy again).

I realised all her eye candies (since sec sch till now) are all my friends in some way or another.

She's probably quite lucky la cos she always get to know stuffs abt those guys through me -.-

What a funny world right, people usually don't get to know the ones they're dying to know but instead the vice versa situation always happen.

Class lunch tmr and last duty tmr night too!

Still considering if i should get anything from the transit before i have no chance to do so unless i'm flying one day plus my last chance to make use of my airport pass! Wahaha.

Oh talking about that, this sat's AGM in school has a theme - old school.

Omg school uniform theme leh, so lame. Don't feel like wearing uniform lor, tsk.

Shall ask around and see how.

Parents bought back alot of food i think, didn't manage to see everything this morning.

& their big luggage got spoilt when they came back, lol.

Heard that the lock got stucked or something got jammed.

They're sooo over-secured sometimes -_-"

Tired to the max.

But i'm happy cos today is the last day of ssm!!!

Awesome stuff, no more ssm ever again! Mwhahaha.

I'll never get in touch with waitressing anymore hehe.

My legs were alr breaking halfway through the day!

Until now still aching, but nvm cos it's so overrr! :D

No more 5am and stupid grooming and torturous module!

Yeah actually that's about my day.

Lol nothing much to talk about.

Yes, it's last week of the semester.

I shall try to be more motivated this week!

Woke up extremely late today though, probably cos i didn't make any alarm plus i'm the only one at home so it's extremely peaceful & i love it :)

Parents gonna be back tmr so it won't be quiet anymore (sigh).

Did housekeeping today and prepared for sch, very effective :)

Anw i think i've got this bad habit of not answering calls.

Meaning i just let it ring and ring cos i think that it's very harsh to reject a call.

But there are a few possibilities why i don't answer calls;

1. don't feel like talking to the person

2. sleeping but got woken up by the call

3. busy or not convenient

SH called me today but i was still sleeping so i didn't answer, hahaha.

Next time then ask her why she called.

Still feeling sleepy...yawnnnn.

Shall survive through this week!

It feels good to be in children's church cos the innocence and joy from the kids always makes my morning happier :)

Anyway, main point of the day was how disappointed i felt :(

Supposedly i believed everyone else were also looking forward to seeing our previous cell leader after one year but apparently things didn't turn out the way it was supposed to be.

Or maybe i personally shouldn't have expected or hoped for anything.

Oh well, it's over anyway. Another time then.

August's Resolutions:

1. Study hard during this month for main exams
2. Get my hair trimmed
3. Finished off my airport duty & attend all those graduation ceremonies once and for all
4. End of semester 2.1!
5. Progress in mentoring sessions
6. Plans for cell and cc
7. Get a new phone...? Either this month or next month
8. Exercise?

Anyway just a sidetrack, I think that being able to see someone growing with you in life is really a beautiful thing isn't it? Especially people you love and enjoy with.

It doesn't really matter where you start or when you start, what matters is that the process doesn't end halfway through.

That's an inspiration i've got from today :)

Everything's fine, thank you :)

Except probably my accounts.

So nice of qad to ask anw ♥

Was at glutton's bay last night having dinner with a few of my church friends.

Don't like the crowd when going home though, cos of the yog or ndp rehearsal, seemed like the whole singapore is out there -_-"

Really ks leh lol.

I was rather restless today also, don't know what to do at home.

But there ARE things to do lah.

Lazy to copy lecture notes and doing anything else.

So i ended up watching a new drama hahaha (oops).

Hope this week can faster end!

Cos i'm always looking forward to qt ^^

The littlest things may take up the most room in your heart,

But the shortest times may also be the happiest time of your days.

Boring day.

Woke up super early to catch breakfast with joo before our morning lessons.

Weather was sosososoooo cold today!!!

I was telling winnie that people have moodswings, i have weatherswings.

Haha i don't like rainy weathers, it makes my mood dull.

Although i love it when i can nua at home, but i don't like the gloomy gloomy feeling.

And so, i was trying to kill time and make today end faster cos i was feeling so restless.

Yes, next week is last week of sch semester! Can't waitttttt.

Anyway, i met one of my primary school classmate on the bus while going home.

Woah then i like suddenly became very gentle LOL.

I don't know, maybe cos she's soft and stuffs or maybe cos i start thinking of those days -_-"

Weekend is here again, time to rest abit moreee.

Just a quick one.

Wasn't on time today for marketing test.

But still, managed to do the paper. Hope can score well!

Hot and cold today due to weather and aircons, zzz very bad for health like that leh.

Jap roleplay, my group didn't perform very well lah cos got some lags.

First time speaking jap although i don't really understand what i'm saying haha.

But good thing is for now all tests and projects cleared! Whee.

Except for one last one, which is ssm project next tues.

But that one is based on service so yup.

Very long day tmr! Wanna faster sleep now cos i'm sososo tired.

Today's weird.

The weather's bad, and people around me are either feeling down or sick or troubled. Make me feel weird also.

Hmm anyway, didn't use my brain much today.

Stoning most of the time...bleah.

Oh and i'm having such a hard time thinking of what to eat everyday!

What's worse is that there's nothing i feel like eating -.-

Sigh jialat.

Ok going to study.

Marketing test and jap roleplay and duty tmr.

Physically and mentally tireddd.

Being headwaiter/assistant sucks man.

I thought i can slack abit cos assistant only.

Ended up being very busy and helping others with their work.

So after today, i realised that i'm actually too nice.

But i guess mr malik was quite nice to me and sharon.

At least he talked to us after operation and asked who bully us lol!

Oh well but it's over anyway.

I'll never ever enter into f&b anyway so ssm doesn't bother me much.

Project final week next week for ssm!

Hope we'll hit the 1.7k sales target if not my grades will fly.

Anyway i think the school has become smarter.

I actually intended to skip classes and take mc sometime this or next week.

But apparently the school somehow made it in a way that every class has got smth important...either have test or get back class test or project grade or wadever. Then make me have no reason to skip, grrr.

School life is dull. I also don't find what i typed interesting.

