Happy new year!(soon)

Bye 2010.

2010 have been a...long year.

Actually I'm not quite ready to leave the year yet...haha, oh well.

It had been a year of acceptance, patience, happiness and pain.

A very impactful and important year to remember for me.

I've definitely learnt alot from church, from cell, from school.

Really thankful and grateful for people in my life who've been there with me.

I guess I've grown much as well...growing to be a better leader, better friend, better daughter.

And also learnt to make decision for the best, learnt to think wisely, and learning to let go in life. Although some things are really very hard, but life still goes on...sigh.

I don't really expect much in the coming year, probably just for loved ones to be healthy and happy. Of course there will surely be more challenges ahead but i believe we get better as we learn so i'll look forward to the year ahead :)

Huat ah!

I've been a good girl today! :)

I kinda finished both my reports alr, yay.

Horrible time of brain torture, lol.

But at least individual assignments are completed *phew*.

Now got to chiong for projects and tests, sian!

I just came to realise that the second week of school there are two tests!

Oh man, and first week of school already have got two submissions -.-

Sigh, my jan is seriously gonna be crazyyy.

So yeah...have been occupying myself with school work today to kill time.

But then again i still prefer to sleep to pass time.

Talking about sleeping...i haven't been eating breakfasts recently cos when i woke up it's almost lunch time already, lol!

And my mum hadn't been cooking too so my lunches were also skipped :(

But i guess that gives me a few days of diet! Haha.

School's starting real soon so i'm back to eating again, tsktsk.

My heart surrenders.

My day was...half productive.

I had only half a day awake, stoned for half day, so actually only did work for a quarter day haha!

There was a "welcome party" over dinner for the new comers in our cell for next year.

8 were absent so it was rather a small one.

Next year's gonna have a big change so i guess really gotta prepare for it!

Gonna be a good girl and chiong my school work over the next two days alr.

Not going to go anywhere so don't ask me out! Haha.

Jiayou to me!

Wow, i didn't know the party last night had such huge impact on the cell.

Really very heartwarming to see all of us being so bonded after two years.

Although sad that everyone gotta move on, but i believe we will still keep in touch for life :)

Extremely long day...

Eoy cell party at night, was good though, everyone was happy :)

Guess it's also about the "last party" with all of us so gotta make it enjoyable.

Really love my cell for this year :) Awesome people to be with.

Right, so anyway it was a sad thing was that my mac adaptor died on me :(

Gave me such a huge shock cos if it doesn't work then no more activities.

But thank God there was an extra one that aud's sister managed to dig out, haha.

So anyway, it was good! Sweet memories for life.

Very tired by now alr...next few days gonna chiong all my school work before new year's eve hopefully. It's tough to play and work at the same time...very stress lol.

It's the last sunday of the year! So happening in CC today.

There was prize ceremony, graduating ceremony for my p6s and food party.

Hmm glad to see my kids growing up and moving on to the next stage :)

I feel older myself too when i see them grow, haha!

Lunched at killiney with a few of them and that ends my day lol.

So so fast. I think this week would really fly by unknowingly.

And i really hate it when my parents wrong me for nothing.

Tsk, hello can you please go and find out first before saying it's me?! -.-

Come on man, it's just a small matter for crying out loud.

Need to make such a big fuss or not? Wapiang.

Luckily my tolerance level high enough to withstand crap like throwing my things anywhere without putting it back and showing bad tempers when you feel like it.

So i'm now practicing forgiveness. It's a noble action, lol.

You happy...I happy.

Last week of the year left, time reeeally flies.

No time already, i really have to rush my school work asap lol.

Still having last two parties coming up...so busy.

Catching up with sec friends was good today, just that poor ruby wasn't feeling well.

Haha, i have crazy friends in poly, weird friends in sec, and nice friends in church.

Oh well, it does get nostalgic everytime when the year is ending.

Actually i don't really think a new year means a new beginning.

It is more of moving to the next year in doing better and greater things to me bah :)

Merry Christmas!

This year's christmas is dull.

I'm staying home on a christmas eve to do school work.

No life.

My heart is sooo yes but my head is sooo no.

Things are still hard.

Xmas celebration with poly friends was well :)

No rain so bbq went smoothly!

Just that i got pretty restless halfway through, was feeling quite bored.

But i had been a very good girl cos i didn't drink at all! Haha.

Poor kenneth was drunk and the guys kept disturbing him, tsktsk.

& YJ caught me another big xmas snoopy & woodstock! Yay she's awesome! ^^

Hope today's weather will be good!

& everything else too.

Project meetup was a failure today as well, hmm.

Only me and the guys were present so didn't do anything at all.

So thereee, wasted my day doing nothing.

Went to shop around with joo before she went for her class.

She accidentally broke something and the whole process was so interesting.

I think we're so cool lah cos we were so calm, hehehe.

But then again, i tried "negotiating" with that malay girl cos apparently the glass ball was already detached from the figure so it dropped off without us knowing.

Well and the ball was supposed to be attached to the figure!

It's very much the shop's problem cos they shouldn't put a spoilt item on sale -.-

So anyway, i still lost cos the girl just kept quiet all the way and just insisted we should pay.

Wth, didn't want to call out the manager cos i think they will still say the same thing.

So tada, joo bought that thing home in the end. Lol.

Bbq tmr again so hope it won't rain haha, if not i nothing to say liao.

Snoopy kite! (although his face abit out of shape)

But still, cute stuff!!!

Done with getting xmas gifts today.

Didn't spend alot this year though, only bought for exchange and stuffs.

No much mood for christmas due to school :(

Accompanied my cousin out today, had a meal and walked around.

I was self-praising myself all the way through :P

Wahahaha sometimes must like that to boost self esteem lol!!!

My house felt as though as if the whole world is here recently -.-

Mum invited so many of her friends yesterday and today...then suddenly my house is like so crowded. Tsktsk.

Dad talked to me this morning and asked about my studies and all.

As usual he spoke in cantonese and i think he quite understand my chinese so the whole conversation was quite amusing.

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I appreciate your encouragements :)

My stressed face, lol.

Currently also having this face cos TTB assignment sucks :(

Going out now, bye!

Hope you're coping fine 'cause i'm here and...still the same, trying.

Sooo tiring. Finally skit is over! :)

I think i looked damn amusing in that shepherd's attire lah, all the kids laugh :(

Lol but i think it's still cool cos we have people coming to us and wanting to take photos with the crew haha!

I think i'm so going to miss my former cellmates when they all leave next year :(

Okayyy, shall take the week to chiong my school work as fast as possible.

No more procrastination.

Craving for gooood mushroom soup btw, wahahaha.

Busy meter exploding.

Xmas skit's happening today and tmr! :)

We all looked super funny in those clothings btw, hahaha.

Hope everything goes well! For me i hope my voice won't be too awful, haha.

Gonna be pretty occupied with christmas and school at the same time.

So sian, cannot enjoy the holiday break in peace.

Need to start chionging my two reports asap T_T

Ok byeeee.