So tada. I wanna sleep asap~

Half full or half empty

I think i don't know how to distinguish between suppressing and controlling anymore. Feels like a mixture sometimes.

Glad that at least i received your msg today cos i thought i really wanted to talk to you.

No idea why but i guess it's just that want-to-reach-you feeling.

Thinking of you too much maybe? Haha.

Anyway, independence period is here again.

This time for 9 days. Not that bad cos the longest one was 12days i think.

Parents are in china now.

Mum asked me to settle some stuffs but today i was told that i needed her singpass account.

Sian, i don't have it and she's gone in another place and deadline's before she returns.

Yeah crap, I think i'm gonna get hell from her when she returns.

Went to school today even though i don't have to -.-

Consultation with mr malik about tmr's operation.

I, being the assistant headwaiter tmr better hope i don't screw things up!

Hope we can hit the sales target of 1.6 as well.

Hopefully luh...cos this week's food like not very nice lol.

Did some grocery shopping before heading home.

Bought only a few stuffs cos my mind couldn't think.

Next time then continue buying.

Need to survive on meals so i've decided to prepare different food for myself when i'm free enough :)

Though i'm not a very kitchen person, but for myself or special reasons i don't mind hehe!

Busy busy week ahead.

& 11 more days!

Longlonglong day.

I hope you had a good day too... :)

Hmm I think i've really learnt and grown more in my thoughts.

No longer that "selfish" and thinking "too much".

Like josh said today, i look much more mature than actual! Haha.

Church today, was very ministered by the sermon and thanks kyann for giving me so much encouragement during service :)

Hmm then had teachers' meeting in the afternoon.

Quite inspiring sharing by the speaker though.

Dinnered with the rest after that.

I think life's getting more relaxed now with lesser school work burdens.

Ok gonna rest today too and start studying tmr, gambate~

I almost thought today won't have le but yay.

Even though it's awhile but also happy :)

Life has been nicer to be now.

I'm only left with jap roleplay and marketing test next week.

So today i just slacked my day away hehe.

Started on a new drama again, hahaha :P

Consistency in self-discipline is pretty hard sometimes.

I think i should blog more about myself when i'm less busy.

Stuffs concerning more about my own self rather than my happenings i guess.

Life that revolves only around sch most of the time is seriously mundane.

I'm sososo tired.

Today's gonna be another long dayyy.

Tutorial, lecture, two meetups, test, and cell at night after school.

Last night came home late after airport duty.

Mum kinda irritated me so i lost my cool(happened again this morning).

I don't understand what is she thinking, seriously.

I've enough things to care about ok.

Anywayyy, weekend is here!

Although no much difference to me but at least i can rest a little little more :)

Ok ciao!

Sometimes a bear needs a hug too

I was reading through my notes and guess what i saw:

Barrier: Burnout

- too much to do, too little time! (very true!!!)

- burnout will:

1. decrease concentration (yes)

2. create short fuses (still-ok)

3. cause constant complaining (sometimes)

4. lead to less sense of joy (guess so)

-need to:

1. exercise (never)

2. don't neglect own needs (uh dun think i am)

3. set targets and rewards (nothing for me to set)

4. cherish relationships (i do! :D)

Although i dun think there's any link with what i was studying, but oh well i find it very relevant to me!

Hahaha i think i was quite burn out for the past month.

But at least now not so...cos the sem is ending in two weeks!

Two more weeks to end of airport duty, end of ssm, end of this sem!

Hehe sorry i think i keep repeating but i just can't wait!

Nice weather to be sleeping this morning though, aw.

I think racial harmony day is coming soon, is it or is it not?

Aiya but doesn't matter to me also.

Marketing presentation wasn't prepared that well, was kinda last minute.

First group first speaker for me somemore, so nervous leh!

But people say my ppt slides very nice! Haha tyty :D

Very relieved that projects are all cleared! Phew.

Like finally...dunno had been dying with them for like two months ago.

Up ahead would be left with tests and one more presentation and finally main exams in sept.

Time isn't passing by that fast now, somehow.

& I think i should eat lesser, my wallet is getting empty :(

Anw I love qad's msg at night cos at least it tells me that someone under the sky is doing(and will do) the same thing as me :) ♥

Surprisingly i passed my hair grooming recently for two weeks.

Either the tutors close one eye or i've already mastered some skill in geling and spraying my hair.

Was very busy today doing waitress, kept walking around and around clearing things.

Made me exercise alot! But time passed faster so not that bad.

Next week assistant headwaiter! Woah stress.

Two more weeks to go, die also must endure.

Just realised another report is also due this fri instead of next fri :(

Another thing to rush again.

Damn tired.

People say when you're lack of one hour of sleep, you need three hours to recover from it.

If that's the case i think for me now i no need to wake up already~

My eyes are barely opening +_+

Still not done with portfolio yet, will chiong asap (argh sian).

Went to meet kyann at novena just now for mentoring at velocity.

Long time since i ate donuts :D

Short time but still had a good time catching up after two weeks, hahaha.

Week is starting again, haiz.

Nvm hang in there, 18 more days.

Anyway, the exam timetable is out!

But i don't really like it, cos holiday starts super late this sem!

3 papers: 7sept, 13sept, 14 sept.

I'm only starting school holiday in mid sept!!! That's very sad.

Although only 3 papers but 3 very tough subjects!!!

Will catch up and study hard in august during study break.

Plans for the day:

- BESE Portfolio

- Mentoring session

I think the portfolio alone can kill me today.

I'm only starting and i hope i have something to write!

♥

I snoozed my alarm 6 times this morning :O

Really dead tired.

Did not go to church today though, cos of project meetup.

Missed CC again, i bet the teachers must be wondering where on earth am i lol.

But anyway it was great to see qad hehe.

Although i was in the very tired mood but i still loved it :)

So, met up with project group at bishan library.

Told them the lib won't have space they don't believe.

Ended up really no space loh, we went to the lib cafe eventually.

Lunched at j8, and headed back to lib cos they couldn't find any power plugs.

Ha they funny la, go here go there.

Sat at some small sofas chairs against the walls cos the power supply was there.

I guess i've finished my "part" on that project.

And now i have to do the whole marketing ppt for the upcoming presentation this wed.

Ughhh school work is freaking never-ending.

Want to sleep want to sleep want to sleeeeep.

The farewell party went very well!

I'm very glad that everyone enjoyed and loved it.

All my efforts and time was very worth it :)

Didn't expect everyone to be so enthu lol.

But still, it was a successful event personally for me (cos i am the "host" haha).

& what makes today even better was qad! :)

Yup but still, cruel life is back after tonight.

Sch work and more and more sch work!

Hope everything will go well today!

I've prepared much for this, so i hope the four of them will have a happy farewell tonight.

:)

My day was damn long.

9am lesson until now then settled down.

Totally very dead today, somemore very stress for accounts test which is like at 6pm.

The paper was tough, that's all i can say.

I think i kinda screw it up, esp for the last qn.

Zzz, hope i can pass leh, at leeeeeast.

Next week gonna be another hectic week again.

But for now i'm gonna prepare for the farewell party tmr.

Got lots to do! & not forgetting my school work as well sighz.

Glad that the weekend is here though, can at least breathe a little!

Back from airport duty.

I'm going to burn midnight oil tonight and study for accounts test which is horribly tmr evening.

Jiayou shereennnn.

Actually i think i will screw it up but at least don't screw until so bad so i shall try to study even though i don't really understand.

Can do it.

I shall try to survive today and tomorrow.

Gonna be needing coffeeeee.

Craveee

Oh yeah i'm so craving for ice creams now.

Not because i'm feeling happy but more of stress probably, hahaha.

I think i'm going to screw up my tests for tmr and friday, zzz.

Two tutorials today. I just stoned my day through haha.

Skipped tto lec cos i wanted to come home and study.

Hate it when bus rides are so long and i have to waste so much time travelling.

Boring. There's nothing to blog about for school.

23 more days to the end of this semester and towards study break!

Ugh, i'm horribly tired.

Woke up at 5am, did things faster today cos had to report v early.

So anyway, started sugarloaf today, three more freaking weeks to go!

Operation is seriously very tiring.

Did express today, pushcart around the school to sell food with two other people.

Managed to hit the sales target but sadly didn't sell finish everything.

Mostly were lecturers who bought the food, and all others were from my friends whom i persuaded them to buy from me, lol.

Next week waiter position, sian!

Oh, and i did think of qad once in awhile today!

See, i said i'd be distracted, haha.

So pathetic lor, supposedly could be in heaven but ended up stuck in hell in school.

& Where got energy to study alr :(

Die alr loh, my jap test and accounts test.

I'm only left with like tmr to study cos thursday i have duty at night?

I don't like this at all leh...everyday also so stress.

& i hope my mum can stop buying durians back home.

It stinks!!!

Feel the love ♥

Hmm, time passed sooo fast that i wished i could stay longer.

But still, it's awesome :) *misses*

No mentoring session today so i stayed home and rush project.

Literally did the whole itinerary and find photos etc etc for the whole day.

Damn sian, i'm like so china-minded now cos my group is doing on yunnan.

But at least i've done most of my part, so i should faster go study for my other tests.

(but i got a feeling i still have to help out others -.-)

I asked my mum for her brochure itinerary cos apparently my parents are going yunnan end of the month too.

But sadly it didn't help me much at all lah.

School is making me very no life and dull and boring, ugh.

I think i'm so going to be distracted tmr lorrrr.

Sian why tuesday...my heart is like dying to go with qad!

Stupid ssm...but too bad other days also cannot.

Nvm, shall wait for another time like this :)

Sian, another week awaiting.

Test here test there, v sick of it man.

Sooo tired.

Another mundane week coming ahead :(

Don't know how am i going to survive again.

I have like :

1. tto project 2 (need to rush)

2. jap test on thurs

3. accounting test on fri (this one very jialat)

4. probably farewell party for cell on sat

4 big things to squeeze in this week!

Sigh, i dunno how man.

Last minute had to push forward the farewell, so meaning i have to rush all my preparations also. Still have to confirm it as well.

Oh well oh well.

Hope this week will pass by faster though.

I can't wait for the semester to end in august.

Aimless but i like it ^^

I still miss you! Haha anything with you is always the best :)

Love ya ♥

Anw, i'm still feeling half awake though, very sleepy.

Ended up not doing anything today, haha!

Shall have dinner and sleep early today, i need my quality sleep.

Oh, disappointment.

Didn't think that mark-up price will come out for the paper.

I didn't memorise the formula! And i also forgot.

But whichever the case, i just didn't know how to do the last qn.

Ten marks gone :(

I hope i still can manage a B...? I don't know.

What on earth happen to my As???

This sem sucks, i'm not doing up to my expectations :(

I think i need to boost my self-esteem now, haha.

Feeling tired, i think i'm going to nap soon.

Still got school work to do though, sigh. Shall either do tutorial or project today.

So sian, another mundane weekend.

Hope i won't waste too much time away.

Aw, and i miss you!

Walau i'm damn tired now. Had been a very draining day for me.

Haven't stop using my brain since 9am in the morning.

Last tutorial was torturous cos we weren't supposed to even look tired cos he said he can see from our eyes.

& I kept on getting called by him to answer qns, wth -.-

So you can imagine how hard i was trying to "stay awake"? Zzz.

Seriously tired.

Tto test tmr in sch at 10am! Sian.

Rahhh, i'm like feeling so freaking tired now!

Duty ended later last night cos we all were held back to celebrate amanda's birthday.

And i missed the usual bus :(

& I was feeling so tired like anything when i reached home.

Now i have to wake up so damn early for a super long tutorial!

Sian. & lecture and more tutorial today. Zzz.

But last night i had a nice dream though, haha although it was a very short one :P

Anyway! Yesterday wasn't the jap listening test so phew!

Another week to study. This time must study for jap alr!!!

Cos the test i did last week was horrible. Totally horrible.