I think my flu's gone but now coughing and sore throat is kind of here :O

Better be in good health cos this weekend i would be performing skit in church! Hehe.

Last rehearsal tmr night and there goes the finale on saturday and sunday.

Haha quite cool cos my cell is doing it together, unity :)

Ended up going out today instead of doing work, lol.

Oh well, need a break i guess.

Feeling lazy to start on assignments, zzz.

Sian. I just can't stand it when i am being misunderstood, or rather when my message isn't delivered across clearly. It sucks to be trying to put into words what i'm trying to express and explain. Then end up spoiling relationships, what is this man. Three of such incidents at one go somemore, is this crap or what.

Tsk.

Screwed up one question in accounts paper, oh mannnnn.

But the comforting point is almost everyone did the same mistake lol.

Oh well. Term break is hereeeee :)

Although i will still be very busy but at least can rest awhile.

Had a reeeally long day today, exhausted.

Everytime you speak my heart skips a beat.

So near, yet so far.

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Runny nose today, aww.

And hope tmr paper will be fine for me, jyjy!

Had a shock last night to know that zac bought me a puppy for xmas :O

Oh man...but too bad i can't keep it cos of my parents :(

But nvm, at least i gave him a name. Hope he will do well at zac's neighbour place lol.

The weather here is seriously crazy leh, so hottttt! Zzz.

Ok i'm off to study~

It is seemingly almost impossible to control.

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Running mind. Lingering thoughts. Alive feelings.

All the time.

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Will do review paper tmr, i only read through my notes today but that's an achievement still!

Although i don't like accounts but i hope at least i can do better than last sem x_x

Time to start chionging for accounts paper.

Like seriously...i hate it and i suck in that :(

Will be a good girl and study hard for the next two days.

Thank God only one paper on wednesday for mid-sem.

I miss you.

That's something vulnerable.

Vulnerability.

Tired like mad.

Yawnnnnnnnn.

Because my heart is still you.

At the end of the day, what still lingers on my mind is you.

Sian. I'm like deprived of sleep, no quality sleep.

Everyday like some robot like that.

Kinda sick of doing projects and using so much of my brain thinking.

Thank god it's the last week of school this week before the term break starts.

I need to catch some air to breathe from school.

Tomorrows seem so long.

Whole day out for museum outing -_-"

Lol all thanks to projects. But had a good time still, so not that bad even though i hated the hot weather and tiredness.

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Each day feels like its passing by so slowly...although nothing much for me to look forward to but...

Had bbq at night with friends...just got home.

No school today so still alright. Just that i made my dearest yeejoo wait for v long...sorry! :(

But well. Too bad it rained but good thing we still managed to do out bbq in the end lol.

The guys were amazed and commented that i can still keep my cool after drinking, haha.

Lame one lor kena by the games -_-"

Oh well but that's not the point la, hope alanna and zh are fine.

K gotta go, school early tmr, nights.

Honestly, although shouldn't be and can never be, i wished the one there with you is me.

Can't help it but to think...wonder...all the time...

Looked through my past photos and realised i really become fatter alr, gosh.

Haha last time i was really skinny!

Somehow you feel so far away although you're still so close in me.

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Take good care, enjoy and...maybe relief yourself...

Till then.

This is random but i love my wavy hair :)

Lol.

Strange to have people telling me that they're at nex mall opposite my house.

I think the birth of the mall gave people more reasons to meet up with me, hurhur.

Hardest is the struggle in times like these
For my world was a better place with u and me
With every love song that speaks of me
No words are enough to make it complete

Darkest are the tormenting nights
Where fear and pain meet in time
Hardened is the fragile heart inside
Silent tears flowing through grey eyes

Like a waterfall those feelings run
Into the ocean, drowned in the sun
For when the stars lose its shine
All was done for the better in time

Praying through the endless nights
That in the name of love will all be fine
Beautiful are memories kept in mind
In my heart would all stay for life

Take care, enjoy, have a well deserved rest.

Glad that the weekend is here, finally can rest!
My week had been mad busy.
Got two results back today but no A :(
Sian, need to do harder.
Ttb lesson today so malu cos awong asked me to go up to the board and do and i dunno!!! Omg.
Ended up everybody got applause i dun have :( lol.
But i really can't rmb mah...tsk so bully.

But anyway my weekend gonna be busy as well...working tmr for yj.
Cell rehearsing soon though, my day's still long...bye.

Oh btw i think my fb photo is quite cute hehe. Pokemon psyduck! Ok la quite lame and very not me but apparently it's for supporting children association of preventing abuse so just for the good and fun of it la :)

No, not going to be any sooner.

I don't deny that i still think of you often, wondering about what and how you're doing.

It is a fact that i don't know how long will it's going to take.

It is also true that apparently my feelings aren't going anywhere.

December's Resolution:

1. the both of us would feel better in time to come.

Alright, i just realised i haven't been blogging for like three days already.

My week have been really crazy, it's like the wake-up-go-school, go-home-need-sleep.

Had been waking up very early for school, going home late due to many appointments and plans.

Not that i'm trying to keep myself so mad busy...it is like really very busy :(

I just came back home from a regional chalet in church at aloha changi -_-"

I am dead tired now like seriously...past midnight alr sigh.

Thank you for your concern, i feel happy for that.

As much as I'm trying, I hope you're feeling better too.

Although it really pains, but once again i know it's for better sake and everything else.

Thanks, really appreciated your thoughts.

Frankly speaking, I am still feeling lousy.

Everything is still so hard.

Feelings are real, emotions are real.

I wished I could share your life with you too.

All that's in my mind is you.

So tired, physically and mentally.

School ended early, there was no cell so i went shopping.

Spent a bomb...but at least felt better after that.

Maybe spending money really does help sometimes to relief stress and stuffs.

Weekend is here...but it doesn't make any difference.

Still doing the same things, still thinking about the the same thing...

Still, the same.

I found, but...

Today, my tutor said (to the ladies) that in life, it is better to know a few assholes because then you can know if you have found the good one.

Although there are external changes, but internal still remains.

Without a pause each second passes by

Thoughts of you still lingers on my mind

Without a pause the sun still revolves

Hard days like these still have to go on

Like a needle thread sewing through torn rags

Plasters and medicines have no effects

Like stalks of roses slowly withering

Thorns of them still holds onto it

Endless tunnel ahead in view

The fear of tomorrows awaits through

Dark clouds hovered to cover my blues

Showers of water fills my hollow wounds

Wishing upon a shooting star

For happiness and bliss to be in your heart

When dawn breaks forth the lonely nights

Prayers for you would reach the skies

Apart is for the better of we

A part of your memory stays deep within

Together our days to go through

Together our lives have to move

Even the nights are hard to live.

Night.

1. Gary said i seemed very fierce today...dark aura i guess.

2. Finished test super early today, like in 20 minutes? Hope i can do well.

3. Bought a might mouse for my macbook. Cool stuff.

4. No appetite.

5. Sad jay chou songs.

Siansation.

Trying to keep myself occupied and busy...trying.

Really trying.

Even waking up is difficult, sigh.

i think i suck because i can't control my emotions.

i'm just so weak.

This is very painful.

It sucks to do things that are hurting.

But fear of the hurt isn't an excuse.

Congratulations to Mandy on her wedding :)

Took quite some time to figure out how to upload all the photos from the camera, lol!

So anyway, attended her wedding...hmmm quite an interesting one from all i attended so far.

Ruby and me were pathetically lost finding carpark D at mt faber park, and sadly the taxi uncle didn't where either so we were lost for quite some time.

Well i mean many others were also lost la, they took as much time as we did to find the place too.

But it was good in a way that we managed to see many people and catch up for awhile.

I even saw many primary school mates, hahaha!

But it rained after that, so many were kinda drenched, we landed up hanging around there until they decided to move back to sandy's place.

So it was like woah...so just hanged around for awhile and we left first.

Well although it wasn't as what it was planned to be, but i guess they would still be happy cos to me i think what matters is the significance of it bah.

Mmhmm, and i was feeling very tired...came home and was too lazy to do anything.

Glad that today is a weekend, can afford to rest.

Yesterday was mad busy, had so many plans in a day.

I think i can't TGIF anymore now, hahaha.

So tired until i couldn't wake up this morning :(

I love my barcode shirt anyway, many people like it too! :)

Btw, Nex mall opposite my house is coming up very soon.

I'm excited for it! :D Heard that it's as big as vivo city man.

But one thing bad is that there's a very high possibility for me to see familiar faces around, lol.

But it increases my convenience, i think i can just stay in serangoon for anything and everything haha!

Gotta prepare to go for mandy's wedding soon.

She must be feeling very excited now...haha.

Update more tonight.

Hope i can finish some of my work before i leave house.

Happy Birthday Alanna! :)

Don't have any photos of us taken together today now so can't post it up here.

But i'm still damn touched to see my photo on your phone's wallpaper, hehe ^^

Wasn't really in the mood for school today, two classes and i totally just felt lazy to pay attention.

Probably cos my mind's all filled with getting my project done or smth. Hmm.

Gonna be very tired these few days with so many things around.

Tmr's another long day for me...thank god weekend is coming.

And i just realised poly is all about gossiping and rumoring.

Guys looking for girlfriends, girls talking about hot girls and hot guys...it's hard to even not be aware of the latest news happening around us in campus now.

Tsktsk...so weird.

I have been a good girl today :)

I need to buy shoes badly, apparently all my shoes are going to die on me.

I am only left with heels, which is so not wearable to school and stuffs -_-"

Tmr: morning project meeting, tut, alanna's bday lunch in sch, tut, home.

Fri: morning lab class, ccn school event, lunch with ladies, mentoring, cell, home.

Sat: do elective selection, mandy's wedding, home.

Sun: church, lunch, home, study.

This morning was kinda irritated by a few incidents.

Shall not mention cos i don't wish to complain.

But other than the morning, my day was still pretty good.

I think this sem is more of like bonding time with project mates.

We spend like almost three full days out of a week together in school?

I think my group is pretty cool, although we have like all sort of people lol.

We went to haw par villa today for one of our group projects.

Very hot place, but suddenly came a very heavy rain also.

So hmm, it was a very adventurous outing hahaha.

Glad that tmr is a public holiday!

At least can rest for a day...still have loads of stuff to do.

My thursday and friday is packed as well...oh my weekend too.

Just received mandy's wedding invitation card when i came home.

My cute mum thought it was nothing cos my name wasn't on it and she placed it aside -_-"

So finally found it buried in at my house after two days lol.

Looong day man.

I think koufu at the palawan beach is so cool :)
I like the mini pot laksa!
Hehe i think that has become my fav local delight.

So tired now, another long day tmr going on project field study trip.

What a cold day huh.

My role for xmas skit has been changed!!!

I demoted from an angel to a shepherd...lol.

But oh well...not that i mind la...luckily was changed today if not awkward for me to switch positions if it were to be weeks later.

At least can do with audrey so not a bad thing either :)

& audrey's gonna leave the cell to uni soon! Sobs!

Will be even harder for me to meet up with her alr, sigh.

So so so...new week is here again.

Gotta tune back the mood for school.

Lazy lazy lazy.

Hello! My day was wonderful :)

Love it when people use things i give :D

Had been a good girl this morning doing my reports.

But it feels sucky when i complete so much but still have more to do.

Anyway, met up with ruby and had early dinner.

Clams are so nice, i wonder why ruby hates it so much -.-

But well, it's good that we still manage to meet up once in a long while and catch up.

Can't wait for next year to arrive though~

Although it may be sian for the rest of the year but time isn't a barrier :)

Howdyyy, my eyes are closing any moment but just hanging there to blog before i sleep.

Today had been pretty smooth i would say, but extremely long day.

Started my day at like 7am until 10pm :(

Lab classes all the way...project meetings etc etc.

Although i don't deny that i'm so so very busy with school work now, but at least at the end of the day i am still alive and kicking.

Going back to TP feels a little weird once a week now btw, haha!

Cell was pretty fun today, although i was like half hour late.

We don't have lessons anymore now, instead we're starting to prepare for our christmas skit for children's church.

It was super amusing cos everyone had to REALLY act and all.

I have zero experience in acting la...i mean i've never acted before in public so uh.

But luckily during sec school ruby was forever playing acting with me, so i have some lame experiences lol!

Gid placed me as the angel role, which is like the impt part *gasp*

Can't imagine i have to memorise my script for the next coming month, hahaha.

I think church is cool cos we get to have opportunities to do things in a more casual setting, and it is more of a choice rather than like how the outside world always does things - a must or need or forced.

Yeah so anyway, i hope my cell would do up a great job :)

Alright, goodnitees!

Weekend is coming...but nothing really to look forward to.

Spend the day mostly discussing on project...sucha headache thing to do.

I don't like researching man...so waste of time.

Now my days are revolving around school work...so boring.

Tomorrow's gonna be a very long day so i better get more rest now.

Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

At the end of the day,

I am still thinking of you.

Skies are blue,

Trees are green,

In the midst of my thoughts,

You are here with me.

Clouds are white,

Rainbows are colourful,

But you just got to know,

I'm always loving you.

It's just so annual.

I thought my november is going to be mundane and sad enough.

But apparently my december isn't going to be any better, aw.

My last two months of the year are going to be lonelyyy, sobs.

Can't help it 'cause i'm someone who thinks far ahead of time.

So now i'm wishing that the year could end faster.

And for the rest of the months, i will try to be a very good student.

It sucks because my motivation is quite dependent on my moods, which is bad i think.

But as much as i can i'll try to be very task-oriented once in awhile loh.

Ok bye!

Another long day, i'm dying from exhaustion already.

Can't wait to sleep!

Sooo tired.

I had an extremely long day yesterday *yawn*

It's difficult to even stone for awhile in class cos brain cannot stop thinking -_-"

Already stress in the day, at night dreaming also stress lol.

Anyway, had birthday celebration for branden and eunice's birthday last night with the cell.