I'm like one of the few bottom and lousiest grade and i'm feeling damn sad.

Ok lah, not VERY cos i know i did not study but still...sobs :(

So next jap test must study le.

Hope it doesn't rain cos i'm rushing to school soon.

Better survive today, i still have to study for the tto test tmr morn!

Very tired! :(

I think tmr even worse since my day's going to be so long.

Jap test today and i didn't study!

Shucks, i think i better read through during marketing lec.

Presentation later!

Anyway i think i've lose weight after falling sick last week.

My pants feel a little looser now :O

Good to have my appetite back though, craving for so much things now lol.

Ok gtg, have a good day!

I was snoozing my alarm away today morning for like one hour!

Can't believe i feel so tired :(

Duty days always make me very tired.

So anyway, went to school in a rather blur-ish mode.

Accounts tutorial once again, still very lost until now.

Better study this week cos next friday got test!

But i think it's very redundant cos sept's end sem exam also got accounts paper -.-

Oh, and i was pretty surprised by my marketing marks.

Thought i wouldn't do well cos i anyhow do the paper, but still i got a B!

Although i didn't get A(which i totally didn't think i would), but it's good that i didn't get a C la.

So now i've got more motivation to study for marketing, teehee.

Vera's boyfriend gave me a lift after class ended cos they were on the way to serangoon as well.

Saved me alot of time travelling home.

But anyway it was nice of vera also, still got think of me :) hahaha.

Ok i better study now before i sleep if not i won't have time already.

Tmr and friday are going to be long days for me.

Duty tmr night again! Very very sian.

Anyway, i hope alanna's feeling better already.

Sorry that this came a little late, but cheer up girl!

I know it's hard but i believe he will want you to move on.

Breakthrough this period and live on with life k, you still have awesome friends around you :)

Feels good to end school so early :)

But sadly these days only happen once in a blue moon.

Had prof test today, which is why ended early.

Was very zombie today morning though cos the sky was still so dark when i left for school.

Kind of reminded me during the old school days where i used to dread waking up so early.

But now i'd rather have that cos sec sch days were so fun compared to now -.-

Anyway, the test was ooo-k lah.

I was freaking out cos i didn't want to tio goh as the tester.

So as usual, my prayers worked and mr tai was my tester! Haha.

Didn't study the menu so being the honest girl ever, i just said "i don't know" to all 3 qns.

But of course i tried the first qn, cos he asked about japanese pork(and i know that one).

Hopefully he gave me 1 mark, lol.

I said that i "didn't intend to get the 7 marks."

Hahaha, very bad student right. Aiya but i really didn't want to score for that.

It's so not worth my time and brain efforts.

Other people memorise like siao but still cannot score cos lack of 1 ingredient out of so many many.

People like me can't be bothered. I rather spend my time and study for other papers.

Shall take a rest later then study.

Going to do my make up duty later on tonight also.

Sian, so my day's still going to be long anyway.

Very moodless cos tonight do alr, thursday still have :(

Sigh, wished i had gone for duty last week.

But nvm, shall hang in there...2 more months of duty!

Wanted to do accounts tutorial today but ended up didn't cos theory questions are very boring and i don't really understand either.

I think i will use the study month in august and really catch up on my accounts.

Hmm and i've got no much mood to study for tto either, so probably i'll just do it tmr and wed and fri.

I know i still have to make up for my airport duty but haiya, throw that aside first.

Had been trying to study the pick-up chart since morning until now, will try to finish reading it later.

But i'm not intending to memorise all the descriptions cos it's impossible.

Don't think i'll do well for prof test tmr anyway la.

Almost recovered now though...finally after one week.

Still feel as though i'm sick though, haha.

Shall try to get out of that mood and stop getting into bed so often.

But i really feel grateful for all the people who showed concern to me over the past week.

It's really nice to have people caring about you :)

I don't know about others but i like! Hehe.

It's going to be another mundane week but i hope it'll be over soon!

Ciao.

Sian, time is passing so slow.

I am distracted alr!

Looks like today is not effective as well.

I think i should just wait until next sem, until ssm and all these er xin subjects are over then get my motivation back.

Who on earth studies a stupid menu chart with so much descriptions?!?!?!

I think tmr i'll just say i don't know and get it over and done with.

Wonder what are you doing now...

I still want to say i love every moment together

♥

Decided to still blog something out after my short nap.

I think i was a little sensitive just now, haha but fine now.

Don't know why i so tired leh, i'm am really wasting alot of my time away :(

I have three tests this coming week and i haven't even started, haiz.

Someone motivate me please!

Dunno if i'm distracted or thinking about other stuffs.

I hope tmr i can concentrate though, hard to say.

Ah, just realised i didn't write july's resolutions!

Ok here's a quick one:

• Tests!
• Projects!
• Presentations!
• Survive july!!!!

Hahaha, ok that was really very quick.

But i'm speaking the truth.

I think other than school and more school, nothing makes up my july.

July sucks, there's nothing i look forward to.

12 more important deadlines lining for me, disgusting.

Ok, shall take some time to blog now.

Anw on a side note, i didn't study today!!!! Hahaha omg.

I was feeling very restless just now after looking at the pickup chart so i'm back on bed again.

So nua until like god-knows-when.

Woke up and realised i haven't eaten lunch and dinner.

Don't know what to have so decided to prepare dinner for myself! :)

Awesome, which is why i am now eating and blogging.

I got myself some patties and sausages and made dinner, teehee.

Grocery shopping is nice, i see so many things that i wanna make for future dinners.

Wanted to do for cousin but she's having dinner outside with her sis so nvm.

Been long since i've done such things.

V happy leh, although not some five star food but i like can alr :P

Anyway, dinner last night with sec friends was rather fine.

Didn't really catch up much due to time, and there were around 9 of us.

Oh and i was feeling quite sian, probably due to my tiredness.

Junyi was very funny, can't help laughing at him.

He asked me weird stuffs like how different was his hair and my chinese name and he commented that i've become fairer -_-"

And the best part was he said he wanted to remain a virgin forever and everyone laughed lol.