Finally done with it, now one less to-do list on my mind :)

Had a good time, just that feeling very tired haha.

I know how to play monopoly deal alr! Cool stuff :)

Dry stuff today again, and after school heading for field trip assignment again.

Come back home do school work again.

Waseh this is going to be a cycle...or routine or whatever you call it.

Jiayou to me!

Waking up today but to looking forward to tomorrow.

Analyzing thirteen resorts in sentosa is madness.

Didn't do much today heh...have been thinking too much, need to rest.

I hope doing project won't be tough times for me 'cause i'm trying my best to love this sem :)

Anyway i've decided to end my 30-letter challenge thing.

Haha procrastinated the last letter for quite some time cos i really dunno what to write.

And i don't really like to tell so much of myself non verbally like that.

I prefer people to take time to understand me rather than me telling.

Feeling guilty cos i forgot to water the plants on behalf on my mum, lol.

Poor plants, they must have hated me for the past few days.

Feel like buying some games apps for my phone hehe!

I don't trust jail breaking.

Hiii. Today feels like saturday huh.

I was very very efficient today!

I woke up early (although an hour later then my own target) and did many things!

But sadly or not, everything i did was related to school work, hurhur.

Reports, tutorials and project.

Used much of my brain so i had a very good nap in the afternoon! Hehe.

Had a hard time reading through URA guides though...so annoying.

I feel very used by the school sometimes, we do projects to "help" all those companies to think of better ideas to help improve Singapore's tourism.

This is indirectly like free labour loh, tsk.

Cell was cancelled today(again), sigh.

So i was just free at home but busy doing work.

While i out just now to buy some food, there was this salesperson(you know those people..ya),

so he was trying to talk to me.

So i just told him i need to go, then he asked me how old i am.

I told him i very young, 16 only and he believed! HAHA.

So that was how i manage to escape.

From plaza sing to vivo, now serangoon also have such people, wapiang.

Today was boring, tutorial classes all the way.

Ended up having a change in my project groupings.

Well i guess this may be a better thing since i was abit relieved.

I think whoever we work with also the same, there's both good and bad.

But anyway, i'm happier with the way things are now! :)

No school tmr, yay~

My eyes are barely opening now, so tired from the long day.

I woke up very early but wellll...had a beautiful morning :)

Just that early morning i'm only half awake, hahaha.

Lectures throughout the day, last lecture i was dozing off cos really couldn't take it, too tired.

Tmr's worse...all tutorial classes, sigh.

Hope time passes faster tmr!

Mum's in penang now, so i thought i'd better use this "peace" at home to faster do most of my school work, haha!

Anyway, i forgot to share about something.

The poster/postcard i helped kyann to do for xmas event for church is already up!

Haha how i wish i can see my big work in church but too bad it's all the way at G2.

Too far for me and i don't go there every week either so ya...can't get to see it.

But i'm quite proud of myself la...like i can get to be involved in such huge event and in turn bless others also...good stuff! *pats to myself*

It's going to be the last school day of this week tmr so yay :)

I think i'm a very home-ly person. I like to be at home.

Like i would rather be home doing work than outside environment.

Mmhmm, my day's ending soon.

Can't wait to get my rest, toodles!

Can't help but to love you so much.

First time having an ang moh tutor in my ten years of studying.

Lol i must say they really talk with no commas and full stops -_-"

Tutorials are so tiring this sem, i think cos of all the concentration.

Sucks to sense my phone vibrating but can't read or reply smses.

But luckily so far nobody msg me during classes.

Oh well. Life's mundanely boring now cos all i'm busy with is school work.

So many assignments and tests and projects to do on already, sighhh.

But good thing i'm carrying a positive attitude, it's just five more months!

November Resolutions:

- do well for all my school work

- catch owl movie lol

- eat lesser

- avoid snoozing

Lesson started at 9 today, not that i hate it but the absorbing part was draining.

Used so much energy just trying to pay attention and concentrate. Not easy stuff.

Projects and assignments are already rolling so i also hope i get myself started.

I guess i do enjoy learning, just that the exams thingy suck.

Met up with kyann after school. She said i've gain weight!!! Gasps.

Ok lah actually i also think i did haha!

But she said i looked better and it's a good thing so doesn't matter lah.

I think by the end of sem i will slim down due to all the stress lol.

Mum's flying to penang tmr for a week, additional work for me at home:

- water her plants -_-

- do chores

- settle meals

- pick up her calls -_-

Oh btw, went to palawan beach today afternoon 'cause there was a break time in between.

Didn't expect that we would be free 'cause i thought we would be busy doing other things.

But well, we ended up there, so we went up to the wooden hut and enjoy the sea breeze.

Haha cool stuff, nice place to take some fresh air.

I kinda like TAS lah, just that i don't like the finding of rooms and stuffs.

Oh, and the weather. When it gets hot it's really crazy.

Ok enough of school, gonna rest early cos my day gonna start at 9 tmr too :(

"The question-mark of life, the full-stop of death and the spaces in between."

Very inspiring sermon today by joey, talks about the uncertainty of life.

I think sometimes we do take life for granted, but now i'm starting to be thankful every morning when i wake up cos i'm still alive :)

Yeap nothing much about today, very ordinary.

Real school is starting from tmr cos classes are beginning already.

Sometimes i can't wait to faster graduate from poly, hahaha~

I was wanting to do some tutorials today but apparently there was nothing to do haha!

There is lah, but i didn't know how to do csit so i decided to rest today! Wahaha.

I need to at least get into the studying momentum now 'cause some other people are already starting on projects so yeah...stress~

Anw, not being exaggerating but i just wanna say that i love it when people ask about me!

Hehe, not that i am attention seeking but i like when people care and ask about me.

Not that i'm very deprived of such things but you know in life, how many people around you really care and ask about you?

How many would come to you and say simple things like "How's life?" or "Are you doing ok recently?" I know, hardly many.

That's why i appreciate little things like this, even just a question or an encouragement is also worth to be happy about :)

This coming week would be great cos there's no school on friday, PH!

Emotions, emotions.

I don't know if it's the rain or what but ever since the sky started to get gloomy my mood was also affected :(

& the rain was so heavy just now somemore, tsk.

Or maybe it was school, i don't know.

I think i am quite feelings-oriented today, hmm well at least i have such a day like this lol.

My new class this semester is weird, somehow.

Didn't quite feel in place also, but aiya doesn't bother me much.

Just felt sian to work with people all over again, so tiring doing things all over again every semester.

But anyway, glad that mr wong still recognizes me so it made things better.

Didn't know what to say for introduction so i just said i love to sleep, lol.

Should have used yeejoo's suggestion and say i emo when i'm free, haha!

Hmm...anw i guess i'm really someone who loves to give...just like what kyann said about me.

Like when i really want to do something, i will because i just feel like giving.

So i guess that is why i feel abit weird when i'm not doing anything.

But well, there's always smth good about everyday, so should be positive! :)

& Yours truly loves you! ^^

Didn't go school today cos thursdays i have all tutorials and first week has got no tutorials :D

So spent the day with the ladies cos i promised sansan to accompany her to get shoes.

I think i'm going to get myself a pair for school as well by next year...cos i think my current shoes are all not very suitable for school, hahaha.

Ikea in the afternoon, but didn't shop much 'cause we just went there to eat.

But i really love all the stuffs there, so nice :)

Anyway, really feel glad to have such awesome friends who truly care for me 'cause they think about well-being in school (like for my project groupings/friends etc).

I guess the world out there are bound to have difficult people so why not just face them and deal with them rather than trying to keep worrying and think of avoiding ya?

I don't have much courage like how yeejoo has in making her stand but for me, i think i'll just let things be and make something out of it.

So dreading tmr cos gotta go back to school for make-up class in the afternoon, spoil my day :(

But nevermind...since friday doesn't allow, then hope saturday does!

Two heavy lectures today, the second one i didn't really pay attention cos it was just introduction and she was reeeally boring - still the same as year 1.

Feeling so tired everyday now.

Anyway it's rather troublesome to get out of sentosa, especially when you're rushing for time.

I don't like :(

& Sad that i still got to go school on friday, thought i could free myself this week.

But here's something to cheer myself up - i can wake up later tmr! :)

Miiiiiiiissssssssesssssss!

Headache's still with me today after noon, i think i'm lack of sleep :(

Nothing much today though, would be hanging out at vivo more often now for meals and stuffs cos the school's canteen kinda cmi.

Oh and i got a bad news today, heard that my tutorials this sem are going to suck because we can't use our phones doing classes! What the crrrap.

This is seriously dreading cos i can't imagine staring at the board for two hours.

Haiz, this is a crazy world.

Two lectures tmr~

I think i prefer the lecture halls at TAS compared to TP, although it's smaller but it looks better and the tables are nice, hahah.

Hitting the sacks early tonight, yay.

First day of school!

Alright, my day was long but nevertheless i wanna blog before i turn in.

So...started the day off with a birthday lunch with my deeearest kyann :)

My plan was almost perfect but too bad the waiters missed out one of my surprises.

But neverminddd, shall forgive them since they were busy anyway.

She said i'm a romantic person! Heh heh.

But lunch was rather rushy cos gotta go for lecture so yada yada...had a quick celebration.

Hope she enjoyed though.

Any any wayyy, i started school with my favourite module of this sem - festival&events mgmt!

I think i should like it lah, hopefully.

Although the lecture was kinda draggy and dry but i like! :)

Oh btw, TAS is really weird cos the whole building just feels so antique?

The rooms and all are like those olden houses with only doors that looks like fences and stuffs like that.

But i'm still quite lost in the academy cos everything looks the same haha!

& it really doesn't feel like you're in school or something cos it's just so...island-ish feeling.

Celebrated sansan's birthday over dinner also, then headed down to pasir ris.

Helped yeejoo with her tuition classes :)

Luckily my mum forced me to do my timetables, now it came in super handy haha!

So her old-fashioned or rather traditional mindset does work for once :P

Not easy for her to bring the class so i must say well done to her! :)

There were indeed some very naughty kids there.

I thought i was fierce enough but i think they treated this relief teacher as invisible -.-

Ok lah but at least they responded when i start speaking cos i was rather solemn at first lol.

But this was a good preview, cos in dec i'm going to help her with a few classes for two weeks too.

Okie dokie, gonna email my resume and off to sleep.

Lecture early morning tmr!

So, school's starting tmr.

Hope this sem would be great.

I think this week would be pretty relaxing cos it's just lectures so i'm quite free still.

My mood was slighter better today i guess, haha.

Had a rushy morning having a mini party with my class and celebrated myra's birthday.

They said my cutting cake skills abit cmi -_-"

Aiya can't blame mah, the knife got creamy so eventually everything looks creamy lor.

Anyway, i feel happy and excited for qad! :)

Glad that at least you won't be feeling so unhappy and sian as before anymore :)

Work hard and jiayou, i support you ^^

One of those moody days again :(

Hormone changes suck.

Mmhmm, wasted the last saturday of my holidays doing nothing much.

Tmr's going to be a busy day for me though, gotta run a few places.

I'm bored and restless so i decided to do some reflections.

I think after these three days of camp, i guess i've learnt many things although i wasn't attending the camp but more of just helping out.

I saw how parents worry about their children, how much problems they face in a family, and how much it takes for a parent to bring up the family and the child.

I see all the teachers talking about their children, how successful they are in life and all, but i've also heard about some parents who are having a hard time teaching the child.

Being a child is not easy, comparing to all the other children out there i may not be a very good daughter but at least i'm always trying to be one.

I've seen how much friendship is valued and it is something that we all should cherish.

Sometimes we do take friendships for granted just because we feel that friends are many out there, neglecting a few wouldn't matter but in this few days i've seen how much impact friendship can affect a person's social life.

Being a good friend is not easy, because i also struggle with decisions that i couldn't handle.

But the power of friendship goes a long way down the road.

Just like last night i was disturbed by yj's problem cos i really feel bad.

She's really an awesome friend because i know if it was another person, i would probably get another kind of reaction already.

Really thankful to have such a nice friend like her.

However, if i were to become one of the teachers in children's church in the future, i hope to see all these children to grow up being successful men and ladies :)

(So motherly sounding right, haha!)

Home sweet home.

Finally back from camp this afternoon, feeling very restless and tired.

But anyway, i've got back much from the camp.

Got to know many teachers and pastors better.

So not that bad, just that bathing with cold water was terrible lol.

Anyway, i'm more bothered about school stuffs now.

Timetable is out though. Mondays to Thursdays at Sentosa, Fridays in TP.

It was not that bad, but i hate fridays now 'cause i end school at 6pm on fridays -.-

And all three classes are lab sessions, which means boring sian.

And fortunately or not, my last tut is the same tutor as i had for bese last sem.

My gosh. I have like all the weird and strict tutors this sem.

And the saddest thing is that i'm not in the same class as yeejoo!!! :(

Even ruby that silly also not with me, so pathetic.

I'm like always somewhere on the other side, haiz.

But at least still got a few whom i know of so not that ke lian.

Oh well...i hope this sem would be better, in some ways.

& I've got loads of stuffs to do also, hectic life's really starting, all over again.

Today was less tiring than yesterday.
Guess the children had fun...i had fun laughing at their nonsensical stuffs haha...kids are kids.

Last day tmr! Gonna go home and rest liao...hopefully still have time to do so.

Sian school's starting and i'm alr like having some problems that i need to settle. Poly poly...ma fan si le.

Phew finally can take a rest now.
Camp was busy and tiring today.
Due to the lack of teachers helping out so there's more work to do.
Was rather different from last year cos this time it was held in church.
Hmm but afterall it was still fine, just that i'm v tired physically.

Oh and i hope the haze would go off soon, so damaging to health like that.

It's 9 and the kids still have movie later on...dunno what time will the teachers like us get to sleep...oh no.

Last week before school starts...time flies.