We went to serangoon gardens, had a long time settling down.

Didn't have much appetite so didn't eat much thereafter.

And i left early with andre cos i was tired and wanted to go home.

Alright, something interesting which i wanted to share about days ago.

Last few days during apel lesson, we had a very interesting lesson.

Cos apel class was the last one for year 2 this sem alr, so our tutor made us do an activity.

She had everyone to put a piece of paper behind our backs, and we were supposed to go around the class and write for one another.

We could write what we appreciate about each other or anything, just something nice.

And having it on our back is so that we wouldn't know who was the person who wrote the message.

Ok la, at first i thought it was quite lame, but after that i realised my classmates write v nice things abt me leh! Haha.

These were the messages on my paper:

Thanks for the gr8 job for BESE! =) - this one is from sheena

One of my best mate in class! Love eating with you after accounts lessons! :P - winnie, hahaha

Thank you for being a great friend! Ps i love u - this one v freaky, i dunno who

Your awesomely pokeable! - confirm freya

Hello! Thanks for smiling! You have a sweet smile :) - dunno who

You are awesome at doing group project! - dunno who

Hello you're a good classmate! Nice having you as a classmate this sem! - dunno who

Yo, all the best to you and be blessed! :) - yiyuan

Auntie you damn funny! - confirm is desmond

Love your smile! :) - dunno who

Love your smile! - should be tutor(from the handwriting)

Other disturbing message from jairus ang:

Hello you like to nag & you look like pikachu - he damn childish right! -.-

So yup, after looking at everything i noticed something.

I didn't realise i actually smile in school -_-"

I mean seriously man, i thought i was very dao and serious in class.

But people like my smile leh, hahahaha.

There were some people in class i didn't write for and they didn't write for me either...cos not close to them at all so abit weird luh.

Ok i hope my cough will go away soon.

Looking forward to my quality time! ♥

Still very sleepy and zombie-ish.

But better study abit today if not i'll be really ineffective on the weekend.

Feeling much better now, only random coughs once in awhile.

Hmm, just managed to rush back home.

Going to meet sec friends soon for dinner, should catch up also.

Presentation was fine, so phew. Tgif, another week over.

Shall blog about some other stuffs some other day cos i realised my posts had been very sickish, haha.

Miss ya!

Had been a tiring day for me today.

But still, a day without duty is awesome.

Wished i can not make it up but sigh...

Now i have a problem with choosing which day on earth to go make it up.

Anyway, throat is better now although i'm still sick.

Still need alot alot of rest.

But glad that the week is ending...the week had been really lousy ):

Haiz, being sick is really the last thing i've ever want.

Somemore this time is very very serious.

Today's prof test wasn't very well done though.

But thank god i got red wine, hehehe.

Everyone throw the dice got white, i anyhow throw but get red, got skill :P

But still, screwed it up abit here and there.

Jap test lagi worse, i was literally guessing almost every question.

50 mcqs, i was either trying to recall back from tutorial class or based on intuition.

Should be able to pass lah cos it wasn't very difficult.

Oh well. Very unmotivated this sem.

Ok wanna go rest soon.

My day was very horrible cos i am still quite sick.

Feeling very weak and throat is still killing me as usual.

Cannot concentrate on anything at all.

Didn't really have dinner also, wasted alot of rice :(

Sigh, two test tmr, shit. I better be in a better condition.

Don't think i'm going for airport duty tmr night alr.

Need rest badly.

Mr tai called while i was resting just now and said my retest will be on this thursday.

Thank goodness i dun have to report like everyone else in the early morning.

I just have to report at tcc at 830 am :)

But just that after that i got to bathe and chiong for my first lesson.

But i'm still glad that it's mr tai and not that goh!

Dad was so nice, he called back home to ask if i was alright during his break time :)

So anw, two presentations and two tests in the next three days, hope i'll be fine enough to get through all of them.

It feels quite good to rest your whole day off actually.

Been very long since i really just rest and do nothing at home.

But too bad this kind of thing only last for a day, haha.

Just came back from doc.

Now i have so many medicines to take :(

Anw he told me to eat more meat during this period and drink more water.

Ok i shall eat steak everyday now, hahaha just joking.

K i'm off to rest.

Didnt go to school today.

Yeah, i freaking skipped ssm. Somemore today's wine serving test.

I woke up with my throat really dry and pain.

And when i started to get up, i felt very dizzy and stuffs.

So anyway, really didn't have the energy to even do my hair or whatsoever.

Ended up i decided not to go school, stay at home and rest.

Hopefully i'll be able to get a retest next week together with the test part2.

Going to see doc later.

Sigh, i think this is the first time i'm absent from school.

Going to rest soon!

Two project submissions today.

After napping and resting still did not feel any better.

My throat really hurts man, and i can't even speak normally.

It's like so funny when i tried to talk to people, sian.

Wine serving test tmr, sigh i dunno how on earth am i going to talk.

But good thing is because of ssm test i can come back home earlier to rest.

But only for tmr and next week.

Went to school today and supported yj's ssm day.

Bought some sweet delicacies back(although i not really in the mood to eat).

Returned jaslyn's shirt and went to print out my boe report.

Took me so damn long cos the stupid printer is very problematic and so many people are trying to print also -.-

Luckily freya was there to help me though.

Oh, and really thank kyann/gideon for delivering the book down to my school.

Saved me time and energy to go collect it in town.

5am tmr, sian!

Still having headache :(

Hope it'll be gone by tmr, if not need to see doctor alr.

Can't really talk properly also, sore throat sucks.

Wished i could rest at home today but sadly cannot.

Oh well oh well.

The day was fine, just that very very distracted over school work.

Kept thinking of it.

& now i have headache and sore throat :(

I hope i can grab some quality sleep tonight.

Gonna go school tmr to settle some stuffs i guess, even though there's no school.

& probably run some errands as well.

Another hectic week coming, haizzzzzzz.

Woah ok, i guess i can't stop being stress.

I think i'm falling sick soon cos i woke up with my throat in pain.