Timetable's coming out on friday...i wanna be in the same class as yeejoo!!!

Anyway, will be off to church's p6 camp tmr as teacher helper until friday.

Although this year isn't at chalet but i hope it will still be fun!

Hello there, i hope you are feeling fine :)

Today had been meaningful...just that i didn't like the rain, haha.

YeeJoo went to catch my one and only woodstock for me ^^

So happy leh, now my snoopy has its companion! Haha i like it, so cute.

Hmm had been eating quite alot lately...gotta cut down soon.

But i think the three day camp this wed will refrain me from eating too much.

I'm worrying over my shampoo over any other things lol, cos i can't seem to find any packed kinds around, sian.

Compromising and accommodating isn't something easy.

Super long day!

CC today, did some interesting stuff with the kids.

Haha then we were discussing on what they wanna do after psle, like what activities they want to have etc.

But abit pathetic cos as usual, i don't know why kids like them don't respond -_-"

Anyway, met up with sansan after church to do some shopping~

Good stuffs are always sooo expensive, tsktsk.

Then went to find dawn to do some stuffs also.

My whole day was rather occupied and busy loh.

Came back and had a tiff with mum.

She has completely no idea how busy i am ok, zzz.

And for that matter i am still going to be v busy for the coming week.

She has got to get used to my busy life somehow.

Lovely day. Love saturdays :D

Anyway, just being random here.

I think i'm weird but i love clocks lol.

I like the very nice ones, those that look abstract and classic.

I think i'll get alot of nice clocks for my house next time haha!

Letter 29 - The person that you want to tell everything to but too afraid to

Skipping this letter also hahaha. Last letter left to go!

Woke up too early...now i'm feeling stony.

Anywayyy, dinner last night was good!

The cell celebrated audrey's and my birthday :)

It was damn amusing cos we kinda knew abit things here and there as they were trying to be funny and stuffs.

Tsktsk, cannot escape from my eyes or ears one lah :P

But still i appreciated their efforts la, i think they had fun throughout the process also.

Love my cell, they're like my best clique on earth ♥

I think i wanna go for the temp events assistant job in nov that the school has just emailed.

It's just for a few days so i guess it's fine...and it's for experience also.

Maybe through that then i'll know if i am really interested in that area, after realising that my passion is not at the airport but perhaps more of events planning.

And i think it's quite a rare opportunity lah.

It's weird when students like us are being bombarded with such jobs...cos i think it's rather time-consuming somehow.

I think i've rejected many ever since i've entered poly, lol.

Ten more days to the start of school again, sianz.

Dread the tutorials cos i have to repeat my name again, tsk.

Thanks to my procrastination in not putting my english name in my ic during the holidays.

But on the other hand i'm rather looking forward also cos i want to pull up my grades!

Haha sounds quite desperate and kiasu but whatever lah, my big drop was like a huge provoke to me.

But i hope the modules next sem would be more...appealing?

Or whatever you call it la...i don't want to dislike any subjects like how i did last sem :(

Somehow it gets nostalgic when the year is ending, hmm.

Letter 28 - Someone that changed your life

Perhaps life would have been different if I hadn't met you, but I'm very glad that I have. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have learn and grow so much today. You taught me many things in life, just like a potter moulding his artwork. I am really grateful for your tolerance, patience, understanding, love and care from the beginning. I love all the good moments and although we also had the bad ones, at least I'm glad that we went through them together and were even stronger as before thereafter. As much as I feel so blessed to have you, I hope you feel the same joy and delight that I feel too. I guess I couldn't imagine life without you, because I know you have already inhabit a part of me. Thank you for being you, qad.

Two days work have ended, yay.
Nothing much today but more tired than yesterday...i think its the body clock problem bah.
Very tired liao, shall just end here~

Oh what a long day today.
Went to work at expo for the seab international exam for students.
I was at the p2/3 hall sort of "invigilating" and helping out.
Kinda slackish thing la, just alot of patience required, waiting around and stuffs.
But one thing was the kids kept going toilet for fun so we gotta keep bringing them -_-"
Luckily the chief saved us by announcing no going to toilets alr lol.
Wah but i think that for students like them coming to singapore to study and get into a local school's really not easy.
Quite chim for them la, i see some of them like dun understand the question...oh well.
Tmr's the big group all sec students.
Quite tiring also cos spent so much time there...but also abit easy labour la...i think they are more like overpaying hahaha~

Nua-ness today.

I have piles of books on my table that i need/want to read but i am just lazy.

Initially i wanted to go out to buy some stuffs but again, i am lazy.

Tsk, so failure today right.

But but but, i've finally finished completing the big x'mas project for kyann :)

The postcard is finally done and is on way to printing, yay.

I do hope that through that i will bless more people around for the event!

Although i'm like so behind-the-scenes but doesn't matter, at least i have some sense of satisfaction in me :)

Will be working for the next two days with a few friends...some exams thingy.

Hope time can pass faster!

Not that i don't cherish living the present now but this week feels extremely draggy.

Letter 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day

This letter is difficult leh, nobody i know for only a day. Skipping this.

It had been long since i had monday blues, thanks to holidays! Wahaha.

Kinda moody today due to the many sudden changes in plans today, made me very sian.

But still, had a good time with kyann, though we skipped bible study haha!

So anyway, met up with ruby and mandy for dinner after sooo long.

Did some catching up and stuffs.

I think mandy's world is quite drama leh....full of violence and aggression lol.

Hmm auspicious day, 10/10/10. Haha.

Church was fine and all, so nothing much today.

Joshua and HJ ar, always think too much.

Normal things also think until become abnormal alr, tsktsk.

Too bad lah, i don't like to share about personal stuffs lol.

I think psle wasn't difficult this year cos apparently my class was able to do on average?

So that's a good thing!

Only my jc friends are dying due to promos and uni friends are busy like crap.

So i guess i'm lucky enough not to have any of those now but sadly school is starting in two weeks so yeah...limited good-days.

My week ahead would be busy as well~

Working for two days and other gatherings etc.

I'm quite tired actually haha...no energy alr.

I hope my body can still get used to waking up early :O

Feeling good after a bath (for the second time)!

The weather was so horrible this morning.

But today was still lovely anyway :D

I love hugs ^^

Very nice of joshua to do up a card for me personally yesterday.

I took quite some time trying to figure out what he was saying and the structure of it lol!

Very amusing but cute lah, appreciated it~

Oh and we had cell last night, like finally after dunno how long.

But because some of them already left for their uni cells so it's kinda empty :(

Not so lively without them anymore, aw.

I still have like two more celebrations left, one this coming week and one the week after.

So looong leh, i also dun have the birthday mood alr haha.

I can just take it as some meetup or gathering lol.

Human nature is sucha funny thing. Tsktsk.

I think my first impressions of people hardly ever change.

So i hope some people can stop trying to prove to me that they have changed cos i think very often a person's personality is already there.

Unless we're talking about character then it's a different thing but..ya.

I wonder where did all the mature guys go... oh well.