Shit, i better not fall sick anytime sooner if not my presentations are going haywire.

I've got spammings from my email last night and calls and smses.

Which none of it i attended to cos i was asleep and i really dun wanna care until today.

Sigh, one is in SGH, one is bleeding from her eye, one is rushing everything now, one is really cannot do anymore, and one more cmi -.-

Tmr is the deadline for two projects before noon and i tell you,

our freaking marketing is only almost done.

I still have to collate and edit all of their work (which i'll desperately try to).

& i still got to wait for them if not i can't have the complete report and stuffs.

Sigh, very very stressed out.

Sorry to make qad worry and think otherwise...guess it's really the stress :(

Haiya, i think i don't want to do alr la.

In order to feel less tensed, i shall stop chionging so much now.

I should love myself more.

I think i really need to destress.

Ok, so i shall start destressing myself like now...

Church tmr and mentoring with kyann~

I think i wanna go take a nap before i continue the rest of my work...stress.

Don't worry dear :)

Feeling more and more stress, zzz.

Today had been pretty mundane.

Feel like i'm running here and there all the time, haha.

Today's morning rain was totally a spoiler to my day.

Took very long to reach school and the weather was so bad and all.

Skipped accounts lecture, i better go study hard tmr cos i heard that topic was not easy.

Oh well...i think i can do it lah, i'm not that dumb la hor? lol.

But no regrets still, cos qad made me feel better :)

Thank you for taking the effort even though it was rushing. (♥)

I hope you weren't too late and hope you weren't too sian/stress over the rest of your day too.

Will be looking forward for the next time :)

So anyway, was having lunch at sugarloaf today.

Mr Neo came up to my table and,

He: You married huh?

Me: ??? No?

He: *looks* You got ring leh...

Me: -_-"

He: Ya wad...v deceiving leh like that...next time guys

see alr will all step back leh...

Me: Ya that's my purpose

He: Ahhh ok loh....*nods and walk away*

-.- so kpo leh him.

Yeah so had bese tutorial after that.

I agree with qad that it's ridiculous to be wearing formal for lessons.

But apparently my course and the subject is just nuts.

And also cos my tutorial fell on friday so no choice loh, zzz.

Would be having a few presentations next week, alot of tests coming up soon and project deadlines very rushing at the moment.

Gonna be doing alot of school work over the weekend.

Shall do as much stuffs as i can tonight while "waiting" for someone,

but of course i'll sleep first when i'm done or if i'm really too sian.

People like qad have plans tmr...i wished i was the one to go also lo haha...

Not like me, have to study and do project and finish so many things :(

But i guess qad will be there for me mentally, right right right?

Ok shall stop blogging and start my home-works.

Anw, some of the photos taken for bese dining task:

Ok i'm damn tired now :(

Tmr still need to wake up at 7 :(((

Today hasn't been any better though.

Morning was bad cos i forgot to bring my blazer out.

& I was running late, so i had to rush back to take and cabbed to school.

And apparently the lesson was so useless -.-

Went to top table for dining task, upload photos by this weekend.

Sian, tmr need to wear formal again. Boring.

Then had jap class and went for duty.

Super sian today cos time was passing slow and everything was so draggy.

Haiz, very upsetting cos other than monday, my tuesdays to fridays are damn packed :(

Hope qad's 50-50 would be 50 free...and better still at the time that i am free.

If not then next week alr i guess...aww qad.

Ok goodnight.

Morning world, another tiring day awaiting for me +.+

Went into tutorial class and the first thing i said was "teacher, tutorial qn 1 today i do."

She was very shocked lol.

She thought i loved accounts so much (-.-) until i told her cos the behind qns i don't know how to do, heh.

& for the sake of lame participating marks, bo bian.

Discussed alot of projects today during small breaks and free time.

I think everyone is stressing out cos deadlines are very near and packed.

There's like totally nothing to be happy about when you're in school now.

Uhhhh nothing much to blog about now...my mind's full of sch work...and you, haha.

Hope your week had been fine so far, continue to jiayou :)

*hugsss*

Very very long day tmr, gonna do bese dining task, lessons and duty at night!

6am to 7pm out for school, :(

Anyway, had a bad day.

Dun wanna talk much about it.

What else is bad other than ssm right.

I got like scolded from that goh lots of times today, his shouting and sarcasm and everything -.-

Wtf, outside tiam tiam but inside swearing alr.

First cos i dunno how to do wine procedure.

Hello, who the heck knows right.

Then subsequently for every small incident also kena from him.

(but of course not only me alone luh.)

He's damn ridiculous. It's seriously worse than army camp here.

But whatever luh, i don't give a damn.

Anyway i also can't score well for it, it's physical practical skills.

Cannot means cannot, i don't bother already.

Next two tuesdays would be prof test 2.

Hope i kena red wine next week instead of white, and hope it's not him who's testing me -.-

Following week would be table setting and captain's order and pick up chart.

Hais, screw ssm.

Damn tired now alr, just home not long ago.

Going to sleep alr, nights world.

Time to prepare for school already, vvv sian.

Sigh, hectic days coming along.

Anyway, I guess qad was too busy/occupied until forgot to msg me this morning.

(or maybe didn't even rmb that i asked)

But nvm, cos i just wanted to say jiayou to your very busy week ahead & press on! :)

My week is also very busy, in fact every week from now.

It's like the madness period cos it's all the way projects then final exams.

Oh well, what to do.

As usual, my phone won't be with me every tuesdays for the next six weeks.

So in case you msg me or looking for me, sorry ah i'm stuck with my horrible ssm in school.

From like 7 am, but reachable again after 4pm :)

Was hoping for today but i guess i'll see my beloved sweetheart next week alr~

So for now, see you in my dreams!

& i hope tmr will end fasterrrr.

Should i start studying or should i just rest my last day of "freedom" ?

Maybe this sem isn't that bad with no school on mondays.

Ok i think i should stop stoning alr.

On a positive note,

in order for qad not to do that again,

i dun think i should ask of that so,

i shall first make sure that i won't let it happen.

Well yeah, easier said than done...

but i guess i'll try to do it by all means.

although sometimes i really dunno that it's the wrong timing,

so yes, it's best not to ask or say anything.

even if i'm dying to do so.

And thanks for telling me how you feel and how much i mean to you.

It reassured me alot...(smile).

I got scolded by you for the first time.

You were so fierce.

:'(

Feeling blue.

Gosh, i think i'm seriously having this severe school blues.

Still feeling as sian as ever even though i've slept for like twelve hours.

Sighhhhhh.

Today was mundane.

Done with my teaching for cc today.

Good thing that it went well and all.

So after that i went to get lunch and home.

No plans today either cos the rest were busy and so on.

The next holiday would be in september, aw :(

Don't know how am i going to survive.

& i'm starting to think that it would be hard to pull up my gpa or even maintain this sem.

Thanks to ssm uh.

Movie marathon - went to catch another movie today, lol.

Was so sian until dunno like what and since there's nothing to do/buy, then just killed time by catching movie.

Anyway also no time to catch after today alr since school's resuming.

Just didn't want to have any association with sch work, haha.

Shall wake up early tmr to prepare for the lesson.

Just wanna faster get over with today~

Going to koon liaooo.

Sian...dunno why am i feeling so restless and moody.

Either didn't sleep well enough or after-effect of all the projects or school blues or whatever whatever. Zzz.

I have lessons to prepare for tmr's children church but i very lazy :(

Sigh, either tonight or tmr morning bah.

Busy day tmr.

Life after tmr is so going to suck until july is over.

Sms/msn/emails is always only about projects or school work.

See alr also very turned off.

Karate kid is very nice!

Good movie...should watch it.

Did project in the morning, lunch with cousin, met up with friends for movie, dinner with cousin.

Yup that was my day.

Trying to "rest" abit before next week starts.

Shall sleep soon!

The weather's so unpredictable.

Flooding town yesterday but now it's so burning hot.

Zzz.

Cleaned my room today and repack everything :)))

Feel good now cos everything is so tidy and neat, haha.

Gonna do some things and then gotta prepare for duty tonight.

Sianzzz, can't wait to faster end duty!

So dreading the week to end.

I think i've never said this before, but my latest hobby is missing you.

Teehee.

I think i've produced at least one strand of white hair today -.-

Stayed home today and freaking did the damn marketing.

Walau i tell you, can really do until kisiao one lor.

Spent about...six hours? Yeah...did a six pages report, zzz.

Addition to my environmental analysis of two pages.

Man, i've contributed eight pages out of maximum twenty ok.

Madness, but i'm glad finally get over with it.

Sick of it already.

BUT the hell news is, i've still got much more out there waiting to do.

Grrr but for today, that's it.

I've enough le, brain no more cells.

Continue tmr, sobs.

Walao, marketing project v chim leh.

I'm going nuts!!! ~!@£$%^&*(

Yeah, i need to breathe.

Damn it man, got so overwhelmed by the amount of work i'm left to do.

Sigh, haven't stop using my brain ever since i woke up.

Till now still have got so much to do, disgusting.

And just when i thought i'm gonna stay home to do my work,

there was a project meeting today actually. *zzzzzzz*

My fault for not reading the email thoroughly and missed it out.

Sian, but luckily jairus smsed then i knew there was a project meeting.

So spent three hours at bishan trying to figure out how to do market analysis.

Gave up in the end and moved on to segmentation, positioning and targeting.

So dead by now alr...hope can faster chiong finish then tmr continue chionging again.

Stress.

Quality Time ^^

♥♥♥

Went to school today to collect ccn, then met up with joo for lunch.

Bought some stuffs(but mostly food actually hahaha).

Thanks yeejoo for the gifts you bought from japan!

Heh, just came back then meet me alr, feel so honoured :D

Ruby and Andre have also got something for me from their overseas field trip!

Aww, nice friends i've got :)

Not bad, quite a fulfilling day cos i feel good and i bought stuffs that i needed.

Okokok, must start doing work!!!

Already spent the day away today -_-"

One week left before hell starts.

*Sigh*

Woke up very early today to go for first service.

Met up with audrey cos she couldn't make it for the afternoon one too.

Was feeling very dead during service cos it's the first time i attended sermon at 9am.

Wasn't really paying attention though the pastor was so loud, hurhur.

But reason being cos i need to teach children's church for these two weeks lor.

Today's lesson went well i guess, my box of chocolate candies worked pretty much, hehe.

Although i thought it was abit short but glad that at least they all learnt smth.

Prepared quite much for it also, and one more to go next week!

Oh, and i used the birthday gift qad gave last year today!

First time using it, and finally too hahaha :)

Cos i only brought my macbook & related things out, so everything else like my keys, phone and wallet gotta put inside my pockets. So i only took my ezlink and cash out today, felt weird actually lol.

Saw kyann at her working place in town today!

Hehe, missed her man...hopefully can catch up this week for mentoring.

& i think i'm like really going to die badly this week.

So many things undone..grr...time to wake up and chiong all the way.

Finally went to trim my fringe! Heh.

But the thing is i went back to the place i was yesterday.

Cos it was empty, so i was like drawn to go in.

Hope they didnt recognise me, hahaha.

Was trying to do some work today anyway.

Finally starting the real engine working, although still having the procrastinating side.

Um, and i got a little shocked today though...oh well.

Friendship is the maximum...hope i can get this message through.

Long day i had, how about you?

Sent my relatives and nieces off at the airport this morning.

Went out with my cousin for awhile and rotted my day.

Wanted to do some shopping but ended up with nothing lol.

Feeling so sian now, thanks to the hair salon -.-

I wanted to cut my fringe cos i feel like doing so cos my fringe is long.

But apparently i waited for like DAMN LONG and still haven't my turn.

Everyone there is like rebonding hair or dyeing -.-

I think the guys who were there waiting also got pissed off haha.

And some stupid lady just cut the queue when a customer left the seat.

Grr, so irritated loh, so i just left the place eventually.