People like qad is still the best ^^

Letter 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

Dear myself,

Yes i promised to study hard and pull up my grades next sem! :)

Shereen.

Was supposed to meet joo at noon for lunch and ikea but apparently i couldn't wake up 'cause i was too tired so i cancelled it. Haha sorry!

But i think she was feeling equally tired too la, wahaha.

Oh yes. I've removed my tagboard!

Yeah, shutting all communication mediums lol.

Ok, i'm back to working on my stuffs now.

I hope i can do up gid's photography logo soon cos it's getting pressurizing when my designs are not here nor there yet.

But i think this holiday is quite meaningful cos i am occupied with many stuffs, and although i'm busy but it feels better than being busy with school work.

Letter 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times

I'm skiping this letter too cos i really dunno who to write to, haha!

Happy Birthday

Yay, my big best birthday had been good :)

Thanks to all who wished me, i feel so loved! Hehe.

Just that the whole day i had been busy with replying tons of fb wishes.

I made the effort to reply all individually cos i feel that at least they bothered enough to wish so i should appreciate it!

Many thanks to my poly clique for celebrating the night with me at the old school!

& the dedicated song also...so shy leh lol.

Thanks for spending so much money and time...i'm touched :)

And my dear yeejoo too...she ended up being so seh due to the drinks haha!

See la, empty stomach's consequence...tsktsk.

Although i still have upcoming bday celebrations in the next week but i feel happy and contented already.

But i dun mind having more celebrations cos it's different company! Haha :)

Ok i'm tired...gonna sleep after i'm done with my stuffs.

Miss you qad!

Shereen officially turns 18 today! :D

Awesome stuff, i don't know why but i feel that my birthday this year was a long awaited one.

Wahahaha probably cos the past few months had been so mundane.

But anyway, yay it's my birthday! Happy! I hope you feel happy too! ^^

B'day eve! :)

Appreciated kyann's efforts and thoughts :)

& i think it's very nice of her cos i kept changing dates, lol.

Tmr's arriving ~ :D

Tell you a secret, i can't wait to eat cakes! :D

Hehe maybe because it had been long since i ate one but i'm going to have a birthday cake at home this year, so exciting! Haha!

Anyway, i think i'm going to remove my tagboard soon.

I find it irritating when i keep getting those spams from people who goes around tagging every other people's blogs just to advertise their stuffs or something like that -.-

It's your thoughts that count, i appreciate it :)

Hmm today's gonna be good, i have two bday meals awaiting for me.

Hehe so exciting! I like birthdays cos in times like these i feel loved ^^

Alright, lets see what i have been busy with recently :

- christmas event's publicising postcard

- gid's wedding photography co. designs & new menu list

- upcoming months of cell plannings/events

Yeahhh so so busy. Hopefully can finish mostly before school starts.

& btw, the weather sucks, don't you think so?

Well and lately i've seen and heard about people around me facing stress and problems - not just one but a few.

So...i feel like encouraging all of them! :)

Such bad times in life are unavoidable, so i think that we should not be defeated by the negatives but think otherwise. Life goes on~

Think about the people who care and love you, at least you know you still have them.

Stay optimistic because i believe the near future holds better moments for you! Cheerios :)

Hello world, my day had finally ended...what a long day.

Church for the first half of the day.

Started on some of my plannings with the cell and stuffs.

Was rushing and rushing for time.

Such things always happen - when you have time you have no plans, when you have no time everything comes in. Tsk.

Anyway, so i went home for a quick change and off to meet the ladies at downtown.

Huiping's chalet was super far lah, walk so long also haven't reach.

So we celebrated her birthday! :)

Initially was kinda screwed but i think towards the end things got better, haha.

Enjoyed the catching up with friends and stuff.

But i think chalet is a very...i don't know how to put it...sensitive thing?

'Cause it's bad for comers who came in small groups cos they will be like left out, or there will be small cliques around the whole place so it doesn't really feel like a "whole thing" anyway.

& i personally discourage holding b'day chalets 'cause i realise it's always the birthday person doing all the things...which doesn't seem very correct to me.

Unless the thing was held by friends or smth then i think it's nice, rather than a self thing.

Hmm i guess my week ahead would be quite busy cos schedule's kinda packed.

Following next two weeks as well...woah then it's school alr, gosh.

I think i'm really a busy person although i may not look like one on the outside.

Alright, time for bed.

Toodles!

Here is a person, giving endless support and being there for you;

Always with you, behind you, beside you, to see you through.

Here is a person, who will never leave;

Here is a person, a person like me :)

Phew, finally can settle down after like 4 hours.

One of my cousins moved out today, so i had to reorganize my whole room and clean up.

Now my room looks so much neater and "emptier" in a sense, happy :)

But i was suggesting to mum that i should get a new shelf cos my current one cmi.

Still deciding, if really buying would be doing so in the coming week bah.

Moving house should be a happy thing i guess, wish i could move too haha!!!

So tired.

Gonna be another long day tmr + it's huiping's birthday chalet~

Letter 24 - The person that gave you your favourite memory

Dear qad,

I hope your favourite memories have got me inside too (although you often have stm :P) Hmm I must say i'm really happy to have known you, because you're someone who can make me feel comfortable and happy to be with. Thank you so much for all your efforts and time for me, i truly truly appreciate you :) I can't really say which memory with you is my favourite 'cause i love them all the same, haha. May we have much more memories together 'cause i'm looking forward to the future memories! :)

Shereen

Yawnz, nothing much today.

I've started working on things that i should be...hope i can complete them more or less before school starts.

Today passed by pretty fast though...hmm i think its because i woke up late bah, haha!

Letter 23: The last person you kissed

Dear (ahem),

You're very honoured to have my kiss ok! Hahaha~

Shereen.

It's quite true - temporary things in life.

I think sometimes we should also think this way to encourage ourselves a little :)

And i guess now is my better days in life so better enjoy abit first before hell school opens!

So so so, i felt like a couch potato today lazying around.

Still drowning in dramas mwhahaha.

But at least i'm not goner case, maybe a...mild-drama marathoner hahaha! :P

Anyway, i'll need to find time to go do some shopping for materials and stuffs for upcoming events.

I think shopping alone is quite cool leh, i don't know why friends around me cannot take it.

I like the feeling of spending time with myself, although sometimes we do need some company but i prefer to go about doing things personally.

Well probably cos i'm the only child and i'm very used to do things alone and independently bah.

But whatever the case, i think solitude can be seen as an art :)

Hmm, september has ended~

Not too slow not too fast, only left 2 more weeks of school holidays.

October Resolutions:

• Birthdays! ♥
• 2 days work
• p6 camp/mission trip
• school starting :(

Short and sweet. Busy month!

Today's all about eating, hahaha.

Celebrated mum's b'day over lunch at din tai fung.

Don't know why they're so into chinese cuisine, very nice meh?

I find it ok-ok nia.

They very cute somemore ah, know where to eat but dunno how to go -_-"

Walked around with cousin, but ended up eating desserts cos we've got no where better to go.

Singapore is quite boring actually, everywhere only shopping.