Sian, booking appointment with my usual hairdresser is v mafan leh.

What's more only for fringe...haiz guess i can only bear with it for awhile longer.

Had dinner with my parents for advanced father's day.

My mum is really very fierce leh, everything she also can comment and complain about.

Sighhh, i seriously hope i won't be like her when i grow old.

Don't think i'll be like her la huh, haha.

Encouragement :)

Feeling so tired now, just got home not long ago from duty.

Had been out since morning...until like, now.

Boring day though, was just trying to survive my day through.

Project meetup was a almost-there thing, didn't really do much.

Duty was dreadful cos time passed super slow.

But v glad tat it's over now.

Nieces and relatives all going back msia tmr.

Finally it's time to settle down and start getting serious about sch work alr!

& Hang in there dearie!

I understand how you're feeling and what you're going through.

However things may be, do know that i'm always here for you!

I'd always be here by your side. Even like now, i'm still thinking about you.

You might not know or feel it but i really do~

I do care, think and feel for you...even though it may be in the silent form.

Just hoping to assure and be a comfort to you actually.

So no matter what we'll see how things go and indeed time will tell.

So don't worry, i'll be there to see it through with you. (even if it means emotionally and mentally)

& lastly before i sleep, just wanna say love you! :)

Days ahead will be better.

:)

It's true that sometimes things may seem unfair in the world out there,

but sometimes all we need is support and love and maybe even someone like me to be there for youuuuu.

Hehe, that's what i think! :)

Buying things to destress is weird but yet common i guess.

Want to buy also buy things for me mah, hahahaha :P

Cool leh, i also want to have ps3.

I'm so deprived of such leisure ever since sec 1 :(

Spent the day(and probably the last day) out with my nieces and cousin and relative.

The cat in shrek3 movie is sooooooo cute, i like!

Hahaha it reminds me of dotdot...

Feeling kind of sian now cos tmr gonna meet up for project and i haven't done anything!

And more sian cos airport duty is resuming tmr too, zzzzzzz.

9 more weeks i think.

In my dreams, there's none other than you.

In my mind, there's nobody but you.

In my heart, there's just one and only you.

Yawns, feeling tired as ever.

Brought my relative and nieces out today for awhile.

Still left with tmr and thurs.

I think i'm really nice sometimes, hahaha.

Don't like the weather though.

Cold but still v warm, zzz.

& i'm still desperately trying to get myself to do my school works.

V busy and occupied to settle down and do things seriously.

I think my next week sure die alr, gonna chiong like mad.

IPHONE 4 IS OUT MAN.

Awesomeeeee! Go check it out, it's cool.

Shall get it when my plan's up...three months time, hehe.

Morninggg worlddd.

School trip yesterday was boring and sian.

Apparently nothing seemed to be THAT attractive.

Ducktour, funvee, flyer and chinatown.

Tried keeping myself awake for the whole day.

Like as long as i'm on the coach i feel like sleeping alr -_-

Oh, worst was the three hour lecture in the morning!!!

Anyway, i think the flyer is v not worth it leh.

30 dollars for 30 min...nothing much also.

I dread the chinatown trail the most luh.

It was raining, plus the guide kept talking and we can't even hear.

I think we spent more than an hour walking and stopping for a long time and walk again.

Hot and humid and stuffy and sticky.

Eeeew. Not that i love to complain but that was how sian it was yesterday ):

Need to start doing some work le!

At least a littleeeee bit.

Hadn't been doing much work lately cos my nieces and relatives are here from malaysia.

Not the same ones of course, everyone's like taking turns to come o_o

Anyway, so yesterday was out with them.

Feeling very tired now cos i had a long day as well.

School's field trip tmr, so sian.

So not looking to it...boring and hot and dry.

Sleepy...zZzzZ...

想你.

My day was short cos i woke up late.

Heh heh, other than sleeping, i just feel like sleeping :P

& i'm craving for desserts!!!

Back from church camp.

Extremely extremely tired.

Well honestly, this one wasn't as good as the ones i've been before.

Although i did enjoy my time with the kids,

but other than just this, nothing was really "great" in a sense lah.

There was like awkwardness, discouragements, unhappiness and many more emotions.

Don't understand why some people are like that and like this and like anything.

Oh well, suan le.

Though it wasn't a pleasant experience but at least i was there as who i am supposed to be.

It's over already anyway!

Can't wait to sleep liao.

Like the sunrise every morning, my love is just as everlasting.

Woah, i'm feeling v tired :O

Yesterday was a looong day. Finished accounting paper!

Although qad didn't wish me ytd but i know you vvv occupied with your stuffs so nvm :)

Anyway, glad that i managed to balance everything and finished on time.

Hehe, exams-free now :D

Although still got projects to do but at least its the shoooort breakkk :)

After that went to g2 church to help out with the vdc camp.

Today will be the last day of their camp and gonna be a very very long day!

Hope everything will go well.

Luckily i've no airport duty today cos its exam week, haha.

Hmm, and I think tmr night i not going for PnP alr.

Need to rest and settle workkk.

All the best to myself for accounts paper!

Although mid sem only have one paper but still v stress leh!

Hope i don't screw it up & i better make sure i do the qns faster.

Meeting joo for breakfast soon.

Gonna be a long day!

Ciao.

Ok, i seriously think that my twitter on my page is faulty.

It doesn't show my msgs like instantly here, it's blank :(

At first i thought it was just my browser but now i don't think so.

Will try to repair when i feel like doing so bah.

Other than that, i don't think anyone would actually go click on it to see.

Maybe only one, hahaha.

I'm bored.

Though i know i should be studying accounts but i'm feeling reeeally lazy.

Just want to faster get over with the paper.

If not keep looking at the notes makes me even more sian of it.

So better not study too much if not later tmr no mood to do, lol.

I'm hungry too...but very lazy to go and buy.

Maybe will do so in like fifteen mins time.

Feeling sleepy as well...i think i'm just going to rot my today away.

If not tmr onwards cannot rot like what i am doing now le.

Gonna be busy for the next few days....