Anyway, met up with kyann for mentoring after that.

We had ice cream, heh heh :)

She lent me some books so i guess i've more things to do now haha.

Oh, and she thinks that i'm a very very weird person cos i have weird eating diets, weird habits and so on.

I like getting to know people, sooo interesting :)

Today feels draggy.

Btw, happy birthday mum! :)

I think tmr there'll be an official family b'day lunch for my mum, heh.

Too bad my parents love to eat chinese cuisine, if they prefer western i'll be so much happier haha!

Oh, and i made new specs today~

I've got a maroon frame, hmmm my mum likes it and it doesn't look too bad to me so tada.

The person said only one side of my eye has 'shan guang' so...don't know what that really means but i think i'm weird to have only one side of it.

But anyway, she told me that my degrees were not serious so it implies that actually wear or dun wear specs doesn't affect my eyes man! Awesome.

I wish some of my good friends can become a chef or something and opens a restaurant so that i can often go over and eat. Hahaha, random thought.

Letter 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to

I have nobody to want to give a second chance to actually, so not writing this letter! :)

Headache, rest & drama today.

Yay, heard that fernando alonso won! Good stuff :D

Letter 21: Someone you judged by their first impression

Dear Gid,

Oh I must say you're really the hardest person I've ever met 'cause you gave me so many many impressions of yourself until now I think I still don't really know you sometimes. My first impression of you was quite bad though, but I guess that was how you respond to strangers (like me, very dao).

Not until when I realised that you're going to be our cell leader this year then I saw some change in you, lol. But I don't know la...I guess it was quite difficult to really know you, not mainly due to you giving different impressions at times. But I'm glad that at least now I am starting to understand you more as a friend and as a leader :)

Shereen.

Loooong day for me.

Went to g2 early in the morning for service.

Body wasn't feeling too good but still managed to survive the day, phew.

Had a mini b'day celebration for eloise too :)

Hmm then it was the children's day gameshow programme for the kids.

Was very smooth and successful, hehe thank god for that.

I think children nowadays are really really very fortunate.

There were like millions of prizes that were given away every now and then.

Even if you go up without answering anything right also can get vouchers.

What life man, i also wish i could go up lol.

& big prizes were 3 nintendo wii sports, so cool.

Times have really changed huh, i still rmb when i was a p6 all i got for children's day was just some candies and chocolates.

Tsktsk, well well.

Anyway, i can't really stand those attention-seeking people who loves to go around grabbing attention and just wants to get involved in everything.

I don't think anyone would like as well...maybe those who are would.

Oh well, hope these people mature soon.

F1's back again, felt like so soon from last year.

I think some of my poly friends are dying over there working, lol.

I still can remember the atmosphere over at the race track last year, hahaha but too bad i'm not going back again. Once is enough, wahaha.

My cousin is madly into it this year cos she missed it last year, very pei fu her enthusiasm in every singapore event man.

Actually i think it's not very exciting if hamilton keeps winning leh.

I prefer alonso :)

Had been busy planning and preparing for eoy cell stuffs today so...not that bad, quite effective.

Long day tmr, children's day programme at g2. I hope everything goes smoothly!

Letter 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest

Dear Yg,

Yeah i guess you're the one. I hope i didn't break yours equally as hard.

Shereen.

Deep sighs.

I think i am the worst gpa dropper. I guess nobody drops gpa so much like i do.

It was really a big disappointment although i've pretty much expected that i wouldn't do as well as year 1 cos everything in this sem just doesn't suit me and i don't even have any motivation.

It saddens me to see my grades being bad, but on the other hand i think it's a blessing in disguise cos this way i can be very motivated to work hard next sem and get back all my beautiful grades.

But i really thank God that i did not fail my accounts and can still manage a 3pointer although i have no interest in anything this sem.

So in some way or another i still feel that i'm quite lucky lor.

Very determined to do well next semester :)

But of course i can't deny that i'm still feeling quite sad over my big drop.

Hopefully will get over it by the next two days bah.

Qad made me felt better too, appreciated your time and all :)

Went for family lunch today afternoon, had an advanced birthday lunch for my mum just in case next week cannot make it.

Cousin went for facial appointment while i rotted the remaining time away trying to vent out my despair abit here and there, lol.

I'm so not a shopping lady so shopping or window shopping totally isn't the thing for me surprisingly (unless i really have the need to shop then i do it, and i do grocery shopping more than i do clothes shopping haha).

Just hoping the week to come will pass by quickly quickly~

Hello love i'm thinking of you.

Lovely weather today for me to sleep in, heheh :)

I'm craving for so much food recently until i don't know what should i eat sometimes.

My mum commented that i take temporary jobs like some game, play finish then leave, lol.

I don't deny, cos afterall it's really just a start-and-finish thing mah.

I told jaslyn that one thing i don't like about work is because i see all sorts of people.

It's not like as if i don't get to see enough in poly and everywhere else.

Well, but of course i know i should be practical and realistic enough to recognise that the working society out there is like that, unfortunately and pathetically.

Don't understand why friends around wanna spend their whole holiday working, very no life leh...should rest mah, you can get to work for all your life later on anyway.

Family day tmr since everyone's off coincidentally.

Oh! & results are coming out tmr!!! Gosh.

I really reeeaally hope i'll not do too badly :(

(worse still i hope i won't flunk accounts)

Gpa's definitely gonna fall but i hope it won't spoil my day tmr!

Completeness in you.

I feel like watching drama but nothing nice lately, sianz.

Spent half of my day resting while the other doing things and playing games.

Actually holidays kinda make you feel like some aimless person sometimes, lol.

But anyway i hope time can pass fasterrr!

Things that i think my house is very lacking of:

1. FOOD.

2. Microwave oven (for me to use)

3. A new broom, the current one is hopeless

4. A new door?

Things that i think my room is very lacking of:

1. New cupboards

2. A blanket

3. Aircon! But i think i'll only have it when i have my own house T_T

Letter 19: Someone that pesters your mind - good or bad

Dear Mum,

I've thought for a very long time and I think the most ideal person for this should be you bah, haha! I think your words are always on my mind - good and bad. At home, you are nagging most of the time, and I guess for so many years you have also instilled a lot of your standard words in my head until I can't get them off my mind. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing, but your words definitely gets stuck in me, lol. But of course, I don't wanna complain so much 'cause if one day you leave me, I'll probably miss all of these...haha!

Shereen.

I'll see you through the seasons.

The only thing i did today was sleep & eat.

Tsktsk, so boring. Better do some meaningful stuffs tmr.

Anyway, just a random thought here.

I think good guys are really going extinct nowadays.

I mean, like guys out there who are really childish and nasty and all.

Really feel sorry for those who doesn't treat friends or their lovers well.

I feel so glad to have people like qad in my life, haha :D

Although i may be someone who has high expectations in life, probably cos i am a perfectionist sometimes, but I've already learnt to be contented with things in life that makes me happy. So i also hope i can help my friends around to be happier too :)

Ahem, okay. Sept's ending soon!

Can't wait for october to arrive :)